Kana’s P.O.V.

I hate this. Why does it have to be this way. Was it simply because I see Jimin too much these days? I’m hoping it’s just a phase that I’ll get over.

I was about to buy a bottle of cold water when Hee-Young came over and said, “Oh! Kana! There you are! Why are you buying a drink? If you’re thirsty I already bought you green tea!” I thanked her as I took the green tea.

But at the end of the day something happened that may have the chance to make me forget about Jimin. As everyone was packing up, Rapmonster came up to me and asked to speak to me. I was hoping that it was a confession but I was also hoping that it wasn’t at the same time.

“I like you.” Rapmonster said quickly.
I looked up at Rapmonster to find his face red and acting nervous. ‘Well that was a side of him no one would expect that he has.’ I thought. Rapmonster was seen as the tough guy in school. Seeing him like this was somewhat amusing.

“I’m bad at saying things like this because I had never talked to a girl about this, so I don’t really know what to do, but um...would you date me?” Rapmonster said as he ran his fingers through his hair nervously, awaiting for my answer.

I hesitated. Should I say yes? I didn’t really have feelings for him. If I dated him while I had feelings for other people, it wouldn’t be fair for him would it? I would be using him to my advantage wouldn’t I? I couldn’t do that.

“Yes.” I replied. And I didn’t say anything else. Those words had slipped out of my month on their own. What do I do now? Do I really date him?


But before I could even think of a way to take those words back, Rapmonster burst into a smile and took me into his arms. “You don’t understand how happy I am to hear those words. I love you Kana.”

He gave me a peck on the cheek and went to take his bag. I quickly got mine as Rapmonster walked over to me and said, “Can we go out today?”

I nodded, not wanting to say no.

So somehow we ended up at an amusement park. To be honest it was quite fun. Rapmonster was actually not as cold as people looked at him to be. The whole time he looked out for me and made sure that I had fun. I was starting to warm up towards him but I still felt guilty because no matter what, I feel like I was taking advantage of it.
Rapmonster noticed my troubled expression and he immediately asked, “Kana. What’s wrong? Do you feel dizzy from that ride? I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have suggested it. I forgot to ask you if you’ll be okay with faster rides, I’m sorry-”

I held up my left hand and shook my head. “No. No. It’s not that. That ride was awesome. It’s just...I have to tell you something.”

Rapmonster’s expression wavered a bit. He bit his lips nervously and waited for me to continue.

“I’m not sure if I want to date you.” I said.

There was a moment of silence, then Rapmonster asked, “Why? F it’s something I did that you don’t like, I can and I will change it for you.”

I shook my head again. “No. That’s not it, Rapmon. You’re really nice. It’s just that...It’s that I feel guilty. Because...I actually have someone else in my mind. I can’t just start going out with you when I like someone else. I’ll be using you. I’ll be-”

Rapmonster suddenly kissed me, stopping me from continuing my sentence. Then he pulled back and smiled. “It’s fine. I will stay with you for as long as you need to get over that guy. I don’t care. I just hope that even if you like that guy, you’ll start liking me more.”

I blinked. “You don’t care?”

Rapmonster chuckled. “Of course I care. And I’ll admit it. I feel jealous. But if it means i wait and you start actually liking me, it’ll all be worth it. You are worth the rating.”

A wide smile spread across my face. “You are the most dope guy I’ve ever met.”

A huge grin also spread across Rapmonster’s face. Then he said, “Now should we go get our next ride?”

I nodded and replied, “Yep. Let’s go.”

That afternoon, I made some of the best memories of my life.

Notes

I'm sorry this was short. But since I was not able to log in to my original account, I was not able to write and so I forgot some of the plot and ideas. I cri....

P.S. same thing. don't kill me for grammar mistakes, typos, etc...
P.P.S. If you know people that read my story from my original account, guide them here since I'll be writing her from now on.