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~I Can't Love Him~

Chapter Forty-Six - Explanation

~Author's POV~

*One Year Past*

You guys been promoting a lot. Won many awards and been on many reality shows.

You plopped down onto the floor drenched in sweat. Your heavy breathing mixed with the other's were the only sound filling the whole room.

"I think we should call it a day." Dasom said between her heavy breathing.

"Yeah. Let's rest." Hyorin spoke in a weak tone.

"Look, Soyou is already knocked out." You weakly chuckle seeing the 2nd maknae, Soyou laying on the floor with her eyes closed. Everyone followed that chuckle. Quickly you kicked her lightly so she could wake up. "Soyou-ah ileona or we're going to leave you.~" You sang.

"Mm." She groans as she turns over. "I'm dead guys." She spoke softly.

"Gaja." Hyorin quickly shot herself up. Following, you and the others force each other up.

"Unnie carry me.~" Dasom slung her arm around your shoulders.

"Aish your so heavy." You joked which you earned a playful glare from the latter. "Saranghae.~" You chuckled. Which she chuckled after.

***

You laid on your bed after a nice warm shower. The lights were off and everyone was soundlessly asleep. Except for you.

You laid there in your bunk-bed that you shared with Hyorin. Just staring at the bracelet. Playing around with it a few times.

*Bogoshipo.*

You said in your head as a small tear escaped your eyes. You quickly snuffled and wiped away your tears.

"I should forget you huh? You probably moved on yourself." You whispered so you wouldn't wake Hyorin up. "I just wish to see you once more." More tears soon came running down after each other.

"Nugu?" Hyorin said softly, giving you a shock.

"I-I thought you were sleeping?" You sniffed and quickly cleared your now wet face. Hyorin popped her head from her bed. Staring down at you.

"I was however then, I just woke up from a bad dream. But anyways who's the lucky guy that you want to see one more time?" Hyorin questioned with a arched eyebrow and a teasing smile. You just chuckle to see her all curious and excited.

"No one." You simply said not wanting to tell. She frowns.

"Waeyo?" She pouted. You just innocently smile and shake your head. Hyorin was going to say something however she quickly closed her mouth when she thought of something.

"Weren't you going to say something?" You asked with a raised eyebrow. She just smiles and shakes her head.

"Night. That's all I was going to say." Hyorin showed off her eye smile which you just awkwardly nodded your head with a chuckle.

"Alright then. Night Hyo." You chuckled again before you turned to lay on your side, your back facing the open.

*Night Mark.*

You kissed the bracelet before putting it back on and falling asleep.

~Hyorin's POV~

*Maybe if I try to find who her sister is and where she is. I can help make Bora happy again. it hurts to see her so hurt all the time. Mostly when no one notices except for me. Should I ask manager oppa for help? Yeah, I want it to be a surprise since her birthday is coming up. Bora just wait and you'll be smiling like a dork and probably crying when you see your surprise.*

I chuckled while talking to myself in my thoughts.

"I want to see you smile more Bora." Hyorin whispered silently while staring at your back. She laid back down on her back and stared at the ceiling.

*Just wait.*

~End of Hyorin's POV~


***Next Day***


"Ya! Ileona everyone!!! We have a busy schedule today!!!" The manager shouted while opening every door to the rooms. "Come on Bora, ileona. Better go to the restroom before Hyorin does." The manager chuckled as you quickly shot up.

Every time when you wake up after Hyorin, your the last to get ready. Because Hyorin always takes forever. However there are times when she does get ready fast, but that barely happens.

Quickly you dashed to the bathroom. Taking a quick shower and getting dressed. You walked out all fresh and clean.

"How do you get clean so fast?" Hyorin said in her morning voice. You just laugh.

"Because I just do." You ruffled her already messy hair. "Now hurry leader-nim." You walked into the small kitchen to prepare a quick, small breakfast for the members.

***

"Here. Everyone's small breakfast." You gave out to every member in the car.

"Whoa, gomawo unnie." Dasom beamed and quickly ate since she was really hungry.

"Awe, thanks love." Soyou winked at you. You just chuckle and pass Hyorin her's.

"Here leader-nim. Your's." You brightly smile at her. She returns the smile and quickly eats the breakfast. "No thank you?" You joked and pouted cutely.

"Oh, gomawo Bora-ah!~" Hyorin sang cutely. You just laugh.

"Excuse me but I'm the oldest here." You laughed again. Earning a laugh in return.

***

~Hyorin's POV~
"Manager oppa?" I whispered to our manager since I was walking right beside him behind everyone. It was a good thing Bora was in the very front.

"What'd up Hyo?" Manager oppa looked at me.

"Can you perhaps do me a favor?" I kept whispering.

"Sure." Our manager whispered also earning a quiet chuckle from me. "What is it that you want?" Our manager looked at me curious.

"Can you search for Bora's little sister. I heard her name was Bomi." I whispered again, lowering my head a bit stealing glances at Bora in the front.

"Waeyo?" The manager said, but not in a whisper.

"Shh!!!" I pulled him down a bit. "Because Bo-" I was interrupted when I heard Dasom's voice.

"What are you two doing?" The manager and I look in the front to see the three look at us with their eyebrows knitted together. Manager oppa and I just laugh nervously.

"Nothing." I innocently smiled earning the three to narrow their eyes at me in suspension. "No I really mean it. I was just asking manager oppa something. That's it." I raised my hands up as showing a sign of surrendering.

"Alright whatever you say." Soyou continued walking, followed by Dasom.

*Wait there's one more person.*

"Something smells fishy around here." Bora said with a arched eyebrow. I just innocently smile again and shake my head.

"Ani, nothing fishy and I mean it." I said putting my hand on my chest. Earning a quiet chuckle from the latter next to me. I just glare at him to tell him to keep quiet. Which he did.

"Alright then." Bora smiled and turned around. Walking away to catch up with the others.

"So you just want me to find Bora's sister? Then what?" Manager oppa looked at me after watching Bora leave. I look back up at him.

"Then I'll take it from there." I simply said and walked away.

"Is this suppose to be a surprise then?" Manager oppa raised his voice a bit so I could hear. I just nod my head even though I didn't turn around. "Alright then whatever you say princess." Manager oppa started walking. I just laugh and keep on walking.
~End of Hyorin's POV~


***Midnight***


"Ugh! Neomi baegopa!!!!" Dasom whined while rolling on the floor. Earning laughs from the elders.

"Araseyo, araseyo. How about me and Bora go buy some midnight snacks at the small convenience store near by." Hyorin laughed. "Just stop cleaning the floor and start practicing."

"Jinja!?" Dasom shot up. "Gomawo unnies!!!" Dasom beamed earning laughs again.

"Bora?" Hyorin looked at you. You just smile and stand up.

"Gaja." You stretched out your arms. "Need some fresh air too." You spoke while exiting the building.

***At The Convenience Store***

"Alright, you go buy whatever and I'll go buy whatever." Hyorin grabbed the basket. You just chuckle and nod.

"Araseyo meet you at the cashier then." You also grabbed a basket.

***

Roaming the store, you basket wasn't that full. You kept walking and walking around. Stopping a few times at parts that caught your eyes.

"Noo-Noona is that you?" You heard a voice in front of you. So then you looked up to your eyes widening.

"J-Junior." You stuttered shocked.

"I-It's really you. Ya, Jackson it's Bora noona!" Junior beamed as he quickly went up and hugged you tightly. "Where have you been? Do you know that ever since you left Mark became a wreck. however now he's recovering. He's better but still recovering." Junior said in a happy yet concern voice.

Your heart just broke into millions pieces after hearing that Mark became a wreck after you left him. You wanted to asked Junior about him, but something inside you commanded you to not do it.

"H-He-" You were cut off from Jackson screaming your name earning weird stares from the other customers in the store.

"Noona!!!! Neomu bogoshipo!!!" Jackson pulled you in a breathless hug.

"C-Can't breathe Jackson." You quickly patted his back so he would know to stop. Quickly he let go of you.

"Mianhae noona, gwaenchana?" Jackson gave you the elevator look to check if you were alright. You just chuckled with a nod.

"Mm. Gwaenchana." You smiled brightly.

"Bora, gwaenchana!? Did you get disco-vered." Hyorin looked at the two latters standing in front of you with knitted eyebrows.

"Yeah, I'm alright." You gave Hyorin a reassuring smile. She smiled in relief however then she looked back at the two still standing there.

"Aren't you guys from Got7?" Hyorin asked with a raised eyebrow. They just slowly nod their heads.

"Nae.~ Junior imnida." Junior bowed at Hyorin.

"Jackson imnida." Jackson bowed with a smile. Hyorin just smiles in return.

"Hyorin imnida." She smiled and also bowed.

"Wait. Why am I introducing myself when I already know you." Junior laughed. You and Jackson just look at them puzzled.

"We were in a drama together." Hyorin simply said earning a slow nod from both you and Jackson with your mouths in a 'o' shape.

"Hyorin-shi how come you know Bora?" Junior asked when he finally remembered how Hyorin freaked out earlier.

"Because she's in my group, Sistar." Hyorin wrapped her arm around your shoulders. You just chuckle and smile at the latters."

"Bwoh!?" They both say in a unison.

"Mhm. I became a idol guys." You just bitterly smile at them.

"Is that why you left?" Jackson asked in a serious tone. Looking straight at you seriously. You just gulped down your remaining saliva.

"Come on. Let's not talk about this." You didn't want Hyorin to know about your past with Mark.

"Left? You knew Got7 before?" Hyorin questioned. You just sigh.

"Can we talk about this somewhere else?" You whispered since you guys were earning people to stare. They just stood there confused until you gave them a signal making them finally understand.

"Oh~ Araseyo. But you better tell me everything." Hyorin tugged on your arm. You just nodded your head.

"Let's go buy our things." You walked to the cashier first.

***

After paying for the items, you all went to a cafe near-by. Sitting in the very corner.

"Now, spill Yoon Bora." Junior said while narrowing his eyes at you. You just chuckle.

"I left, because it wasn't because I wanted to become a idol." You simply said laid back.

"Then why?" Jackson asked confused. You just hang your head not wanting to talk about him.

"Do I really have to tell you guys this?" You looked up at them with puppy eyes. Hyorin kept quiet since she already knew everything except for the Got7 part.

"B-But noona~" Junior and Jackson both whined in a unison.

"You know it's kinda getting weird for both of you guys to whine together right at the same time." Hyorin whispered. They both just roll their eyes.

"Please." Junior spoke softly really wanting to know your reason. You just let out a soft sigh.

"Can I at least tell Hyorin first?" You asked with a arched eyebrow. They obediently nodded earning a cute giggle from Hyorin.

"It's cute how they obeyed you." Hyorin giggled again. You just chuckle and look at Hyorin.

"So how I know them is because I used to go to school with them. High school." You spoke out softly.

"However then dropped out." Junior mumbled earning a glare from you. "Mian." He just looks away.

"I got close with them because... " You paused for a sec.

"Come on, you know I'll keep your secrets. Last time you trusted me but how come now you don't." Hyorin pouted. You just softly chuckle.

"Alright, alright. Just don't get too shocked alright?" You asked with a raised eyebrow. Earning a cute nod from latter. "Well, do you remember the guy I told you that I was madly in love with who became my boyfriend?" You tilted your head a bit. Hyorin quickly nodded in return.

"Well, that guy was Mark. I've dated Mark in my high school years." You looked straight at Hyorin to see her reaction. Which she was showing that she was shocked.

"Y-You dated Mark?" Hyorin asked shocked. You just lightly nod your head.

"Mm. I dated Mark for almost a year however I broke up with him because of you know what." You whispered the last five words. Hyorin then nodded her head. Finally she knew the whole answer.

"Mianhae Bora. Gosh life totally sucked." Hyorin rubbed your back for comfort. You just weakly smile at her.

"Because of what?" You totally forgot about Junior and Jackson who was sitting in front of you and Hyorin.

"Oh, mian. I forgot about you guys." You said softly. Making them frown. "Saranghae." You eye smile making them smile again.

"Now, answer us." Jackson asked straight forward, serious.

"Answer what?" You asked trying to play innocent.

"Don't play innocent Yoon Bora." Junior stated crossing his arms. You just lightly pouted.

"Fine, however you can't tell anyone. Not even your members." You said serious.

"Not even Mark hyung?" Junior asked hanging his head a bit. You just sigh and nodded.

"Not even Mark. Please." You repeated more serious.

"A-Araseyo." Both said in unison.

"I left because my biological father found me." You said remembering your hateful father. They both knitted their eyebrows together.

"Bwoh? Your biological father? But didn't he pass?" Junior asked confused. You shake your head.

"Actually that's Bomi's biological father. Bomi's my half sister. Same mother but different fathers. My omma got pregnant with her boyfriend long time ago. She left him and got married to Bomi's appa. After marriage I was born and a few months later my omma got pregnant with Bomi." You explained to them making sure they understood.

"So, Bomi's not your biological sister, but your half sister?" Junior asked even more confused. You just nodded your head biting away your tears that were threatening to fall.

"So you left. That doesn't make since. How come you didn't have a decision to choose if you wanted to stay or not?" Jackson asked curious and confused.

"Because my biological father was a bad person. If I didn't go with him, he would harm the people I love. Like Bomi, you guys, Mark." After saying his name, your lips trembled and a tear finally escaped.

"Mianhae Bora. It must have been hard on you." Jackson said while grabbing your hand and giving it a small squeeze. You just sniffle and let out a smile.

"However I got away. If that didn't happen I wouldn't be where I am today. With awesome friends and a new life." You said with a smile. Earning smiles from the other three. "Promise to never tell, please." You held out your pinky in front of the three.

"Mm." Both Junior and Jackson wrapped their pinkies around yours. You smiled in return.

***

"Wow, many things happened so much to you." Hyorin said as you and Hyorin walked into the building.

"Yup. But now I'm starting new." You slung an arm around Hyorin's shoulders with a bright smile. "We should probably hurry." You chuckled thinking about Dasom and Soyou.

"Yeah we should." Hyorin chuckled.

Notes

Yes!!! Updated!!!!!!!!! Hope you guys liked this chapter. Please comment!!! Love reading your guys lovely comments!!!

(A/N: Gosh he looks so young in this picture.)

Comments

Wah. I'm new in kpop fanfic and this is the third story I've read. This is too good. I wish there was sequel. I really loved this story.

Wang'zouu Wang'zouu
1/8/17

I LOVE THIS STORY

catdog21 catdog21
11/17/16

Omg this was amazing, the emotions being displayed really came out. Well doneeeeee♡♡

Kkstlh Kkstlh
10/29/16

OMG this story is so good >.< Unnie you did a great job! Thank you for writing this story, Saranghae :)

BTS Kookie BTS Kookie
5/29/16

Ahh unnie, you have natural talents in writing! Omg this was so good I cried tears of joy at the end! Please continue writing more stories! Impatiently waiting ^-^! Hwaiting!

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2/28/16