~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
You opened your eyes slowly. You groaned when you felt a bang against your head. You still had a headache, however it didn't hurt that much like before.

You looked around your room to see total darkness. It was mostly because your heavy curtains were covering the windows. You reached out to grab your phone to check the time.

When you grabbed your phone, you turned it on. To squint your eyes at first, however then adjusted to the bright light later. 4:55pm. School was long ago over.

"Shit, skipped school." You groaned as you laid back down locking your phone and throwing an arm over your face. You freaked out when your fingers touched something.

Quickly you jolted away and turned your phone back on. Shining at whatever you touched. Your eyes widen instantly. He shut his eyes tight from the sudden brightness. Quickly, you turned around to turn on the small lamp that was on the night stand next to your bed.

Then you turned back looking at him, sit up and rest on the bed post.

"W-What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be at practice?" You asked shocked at his sudden appearance. He just rubs his eyes (cutely) then looks at you.

"What about you? How and Why did you get sick?" He raised an eyebrow.

"I'm not sick though." You simply said. He just shakes his head. Then he grabs your hand and puts it on your forehead. Your eyes widen to feel the burning on your forehead.

"Babe, you had the cold sweats. Seriously, your head burning and cold sweats. That's sign of being sick." Mark looked at you serious.

"B-But how? I-I just had a major headache. And I still do." You quickly grabbed your head, when you felt that pounding in your head again. Mark just sighs and pulls you into his embrace. Making you lay on his chest.

"A major headache can sometimes lead to being sick babe." Mark simply says.

"No it doesn't." You retorted.

"Are you really going to fight with me right now?" Mark looked down at you. You just bit your lower lip staring right back into his eyes.

"No." You sighed. "But what are you doing here? How did you even know I was sick? And why did you even come? You could have gotten sick too and that's not good." You angrily pouted.

Mark just smiles and hugs you closer onto his chest.

"I'm here because I worried about you. A little birdie told me that my precious angel was sick. I came because like I said before I worried about you. And stop worrying about me, Worry about yourself first." Mark rested his chin onto your temple.

"Well, whoever that damn birdie is, is going to get hit by me." You said with a bit anger in your voice. Mark just chuckles.

"So Bomi is going to get a little beating from her unnie now?" Mark looks at you. You just pout.

"How did Bomi even tell you? Unless she jacked my phone again." You asked with a arched eyebrow.

"Actually, I was at school this time. I was waiting for you, but I only saw Bomi. She told me you were sick I was really worried. For a person like you, it's really rare for you to get sick. So I got super worried right when Bomi told me you were sick." Mark said with sincerely. You just smiled and snuggled closer to Mark.

"Thanks, but when I'm sick. I want you to keep a distance Mark. What if you become sick? I would probably freak out. And get super worried about you. And your trainee so you should take really good care of your health. I want you to debut, not to get sick." You said while looking up at Mark again. Mark smiled one of those smiles that always melts your heart.

"Thanks for caring babe. Love you." Mark leans down and captures your lips. You kissed him back, however then retreated quickly. Well because you were sick.

"Mark." You gasped. "You can't kiss me. I'm sick." You playfully glared at him.

"At least you kissed me back." Mark smirked. You just chuckled and slapped his chest playfully. Mark, on the other hand, placed his hand on his chest. Acting as if it hurt.

"Ah, that hurts babe." Mark pouted cutely. You just laughed and hit him again. "Ya, did I tell you to hit me again." Mark playfully glared at you. You just laughed.

"Yeah, you asked for it." You playfully smirked with a arched eyebrow. Mark just laughs and quickly pecks you again. "Mark!" You covered your lips after Mark pulled again.

"I just can't resist. Your too cute." Mark squealed cutely. You just laugh behind your hand.

"Sorry to interrupt this adorable scene, but I need to take Bora's temperature." Your omma walked inside with Bomi following.

"Ew!~" Bomi joked. You just glared at her playfully.

"You hush." You scrunched up your nose cutely. Mark just chuckles.

"Alright girls, calm down. Bora open." Your omma put the thermometer in front of your mouth.

"Oh, your fever came down. That's good. And don't worry honey, I called in for you." Your omma pinched your cheeks lightly.

"Thanks omma." You felt a little weird after the word that you never said for so long rolled off your tongue like nothing.

Everyone was stunned by your sudden word. Everyone knew that it would take a very long time to finally get comfortable and call your new parents omma and appa.

"D-Did you just call me o-omma?" Your omma asked wide eyes. You warmly smiled at her.

"Indeed I did. Omma." You said it again, which made your omma smile from ear to ear. Showing her high cheek bones. She quickly pulled you into a hug, which shocked you at first. However then you responded the hug.

"I can't believe unnie really called you omma, omma." Bomi said still shocked. You just chuckled and stopped hugging your omma.

"Well, believe it." You smiled brightly towards Bomi. She just smiles brightly also.

"Mark honey, stay for dinner?" Your omma asked Mark nicely. Mark just smiles and nods his head.

"Sure." Mark simply says. Quickly, your mother and Bomi went downstairs to prepare breakfast.

"Seems like omma already likes you." You chuckled as you turned to look at Mark.

"That's a good thing then." Mark back hugged you, quickly pecking your cheek. "I'm glad your fully comfortable with them now. Your starting a new life, you know. With a actual family. With a mother, a father, a little sister, and a wonderful boyfriend." Mark wiggled his eyebrow at you when he said the last two words.

You just laughed and nod your head. He was right, you were starting new. The hurtful past that you had was already in the past. You should have already forgotten about it, it was just that it was too hard. But now that you have people to stay by your side. You weren't scared to take a step forward into a new path.

"Thanks Mark." You said as you leaned onto Mark's chest.

"For what?" Mark looks at you puzzled. You just chuckled and looked back at him.

"For everything. For always being by my side. For loving me. For caring about me. For always being there for me. Thank you Mark. I love you so much that I probably wouldn't know what to do if you were never there. I probably can't even live without you. I'm so thankful you stepped into my life Mark. That your path crossed mine and now we're walking together. Side by side. Together." You quickly pecked Mark's cheek. Mark smiled at you, his smile reaching all the way up to his ears.

"I love you so much too babe. If you were ever to leave me behind, my world would probably come crashing down. You are my world. You're everything that I think of. You're always running in my mind 24/7. And I'm glad that you walked into my life also. Without you, my life would probably be a wreck. To be exact, if you were never in my life. I probably would never know what true love is. I always thought all girls were the same. Always playing with guys hearts. However when I met you. Gosh, you made me fall so hard that I probably break all my bones." You chuckled as your eyes started getting teary.

"Bora, you're the most gorgeous girl that I ever met. You're an angel sent from above. I just love you more and more. There was never a day or a second that I never thought of you. I love sleeping dreaming about you. Waking up thinking about you. I...I just love you so much. That I'm scared if you ever walked out of my life. I probably become a wreck. I probably look like a walking zombie. You are the only light that can light away my darkness. You are my only energy, that just seeing you makes me so energized. I feel as if when I'm with you, I'm unstoppable. I could do anything. As long as I'm with you. I love you Bora, and I hope you know that. I promise to stay yours forever, if only you stay mine forever. I love you Bora. I can't live without you. No matter what gods has for us in the future, I promise to always be by your side and walk through every stressful and hardship together. I will love you and only you. When it's time for us to go separate ways and I hope that time would never come. We would then go our separate ways. "

After hearing all those words from Mark, you just burst into tears. You quickly wrapped your arms around Mark's neck as his went around your waist. Digging your face into the crook of Mark's neck, you cried. But they weren't sad tears, they were happy tears.

"Oh my gosh Mark. I-I love you so damn much too. Without you, I probably be a mess. My world would probably come crashing down too. I probably wouldn't know what I'd do if I haven't met you. I-I would be scared too if you ever left me. And I promise to never leave. I love you so damn much that I would never ever leave you. I promise to always stay by your side, cheering you on. Going with everything your going with. Even if it means that I have to wait until you can finally return into my arms, I'll wait. Because I love you and only you. I beg god to never let us part. I wouldn't know what my life would be like without. I can't even imagine what my life would be like if you weren't in it. I can't even picture anything without you being in it. You're my world and I love only you. I beg for us to never part ways and always stay by each other's sides. To always love and never fight. I love you Mark and I also can't live without you." Mark smiled happily all those words that you said.

"Babe, don't cry." Mark cupped your face and wiped away your tears. "I promise to always stay by your side through all your hardship. Whenever you need someone, I'm here for you. Alright? Never I would ever leave you. If I did, it would be like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock." Mark gently kissed your forehead.

You just smiled with tears still streaming down your face. You never felt so happy before. Never ever in your life have you ever heard such sweet and meaningful words from someone. Not even from Xiumin when you both dated in the old days. Mark felt as if he was your first boyfriend. He made you feel as if he was your first boyfriend.

Mark still cupped your face. Soon, he leaned in and captured your lips. Kissing you passionately. Feeling all the love that Mark is giving you quickly kissed him back. With all the love that you had for him. In that kiss you both shared, all the love that you both had for each other.

***

"Bye, get back safe." You pecked Mark's cheek. After your loving make out, or your sweet confessions. Dinner was already ready. After eating dinner. Mark got a call from his mentor to hurry back and practice.

So after dinner ended, Mark had to leave. Which you hated. Whenever you had to say goodbye, it felt as if he was leaving forever. And you didn't want that.

"Don't worry. I will baby." Mark leaned down and gave a quick peck.

"You do know your going to get sick." Bomi butt in. You and Mark laughed.

"I know, as long as my baby ain't sick anymore." Mark pulled you into his embrace.

"Awe!~ How cute and sweet!" Your omma squealed happily. You just laughed and hugged Mark tighter. Breathing in his scent. The scent that you would never get tired of.

"Better be a good boyfriend to my Bora." Your appa said deadly.

"Appa!~." You whined cutely. Your appa just chuckles.

"Don't worry sir. I love her too much to hurt her. I wouldn't even stand being the reason behind her tears and pains. I hate seeing her like that." Mark said sincerely, which made your heart skip a beat. You smiled, digging your face into Mark's chest, hiding your blush.

"Oh~ She's blushing!~" Bomi sang out.

"Shut up Bomi." You mumbled, making everyone laugh.

"Alright I have to go now before I get even more yelled at." Mark loosen his arms around you. "Night angel, dream about me." Mark pecked your lips one last time.

"Night Mark." You giggled.

***

You just laid where Mark laid before. His scent imprinted on your bed sheets. It felt as if he was still with you. You hugged the pillow more. Taking in a deep breathe of his scent.

"Gosh, I would never get tired of his scent." You mumbled into the pillow. After a while, you drifted off to sleep. Dreaming about mark, just like he said.

Notes

Yeah, made this chapter cute and meaningful. Wishing I had a boyfriend who would say those kind of things. But it's okay, I guess. But anyways comment!!! Love your guys comments!!! ALways makes my day reading them!!!!

(A/N: I don't know why, but I just love this picture of Mark.)