~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
After eating dinner and help cleaning the kitchen. You were in your room. Well, they made the guest room into your room. So your wouldn't have to keep sleeping with Bomi.

After a quick shower and changing into something comfortable, you went to lay down on your bed. Just laying there, you couldn't sleep because those words that, that one man said was still in your head.

"Ugh, omma would never cheat on another. I-I know that she's not that kind of woman. Appa would always say nice things about omma. Never appa would say things like that." You just sat up still thinking about everything.

'Who was that guy? H-He can't possibly know things about me right? Andwae, never.'

You bit your lower lip nervously. You just sat there trying your best by putting all the puzzle pieces together. But nothing made a match. You grew very frustrated that you ruffled your hair and screaming into a pillow.

Curiosity was eating you up.

"I-I need someone to talk too. Bomi? Ani she's asleep. Who could I talk too!?" You kept ruffling your hair until he came into your mind. "Mark!" You whisper yelled.

Quickly you grabbed your phone and picked up your phone. You typed in Mark's name on your contact list. You were about to press the call button until you stopped.

"I can't call him. He's still in training." You frowned and covered your face with your hands. Just a few seconds later your phone started ringing.

~Neoui nun ko ip~
-You're eyes, nose, lips
~Nal manjideon ne songil~
-Your touch that used to touch me
~Jageun sontopkkaji da~
-To the end of your fingertips
~Yeojeonhi neol neukkil su itjiman~
-I can still feel you

(A/N: I used Taeyang's Eyes, Nose, Lips as your ringtone. You guys should listen to it, freaking love this song right now. --> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-J8GIic7TCc )

You quickly looked at your phone screen to see who the caller ID was. You sighed in relief when you saw the caller ID.

"Yeoboseyo?" You quickly answered before it stopped ringing.

"Ya! What took you so long to answer my call? Now that you have a boyfriend you totally forgot all about your oppa!" You can tell that he was pouting from the other line.

"Well, sorry. I had a lot on my mind alright. Plus Mark's not here. He's been training." You said while playing with your pillow.

"Oh, training for what? And what do you have on your mind? Something bothering you?" You heard his concern voice.

"He's a trainee in YG Entertainment and yes there is something bothering me. It's really killing me right now Minseok." You sighed.

"Ah~ I see. Hope he debuts and do you want to talk about it then. I'm all open ears." You chuckled.

"Well, you see..." You drifted off thinking where should you start or if you should even tell Xiumin about your problem right now.

"Bora~ You there. Did you just sleep on me?" Xiumin asked confused by your sudden silence.

"Mianhae, was just thinking." You simply said.

"Thinking about what? Whether you should tell me or not?" Xiumin asked kinda hurt from you not telling him your problem. Usually in the past even before or during you both were dating. You always told him your problem, and he always helped find a solution for you.

"Yeah." You sighed. "It's just that... it's been so long since I last talked to you. About my problems." You puffed out your cheeks while sitting there waiting for Xiumin's reply.

"Well, if you don't feel comfortable telling me about it anymore. You still have Mark. He can help you out." Xiumin explained.

"Yeah, but he's probably still training. And I don't want to make him get in trouble just because his girlfriend right now is about to pull her hair out, out of frustration. Just because of stupid words that are not true yet are digging inside telling me that I should listen to them." You groaned in frustration again just thinking about the words that mysterious stranger said to you.

"Don't pull out your hair babo! Just tell me, I promise I can help you out. I'm here for you." You were touched by Xiumin's last four words.

"Thanks for caring, but shouldn't you be practicing or like be somewhere like on a TV show?" You question because Xiumin is a idol now.

"Ah~ We're done with everything. Right now we're just relaxing." Xiumin just simply said. You chuckled.

"How come your so quiet, like what happened to the others?" You frowned a bit, wanting to talk to others too.

"Gosh, you miss them more than me?" Xiumin joked, as if he was hurt.

"Ey~ You suck at acting. Acting's not your thing. Just stick to singing or rapping." You chuckled.

"Fine then. But anyways back to you. What's on your mind lately? Boyfriend problems or me?~ Or just something else that's super important?" Xiumin said cutely but then serious.

"Ani, no boyfriend problems. Of course it's about you, just kidding. And yeah, it's very important U-min." You chuckled.

"Oh, really? What's it about then?" Xiumin asked, you can tell he was getting into position to hear everything you had to say out. Just by hearing background noise from him moving.

"Well... you can't tell anyone. Alright? I know I can trust you." You said nervously biting your lower lip.

"Alrighty sweetie pie. Now tell me." You laughed hearing Xiumin saying that. He sounded like a mother.

"Alright omma here goes nothing." You chuckled.

"Ey~ I'm a man!" Xiumin whined cutely through the phone.

"Just kidding. Don't need to get butt hurt." You laughed however then quickly shut up remembering that everyone was asleep. "But anyways, do you remember about the guy who I told you about. The one who kept following me." You said serious.

"Ne, I do. What about him? Did he do something to you!?" Xiumin yelled worriedly.

"Ani, just listen. And don't yell Minseok! That hurt." You yelled back.

"Mianhae, go on." Xiumin said innocently. You just roll your eyes and continue.

That night you told Xiumin everything. Every single word that the 'stalker' told you. About your parents, about your mom.

***

After done talking to Xiumin, you went to sleep when it was 1 in the morning. Well, almost 2.

You slowly opened your eyes after taking a deep breathe. Taking everything in.

"S-So your saying that Yoon Yesung isn't my biological father. B-But how can that be?" You asked scared.

"It's true Bora honey." She gulped her remaining saliva. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you this earlier. Yesung was a man I married, who I fell in love with."

"T-Then how did you get pregnant with me!? Who the fuck is my father then!? S-So then... B-Bomi isn't my real sister, but just a half sister?" You yelled with tears.

She hanged her head in shame.

"Neomu mianhae Bora. I-I got pregnant with you when I was still dating my boyfriend. I told him about my pregnancy, however he didn't show any love at all. So I left him, and then I-I fell in love with another man. He was divorced. S-So I agreed on marrying him since he said he would help take care of me and love me. Even love you like his own child." She broke out into tears.

Your heart felt as if a million little needles stabbed your heart. You couldn't believe what she was saying. Was it true that she was like those girls? Was it true that your biological father never wanted you?

"H-How can you? I-I thought you were someone who was loyal to the people you love. I can't believe that you let your boyfriend get you pregnant!" You screamed.

"Bora, I know. I am loyal to the people I love. I-It's just that...that jerk took advantage of me. He took over my mind by being so sweet and nice. He said he loves me and only me. That when he finally gets enough money, he would take me to see his parents and everything. Little did I know, I was just a thing to him. A thing that he can use. He just used me, for my money. He never loved me." She kept crying. Rivers streaming down her face.

You just stood there shocked.

"S-So he tricked you to be in bed with him? So he can have you to himself? To use you?" You questioned. She nodded.

"I'm super sorry for not telling you this Bora. I really am. After I knew that he couldn't even make a perfect living for both of us. To help support both of us. I left him. He was even living on the streets already. The only roof that we had on top of us was my small apartment." She wiped away her tears and held both your hands. "I'm so sorry. I wish Yesung was your real appa. So then I wouldn't have to explain who that man is. The man who always kept watched of you." She sobbed again.

"I see you finally told her." A low, husky voice came out of no where. Both you and her turned around to see a man standing there.

'The mysterious man!'

"W-Who are you!?" You screamed at him.

"Hey, that's no way to talk to your father." He simply said with a smirk. Your eyes widen.

'Andwae! H-He can't be my f-father.'

"But I am. I'm your biological father. The one who your mother slept with in order to have you." He just kept smirking. Your jaw dropped.

"Stay away from her!" She yelled pushing you behind her.

"Tch, like you can even protect her. All you did was just run off. Your lucky you ran straight to a rich man. Probably seducing him, so that he can take you in." He spat.

"She's not like that." You pushed the man away. He just evilly laughs.

"Yeah totally. She's everything I'm about to say. She's a slut, gold digger, a bitch, a little piece of-" He was cut off from the loud sound of the slap you just did. You slapped hard, right across the face.

"If I were you, I wouldn't say that." You growled under your breathe. He just glares at you. If looks can kill, you probably be on the floor dead.

He quickly grabbed your hair and pushed you onto the floor.

"You little bitch! Is that a way to treat your father!!!" He screamed at you while pushing your head to the floor.

"Y-Your not my father! Never you will ever be!!!" You screamed. He just smacks your head onto the floor making you unconscious.

Your eyes shot open. Your sweat drizzling down your skin. Your breathing being uneven.

"W-What just happened?" You breathe out breathless. You looked around you to see that it was bright already. You quickly looked over at the clock to see that it's 6:30. You just hang your head, feeling a bit dizzy.

You slowly moved your hand to your chest, feeling your heart beating at a fast pace. You then touched your forehead to feel hotness crept upon your hand.

Wiping away the sweat on your forehead you got out of bed. Until a pain stung your head. You weren't just a little dizzy but you had a huge headache. You quickly placed your hand on your forehead.

"W-Why am I so dizzy? H-How did-" You were cut off from a loud bang. You fell onto the ground.

Notes

Hoped you guys liked this chapter!!! Sorry if it's kinda boring, or if it's really boring. But please comment!!! And sorry for not updating. I even promised that I'd update more because I finally have internet. But then I kinda got caught up from reading other fanfictions and like reading my Exo updates. Also because I was watching the world cup (soccer). So again, super sorry for the late update. Love you all!!!!

(A/N: For breaking the promise that I promised. Here's Mark for you guys!!!)