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~I Can't Love Him~

Chapter Thirty-Nine - Confused, Scared

***Many Months Past By***
(A/N: Yeah, let's just go with it.)

As months past, you still stayed at Mark's house. Within the months, that stranger from before kept popping into your mind. You sometimes felt as if you knew him, yet you were scared of him. He would always pop out of no where. Just randomly watching over you and sometimes Bomi.

But he wasn't the only thing that was stuck in your head. Your new parents also were stuck in your head. Whenever you went over, they always seemed as if you been there a million times. As if you knew them, but just don't remember.

Everything was happening so much, you even told Bomi about everything. Which just made her scared. So all she did was just stay by your side quietly as you tried to put the pieces together by yourself.

~Bora's (New) Mom's POV~
(A/N: Mom's name is Lee Seohyun, Dad's name is Lee Minwoo)

After thinking about everything that happened a few months ago. Trying to figure out who Bora's real parents are. I still haven't found it, but I will not stop.

"Jagiya, can't you stop already. Who cares if Bora resembles her." Minwoo spat.

"Well, I care. I-It's just never going to leave my mind like that. Is Bora really is her daughter, then what happened to-" I froze when I was about to mention his name.

"To?" Minwoo looked at me with a arched eyebrow.

"Yesung." I said softly.

"If they really did come back. Wouldn't he contact us?" Minwoo questioned.

"Why would he call? It's like we're his best friend." I muttered.

"Uh, actually we are. Didn't we take care of his kids. Bora and Bomi were so adorable." Minwoo smiled while staring at the magazine.

"Wait, what did you just say?" I stared at my husband with wide eyes.

"That Bora and Bomi were so cute. They were never a pain in the butt. I still remember when Bora asked to go to work with me." Minwoo chuckled. However my eyes widen even more.

'Y-Yesung's kids w-were also called Bora and Bomi.'

"Hon, do you remember what Yesung's last name was?" I asked biting my lower lip waiting nervously for the answer.

"Um...I think it was Yoon. But don't really remember. Yoon Yesung. Yeah that sounds right." Minwoo smiled at me. "Why did you ask?"

I was just frozen.

'Yoon Bora and Yoon Bomi is Yoon Yesung's kids. Oh my god, I can't believe this. T-There really Yesung's kids. Bora, Bomi. Their his a-and Minyoung's children.'

My eyes widen after putting all the pieces together.

"Yeobo! Yeobo!" Minwoo shouted at me, making me hit back into reality.

"Huh, did you say something?" I asked dumbfounded.

"You totally spaced out. What's wrong?" Minwoo walked over to me.

"M-Minwoo. I think I figured out everything now." I said as I was about to faint, however Minwoo was there to catch me.

"Figure out what?" Minwoo asked while helping me sit down on the edge of the bed.

"W-Who Bora's and Bomi's real parents are." I looked up at Minwoo. He just sits down next to me, furrowing his eyebrows.

"Nugu?" Minwoo just says casually.

"T-There Yesung's and Minyoung's children." I said staring at the floor.

"How? Yesung and the kids left long time ago to where ever they were going." Minwoo asked still puzzled.

"Don't you get it. Yoon Yesung, Yoon Minyoung, Yoon Bora, Yoon Bomi! You even said it yourself. Yes we did take care of their when Minyoung was still in the hospital. B-But don't you understand. Their, their children." I said breathless.

"J-Jeongmallo? So what? Just because their last name is Yoon doesn't mean they belong to them. And plus there are many people out there have the same last name as Yoon." Minwoo said confused yet shocked.

"M-Minwoo, d-do you know Bora's appa's name?" I asked looking at him.

"Ani, waeyo? Are you really going to try and figure it out if their Yesung's Minyoung's kids?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Y-Yes. Yes I am." I stood up and left the room.

~Your POV~
'W-what were they just talking about now? H-How do they know omma and appa? T-They are someone I used to know, but who? Think Bora, think.'

You quickly ran into the bathroom on the 2nd floor as you heard your (*new) omma coming out of the room.

"I-I have to find out." She muttered before heading downstairs. You just popped out of the bathroom still trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together.

'So they both know omma and appa. They took care of us when we were younger. Who are you really Mr. and Mrs. Lee?'

You were in deep thought until a voice erupted your thoughts.

"Bora, what are you doing up here?" Your (*new) appa asked.

"Oh, I was just grabbing something in Bomi's room. I was about to go down." You smiled at him, which made him smile.

'She really does have the same smile as Minyoung.'

'I will find out who you guys really are to me and Bomi.'

"Let's go?" Your appa smiled. You just nod your head and follow him down.

"Oh, there you were. I was looking for you." Your omma smiled.

"Huh, for what?" You slightly smiled back.

'Now to think of it. She does really looks familiar. If she was in my past, then I probably find her who is soon. Right?'

"I was going to ask if you can go buy some groceries for me. I was going to ask Bomi, but I don't know where she is." Your omma eye smiled.

"Sure, but can you like give me a list of what you're wanting me to buy?; You kindly asked.

"Yeah, already got it ready." She chuckled and gave you a list of what to buy.

"I'll be back." You put on your shoes and walk out. "However then there's that mystery guy too. Whatever buy groceries first."

***

After buying everything you needed, your hands were packed.

"Shit, wished I had a car now." You whined to yourself quietly.

"Need help there?" You heard a voice spoke in front of you. Since you were too busy trying to hold all the groceries bags you were staring down. When you lifted up your head to see who the owner of the sudden voice was. Your eyes widen.

"Y-You." You stuttered.

"Oh, you remember me?" He smirked.

"A-Ani. I-It's just that- Actually why do you keep on following me? Do I know you? Are you someone that I'm suppose to know?" You asked not taking your eyes off the guy who just stood about 5 feet away from you.

"Yeah, I do know you. Of course, I do. That's why I wouldn't be following you like this. So how was your life?" He asked with a creepy smile.

"A-Are you sure? I-I don't know you yet I feel as if I should know you." You narrowed your eyes at him. He just chuckles.

"Bora? Right?" He said with a small smile. Your eyes widen.

"A-Are you some kind of stalker of what? W-Who are you? H-How do you know my name?" You kept throwing question at him.

"No I'm not a stalker. I am someone, who knows that the man who your mother married isn't your biological father." He smirked. Your eyes widen even more, as if your eyeballs were going to fall out anytime now.

"W-What?" You stuttered. You felt scared yet shocked. He just chuckles while shaking his head.

"Seems like you know nothing about your real life huh? You know, that Yesung guy was never your biological dad. He was just another man who married your mother, who was pregnant with you." The stranger evilly smiled.

"D-Don't say that. Yesung is my real father. My mother isn't that type of person to just sleep with someone when marry another. My mother is loyal." You spat at the guy. Which made him laugh.

"Yeah right, your mother? She's not loyal. She left your biological father for another man who had money. Yes, money." He smirked again.

"N-No, she would never. I know my mother and she isn't that type of person." Anger started to build up inside of you.

"Tch, like you even know your mother. You never even remember how she looks like, since she got into a car accident when you were younger. That time was when she just had your precious half sister. That Bomi girl isn't your real sister. Just half. Has the same mother yet different fathers." He chuckled.

"Who the fuck are you to tell me that!? Who the fuck are you really!? W-Why do you know so much about me about my little sister? I bet everything your saying is just lies. Plain lies, you don't know shit about us. So stop trying to convince me as in thinking that your in my past!!!" You shouted out at the stranger causing some passer to stare at the commotion.

"I am your past. I do know about you and your little sister. I know everything." He smirked then left.

Your heart was just racing, you felt as if your tears were wanting to burst. All those words felt as if they were right. But you didn't want to believe a stalker like him.

'How come he seems to know about omma so much? Who is he really? W-Why is he doing this to me?'

***

"Oh my gosh Bora! I was getting worried about you when you didn't come back yet." Your omma looked at your worriedly.

"Mianhae, I bumped into a old friend on the way back." You said lifeless.

"I-Is something wrong Bora?" Your omma asked staring at you.

"A-Ani. There's nothing." You just said. "W-Where's Bomi?" You smiled at your oma which made her smile.

"She's in her room." Your omma smiled and started putting the groceries away.

***

"Bomi?" You peaked your head in to see Bomi laying on her bed laughing on the phone.

"Oh, Unnie!" Bomi beamed as she quickly sat up.

"Where did you go all day?" You asked Bomi suspiciously.

"No where." Bomi smiled innocently.

"Mhm. Whatever you say." You chuckled.

"What about you? Where did you go? Missed your boyfriend too much that you left?" Bomi teased you.

"Ani, went to go buy groceries. And plus Mark is at practice right now. So I don't think he could even meet me." You frown a bit.

"Awe~ Is my unnie frowning right now!!!" Bomi squished your cheeks together.

"Ani~" You push her hands away.

"Miss him that much?" You raised an eyebrow.

"Ani." You lied. In the inside, you were dying. You missed being in Mark's arms so much. Since he's wanting to become an idol. You had to be patient and wait for him. He didn't have that much time to even be with you that much since he was a trainee in JYP Entertainment.

"Really?" Bomi leaned closer to you.

"Mm." You hummed crossing your arms.

"Oh, look Mark is calling you!" Bomi shouted which made you jump and look at your phone to notice that Bomi just tricked you. "Told you that you miss him like crazy." Bomi evilly smiled.

"Tch, cheater." You pouted.

"Hey, I miss my Junior too. I was so happy when he just called a while ago." Bomi smiled happily rolling all over her bed. You just sadly smiled.

'If Junior could call Bomi, why couldn't Mark call at all?'

You frown at the thought.

"Unnie, your phone." Bomi knocked you out of your thoughts. You just take out and answer it without looking at the caller ID.

"Yeoboseyo?" You just said in a monotone.

"Ey~ Thought you have said that cutely to me." Your eyes widen hearing his voice. You froze. "Bora, are you still there?" His voice made you snap back into reality.

"Huh, yeah. Sorry. It's just that-" Mark finished your sentence.

"You thought I wasn't going to call because Junior called Bomi." Mark said cutely.

"A-Ani." You just smiled.

"Babe, it looks like someone's in front of your house." Mark said worriedly.

"What? Really?" You just stood up and peeked outside, to where your eyes widen again. There stood Mark with a bouquet of beautiful flowers.

"Come down." Mark voice brought you back as when you just stood there looking dead. You just smiled and nod your head.

"Be right there." You hanged up and quickly ran out of Bomi's door. Bomi just peeks outside and her eyes widen to see Mark standing there.

"Whoa, daebak. H-How did he know where I lived?" Bomi just said surprised.

***

You ran outside and straight into Mark's arms. Taking in that familiar scent that he always had.

"I missed you." You mumbled against his chest. He just chuckles and hugs you tighter.

"Me too angel. I missed you so so much. There was never a day or a second that you weren't on my mind." Mark kissed your temple.

"I'm so happy to see you." You looked up at Mark, staring straight into his dark brown orbs.

"I am too angel." He leaned down and captured your lips with his. In the kiss, you and him both shared how much you both missed each other. How much you both loved each other. The kiss was sweet and passionate.

Mark broke the kiss, to give you time for him and you to breathe.

"So what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be resting after working out so much?" You arched a eyebrow. Mark just laughs and pulls your head to lean against his chest.

"Yeah, but then something was killing me inside. I had to come and see you. Many days past that felt like years to me." Mark said sincerely.

"Yeah, it does to me too." You hugged Mark tight.

"Babe, when my instructor let's us have a break. I promise to spend that day with you. The whole day." Mark smiled brightly towards you.

"Mm. Even if I have to wait. I wait until your free." You leaned up and pecked Mark's cheek. "I love you Mark." Mark's heart flutter to hear you say those three words before him. Usually Mark always said it first but now that you said it first. It made him feel as if he re-energized. You were his energy, his supporter.

"I love you too Bora. I love you so damn much that I think my world pobably collapse if you ever left me." Mark leaned his head onto yours.

"Why would I ever do that? I love you too much to ever run away from you." You chuckled. "It's just you. I'm scared when you debut you'll forget of me. Or the long distance would push us away." You said with sadness in your voice.

"No, no, no. Never. Your my world, your on my mind 24/7. I would never forget such a beautiful girl like you Bora. Never. And I promise the long distance will not split us up either." Mark hugged you tight, kissing your temple again.

"Bora honey." Your omma's voice called out.

"Ne!~" You looked behind you.

"What are you doing out here? It's getting dark, come inside." Your omma said worriedly.

"Araseyo!" You yelled back.

"Seems like you still can't call her omma, huh?" Mark chuckled.

"Yeah, kinda. But anyways you going back to the studio?" You asked Mark, as you rarms wrapped around his neck.

"Yeah, I have to go back. I sneaked out. I told my instructor that my stomach hurt so if I can use to restroom. He agreed, and I quickly ran here. Well, rode my skateboard. And bought you these on the way." Mark lifted up the bouquet that he forgot to give you since you just ran into his arms, and he almost forgot about them.

"Thanks. I love them." You pecked his cheek again. "Be safe on your way back. I don't want to worry about you too much. Alright?" You looked up at Mark, which he just smiled showing his pearly whites.

"Alright. Sleep tight angel. Dream about me.~" Mark cooed.

"There was never a night that I didn't." You chuckled and kissed Mark one last time. "Night Mark." You started walking towards the door.

"Night angel!~" Mark waved you, waiting for you to go inside first before he leaves.

After you went inside you quickly peek inside and watched Mark leave.

"Sweet dream Mark. I'll always stay by your side no matter what." You whispered to yourself.

"Making out with the window." Bomi's voice came out of no where. You just glare at her.

"No, but made out with my boyfriend." You stated.

"Ew, should have got a room for that." Bomi joked.

"Psh." You cuhckled.

"Oh, flowers? Your boyfriend came here?" Your appa asked. You just nod your head with a huge grin.

"What a sweet boyfriend." Your omma praised you.

"Yeah he is." You smiled until you notice Bomi's silence. You lifted your head to look at her and notice her frowning. "Mimi-ah, don't be mad at Junior. They still have practice. Mark came here, well because he sneaked out. But Junior didn't forget to think about you." I smiled at her which made her slightly smile. "Here." You handed a ring with a heart.

"Bwoh?" She just took it and looked at it.

"Babo, Junior bought that personally for you and him." You raised an eyebrow when her eyes widen at what you just said.

"Y-You mean J-Junior b-bought this!?" Bomi said surprised.

"Before hand, Mark told Junior that he was going to come and see me. Junior gave Mark that to give to me, to give to you." You smiled. Bomi just jumped happily and hugged you tight.

"It's so beautiful!!!!" Bomi squealed.

"Appa! Yeppeo!? Right?" Bomi put the fitted ring on her ring finger and showed it to your appa.

"Mm, Neomu yeppeo." Your appa smiled happily to see you two happy in love.

"Whoa, your boyfriend bought that? For how much honey?" Your omma asked shocked. The ring did look expensive.

"I don't know." Bomi said happily staring at her finger.

"Let's just go eat." You laughed and pulled Bomi over to the dinner table.


Notes

Yay!!! Another update!!!!! Hope you guys liked this chapter!!! Sorry if I made you guys confused, but don't worry!!! I'll be writing what everything means. Like I guess it's kind a coming to an end. But anyways thanks for reading and OMG!!!! Can't believe I have 58 subscribers!!!! I promise to write more awesome fanfics!!!

(A/N: Our Mark!!! Freaking loving that lip bite and smile of his!!!)

Comments

Wah. I'm new in kpop fanfic and this is the third story I've read. This is too good. I wish there was sequel. I really loved this story.

Wang'zouu Wang'zouu
1/8/17

I LOVE THIS STORY

catdog21 catdog21
11/17/16

Omg this was amazing, the emotions being displayed really came out. Well doneeeeee♡♡

Kkstlh Kkstlh
10/29/16

OMG this story is so good >.< Unnie you did a great job! Thank you for writing this story, Saranghae :)

BTS Kookie BTS Kookie
5/29/16

Ahh unnie, you have natural talents in writing! Omg this was so good I cried tears of joy at the end! Please continue writing more stories! Impatiently waiting ^-^! Hwaiting!

TuanTuan TuanTuan
2/28/16