~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
Your eyes widen quickly, so as Mark's. Your face still only inches away from his, both of your mouths were opened.

'Holy fuck!'

You gulped down your remaining saliva and slowly stand up straight, before opening your mouth to say something since Mark was still frozen in the spot.

"Mrs...Mrs Tu...Tuan." Those two words finally fell out of your mouth while still staring at her with wide eyes.

"M...ma?" Mark's words finally came out of his mouth as he stood up straight also. Mrs. Tuan still just stood there still, staring at the both of you. After a while of staring in shock, she slowly turned around and left with no words that ever came out of her mouth.

"I...I think yo...you shou...should go...go to sle...sleep." I stuttered out my words, still embarrassed and blushing hard.

"Uh...yea...yeah." Mark speed walk out the door, closing it quickly yet quietly. You just slowly turn around and walk over to your bed.

You slowly sat down, feeling your heart beat beating crazy as ever.

'Shi...shit, wha...what's go...going to...to ha...happen no...now? Mrs...Mrs. Tuan sa...saw u...us.'

You bit your lower lip hard, thinking what's going to happen after this night. After a while of still wondering you slowly crawled onto the bed. Not even caring if your didn't change into your pajamas or at least something comfortable.

You were dead tired, so you didn't care if you still had make up on, your hair still curled (which of course will make you look like a clown in the morning), and still wearing your dress.

Finally under your blanket, you drifted off to dreamland right after your head hitting the pillow.

~Mark's POV~
I was totally shocked and embarrassed to see my mom standing there staring at us, right when we were about to kiss.

Like seriously, my heart now won't stop beating like it was running from a zombie apocalypse.

As I inhale slowly and exhale slowly, I felt my heart starting to calm down. Always worked even if I was stressed out. Sometimes breathing doesn't help people, but to me it helps all the time.

After my last exhale, I slowly open my eyes to make me jump up in fright. Making me let out a little scream, while breathing heavy again. I slowly put my hand on my chest to feel how my heart is just so close from stopping from the sudden appearance.

"Ma, nollatjana." I said calmly. I never yelled at my parents no matter if I was frighten a bit. She just narrows her eyes at me and start to slowly approach me.

After I followed her every action, I notice that she was sitting down next to me.

"Is...is something wro...wrong?" I asked stuttering if she was going to ask a billion question about me liking Bora.

She just nods her head, however then a small smile start to form upon her face. Making me feel uneasy being near her at the moment.

"M...ma?" I said while scooting a bit away from her. However she does the same movement, but just the opposite. Moving closer to me, she slowly wrapped her arm around my shoulders to pull me closer to her. "M...ma!? Wha...what a...are yo...you do...doing?" I just couldn't stop stuttering after seeing my mom being this way.

"Mark-" She said sitting up straight with now a serious face. "Do you have feelings for Bora?" She asked as my eyes became all wide.

'Fuck! Should I tell her? Actually no, I'm not. That's weird to tell your mom or even a parent your feelings for a girl or something like that. Right? However then she did see me about to crash my lips onto Bora's. Mian but her lips are always inviting. Who wouldn't like to kiss Bora. Wait...awkward (turning red)'

"Um...well...I..." I didn't know what to say. Never ever did I told my mom about my feelings for a girl I ever liked. I just kept everything to myself. Even sometimes my mom would ask if I like someone at my school. But I tend to ignore her.

"Mark, tell me the truth. I know that we never had a talk like this before. But I want to know." She asked very serious.

'Why is she so serious if I tell her that I like Bora or not? Or is she acting?'

I lean closer to my mom, to stare into her eyes to see if she was happy that I liked Bora or if she was sad or something like that.

However I couldn't tell what her expression was.

'Damn it!'

"If your trying to find out my feelings right now, you'll never find out." I slowly hang my head. "Not until you tell me if you like her or not?" My head immediately shot up and looked at her.

"Why do you want to know if I like her or not?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Because I saw you about to make out with her right in the spot. Right when I opened the door to check if you guys were home." My mom raised her voice a little. I cleared my throat a bit and looked away so I don't make eye contact with her anymore.

"Um...well..." I just couldn't get myself to say it. I felt like I don't know if I have feelings for her or not.

The whole room was silent, the only thing that you could hear is probably just our heartbeats. Until I remembered what I promised myself after Gyuri broke my heart.

~Flashback~
When I walked into my little hide out that I have with Gyrui. Every little part of my heart was stabbed. My eyes felt a sting, my tears were wanting to just flow down my face.

However I held it back, not wanting to cry over spilled milk. I stomped over to the touchy couple that was just devouring each other.

I quickly grabbed her arm and yanked her making her look at me with wide shocked eyes.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!???" I yelled at the top of my lungs hoping it made her deaf. However she just smirked and yanked her arm out of my grip.

"I think we should meet new people." She smirked and totally got all over the guy who was also smirking.

"What!? I loved you so fucking much and this is what you do to me. Cheat whenever my back turned!" I yelled again however a bit quieter. She just chuckles while shaking her head a little.

"Let me put it this way. Whenever I got bored, I would go play around with my toy. Acting, and oh I mean acting. Sweet and cute. Just to get things I wanted." She said with another smirk.

"So I was just your fucking boy toy! The fuck is wrong with you!?" I yelled out, right there I felt like tears were willing to drop however I still held it in. I calmed myself down a bit before I let out smile.

Which made the both of them look at each other confused then look at me even more confused.

"I forgot about something." I said while glaring at her. She just furrows her eyebrows.

"What?" She asked all confused.

"That you were dropped when you were littler. That's probably why I was blind from your ugliness. Why I fell for you." I said as she was boiling right now. Like literally, you can throw a egg at her face and it probably be cooked already.

"What the fuck did you just say?" She growled. Now I was the one smirking.

"I said I fell for you because your ugliness took over. Which made me blind. Really blind. And for you, her ugliness is taking over you right now." I said with a 'innocent' smile.

"You fucking bitch!" She screamed.

I just chuckle and walk out still heart broken. I did love her, I loved her with all my heart. But that probably wasn't enough. No wonder those rumors were right. She just plays around and then throws that toy away to buy a new one right after they fallen deep in love with her.

Good thing I wasn't that deep. Or was I?

"For now on, I'm never going to fall in love. Ever."
~End of Flashback~

"Honey? Darling~?" My mom kept calling me out with weird names and sometimes retarded nicknames. Finally then she clapped right in front of my face loud and hard, enough for me to shoot right back into reality.

"Huh? Did you say something?" I asked dumbfounded.

"Ugh, never mind. Go to sleep and we'll talk tomorrow or later." My mom pouted a bit and kissed my head before she walked out my room. I just shrug my shoulders, not even remembering about my mom asking the question if I like Bora or not.

I just crawl up onto my bed and get comfortable. However it felt so bigger and I felt so lonely. Without that one person sleeping in here.

'Wish we never had a guest room.'

I pouted to myself and quickly pull up my blanket. I just laid in the same position when I came home from that one night. To find a cute sleeping Bora on my side facing me.

I just smiled, remembering when I kissed her and she responded even though she was sleeping.

I slowly closed my eyes remembering everything that night. And then remembering the little 'date' that we both had today.

After remembering everything, I slowly drifted off to sleep with a happy smile.

***Next Day***

~Your POV~
You slowly opened your eyes from the bright light that was shining into your room. Good thing it wasn't shining right onto your eyes.

You slowly sat up while stretching your body, everywhere. You squint open your eyes, since you were still dead tired.

"Shit, it's Monday." You growled under your breathe. You slowly crawled out of bed and dragged yourself towards the bathroom.

After taking a nice warm shower, you quickly looked at your clothes trying to find what to wear today. However, then you pretty much didn't care of what you wore. So then you just threw on whatever that caught your eye.

Ending up with something casual (as always) yet cute or still with taste.

You quickly look over to your bags, trying to find the perfect one that matches with your outfit of the day.

Sometimes, picking a bag or shoes with your outfit are hard as hell. Until one caught your eye. You smiled and reached to touch the soft leather.

You again smiled and quickly grab your shoes. Probably because picking the bag first, helped you a bit on picking your matching shoes.

"Leather boots?" You smirked and just nod your head while grabbing them. "My precious Cablee boots."

You walked out of your room as the same time as Mark walked out. Your eyes widen, so did his. He took a step out of his room while clearing his throat.

"Um...we...we should go eat...break...breakfast." Mark said while rubbing the back of his neck embarrassingly.

"Uh...mm." You nod your head while walking towards the stairs after closing the guest room door. While Mark followed behind quietly.

After reaching the kitchen, your eyes widen again. Seeing that today's breakfast looked like it was set for a date.

While Mark face palmed himself from embarrassment.

"Mar...Mark? Wha...what's this?" You said while looking over your shoulder to look at him. He just shakes his head and walks over to the table.

After he sat down, he looked at you waiting for you to come sit. Which you didn't because you were still shocked to see everything. Like seriously, a three candle holder in the middle, heart shape things around the table. And the meal was just pretty romantic looking.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Mark asked looking at your while furrowing his eyebrows.

"Um...sure...I guess." You slowly walked closer to the table and sit down opposite of Mark. Like you usually do.

You ate slowly, and kept staring around at the table. So you can't make eye contact with Mark. As for Mark, he would (again) steal glances of you.

After finishing the last piece of the romantic breakfast. You looked up to see Mark staring at his food, still chewing. You had to admit that he looked adorable with his cheeks puffing out because of how much food he stuff in his mouth.

You just slightly smile however it disappeared when you made eye contact with Mark. You just awkwardly stared at him while he did the same. That aura became all awkward.

After staring at him, your eyes just slowly looked down at his lips and notice that he had something at the corner of his lips. So then your eyes traveled back up to his eyes. You put both your elbows on the table and rest your chin on the palms of your hands.

He however leaned back a bit. Just staring at you confused. You used your finger and wiped the corner of your lips, signaling that he had something right there. He did the same, however it was still there.

"Seriously." You rolled your eyes after he kept on trying but kept failing. You leaned closer, as he leaned back more. You growled a bit, making him slowly lean closer. However since he took forever, you grabbed his collar and pulled him closer.

His eyes widen at your action. You just shake your head and cup his face kind a. Making Mark blush a bit. He looked away not making eye contact with you.

Your heart was beating like crazy, however you still kept calm. You slowly use your thumb and wipe away the sauce that was on his lips.

You slowly pulled your hand back with a small smile.

"Done." You stood up and went out the back. Mark was just frozen in the spot after feeling your soft thumb upon his lips.

But then he snapped back into reality after hearing his phone ring. He slowly answered a bit still in dreamland.

"Ye...yeboseyo?" Mark stuttered.

"Ya, mechaso. Where the hell are you? Class is about to begin and you still haven't got out the house. Making Got7 stand there waiting for you. Did you not hear them shouting, pounding and ringing the doorbell several times!" You whispered yelled on the other line.

"Huh? Oh, yeah. Mian, I'll leave right now." Mark slowly got up and walked over to the door. He opened the door also slowly, and furrowed his eyebrows to see his dongsaeng glaring at him. He totally forgot about what you just said earlier.

"Ya! Why didn't you answer the-" Jr. got cut off from Mark walking past him.

"Ya! Hyung!" BamBam yelled. Mark just kept walking.

"Ya! Mark! What's wrong with you today?" JB asked while catching up to him, so as the others.

"We're late." Mark simply said. Making the others gasp with wide eyes.

Youngjae checked his watch and started running.

"It's all because of you!" Youngjae yelled while running.

"Never told you guys to wait." Mark let out a smile and chuckle. Watching everyone running for their lives.

"Never heard you chuckle before." A voice came from behind Mark. Mark glance over his shoulders to see you walking.

"Thought you left?" Mark asked while following you with his eyes.

"Well, you guys left first. So then I followed. Funny how you guys didn't even know that I was following behind the while time." You said with a small chuckle.

"Now, that sounds really stalkerish." Mark smiled while facing forward now.

"Mwuh!? Never!" You glared at him before looking in front of you.

"It's true though. Saying that you were following behind us the whole time." Mark chuckled.

"Ya!" You yelled at him and quickly push him. He just moved away a bit however came back to stand by your side. "Aish, your so immature." You pouted.

"No I'm not. Look at the person who is cutely pouting right now." Mark said while pinching your cheek.

"AH! Ya! ah po!!!" You yelled while pulling his hands away from your cheek. Then start to rub your cheek after Mark was just laughing.

You started to feel butterflies in your stomach, seeing Mark smiling and laughing. And knowing that you caused it. You just let out a smile without yourself knowing.

Mark looked at you still with a smile.

Right at that moment, you felt like you melted. Seeing his smile, and he only smiled towards you.

"So...um..." You didn't want to stare at him or make him stare at you all the way to school. You quickly looked away and your hands just started to become sweaty.

"Is something wrong?" Mark asked in a concern voice. You just shake your head. Feeling how fast your heart was beating. Like it was wanting to pop out of your chest any second.

"Are you sure?" Mark asked again. While you nod your head. "So your not alright?" Mark raised a eyebrow.

"Ani, gwaenchana." You looked up at him. Right when you made eye contact, you felt the butterflies again.

'Shit, what's happening to me?'

Usually you never felt butterflies before, just a feeling of liking him and that's it. Probably now you are now surely true in liking him.

You pulled out your phone to check the time and you just shut your eyes tight. Mark seemed to notice, since he asked again if you were alright.

"First class ended. Man usually we get there pretty fast, but however today we already skipped a class." You said while putting your phone in your butt pocket.

"Jeongmallo? Wow, seems like time went faster today." Mark said while puffing out his cheeks a bit. You chuckled at how cute he looked. So then you took the advantage to pinch his cheeks. And your eyes widen a bit, too feel how soft his cheeks felt.

"AH! Ya! ah po!!!!" You remembered those words coming out of your mouth, but now coming out of someone else's mouth.

"Revenge." You said as you pulled your hand back. Mark didn't even bother to take your hand back, because he liked your touches.

"Ya, just watch. I'll get my revenge." Mark smirked.

"Don't you think about it." You narrowed your eyes at him. However he just kept silent and kept on smirking. "Fine, it's on." You said as you narrowed your eyes at him again while pointing at him.

"Alright then. Losers has to do a punishment." Mark said with a grin.

"What punishment?" You asked while furrowing your eyebrows.

"Make up your own. While I make mine. Winners get to make that person do their punishment." Mark smirked.

"Alright." You grinned.

'Shit, what is my punishment going to be. Should I do something humiliating or stupid or...ugh I don't even know what to do!!!! Shit. Better think of something fast.'

"Wait." You aske while you stopped walking and look at Mark.

"Mwuh?" Mark titled his head a bit. You had to admit that he looked cute tilting his head like that.

"When will all of this end though. Like if we play the stupid revenge game for the rest of our lives. It's going to be boring later on." You started walking again.

"Well, how about at the end of today." Mark said while walking beside you.

"Araseyo, I think that's good enough. I bet my revenge will be sweet. So the person who loses is the person who can't take the revenge anymore right?" You asked with a grin.

"Mhm, let's see who wins." Mark grinned also.

***At School***

You've been looking everywhere around you. Just to make sure that mark doesn't come at you when your not knowing.

"Annyeonghaseyo." A student approached you with a pie in her hands.

"Ah, annyeonghaseyo." You bowed your head a bit.

"Would you like some pie?" She asked politely.

"Uh...sure I guess." You said while furrowing your eyebrows. She smiled widely, which made you more confused.

You looked behind you and back, until everything went black. You reached up your hands slowly and wipe away the cream pie on your face. When you opened them up Mark was standing there laughing.

"You planned this huh?" You raised a eyebrow. He smirked. "That means yes then." You glared at him.

"Revenge is..." He wipe away some cream off your right cheek and put it in his mouth. "Sweet." He smirked again.

"Ya! How could you." You pouted. He just chuckles and grabs out napkin.

"Clean yourself." He tossed the napkin at you.

"YA!" You yelled at him. "I will surely get my revenge!!!" You stomped away to the girl's bathroom.

After finishing yourself up, you walked around looking for where Mark could be. It turned out he was sitting down at his desk. His back leaning on the wall, well window wall. And you saw a girl come up to him and gave him a cup of water.

He smiled and bowed his head.

"Not for long Mark, not for long." You muttered. You approached him, good thing he was too focused talking to Jackson.

Soon you reached him and you pulled out your hand. Making the cup of water fall onto his pants. Making it look like he peed his pants. You walked past him with a grin. Then you stepped and turned around.

Seeing Mark glaring at you.

"Told you I'll get my revenge." You smirked.

"It is so on, Bora." Mark narrowed his eyes at you.

"It's already been on babo." You chuckled and walked out of class.

***Lunch***

You were opening your locker until 'SPLAT!' You opened your eyes, and see your shirt all dirty with paint or something like that.

"Sweet right? Took a while to set it in there." A voice said behind you with a evil chuckle. You turned around on your heels and see mark smiling.

"Your kidding me right? My shirt is white Mark!" You whined. Mark then felt kind a bad.

"Well, revenge is revenge." Mark winked.

"You are so dead." You mumbled. Causing Mark to furrow his eyebrows.

"What did you say?" Mark asked looking at you. You looked behind him to see a guy painting and that bucket of paint was just above Mark. So you grinned. Making Mark move back a bit.

You took a step closer making Mark take a step back. Until you took one more step and he took one more. Finally making the paint fall on top of him. You burst out laughing.

"Oh my god, I'm speechless." You said between your laughs.

"Really, did you plan this?" Mark said while cleaning himself.

"Ani, I just saw the guy painting and the bucket was right above you. Perfect, and skilled." You smirked.

"Nice job. But my next one will be better.~" Mark sang out as he walked away.

"Ya! Mine will be better then yours!" You yelled out at him. While he just waves his hand in the air.

After a long day of revenges. You were getting more and more tired. So was Mark. When you reached home, you dragged yourself to your room.

After a nice hot shower and changing into something super warm and comfortable. You were about to crawl onto your bed until you heard a knock at the door. You groan and dragged yourself to the door.

"Ne!" You yelled out while opening the door to see Mark standing there. He just walks in the room, leaving you dumbfounded.

"Alright just come in." You closed the door and walk towards your bed.

"Our game is suppose to end, but then none of us quit yet." Mark said while leaning against the couch back.

"Well, then it will continue later. You will now go." You started to push Mark but he didn't even budge. "Mark~" You whined cutely. Getting a chuckle as a response.

"Aigoo too cute." He pinched both of your cheeks.

"Ya! Ah po!" You whined again. After he let go of your cheeks you pinch his but a bit harder.

"Ya! Yours is harder then mine. Now let go!" He yanked off your hands and rub both of his cheeks.

He then started attacking you by tickling you on your sides.

"Ya...Ya! Sto...stop!...I'm...I'm real...really...tick...ticklish." You said between your hard laughs.

"No really." Mark tickled you even more. Making your stomach now hurting. "Give up." Mark simply said.

"Shireoyo!" You said still with laughs.

"Then I'm not going to stop." Mark said with a grin.

"Al...alright! I...I give...give u...up!" You finally said those words. After Mark stopped you quickly hold onto your stomach. "My stomach hurts because of you." You whined.

"Well, at least I won. I'll give you your punishment tomorrow. By love~" He winked at you before he left. Making your heart skip a beat.

"Wha...what di...did he...he ju...just sa...say?" You froze on the spot. However you shook it off and quickly crawled onto your bed. Blushing hard. "Now, I really regret playing this game." You bit your lower lip.

After a lot of thinking of what Mark meant, you knocked out.

Notes

Sorry, for the late update. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Please comment down below on what you think!!!! Saranghae! <3

(A/N: Just another picture for my late update!!!)