~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
You barely could even sleep last night from all that thinking.

"Bye Love~"

His words kept playing in your head.

'What the hell did just happen yesterday or last night? Why did he call me that? Is he going to embarrass me or do something to me? Ugh, Bora why did you agree to do the stupid revenge game!!!!'

You just kept laying there while staring at the white ceiling.

'Knock! 'Knock!'

You slowly sat up after hearing someone knocking on your door.

"Ne!!!!" You yelled out as you slowly got out of bed.

"Jagiya!!!!" Your eyes widen hearing that familiar voice and the word. Now you stopped your tracks, standing there in the middle of your room. "Jagiya!!!! Come down and eat breakfast!!!!" That voice yelled out again.

'Is he on crack or drunk?'

You bit your lower lip hard, so then you slowly took another step until the door already flung open by itself. There you saw him standing there with a smirk smeared across his face.

"Ya, why didn't you answer me?" Mark said still with his famous smirk.

"Um...I...uh..." You were still frozen from hearing him call you 'Jagiya~'.

"Why are you stuttering? Shy? Embarrass? Nervous?~" Mark took a step closer to you.

"What? No." You looked away blushing.

"Then tell me." Mark said as he took another step closer.

"Ya...Ya! Why...why are...are yo...you so...so clo...close to...to me?" You stuttered out all your words. However he just kept on smirking.

"Why are you stuttering?" Mark leaned down to be at the same eye level as you.

"Why...why did yo...you call...call me tha...that?" You looked to the ground to avoid his eyes.

"Why aren't you looking at me when you talk?" Mark just kept staring at your face ignoring your questions. Which was making you blush, bad, but not too badly. "Your blushing." Mark smiled.

"Ya! Answer me!?" You yelled while looking up to meet his gaze. Locking eyes with his, started making your heart beat faster and faster.

"Because it's my punishment. Now I get to tease you and do anything. Your my slave for how long I want." Mark smirked again.

"Me...mechaso!!!" You yelled leaning your face a bit up, sticking out your chin a bit.

"Yup, super crazy. I even get to call you anything I want. And you can't do anything about it. Because you agreed on playing the game." Mark leaned his face a bit closer to yours. Making it only inches away from yours.

"Ya...ya! Yo...you ca...can't!!!" You whined, while looking back down at the ground again.

"Yes I can. I won the game. So, remember your punishment." Mark smirked.

"Fi...fine! Wha...what's my punishment?" You mumbled feeling defeated.

"Didn't I tell you what your punishment was?" Mark raised an eyebrow still keeping his face close to yours.

"I don't know." You started playing around with your fingers. He just chuckles.

"Your punishment it to be my slave for as long as I want. You have to do everything I say, I can even call you anything I want and you can't get mad. Also I can do everything I want." Mark smirked.

"Mwuh? As long as you want? Shireoyo." You gave a small pout. Mark just pinches your cheeks and makes you look at him. "Ya! ah po!!!!" You whined loudly.

"I said I can do whatever I want. And fine, how about 2-3 months. Or you want longer?" Mark raised an eyebrow. He slowly gestured his hands to cupping your face. Your heart kept beating fast.

"Uh...well...I..." You couldn't say anything because all you were thinking was his face only millimeters away and his hands cupping your face.

"Come on. Speak it or we'll be late for school." Mark said while leaning a bit closer. His hot breathe was brushing against your lips.

'Why is he doing this to me? My heart is really going to explode right now!!! Aish, this babo.'

You bit your lower lip before you were going to open your mouth to say something.

"Um...fine. Pi...pick whatever. Ju...just not to...too long." You stared back into his eyes. Right when you did, you felt like you were slowly getting lost in them. Mark smirked happily.

"Araseyo. Let's say 3 months." Mark lifted up his chin. Pressing his lips onto your forehead.

Then he slowly removed his hands and walked out the door. Closing it behind him.

"Get ready. We're going to be late." Mark winked before closing the door. You just stood there shocked. Your face burning up.

'Mwu...mwuh? Why...why did...did he...ju...just ki...kiss my...my forehead? Why...why is...is he even...even like this?'

You shake your head like a little kid, before walking to the bathroom to get ready.

After a quick shower, you were about to open the door until you heard a knock at the bathroom door.

"What do you want now?" You growled a bit.

"I want you to wear this. No objections. Better do it, or I'll give my slave punishment. And you won't like it~" Mark sang out happily. Just smiling like a dork to himself.

"Fine, whatever." You scoffed.

"I'm leaving now. So balli!!" Mark went out of your room after putting the piece of clothing that he wanted you to wear on the couch.

You slowly open the door and peek your head out to see if the coast was clear. Since the only thing covering your body was the towel. You slowly stepped out of the bathroom, until you heard the door open and someone yelling.

"I forgot. Here's your shoe-" He stopped talking when he saw you only wearing a towel. You screamed and went back inside the bathroom. Locking the door and leaning against it.

"Ya! You pervert!!!" You yelled.

"I...um...forgot to give you your shoes. Don't...don't worry. I...I did...didn't see anything." Mark said quickly. He then went back out the door after setting your shoes down next to the door.

You again peek your head out.

"Aish, what the hell does he want me to wear. That he has to come back in here." You muttered under your breathe. You finally walked out and picked up the piece of clothing that Mark told you to wear.

"So he wants me to wear this?" You raised an eyebrow giving the clothing the elevator look.

It was a sleeves floral dress, that flows down up until your knees.

"Seriously, never wore a dress in a long time." You glanced at the mirror one more time. You slowly and quietly walked downstairs to see Mark focused on his phone.

You walked closer to him and cleared your throat to catch his attention. When he looked up, his eyes widen with his mouth gap open a little.

"Why...why did yo...you want me...to wear thi...this?" You just kept your sight at the ground.

"Because I wanted to see you in a dress for once." Mark was blushing a bit. Just seeing you in a dress like this, he totally fell deeper for you right when he laid eyes on you.

"We...we should...go." You turned around, to feel someone grab your wrist. You slowly turned back and saw Mark smiling up at you.

"Eat. Aren't you hungry?" Mark asked with his famous smile.

"Uh...gwaenchana." You were about to leave again until your stomach growled.

'Shit! Really stomach. Had to growl right when I was suppose to leave. Ugh!!!'

Mark chuckled while shaking his head a bit.

"Come on. You should eat before we leave. Or else you'll be hungry." Mark pulled you down, making you sit next to him. Instead of sitting opposite of him. You gulped down your remaining saliva. "Eat." Mark happily handed you the silverware.

"Gomapdah." You slowly grabbed it and started eating slowly. While Mark was just watching you. "Is there something on my face?" You looked at him, while he just chuckles.

"Mm." He smiled and nod his head a bit. You furrowed your eyebrows. Mark just chuckles again and reaches up his hand.

You were just watching his every movement. Your heart beating crazy like it always have been. Slowly his hand cupped your face, while his thumb gently wiped the corner of your lips.

"Finished?" You said staring at him with nervous eyes. He just kept staring back at you, staring deeply into your eyes. Like he was already lost.

~Mark's POV~
My heart was beating like crazy just seeing her wear that dress that I picked out. I was so happy and very blown away seeing her wear it. Man she looked so beautiful. I was on the edge of almost drooling. Good thing I didn't.

But anyways, I had to admit that I really fallen for this girl. I did promise myself to never fall for anyone anymore. My heart was like a huge gate closing. Not being able to open up anymore.

I thought of never opening it again, until I met her. Bora. She changed everything. I knew at that very moment when she took once step into my house. She was the one who would open it again. Who will bring back all my happiness.

I really loved making her lose the game. So then now, she would mostly stick with me. And that's all I wanted. For her to be by my side.

'Bora, I really want you to stay by my side. To be with me through thick and thin. Ugh, what am I saying. Bora, I really want you to be my girlfriend. I'm like seriously going crazy over you. Your the only person that I think about and love.'

After her questions, and me making her finally eating. When I knew she wanted to leave already. She was blushing none stop. Also she was very shy, which I found super cute of her.

Just remembering how she gave in for the revenge game. Remembering how I promised myself, that I will somehow come up with a idea to make her mine.

'Bora, I promise to never hurt you and to be by your side no matter what happens. I'm going to tell you...about my feelings. How much I love you.'

When she was finally eating, she ate all slow like a turtle. But I still found her cute just the way she eats. Weird right? Probably cause I just love her (too much). However still going crazy how I should finally tell her.

'Should I tell her to go out with me? And then later on tell her that I like her or wait when it's the right moment and tell her.'

I just couldn't get my eyes off of her for some reason. Like my eyes were literally glued to her. And then she finally looked at me. For some reason I felt like I really wanted her attention also. So then I kept staring at her.

Is that weird? No it's not. But anyways, I just kept scanning her beautiful face. Until my eyes stopped at her lips. They looked very inviting, I just wanted to kiss them so badly. And then I notice sauce on the corner of her lips. Which made me chuckle quietly.

"Is there something on my face?" She asked while looking at me, while I just chuckle again. But louder for her to hear.

"Mm." Was the only sound that came out my mouth. She just furrows her eyebrows. I know that she ate slowly, however she would take big bites. However she probably doesn't know that she does.

I just slowly reach up my hand. When my hand was getting closer to her face, my heart started beating like crazy. Like it hasn't been before. But just more.

Slowly my hand cupped her face. My heart exploded feeling her soft cheek. Then my thumb gently wiped away the sauce on the corner of her lips.

"Finished?" Was the words that escaped her mouth when I just kept my hand holding her face and my eyes seriously not moving away from her view. I just kept staring at her.

When I made eye contact, I just disappeared in them immediately. And I wanted to stay like that forever. Just staring into her eyes that I will never ever get enough of.
~End of Mark's POV~

You just stayed there, staring back into his eyes. Mark just started leaning in, becoming only few inches away from you. Although you really wanted to kiss his lips also, there was still school you had to attend. So then you broke the silence, the very comfortable silence.

"Um...I think we should go to school now." You Slowly moved his hand away from your cheek even though you liked his hands cupping your cheeks.

"Uh...yeah forgot." Mark just rubbed the back of his neck with a awkward smile. You just stood up and walked towards the door. "Wait, what about the guys?" Mark stopped you before you could even reach the door knob.

"Ah, I forgot." You slightly pouted. You just look out the window and see no one. "But, their not here today. What happened to them?" You turned around on your heels looking at Mark.

"Jeongmallo? I'll text them." Mark quickly text JB and receiving a answer saying that they aren't going to Mark's house anymore. Because they are starting to become more and more late because of Mark. "They said that their not ever going to come to my house in the mornings anymore. Because I always made them late."

You just nod your head with your lips forming a 'o' shape.

"Well, now I don't have to sneak out anymore." You smiled proudly and opened the door. Letting the warm breeze hit your face.

On your way to school, there were a lot of whispers everywhere. People whispering and pointing at the both of you. Saying things that made you and Mark blush hard.

"Awe, their so cute together."
"She's so lucky to have such a handsome boyfriend."
"Aigoo, young love."
"Omo! Their so adorable!!!"
"Oppa, why can't you be as handsome as he is."
"Man, that guy is so lucky to have a girlfriend like her."
"They probably will make pretty babies."
"I bet their kids will come out beautiful and handsome as they are."

Those late two sentences totally made the both of you turn red quick.

'OMG! What the hell are they saying right now!? Making me turn red. How embarrassing!!!'

You bit your lower lip, trying to forget what they said.

'I'm dying inside. Them saying that is making me turn really red. Seriously I am so shy right now. However I like what they said. But still made me shy.'

Mark was playing with his fingers behind his back while stealing glances at you from time to time.

***At School***

Because Mark held you for a long time, you both skipped 2 classes. Well, 3 to be exact since you came when it was the middle of 3 class already.

While you were walking, there were a lot of gasps and squeals and mostly whispers. Probably because it's the first ever wearing a dress to school.

Even some guys came to ask you out for lunch but you had to turn them down. Well, because before you and Mark went into the school and go your separate ways. Mark said for you to eat lunch with him. And as his slave you had to listen.

A lot of cute guys even came but you had to turn them down also, feeling all bad.

***Lunch***

You walked down towards the cafe where you normally ate. You walked in and eyes totally went to you right away.

You just awkwardly smile and walk to your original spot is. At the corner, next to the big window.

When you already seated, there were a lot of guys checking you out. Which made you feel uneasy, really uneasy.

"Where the hell is Mark?" You muttered to yourself.

"Hey there, what's a pretty lady doing here by herself?" A guy sat I front of you with a bright smile.

You just look up from your phone. The only way to avoid the stares from the guys.

For a sec, you didn't recognize him. Until then it hit you that he was that new kid from the other day.

"Oh, myungsoo right?" You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Mm, that's me alright." Myungsoo smiled showing off his pearly whites. "You look absolutely beautiful today." Myungsoo commented making you blush and show a shy smile.

"Gomawo." You smiled.

"Here's your bubble tea miss pretty lady." The same waiter that said that you and Mark were a cute couple said.

"Oh, gomawo." You just reach to grab the bubble tea, until a pair of hand already grabbed it. You looked up to see Mark drinking your bubble tea. "Ya! That was mine!" You pouted.

"Too. Late." Mark narrowed his eyes at you. "See that you didn't do as I said. Eating lunch with someone else." Mark then raised an eyebrow.

"Oh, I didn't know she was your girlfriend." Myungsoo said with a disappointed face.

"It's-" You got cut off.

"Yeah, why cheat on me Bora? Why?" Mark evilly smirked. You just roll your eyes.

"We're not-" You got cut off again, but this time by the waiter.

"Oh, I knew that you two were dating. Such a cute couple." She clapped her hands together once. You just roll your eyes.

"It's-" You got cut off again, but by Myungsoo.

"I'll leave then. Mianhamnida again. For talking to your girlfriend." Myungsoo walked away with a sad face. You just sigh while Mark sits down opposite of you.

"What the fuck Mark! We're not dating and we've never been. Now people are misunderstanding." You pouted. Mark just chuckles and pinches your cheeks.

"Ah, gwiyeopda." Mark said with a bright yet teasing smile.

"Don't touch me." You smacked his hands. He lets go with a chuckle.

"Araseyo, araseyo." Mark took another sip of your bubble tea.

"Ya! That was mine." You pouted again.

"Here." Mark just simply passed it to you.

"No, I want my own. You drank out of that." You leaned back while crossing your arms on your chest.

"Well, then whatever. Not getting another one." Mark was going to pull it back but you really wanted to drink the bubble tea. So you just quickly grabbed it back.

"Ugh, fine then. But you owe me." You said while taking a sip of the bubble tea.

'Yes! Indirect kiss.'

Mark just kept smiling at you. You just raised an eyebrow and slowly set down the bubble tea.

"Is something wrong?" You asked while narrowing your eyes at him. He just chuckles and shakes his head. "You sure? Your not sick right?" You put a hand on his forehead.

"Tch, I was never sick." Mark moves your hand away but still holds onto it. Your heart started beating fast again.

'Shit! Damn it Mark! Why do you keep on doing this to me!!!???'

You were going to pull back your hand, however Mark tighten his grip.

"Ya...Ya, what are you doing?" You said while looking around to see people looking at you both with a teasing smile.

"Wae? Embarrassed? Shy?" Mark asked with a smirk.

"Stop it. I'm not in the mood for games." You said trying to pull your hand back again.

"Shireoyo. Better stop trying because I ain't letting go." Mark leaned back a little making you lean on the table.

"Ya!" You whisper yelled.

"Oh, what do we have here." The waiter said teasingly. Mark just smiled while holding your hand tighter. The waiter just smiles and puts down your lunch. "Enjoy you two lover birds." She walked away while you were speechless.

"I told you to stop trying. Now see, we're 'fake' boyfriend and girlfriend." Mark smirked. You just scoff.

"Well, if you should have let go and none of this would have happened." You hissed.

"Well, if you didn't touch my forehead. I wouldn't have held your hand." Mark said with a teasing smile. Which made you totally speechless. He was right.

'Dang it Bora! You shouldn't have touched his damn forehead!!!'

You cursed yourself in your head.

"Eat." Mark said while still holding your hand and eating.

"Well, how can I when someone is still holding my hand." You glared at him. He just chuckles.

"Alright I'll do it then." Mark smiled.

'Ugh, finally letting go.'

Mark grabbed some salad and placed it in front of your mouth.

"Ahhh!" Mark said while opening his mouth.

"Mwuh? Ya, I thought you were going to let go." You narrowed your eyes at him.

"Never said I was going to. All I said was that I'll do it. And I am, feeding you. Because your stubborn and won't use your other hand that is free." Mark showed one of his famous smirks. You just roll your eyes. "Now, ah!" He says again.

"Shireoyo. Not until you let go of my hand." You said in a monotone voice.

"Balli! You have to listen little slave." Mark narrowed his eyes at you.

"Ugh! Fine then." You gave up and opened your mouth. Mark just smiled and quickly put it in your mouth.

"Yummy?" Mark asked with a happy smile just because he fed you.

"Mhm." You sarcastically hummed. He just chuckles and keeps doing it.

***Few Minutes Later***

"Finally we're done." Mark smiled and finally let go of your hand.

"Finally, getting my hand back." You said while grabbing your things.

"Let's ditch today. Don't feel like in the mood to go back to school." Mark said while pouting.

"Well, you can." You walked out of the cafe with Mark following you. He quickly grabbed your wrist when you swing it back. Making you stop your tracks.

"I never said me. I said let's as in us." Mark had a slight smile on.

"Well, I don't want-" You got cut off.

"Hey, don't forget that you have to listen to me~" Mark sang out.

'I am on the urge of just punching you right now.'

"Fine then." You glared at him. He just laughs and locks his hand with yours. Then he started walking while dragging you behind him. Your heart was fluttering from his action. You like the feeling of holding his hand.

'No Bora! You can't fall for him. Even though you already did but no! But then I really like holding his hand. Dang it Mark! Why are you doing this to me!? Namichigetda!!!!!!'

You just followed behind. The sun was still shining bright and beautiful as always.

Both of you and Mark had a lot of fun though. Ditching school, going to amusement parks. Then to the arcade. Next to eat out. Now it was just a walk around the Han River.

It was beautiful (as always). But more beautiful at night.

While the sun was still shining bright. It started to rain.

"Oh! It's raining." You smiled however yet cover your face. Mark just took off his blazer and hold it up above you and him. You were about to run to find shelter, however Mark stood there. "Aren't you going to find shelter?" You furrowed your eyebrows.

"No, why don't we play in the rain. It hasn't rain in years. And it feels really good right now." Mark said while running around in the rain.

"Mwuh?" You raised an eyebrow. He then came and grabbed both of your hands with his. Swinging you around with him under the rain. The moment felt so right. You didn't even care if you were getting stares.

They only thought that you guys were cute. After playing, Mark just stopped panting just like you. Both of you were playing tag to running after each other.

"It does feel nice." You smiled while still being under the rain. Mark just smiled and walked beside you since you were leaning against the fence that was held up so you don't fall into the river.

'It's the right time Mark. Just do it. Tell her.'

Mark let out a sigh catching your attention.

"Mwuh? What's with the sigh?" You pouted while looking at him. All Mark did was just look at you. Making eye contact with him, it felt like his stares always made your heart melt. "Is there something you wanted to tell me?" You asked out because of your curiosity.

Mark kept quiet for a while, biting on his bottom lip. Then he slowly opened his mouth to say something.

"Bora, I...I have...some...something to...to tell yo...you." Mark started with his nervous stuttering.

"Mm." You hummed with a smile while still looking at him. You just watch as Mark breathe in and breathe out.

He then turned you so your while body was facing him. His hands on your shoulder. However then slowly went down to grab your hands. Your heart was beating like crazy, feeling his grip on your hands tighten a bit.

"Is something wrong?" You asked again while looking at him confused.

"Bora, I...I don't know how to explain this...this much. But I...I like you. Actually to be exact I love you." Your eyes widen as your mouth gap opened a bit. "I started having feelings for you ever since you moved into my house. I think. However I also found when I was getting jealous of you being with that new kid. I had to admit I was even jealous that even my members were the reasons to your smile. I wanted to be the reason behind your beautiful smile. I wanted to be the reason to make you laugh. I want to be the person you need when you want to spill about anything you want to talk about. The person who will comfort you and lend a shoulder for you to cry on. That person who can have your kisses, hugs, and share romantic things together. I want to be that person who can always hold your hand and say 'I love you'. That one person you can trust and come to. I really want you to be mine and for me to be yours."

Mark shyly looked down playing around with your hands.

"But if you don't feel the same way anymore then it's alright. Just to say I heard you telling your parents that you fallen for me." Mark said the last sentence quickly. You just couldn't believe it. Him confessing, was like a dream come true. You just stood there speechless. However something made Mark super shocked. And you just did it automatically.

You let go his hands and cupped his face. Making him look at you. You quickly leaned closer and crashed your lips onto his. Just feeling the touch of his lips made you melt. Even Mark was melting after his super excitement of you kissing him.

His arms slowly wrapped around your petite waist, while yours snaked around his neck to pull him closer. That kiss became passionate after a while. It was the best thing a kiss could ever ask for. 'A kiss under the rain.'

After you broke the kiss, you leaned your forehead on his forehead. Feeling super happy. The both of you panting. Still all soaked in rain.

"Never said that I don't love you anymore." You said between your breathes. Mark just smiled wider, hugging you closer.

"So that means we're official?" Mark asked as his gave a quick peck on your nose. You just giggled and nod your head.

'This totally feels like a dream right now!!! If this is a dream. I wish to keep on sleeping forever.'

'Can't believe this is happening right now!!! I'm exploding inside.'

Mark then pulled you into his embrace, while setting his chin on your head. You just place your head on his chest. Hearing how fast his heart beat is racing. You smile knowing that your the only one to cause his heart to be like that.

"Saranghae, Yoon Bora."

"Nado, Saranghae Mark Tuan."

Notes

OMG!!!!!!!! He confessed!!!! There official!!!!!!!!!!! Cute!!!!!! Dying right now, totally dying. JK! Probably just fangirling. But anyways comment what you guys think!!! Gomawo for reading. Surely will update more!!!! Saranghaeyo!!!!!!

(A/N: Sorry, even if this story is about Got7...Thought I should share this because I'm totally excited just to see this. Exo oppas new comeback!!! Their title song 'Overdosed'. Can't wait!!!)