~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
You just watch him as his figure slowly disappear.

"Mwuh? I thought you said you didn't want to go to class." You turn back around and put back in your headphones to be listening to 'Day n Night' by Tasty.

( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjjG9TQmMbE ) There like a new. There not a group, just two (cute) twins. Plus their guys.

***Lunch***

You were walking back down to the cafe. You sat down at your normal spot.

'I wonder if Mark will come and sit here again. It was actually fun eating lunch with him.'

You sat there quietly by yourself and Mark never came. You felt kind a upset for him not to come.

"He's probably eating lunch with the guys." You pouted a bit.

"Oh, it's you again." The same waiter from last time that called you and mark a cute couple came to you.

"Yeah, it's me." You slightly smiled.

"Where's your handsome boyfriend?" She said with a curious yet teasing smile.

"Oh, I don't know where he is. Probably eating with his friends." You said with a small pout.

'Wait, did I just agree that he's my boyfriend? Dang it Bora. You forgot about yesterday. Merk's not your damn boyfriend!'

You quickly look back at the waiter to tell her that you and Mark were never a couple. However she already disappeared.

"Oh, she didn't even ask for my order." You glanced back outside.

'Why do I feel so sad that Mark didn't come? Psh, that little butt head. Seriously, he kissed me twice. Stealing my first kiss.'

You reached up and touched your lips. Remembering the kiss you had with Mark this morning.

'Andwae, I can't fall for him. Never in a million.'

However you kept thinking about him. Like he was glued in your head. Remembering his smile, he teasing, his soft warm lips. Your heart started beating faster just the thought of him. You quickly sat up straight.

"Maybe if I get something to drink or eat I won't remember him."

You walked to the counter and order a watermelon bubble tea. And went to sit where you were sitting. However your heart was still beating like crazy.

'Why...why am I...feeling this way? I can't possibly have...feelings for...him? Aniya, of course not. I would never have feelings for him. Right?'

I glanced outside after taking a sip of my bubble tea. The sun was setting. You mostly ditched your classes, because you were still confused if you like Mark or not.

'I possibly can't have feelings for him. And plus he doesn't like me too. But then whywas he so nice to me in the morning? Probably because it was his house. His parent's could have force him to be nice to me right? He possibly can't have feelings for me too. But...ani. Your heart is being weird. Probably because your just so used to him bothering you so much that your heart thinks it like him. I miss him bothering me though. I wasn't as lonely as usually. It was more fun. His smirk, seriously he always smirked whenever he teased me. Wait, Bora what the fuck is happening to you!? You just said that it's not possible to have feelings for him! I think I better stay a good distance from him now.'

After arguing in your head the whole time, you finally decided to leave. You walked out only to see Mark with this other girl walking towards the cafe. Your heart started to hurt just seeing the sight of Mark and the girl talking. You quickly move away from there sight.

"What the hell is wrong with me? Why does it hurt just to see him with another girl?" You whispered to yourself. You quickly walked away from the cafe and to Mark's house.

When you reached you just went straight to the room.

"Andwae. It's possible. How can this happen though? I never even liked him in my past." You sat on the couch confused with your heart. "I can't live in the same room as Mark anymore. I have to move to the guest room right now."

You stood up and slowly went downstairs. You saw Mr. and Mrs. Tuan sitting at the kitchen table again. You slowly approached them.

'Just do it. You need to do it. In order to stay away from that Mark.'

"Um, excuse me?" You said with a soft voice, however they still heard it since you were the only one talking at the moment.

"Yes, what is Bora honey?" Mrs. Tuan looked at you. Like all her attention went to you, also Mr. Tuan.

"I was wondering, when will the guest room be all cleared in order for me to sleep in there?" You said biting your lower lip.

"Please say now! Please say now! PLEASE!!!!!'

You cried in your head looking at them super curious. They just hesitated them looked back at you.

"You probably can move in..." You smiled when you heard what he said. "About 2-4 weeks." He smiled at you and your smile vanished.

'2-4 weeks!!!!!! Your fucking kidding me right now!!!! I can't survive that long!!! Omma, appa help me!!!!!'

You just show a fake smile and nod your head.

"Do you really want to move out of Mark's room?" Mrs. Tuan asked you a bit disappointed.

"Um...well...kind a. Not to be mean or anything but I still fell awkward to be sleeping in the same room as Mark. Like I'm a girl and he's a boy. So yeah." You said while looking down to the ground.

"Well then, I probably will make them finish it 2-4 days." Mr. Tuan smiled brightly at you. You just smiled brightly.

"Jeongmallo!?" You kind a screamed out excited. They both just laugh and Mr. Tuan nods his head. "Gomawo." You happily walked back to Mark's room.

'Yes, finally going to move out. Just 2-4 days left and it is goodbye Mark's room.'

You chuckled to yourself. You grabbed your towel and walked to the bathroom. You took a quick shower and notice that Mark wasn't back yet.

"He's probably going to stay long because of his new girlfriend." You felt kind a sad. You walked to the couch and laid down. All you were thinking was Mark.

'I wonder if their really dating?'
'What if Mark was just being nice and went on a date however then dumped her afterwards?'
'That girl was really pretty though.'
'I barely even saw her face since I was so far away.'
'I wonder who she is and what school she goes too?'
'I wonder what is Mark's ideal type?'
'Long hair? Small eyes? Big eyes? Small nose? Small Face? Petite body?'

Your eyes widen when you just notice what you were thinking. You sat up with wide eyes.

"Andwae, andwae. What the fuck is happening to me? Namichigetda." You ruffled your hair in frustration while laying back down. "What is wrong with me?" You whined to yourself while your hair was just covering your face.

"Bora, gwaenchana?" You heard Mrs. Tuan's voice. You immediately sat up and looked towards the door.

"Gwaenchana." You fixed your hair and put on a fake smile.

"Araseyo. Mark's not going to be back. He's spending his night at the practice room with his other friends." Mrs. Tuan smiled. You just nod your head.

"Araseyo." You watch as Mrs. Tuan closes the door. "So, your sleeping at the practice room. Which means that I can sleep on your bed!" You ran and jumped on the bed.

'Why does his bed have to be so comfortable? Even more comfortable then my bed. Bed I am in love with you.'

You said in your head as you roll around on his bed.

"It smells just like Mark." You showed a sad smile. You were starting to miss him a lot. Your heart started aching remembering him walking with a girl.

'Do I really have feelings for him? I am starting to miss him. I am starting to feel upset for him walking with another girl. I'm feeling so uneasy right now. Andwae, my heart is just messing around with my head. Bora sleep and everything will be better. Tomorrow you won't even remember about this. Sleep Bora, sleep.'

You slowly went under the blanket and moved a bit to get comfortable. You fell asleep on the side where Mark doesn't even sleep. Small tears started to slip from your eyes. You felt sad, however yet mad. You couldn't tell your feelings. You felt like you wanted Mark to be here right now, however you also felt like you didn't want him here. After crying a bit you finally went to sleep.

~Mark's POV~
I was going to sleep at the practice room with the others until the security guard kicked us out. So I was walking home.

"I wonder if Bora is having a good dream?" I mumbled to myself. I walked inside the how and secretly walked up the stairs.

I walked in my room and saw only the moonlight shining in.

'What happened to Bora? Did ba already fix the guest room? Probably.'

I took a quick shower and dried myself quickly. I hated laying on my bed when I'm still wet. I crawled onto my bed and went under my perfectly soft blanket.

"Did ba really fix the guest room?" I whispered to myself. I just couldn't sleep. I kept thinking of Bora. "Andwae, I shouldn't be acting this way."

I turned to lay on my side. I closed my eyes, however still couldn't sleep. So then I opened my eyes and it widen quickly. Bora was sleeping right there in front of my face.

'I'm...I'm hallucinating.'

I slowly reach my hand up, out of the blanket. I slowly moved my hand the cup Bora's face. To see if I was hallucinating or it was real. Right when I touched her face. I quickly pulled back my hand.

"So I'm not hallucinating." I felt my heart beating faster and faster. I looked back at Bora's face and saw how her face sparkled from the moonlight. "Why are you doing this to me? Why are you making my heart go crazy. Wae Bora?"

I again cupped her face. I moved her remaining hair that was covering her face behind her ear. I smiled without even knowing.

I couldn't move my gaze away from her adorable sleeping face. For some reason, I myself started moving closer to her. I didn't even know it myself.

My face became closer and closer to hers. My heart started beating faster and faster. It felt like it was going to explode any minute now.

Finally our noses touch. I tilt my head a bit and leaned in closer. I felt her soft lips against mine. My heart finally exploded, there were sparks flying everywhere.

Then more sparks started, because she kissed me back. My eyes widen, when I felt her kissing me back. However then it closed. I smiled between the kiss.

'I can't believe I'm doing this right now. It's wrong but feels so right. I'm going to cherish this moment forever, in my heart. Bora you little... why do you always make me do this?'

~Your POV~
You were crying, because you were by yourself. No one to be there with you. You fell onto your knees and cried into your hands.

Until you felt someone cup your face. You couldn't see his face though. Because of the tears that were blurring your eye sight. However you can see him smile.

You felt his soft thumbs wiping away your face. You weakly smiled at him. Even though your tears on your face was gone, you still had tears in your eyes.

You hanged your head, trying to hide your face. Because you were never a girl to cry so easily in front of people.

However the guy cupped your small face with his big hands again. He made you look at him. He smiled again. You just gave him a weak smile.

You can see him leaning closer to you. You slowly closed your eyes remembering that he was still there. You felt your nose touch his lightly.

Then you felt his lips against yours. You smiled and then kissed him back. You can tell that he also smiled between the kiss.

You felt warm and protected from just that one kiss. Your arms slowly wrapped around his neck as his went around your waist.

'I want to cherish this kiss forever. I feel like I know you, however I also feel like I don't. Who are you and why are you making me like this? Why are you making my heart beat race? Why are you making me fall deeper? Please tell me. What is happening to me right now?'

Notes

Oh dang! Just kidding. She finally kissed Mark back. Third kiss!!!! Ah!!!!! I'm totally going crazy. Please wait for my next updates and gomawo for reading this fanfic. I'll try my best to mkae it even better. Third update of this story!!!!

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