~I Can't Love Him~

I woke up from the bright sunlight that was showering my room.

"It's only Tuesday." I pouted and got out of bed. I quickly took a shower and put on my uniform. After changing I went to go wake up Bora. I love teasing her for some reason. She's cute when she's annoyed.

'Wait, what? Well she is cute when she is annoyed but...ani. Forget everything.'

I walked around the couch and kneel in front of her. I study her features. She is so beautiful when she sleeps. She looks like an angel.

'What the fuck is happening to me!?'

I cleared my throat. I look back at Bora and my heart started racing.

'Why is my heart being like this? No I don't like her. That's weird just to like someone right when you barely know them.'

"Bora ileona." I said while looking away while standing up. She didn't even budge. "Seriously, how can she sleep so peacefully?" I scoffed.

I started poking her cheek. "Bora ileona!!!" I yelled. She just slaps my hand away and turns her back to me.

'Ya, this damn girl.'

"Bora ileona!!!!" I shouted making her turn her head at me and look at me like I'm a stranger.

"Mwuh?" She said while turning to lay on her back.

"I. Said. To. Wake. Up." I raised and eyebrow.

"Andwae." She covers her face with the blanket.

'Shouldn't have gave her a blanket.'

I then pull off the blanket to see Bora wearing a white muscle shirt and short shorts. I had to admit, she looked freaking hot. I gulped down my saliva and turn away from her.

"Ileona, omma...omma wants us to go eat breakfast." I threw the blanket onto her head.

"Ya! Why do you keep doing that!?" I normally throw things at her head, but not hard things.

"Because I want to." I said in a arrogant way.

"Shireoyo!" She yelled and laid back down.

'Aish, that little!'

I stomped my feet towards her and pull off the blanket. She looks at me with her poker face.

"Get up now. Or I'm going to use my way to make you wake up." I smirked.

'Am I going to carry her again? Ani let's do something else. But what something else am I going to do?'

Bora then hugs the couch. She thinks that I was going to carry her.

"I'm not carrying you. Your heavy." I chuckled. She sits up and glares at me.

"I'm not heavy. I bet I'm more lighter then you." She just kept glaring at me.

"Your awake now, since you fought back." I raised an eyebrow. She then lays back down.

'Why is she so stubborn!?'

I stomped closer to her.

"Wake up!" I shouted in her face. She just pushed my face away. "Ya!" I growled.

"Merong~" She is always childish.

"Fine, I'm using my method to wake you up." I smirked. She just glares at me.

"Don't you dare pervert." She hugs onto the blanket and shuts her eyes. I just chuckle and lean closer to her.

My face came closer and closer to hers. I felt her nose kind a. I tilted my head and my lips touched hers. I saw her eyes widen quickly, they were as big as a UFO.

I quickly stand up straight.

'What kind of plan is that!? What the fuck is happening to me!?'

I just put on a smirk.

"You awake now? Or you want me to do it again?" I was about to lean down again unti lshe pushed me and ran to the bathroom.

'Success! I always win no matter what. Her lips felt so soft. Wait, get your head together Mark! I can't fall for her!'

I sat down at the kitchen table where I normally sat. I started eating by myself. Like I usually do because omma and appa always leave early.

I quietly ate by myself until I saw Bora slowly walking down the stairs. She looked cute, well everyday I think she always look cute. She pretty even though she doesn't try to be pretty. That's the kind of girls I like. Girls with natural beauty. Because usually if they don't have natural beauty, they try too hard to look pretty in front of me.

Today she was wearing her normal clothes, she's too lazy to buy the school uniform.

Even though she's like the poor type, she has a lot of bags. Like seriously, it's probably just her style. I watched as she slowly sits down in front of me.

'Is she still shocked from what I did just to wake her up? Probably. Kekeke'

I just kept on eating minding my own business. Awkward silence filled the air. I really hate awkward silence, so I decided to break it.

"You probably should go out the back again, because I don't know if the guys are going to be at the front door again." I said while chewing on a piece of bread. She didn't respond.

'Is she going to ignore me for now on? I hope not, it's fun talking to her. I think I should apologies to her. I should try a different method for her to wake up next time. Should I ask her how I should wake her up. No that's weird. What the fuck Mark!? What has gotten into you? Your usually not like this. Just apologies to her and everything will be alright, right?'

I let out a small sigh and looked at her. She was just staring at her food. I cleared my throat.

"Um, Bora?" I kept looking at her but she still ignores me.

'Ya, I'm going to go crazy if you don't talk back to me.'

"Bora?" I called out her name again, but she again didn't nothing. She didn't even look at me.

'Answer me Bora! I don't want you to not talk to me!'

"Bora!" I raised my voice making her finally answer me.

"What!" She yelled back at me.

"Gwaenchana? How come your ignoring me?" I just had to ask. She just shrugs her shoulders.

'Mwuh!? What does that suppose to mean? I'm my fucking god Bora. Talk to me not give me gestures! I guess I should just apologies and walk away.'

"Mianhae Bora for this morning. I didn't mean to do that. And if you want me to wake you up a different way. I would be glad to." I stood up and walked to the front door. I grabbed my shoes and sat at on the stairs putting on my shoes.

~Your POV~
'Did he...did the Mr. arrogant guy just apologies? Should I forgive him, he did apologies. And he did say if I wanted to wake up from my methods then to tell him. Seriously why does his methods have to be so skinshipy. He's so cute when he's angry. Wait, Bora what the fuck did you just say?'

You took a deep sigh and looked at Mark who is just fixing his shoes. You slowly stood up and walked over to him. You cleared your throat a bit to get his attention. And it worked.

"Gwaenchana. I forgive you. And I'll try to think of something for you to wake me up. I know I'm a deep sleeper." I said while putting on my shoes. I can tell that he was smiling at the corner of my eyes.

'Psh, your so happy now that I forgave you. Babo, jjinja babo. He actually looks handsome when he smiles. Ahem, I am going crazy. I have never thought of him like that. Keep your distance Bora!'
~End of your POV~

I just smiled for her talking to me. Good thing she forgave me. I don't want her to be mad at me. Maybe I should think of something also. Like throw water on her, no that's too mean.

I don't want to be that mean, do I? Ani, because then she won't talk to me.

'Wait, why do I even care if she doesn't want to talk to me or not? Mark get yourself together!!!!'

I just clear my throat and stand up. I peeked through the window and of course saw the guys walking to my front porch.

"Hey, the guys are here. Ready to sneak out again." I chuckled a bit. She just smiles and goes out the back.

'Her smiles.'

I smiled and opened the door to see the guys stare at me like I'm crazy.

"What's wrong?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"You usually don't smile when you open the door." BamBam narrowed his eyes at me.

"Maybe I'm just in a good mood today." I said after putting on another smile. I watch as Bora secretly and quietly sneak out the front lawn. I just chuckle.

"Ya, I think something is wrong with this hyung?" Yugyeom whispered to Youngjae.

"Ya!" I yelled and they all look at me shocked.

"Araseyo, araseyo. Let's just go now." JB chuckled a bit.

'Why am I smiling so much? Is it because of Bora? Ani, it would never be because of Bora, right? Ha. Ha. Ha.'

***At School***

I walked around with myself. Usually because I'm the cold guy or whatever. I like being with myself a lot. I never had a friend who hangs out with me every single minute. It's always just me.

I walked around the school for a bit and found Bora sitting outside by herself. Should I go bother her? Yeah, I'm going to go.

I walked out to where she was sitting and sat next to her. She was listening to her musci so she didn't even notice that I was sitting with her.

'Babo, she even closed her eyes. I hope she still ok from what happened to her appa. Should I ask and see if she is still upset about it? Ani, then I'll just bring her tears.'

I slowly reached up my hands and when she swayed closer to me, I poked her face. Making her startled. I just burst out laughing.

"Ya, nollatjana!" She yelled at me and let out a sigh.

"Mian." I said through my laughs. I look at her and she just glares and pouts at me.

'She looks so cute when she pouts.'

"Mwuh?" I finally stop laughing. She then again ignores me.

'Aish, I pushed her buttons again. Well, whatever I'm just going to sit here with the angry Bora.'

I looked at the sky and notice that today was actually a good day. The soft breeze, the sunlight. It was just perfect today. I can feel the stare that Bora is giving me. So then I turned to look at her and she just turns away.

I then turn back to the beautiful sky. I can feel her stare again.

"Stop staring at me. Your going to dig a hole in my handsome face." I looked at her. She just roll her eyes. While I smile. Now it was me. I was caught in her side view.

She looks very beautiful even from her side view.

"Now your going to dig a hole in my beautiful face." She looked at me. We both made eye contact. I wanted to pull away but I couldn't. Her eyes just caught me off guard. She didn't even look away also. I know that she was caught in my eyes.

'Why...why can't I look away? It's like my eyes are glue onto her. Andwae, I can't be falling for her. I can't.'

I finally broke the eye contact by looking away. Even though I loved looking at her eyes. My heart was beating fast.

'What's happening to me? Ani, I can't possibly have feelings for her. I can't. I can't love again. Never.'

I just look back at the skies.

"Don't...don't you have class?" I heard her stuttering. My heart was fluttering just hearing her voice. I turned to look at her and you know what. She did the same. We made eye contact again.

"Don't feel like going to class. What about you?" I asked while falling into her eyes again.

'Dang it Bora. Your fucking eyes are making my heart go crazy. I can't fall for you. I just can't.'

She then turned away. My heart was still going crazy.

"I have off hour." She smiled. My heart was beating even more crazy.

'Why are you doing this to me Bora? I can't fall for you. You don't even like me. I have to make you hate me. I have to. I can't have love anyone anymore. My heart has been injured too much.'

I stood up and just put on a smirk.

"So you just stay here, by yourself?" I said while walking closer to the edge.

"Mm, usually I would hang out with Chanyeol and the others. But there's no one now. Since they went to China for another showcase." I heard her lonely voice.

"Oh, well I better go." I walked away not even letting her say another word.

"I need to stay away from you. I can't let my heart be like this." I whispered to myself.

'For now on. I have to make you hate me. So then I can't fall for you.'

Notes

Why doesn't Mark want to fall for Bora? Why was he even talking about? Why? Why can't he love Bora?