~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
You slowly open your eyes to find yourself somewhere else. The guy who was laying next to you disappeared. You slowly stood up and looked everywhere.

"Yeoboseyo? Is anyone here?" You kept looking around. You notice that you weren't at the waterfall anymore. The place where you were was all foggy.

You started feeling uneasy, and scared. You took slow steps.

"Yeoboseyo!?" You yelled out, but still no response. You kept on walking until you saw light shining your way.

You picked up your pace and ran towards the light. It looked so close yet so far. Then you stopped when you saw a figure.

It was a guy. His back was facing you, so you couldn't see his face.

"Nu...nuguseyo?" You asked in a soft voice while still taking small steps closer to him.

(A/N: Nuguseyo = Who is it? or Who are you?)

The guy didn't respond. He turned around though, but the light was just too fight. However you can see his smile.

When he smiled you felt your heart flutter. You felt warm, seeing him smile. So you started taking faster steps to him.

However he was so far away. Every step you took, seemed like he was even farther. Then the light was slowly fading away.

"Andwae! Andwae!" You started running however, the light became dimmer. He disappeared right before your eyes.

You fell onto your knees. Tears started streaming down you cheeks.

"Ya! Bora ileona!" You heard Mark yelling your name. You slowly opened your eyes and see Mark's face only inches away from yours.

You quickly push him away.

"Ya! Why is your face so close to mine!?" You sat up. Your cheeks started burning up. Mark just smirks.

"Go get ready. We have school." Mark walked out of the room leaving you still blushing a bit.

"Aish, that babo. Why does he always have to but his face so close to mine?" You pouted and covered your cheeks with the palms of your hands.

You let out a sigh and get dressed. As usual you still didn't want to buy the uniform. So then you dressed casual as always.

Because your a girl who has a lot of styles. You have many types of bags. And you let your hair down, because it was naturally curly.

You walked downstairs to find only Mark at the kitchen table eating.

"Where's Mr. and Mrs. Tuan?" You said as you sat opposite of Mark.

"Oh, they went to work early today." Mark says with a stuff mouth. You chuckle and just nod your head.

"I thought your omma was just a house wife?" You raised an eyebrow while eating a piece of toast.

"Oh, she used to be. But now she works because she hates staying home by herself." Mark finished his breakfast. However you were still eating (because you just started).

You watch at Mark went to the living room and sat down. You just keep on eating while looking threw your phone to find more text messages from Exo.

"Aish, they never stop when you don't text back." You scowled. You finally finished and put your plate in the sink. You ran to the front door and quickly put on your shoes.

You opened the door when you remembered about Mark. You quickly ran back to the living room to find Mark in dreamland.

"Did he not sleep? Babo, Mark ileona!" You pushed him making him lay onto the couch. Right when he hit the couch he stood up immediately.

"Ya, what the hell is your problem!?" Mark scowled. You just scoff.

"Ya, you were in your little dreamland. All I did was just give you a little push." You smirked and went back to the front door with Mark following.

You opened the door and your eyes widen.

"Ya, why did you just stop here? Ga!" Mark yelled at you but your just froze right there in the spot. You quickly shut the door and lean on it breathing hard. "What's wrong with you?" Mark furrowed his eyebrows.

"Ya, do they always come to your house early?" You said while trying to calm down your breathing.

"Nugu?" Mark peeked out and saw the dumbfounded Got7 standing outside his house just looking at each other. "Holy shit, I forgot about them." Mark looked at you with wide eyes.

"Ya, you freaking babo. You should have known." You peeked out the window and saw them still standing there. Then Youngjae made eye contact with you. However you quickly moved away from the window.

"Ah, I have an idea." Mark said right when they started pounding on the door.

"Hyung! Open the door!" BamBam yelled.

"Hyung is Bora noona with you!?" Jackson yelled.

"What are we going to do?" You eyes widen when you heard your name.

"Go threw the back door. I'll keep them from seeing you." You quickly nod and run out to the backyard.

Mark then opened the door and Got7 barges in.

"Ya, I saw Bora noona. She's in here somewhere." Jr. looked everywhere.

"Ani, mechaso. Why would she be at my house?" Mark embarrassingly smiled.

"She's in here. I know it. I even made eye contact with her." Youngjae says while walking upstairs.

Then Mark looked outside to see you running out of his front lawn. He just chuckles.

"Why are you laughing?" Jr. asked raising an eyebrow.

"Nothing." Mark went back to his poker face.

"We're probably hallucinating." BamBam walked out the house trying to remember if you were in the house.

"Yup, maybe you all just miss her." Mark walked out with the guys following.

"Probably or you just made a escape plan." JB leaned closer to Mark. Mark just fake a smile and look away,

'How did he figure that out?'

He cleared his throat and just kept walking. You finally reached school since you were running.

"That damn babo. He should have known that they always go over to his house. Better keep a good distance away from them, especially Mark. That was really close." You let out a sigh and walk inside the school to be stopped by the queenkas.

'Oh. My. Fucking. God. One day I'm going to strangle all of you.'

You stare back at Gyuri.

"What the hell do you want?" You always hated being stopped by the stupid queenkas.

"I'm just warning you to stay the fuck away from Mark. Got that!?" Gyuri glared. You just sarcastically laugh and push them out of your way.

"Ya, you little bitch! Did you not hear Gyuri!?" One of the follower yelled at you. However you just smirked and kept walking.

You sat down and put in your headphones. You stared outside thinking how your going to spend you lunch today since Exo is gone. And the past days you were only with them. But now there gone you have no one to hang out with.

You were just listening to 'Implode' by Boa.
( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbgYTIUt_b0 ) You should listen to it, it's really good. Well in my opinion.

You started flowing into dreamland until you felt someone poke your cheeks making you jump.

"Ah! Ya, nollatjana!" You pushed BamBam playfully.

(A/N: Nollatjana = You scared me!)

He just burst out laughing, so does Jr.

"Noona, mian." BamBam made a cute aegyo. You just turn away from him.

"Hey, were you at Mark's house this morning? I'm positive that I saw you open the door." Jr. leaned closer to your face, narrowing his eyes. Your eyes kind a widen, however you kept a poker face.

"Ani. I don't even know where he lives." You said while turning away from Jr.

"Ya!" You heard someone yell then Jr. groaning. "Why are you trying to kiss Bora unnie!?" Bomi's cute high pitch voice came out.

You just chuckle however you hid your smile by covering it with your hand.

"Bomi, it's not what you think. I wasn't trying to kiss her. She's old anyways. I was just suspecting something suspicious between Mark hyung and her." Jr. plead.

"Ya! Who are you calling old!" You growled at Jr. making him hang his head. Then Bomi burst out laughing.

"Aigoo, your so cute. No wonder I fell for your charms." Bomi said cutely while pinching both of Jr. cheeks hard.

"Ah ah pa! Bobo!!!" Jr. yelled out while rubbing his cheeks. You started feeling sad, hearing the nickname Bobo.

'Appa, how have you've been? Is up there better then down here.'

I tear escaped your eye.

"Unnie, gwaenchana!?" Bomi freaked out and cupped your face.

"Gwaenchana." You said while moving her hands away and wiping your tears.

"What's wrong noona?" BamBam asked in a concern voice.

"Nothing, just that my appa called also calls me Bobo." You let out a weak smile. They all just nod their heads.

"Unnie, I'm curious." Bomi sat next to Jr. while staring at you with a sad expression.

"Mwuh?" You look back at her with a slight smile.

"About your family. Like you seem so sad and depressed no matter what. However you always hide those feelings. Is there someone who comforts you. How about your omma and appa? Do you have any siblings?" Bomi ran you over with all her questions.

"Bomi, too much question. One at a time please." You narrowed your eyes at her. She just embarrassingly smile.

"Mianhae unnie. So first question. Where's your omma and appa? You always seem sad when we mention something about our parents." Bomi brightly smiled at you.

"Uh. My omma left me after giving birth to my baby sister. Then my appa...he...he passed away not that long ago." You hanged your head while small tears started to form.

"Oh, noona mianhae." BamBam wrapped his arms around you. You just lift up your head and smile.

"Gwaenchana." You wiped away your tears.

"So you had one sister. What's her name?" Jr. asked out curious.

"Well, her name is the same as this little girl sitting next to you. My appa called her Mimi. Her real name: Yoon Bomi." You let out a smile and Bomi's eyes widen.

'I...I heard that nickname before. Mimi, that was the nickname that my real appa gave me. Could Bora be my sister that I've been looking for?'

You stared at Bomi confused.

"Bomi, is something wrong?" You waved your hand in front of her face.

"Huh? Oh, ani." She just smiles.

"Any other questions?" You let out a smile.

"Was there someone to comfort you through the hard times you had?" Jr. raised an eyebrow.

"Mm. There was someone who was always by my side." You let out a small chuckle just thinking of him.

'Xiumin was always there. Now he can't be, and I'm not going to make him give up his dream just to be by my side.'

You pouted a bit while thinking of Xiumin.

"Nugu? Your boyfriend?" Bomi asked all of sudden making you come back to your senses.

"Huh? Ani. I don't have a boyfriend. But it was a guy." You said with a bright smile.

"Oh, was it...ugh what's his name?" Bomi hesitated. "I know it, just that I forgot what the hell his name is."

You chuckled at her cuteness.

'Bomi, your so like my little sister. Always know that answer however then forget right when you were going to say it. Babo.'

"Ah!" Bomi clapped her hands together at once. "It's Xiumin oppa! I'm right huh!?" Bomi leaned onto the desk.

"Majayo. It's because he was a really close friend of mine." You chuckle, while Jr. and BamBam are just confused.

(A/N: Majayo = That's right.)

'Why is Xiumin and Bora so close. I notice that their always together. Are they DATING!?'

'Why does Xiumin hyung's name always come up in our conversations. Like seriously. Bora even smiles when the name Xiumin is said. Perhaps they have a past together?'

BamBam was freaking out and Jr. was just narrowing his eyes into midair.

"Ya, what are you two doing? Thinking so heard that your veins in your head is going to pop." You looked at them confused.

"Oh, nothing." BamBam shows his angelic smile.

"I was just thinking of something." Jr. said while puffing out his cheeks.

"Thinking of the amazing girlfriend, Bomi?" Bomi raised an eyebrow while smiling with a tease.

"Mm. Always." Jr. side hugs Bomi. She just giggles.

"Ew. You two love birds go take it somewhere else." You said while looking at them with teasing eyes. They both just blush and look away like nothing happened.

"Ok class! Get out your books and start." The teacher said while sitting down.

"Seriously, I feel that. That teacher really hates us." BamBam whispered to you. You just chuckle and nod your head.

"I feel the same way too." You kept smiling.

When your first classes ended, it was your off hour. You decided to go sit outside on the rooftop and listen to music. Usually you would spend your off hour with the dorks (Chanyeol, Sehun, and Kai).

You walked out and sat on the bench facing the beautiful sky.

'Omma, appa. How are you guys? Is everything going alright up there? Why did you guys have to leave me? Even Mimi left us. I wish I can just find her. Part of me is telling me that she's up there with you guys and part of me is telling me that she's down here with me but just somewhere else. Omma, appa please watch me from up there.'

You let out a weak smile to the sky. You let out a sigh and put in your headphones. You started with the song 'My Turn To Cry' by Exo.

You sat there with your eyes closed feeling the soft cool breeze hitting your face. Swaying side to side, you didn't even notice that someone came and sat next to you. Until when you were swaying side to side, your arm hit the person's arm.

You quickly sat up and looked to see who it was. Only to find Youngjae smiling at you.

"Oh, Youngjae-shi. When were you here?" You said while taking out one of your headphones and sitting back next to him.

"Not that long ago." He chuckled. "Why are you out here by yourself?" He looked at the sky then back at you. You just look down to the ground.

"Well, I usually hang out with Chanyeol, Sehun, and Kai on my off hour. However they left for China. So it's just me for now on. I don't even have anyone to sit with at lunch. I normally sat with Exo, but their not here anymore." You pouted.

"Ah, you and Exo seem super close." Youngjae smiled at you. You just nod your head. "You can sit with us for lunch. Well we usually go out." You look at Youngjae.

"Gwaenchana. It probably be weird because I never sat with you guys. But thanks for the offer." You smiled back.

"You sure. Sometimes I see you sit alone even if Exo was here." Youngjae dazed back to the clear blue sky.

"Ah, because sometimes I like to sit by myself and enjoy myself." You chuckled a bit.

"Noona, how come you always like to be alone. How about your family, aren't they there for you?" Youngjae looked at you with a concern face.

"Omma past away after giving birth to my sister, appa passed away not that long ago, and my sister. She...she disappeared when we were little." You hanged your head in disappointment for not protecting your sister or not looking after her.

"Oh, mianhae Bora. Who helps you get through all of this then?" You sniffed and looked at Youngjae.

"Can't you tell. It's Exo who always been there for me." You let out a weak smile.

"Ah. So there like your family also. That's good. Where do you live then. By yourself?" Your eyes widen a bit.

'Shit. How am I going to say this. I can't tell him that I live with Mark that's weird. Ah, appa's best friend.'

You looked at Youngjae with a small smile.

"I live with my appa's best friend. He told me that my appa wanted me to live with him. So that my appa won't worry too much when he's gone." You let out a fake chuckle.

"That's good then. Someone your appa trust." You and Youngjae both chuckle.

"How come your so nice to me? Like your talking a lot to me the past few weeks." You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Because your like a little sister to me. I want to talk and protect you." He chuckled and then blush after just knowing what he said.

'What talk and protect you? Nice job Youngjae. Sounding like you have a damn crush on her when you don't. Babo Youngjae Babo.'

"Ah, gomawo then. Hope we can become great friends." You eye smiled.

'I hope I didn't break his heart by saying to be friends. Does he have a crush on me? Awkward...'

"Bora, I meant as a friend the whole time. Mian if I made you think that I liked you. Well I do like you but just as a friend. Well like a sister." Youngjae shyly smiled while rubbing the back of his neck.

"Ah, araseyo. I knew that." You embarrassingly smile.

***Lunch***

You walked down to the close cafe. You sat at the normal spot where you usually sat. At the corner next to the big window.

"Ya, why do you always have to come and sit in my spot?" Mark roughly sat opposite of you.

"Does it look like I care? Ani, I don't so calm your shit." You glared at him and then focus on your phone.

~From: Boazi Oppa~
~To: Yoon Bobo~

"So hows life without the amazing Boazi? Boring right?"

You just roll your eyes and chuckle. You were going to text him back until a waiter came.

"Annyeonghaseyo. What can I get this adorable couple today?" She said with a teasing smile.

"Huh? Oh your wrong. We're not-" You got cut off from Mark.

"Gomawo. My little pumpkin is always shy when people call us cute." Mark smirked at you.

"Ya! We're-" You got cut off again.

"I would like the usual but this time with a raspberry smoothie." Mark faked a smile towards the waiter making her blush. "Jagiya, what would you like?" Mark then smirked at you. You just scoff.

"I would like the lunch special and a strawberry bubble tea." You faked a smile then glared at Mark.

'I'm so going to kill you at home!'

"Araseyo." The maid bowed then left.

"What the fuck Mark? We ain't dating. But because you asked your paying for my lunch." You glared at him again.

"Nope. I'm just going to leave you after I finish." He smirked.

"Ya, mechaso!" You scowled. Then you heard your phone vibrate telling you that you have another text. You unlock your phone and see that it's from Xiumin.

~From: Boazi Oppa~
~To: Yoon Bobo~

Ya! Why aren't you answering back!? Are you mad at me for saying that? Don't worry, I miss you too. It's boring just being with these dorks. Did you know how whiny Sehun is right now. He like keeps on trying to sit on me for freaking bubble tea. Damn Luhan! Control your damn child!!! But anyways what you doing?

You let out a chuckle after reading Xiumin's stupid text.

~From: Yoon BORA~
~To: Boazi Oppa~

Kekeke I miss Sehun. That little dork. Tell him I'm having my very own bubble tea. And it's his favorite, strawberry bubble tea. Also yeah it's really boring without you guys here. I'm eating right now, since it's lunch. P.S. I knew that Sehun was whiny you babo. And plus who would be the omma or appa of Sehun. What is Luhan? The appa? Tell everyone that I miss them and for everyone to work hard!!!!!

You finished your text and you didn't even notice that the food was already here. You saw Mark enjoying his food.

"Mwuh? You could have told me that the food is here." You glared at Mark. He just shrugs his shoulders and keeps on stuffing his face. You started eating and throwing food at Mark for fun. Just to annoy him.

"Ya, stop it." Mark glared at you. You just chuckle and keep doing it. So then he started to throw food at you also. After a while your phone buzzed. You looked to see someone else, however it was still Xiumin's phone.

~From: The cutie maknae, Oh Sehun~
~To: Bora Noona~

Noona, how can you!? Drinking bubble tea without me! When I come back, you better buy me bubble tea. Oh if your wondering where Xiumin is. I locked him up in the closet. I'm like using all my strength to keep him in the closet. Oh and everyone says hi. We all miss you too. When I give the phone back to Umin hyung, tell me to buy me bubble tea. Araseyo? Saranghae noona!!!!!!!!!!!

You burst out laughing.

"Ya, what's wrong with you? Throwing food at me, now spitting your food at me." Mark growled at you. You just keep on laughing and hand him a piece of napkin.

"Mianhae. I was just laughing because of stupid people that I'm texting." You keep on laughing.

~From: Yoon Bora~
~To: The cute maknae, Oh Sehun~

Ya, why are you so mean to your hyung? Also when you come back I will surely buy you bubble tea. So don't be a little dork and cry when you don't have bubble tea. Araseyo? Tell your Umin hyung that I told him to be nice and it won't hurt to just buy the damn bubble tea. Saranghae maknae!!!!!

You looked up from your phone and find Mark gone already.

"Shit, when did he leave? Now I have to pay for my lunch." You grabbed you bubble tea and walk up to the counter. "Annyeonghaseyo. How much is it?" You asked as you were about to grab your wallet.

"Oh, gwaenchana. Your boyfriend already paid. You free to go." The lady at the counter smiled.

"Boyfriend?" You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Mm. Wasn't he your boyfriend? The one who sat with you and messed around with you." The waiter looked at you confused. You just let out a small chuckle.

"Mm, my 'boyfriend' is so sweet. Paying for me. Well thanks for telling me." You smiled and walked out while drinking your bubble tea. "Psh, so you did pay for me."

***At Home (your new home)***

You walked in to find Mrs. Tuan and Mr. Tuan sitting at the kitchen table discussing about work.

"Annyeonghaseyo." You bowed to them.

"Oh, annyeong Bora. I made you dinner. Go wash up and then you can come and eat." Mrs. Tuan gave you a motherly smile. You just nod with a smile and walk upstairs to Mark's room.

You creaked open the door slightly and peeked in your head. You saw no one.

"Oh, he's not here. That's good." You walked in and jumped while holding your chest. Mark just jumped out of no where. "Holy shit Mark. You fucking scared me. I could have had a heart attack right there." You glared at him. He just laughs.

"Well, you were in my way when I wanted to go in my room. That's why I scared you." Mark laughed and walked to his closet.

"Whatever." You scowled and went to the bathroom. "That babo. Making my heart jump." You took a quick shower and went downstairs.

"Gwaenchana? I heard that this babo scared you." Mr. Tuan said with a chuckle.

"Gwaenchana. After taking a shower, I feel better." You smiled and sat opposite of Mark. He was just chuckling. When you sat down you kicked him making him look at you. "Merong~" You sticked out your tongue and started to eat.

After a while of eating Mark would sometimes put his foot on your legs. Using you as a chair rest. But you would just push off his feet and glare at him.

You dragged yourself upstairs after helping Mark wash the dishes. You plop yourself on the couch.

"You don't want to sleep on the bed?" Mark raised an eyebrow.

"Ani, why would I want to sleep on the bed when your sleeping on it?" You rolled your eyes at him.

"Araseyo." He smirked and laid on the bed comfortable.

"Pervert." You mumbled.

"I heard that babo. I'm not a pervert. I was just being nice." Mark sang out.

"I don't care." You stick out your tongue at him.

You slowly drifted off to your dreamland.

You opened your eyes slowly and saw that you were somewhere that was beautiful. Mora like magical. You walked around and then saw a figure in front of you. His back looked very familiar.

"Nuguseyo?" You said while taking small steps closer to him. However he didn't respond.

Then for some reason it started getting brighter. You could barely see him now, because the light was too bright.

But then you can see him turn and look at you. You just couldn't see his face that clearly.

'Why does the light always have to fucking ruin my sight. I really want to know who this is.'

Notes

Who keeps on appearing in Bora's dreams???

Leave a comment. <3