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~I Can't Love Him~

Chapter Fourteen - Day One in The Tuan's House

~Your POV~
You slowly opened your eyes from someone poking your cheeks. The first thing you saw was the sunlight then you adjusted a bit and looked to see Mark looking down at you, narrowing his eyes at you.

"What do you want?" You moved making your back face him.

"Ileona, my omma made breakfast and wants us to go down together unless she won't let me eat." Mark poked your face again.

"Ya, Mark shireoyo." You slapped his hand away.

"Bballiwa, baegopa." Mark whined and kept poking my face.

"Mark!" You sat up and glared at him with your morning eyes.

"Araseyo your awake. Now go clean yourself up and come eat." You watched Mark stand up and walk away. However before he could leave, you threw a pillow at him. He turned around on his heels and furrowed his eyebrows.

"Mwuh?" He grabbed the pillow.

"What's today?" You raised an eyebrow.

"I think it's a Sunday. Yeah, it's a Sunday." Mark quickly threw the pillow back at you.

"Wae!!! Then tomorrow is school." You laid back down whining.

"Ya, bballiwa! Don't go back to sleep!" Mark came back and grabbed your wrist. He quickly pulled you up. "Bballi!" He yanked your arm. However you just sat there.

"Andwae!" You glared at him. He just lets out a (mad) sigh.

"If you don't get up while I'm still being nice, then I'm going to do it my way." You raised and eyebrow and yanked back your wrist. You laid back down.

"Shireoyo!" You narrowed your eyes at him. He rolls his neck and looks at you.

"Araseyo." He smirked. You just shut your eyes. Then you felt his arm go around your neck and behind your knees. He lifted you up bridal style.

"Mark! Mark put me down!!" You started struggling, however he held tight.

"Shireoyo, because you didn't want to wake up when I was asking nicely. This is my way to wake you up." He smirked and started carrying you towards the door.

'He's not going to carry me downstairs is he?'

"Araseyo, araseyo! Now Mark let me go. I'm fully awake!!" You yelled. Then Mark stopped and smirked again. He dropped your legs which made you hold onto him tight. Because you felt like he was going to drop you on the floor.

However it was just your legs.

"You can let go. You know that your standing right?" You looked at him and his face was only inches away. Both of you guys made eye contact. You felt your heart beating faster. You stared back into his dreamy eyes.

Right when you did, your heart beated faster. You could feel his breathe on your lips a little.

"Awake now?" He raised an eyebrow. You quickly push him away. You cleared your throat and speed walked over to the restroom.

'Mwuh? Why was my heart beating so fast? What is happening to me right now? Ani, I will not fall for him.'

You changed into a normal outfit.

You walked down the stairs slowly while peeking your head everywhere. You saw picture on the wall.

'Awe, Mark looks so cute when he was a baby. What happened to him?'

You walked towards the kitchen.

"Oh, Bora annyeong." Mrs. Tuan said happily.

"Annyeong." You awkwardly smiled. You went and sat across from Mark.

"So, did you like your first night here?" Mr. Tuan asked curious.

"Huh?" You looked at him with wide eyes.

"I mean, did you sleep good last night? If not, I'll try and quickly get the guest room ready." He smiled. You just smile back.

"Yeah, I had a good sleep last night." You faked a smile.

'Psh, I was about to die because the couch was not comfortable at all!!!'

You heard Mark chuckle. You just glare at him and he just looks at you all innocent.

"Well, I heard that you go to the same school as Mark." Mrs. Tuan looked at you with a teasing smile.

"Yeah, I do go to the same school as him." You faked another smile. You looked over at Mark again, to see him biting his lower lip.

"Well, that good. Tomorrow you two better go together." Mrs. Tuan smiled brightly.

"Huh, ah ne." You continue eating.

"Today, I won't be staying home. I'm going to go practice with the guys." Mark said after he took a sip of his orange juice.

"Araseyo, don't stay out too long." Mrs. Tuan narrowed her eyes at Mark. He just nods his head.

"So, have you figured out what your going to do for your appa's funeral." Mr. Tuan looked at you.

"Actually, I haven't. But then I think I might just do the same thing as appa did for omma when she passed away." You stared at the food sadly.

"What did he do?" Mrs. Tuan looked at you worried.

"Ah, he kept her ashes and then let it fly away with the wind at this one cliff. Before he got into the accident and became mental. He took me to this mountain and it was beautiful. He told me that, that place was where omma and appa had there first date." You weakly smiled just thinking about your appa. A tears escaped however you wiped it away quickly.

~Mark's POV~
Why did ba bring that subject up. Now she's all sad again. I hate seeing her like that. I just kept quiet and listened.

After she was done talking I could see her weak smile, then I saw a small tear escape.

I felt like a knife just stabbed me when I saw her tear.

'Why are you doing this to me, Bora? I'm dying inside just seeing you cry.'

I cleared my throat for the sad aura to go away.

"I think I better get going." I stood up slowly.

"Honey, why don't you take Bora with you. So she can get kind a comfortable with this neighborhood." Omma looked at me with her dagger eyes.

"But...ma I'm going to the practice room not around the neighborhood. And she probably doesn't want to go." I looked towards Bora who was just sitting there kind a lifeless.

"Bora, darling. Do you want to go with Mark? We also won't be here too and I don't want you to stay by yourself." Omma looked at her concerned.

"Ani, gwaenchana. Would it be alright if I stayed?" She showed a slight smile.

"Araseyo." Omma smiled and stood up. I felt kind a bad for leaving her here. But I still needed to practice. We are going to debut soon.

~Your POV~
Everyone left and it was just you and the tv.

"Asa, let's watch some dramas." You jumped onto the couch and turned on the tv. Then you slowly remembered how your appa and you would have movie nights. But now it's gone.

You just wiped your eyes just in case if a tears was going to fall. You kept changing channels until you found a drama that was on. It looked cute, so you decided to keep on watching. It was called "Scent of A Woman."

You kept freaking out on parts that was exciting. You laughed on funny parts, you felt sad on sad parts, and you felt like dying on cute parts.

It was almost midnight and you kept watching movies and dramas. You slowly fell asleep and just slept there on the couch with the tv on.

Mark finally came back and you didn't know that. You unlocked the door slowly and stepped inside. He peeked his head around and spot you sleeping on the couch. He lets out a sigh with a smile.

He walked over to you and shook his head while quietly chuckling.

"Potato couch, seriously." Mark carried you in his arms, bridal style. He slowly and carefully carried you into his room. "Should I make you sleep on the couch tonight? Probably not because then ma and ba will see you and scold me."

Mark carried you to his bed and laid you down. He fixed the blanket and still looked at you with a smile. He didn't even notice that he was sitting on the side of the bed looking at you. He slowly leaned down without himself knowing.

Then he lightly pecked your lips. He sat up quickly just thinking what he just did. He stood up and walked over to the couch with blushing cheeks. You were also blushing, even though you were sleeping. You had a sweet dream.

He quickly laid down, however got back up.

"Better take a shower first." He walked over to the bathroom and closed it quietly. However you woke up when you heard the water turn on. But you ignored it and just kept sleeping.

After a while, you smelt something good. You slowly opened your eyes and saw Mark's bare back with a towel wrapped around his lower body. You quickly shut your eyes and you were burning up.

'What the fuck!? Mark you fucking pervert. Should have put on clothes before coming out the fucking bathroom!!!'

Then you notice that you never had a blanket when you were on the couch. You checked again and notice that you were upstairs. And in Mark's room. However you just didn't know how you got up here. It's not like you were crawling like the grudge upstairs just to sleep more comfortable.

You slid down the blanket a bit and saw Mark finally in full clothes. However you could still see his bare back.

'Namichigetda! Ginja namichigetda.'

You shut your eyes and just to go back to sleep. You heard Mark's footsteps coming your way. You started panicking, however just in the inside. Then he stopped.

"Better charge my phone." You felt Mark's body over yours. Well his shirt was touching you arms. You start taking in deeper breathes.

'How long does it freaking take to charge your damn phone Mark!?'

You bit your lower lip and closed your eyes tighter. Mark then finally got off and went to the couch. He laid and down and fell asleep right away.

"Gosh, you fucking took forever just to charge your phone." You mumbled to yourself. You looked to your left and saw his phone laying right there.

'I shouldn't touch it huh? But then it looks so tempting. Should I, no I shouldn't. Ugh whatever, he's knocked out I'm going to play around with his phone.'

You slowly reached and grabbed his phone. You turned on his phone and saw his lock screen as him and his parents. You smiled just seeing that the picture was when he was so tiny.

Then you unlocked it since it didn't have a lock. His wallpaper was him hugging another girl. Just that you couldn't see her face. And the place was in the hospital.

"What are you doing?" You heard Mark's voice. Your eyes widen. You slowly turn your head to meet his face super close to yours. You swallowed your saliva.

"Nothing." You locked his phone and everything went dark. You could barely see Mark's face. He did have a window above his bed, but the light curtains were covering it.

You saw his face coming closer and closer to yours. Your heart rate started going faster. It was going to burst any second.

'Don't come closer Mark. Keep you damn distance.'

You were frozen right there. You felt like you couldn't move. His face just kept coming closer and closer to yours.

"Mar...Mark? What...What are...you...you doing?" You said while sinking more into the bed. He then stopped when both of your noses were touching.

"Taking my phone, because someone is trying to play around with it." He took his phone and charger. Then walked away.

'Holy shit, whoa. My heart was about to explode any second. Man that fucking Mark almost made me have a heart attack because of how close his face was. Our noses were even touching. Andwae, Bora calm down. Calm down. Ignore everything. Just sleep.'

You closed your eyes and took slow breathes. You calmed down and slowly drifted off to dreamland.

~Dream~
You woke up from the light shining down brightly. You sat up and found yourself at a beautiful waterfall place. You were sleeping on a picnic blanket with someone lying next to you. You were sleeping on the guy's arm. You adjusted your body and looked at him. You couldn't see his face though because he has a book on his face.

'I wonder who this person is?'

You slowly reached up to grab the book, however he grabbed your hand.

"Don't touch the book, it's helping to cover my face." A familiar voice said.

"But I want to know how you look like." You said in a cute voice.

"Shireoyo." He put your hand on his chest with his hand on top of yours.

"Just sleep babe. The breeze feels really nice right now." He then held your hand tightly. You just blushed hearing from him calling you his babe.

"I know your blushing." He chuckled under the book.

"Psh, liar." You chuckled and hugged him.
~End of Dream~

Notes

Who's the guy that Bora was laying with!? OMG! Could it be Xiumin or Mark or Someone else!!!

Comments

Wah. I'm new in kpop fanfic and this is the third story I've read. This is too good. I wish there was sequel. I really loved this story.

Wang'zouu Wang'zouu
1/8/17

I LOVE THIS STORY

catdog21 catdog21
11/17/16

Omg this was amazing, the emotions being displayed really came out. Well doneeeeee♡♡

Kkstlh Kkstlh
10/29/16

OMG this story is so good >.< Unnie you did a great job! Thank you for writing this story, Saranghae :)

BTS Kookie BTS Kookie
5/29/16

Ahh unnie, you have natural talents in writing! Omg this was so good I cried tears of joy at the end! Please continue writing more stories! Impatiently waiting ^-^! Hwaiting!

TuanTuan TuanTuan
2/28/16