Singularity
Chapter 20
Suga's Pov
I know that I've been a big jerk to Jessica,but I really do love her. I didn't realize that I loved her until, I saw the difference in her. She tried her best to live in my world and my world was complicated as I'm rich. Furthermore, my family owns everything in Korea,so its a lot to deal with than owning one company like her family. My parents have always wanted me to inherit the family company,so I did what was told of me. I've always been jealous of Jessica because she didn't have to work in a higher position like me. However, I knew that she had experience working for Fenty Rose,but her father didn't trust her enough due to how spoiled and entitled she was.
Honestly, I didn't love her as much in the beginning because she was this spoiled and entitled brat. Their was a lot of rumors about her that she could get anything she wanted from purses,clothes and cars. So, I didn't want a girl who was so materialistic and had that type of mindset. I didn't want to become her clothing item something that she can easily obtain just because she was rich and had money. I wanted real love from the heart and it seemed like she didn't have that. She was just like other women, they only wanted me because of my higher status nothing else.
On the other hand, I've been to busy into my work and other things to realized that she has changed for the better. Not only that, but I have also kept telling myself that she hasn't changed and she is the same person. However, I must let her go because I'm in love with Diana. Diana has always been the one that has been their for me through thick and thin. We went to college together and made other friends along the way. Also, Henry and Shaun doesn't really like Jessica because she isn't smart enough. Furthermore, Diana knows a lot about handling a business compared to Jessica,so it made a lot of sense. But, I don't want to leave Jessica in the end.
My mother may not be happy about this,but she would have to get over it in the end. I never wanted to be with her from the start ,so she will have to accept it and so will many others. But it wouldn't be hard, because nobody liked Jessica in the first placed either. In the end, I'll always love her no matter what. Even though, I'm with another women besides her.
I woke up early in the morning, only to find Jessica's diamond ring laying in front of me on the coffee table. I got up from the couch and starting calling her name thinking that she came back. However, she was no longer here with me in this house. Furthermore, tears kept running down my cheeks because of how much I missed her. I went up to her room and noticed that all her belongings were gone. She was never coming back to be with me,which made me sad in the end.
All of a sudden, I got a knock on the door by my best friend Jimin and his girlfriend Kimberly. They noticed how hurt I was, but they told me they needed to talk to me. So, I had invited them in and we sat down in the living room. They both glanced at me saddened,but upset which I was expecting it.
''Jessica is no longer going to be here with us anymore.'' Kimberly said straightforward
''What do you mean by that Kimberly?'' I asked confused
''Just like I said...Suga. She has left us because of you and your stupid personality.'' she shouted upset
''Calm down, babe.'' Jimin said softly
''Bro, Jessica has now left for Japan and she is not coming back. There is nothing for her here and she is taking her mother with her. Furthermore, she has nothing left here...completely nothing left. So, she made a plan to just pick up and leave everything behind. '' Jimin said
''Its all of your fault! If you hadn't had sex with that girl,Diana then none of this would've happened. Jessica changed herself for you and you couldn't notice that. Honestly, I know why you couldn't be with her because she was spoiled and entitled. However, I was her friend...her only friend. If Jessica was as bad as you pictured her to be than I wouldn't be her friend,but I was and still is. We've been friends through thick and thin.'' Kimberly said seriously
''Suga, stop believing what others think about Jessica. They don't even know her like both of us do. She is the reason me and Kimberly are now together happy as can be. Furthermore, she is the reason I'm not with another idol just like me. She has taught us both how to love one another and now she is gone. We got our happily ever after,but she didn't. She pretty much put our needs before her own in terms of love.'' Jimin told Suga
''If you don't listen to us than it was all for nothing in the end. Also, that bitch--Diana she is no good. She'll hurt you in the end, you think you know her,but you don't. She is the one who stole everything away from Jessica and so now Jessica had to leave.'' Kimberly said leaving my house
After hearing that, I didn't know what to believe anymore. A part of me didn't want to be stubborn,but I was always in love with Diana. Even though, she was Jessica's step-sister. I held the ring that I came Jessica during our wedding and threw it in the garbage. However, it made me realize that maybe our love was never to be in the end. Moreover, Kimberly was right I wasn't in love with Jessica because of her personality. However, I knew who I wanted to be with, which was my college sweet heart Diana. Diana had something that Jessica didn't have and it was intelligence.
I've always been in love with Diana and I'm not going to let her go. Kimberly and Jimin would've to just deal with my decision to be with her. Because, I'm not letting her go just to be with Jessica. Before I knew it, Diana had stopped by my house in surprise wearing a black dress that showed off her curves and she was sexy. She walked in and pushed me down on the couch. Then, started kissing me and rubbing me with her hands. As she released herself from me, she glanced at me then gave me a smirk.
She got up, grabbed my wrist and headed to Jessica's room. Later, she threw me on the bed and undressed herself. Then, she started making out with me and I took off my clothes as well. She thrusted and thrusted as we both moaned louder and louder. I couldn't believe that she was so good at sex. Furthermore, I decided to lead and I sat her on top and inserted. By the time we were done, I didn't have anymore thoughts about Jessica. My love for Diana was real as it have always been,however it made me realize that our love was never meant to be. As, she left a picture of herself with an 'X' on it.
I know that I've been a big jerk to Jessica,but I really do love her. I didn't realize that I loved her until, I saw the difference in her. She tried her best to live in my world and my world was complicated as I'm rich. Furthermore, my family owns everything in Korea,so its a lot to deal with than owning one company like her family. My parents have always wanted me to inherit the family company,so I did what was told of me. I've always been jealous of Jessica because she didn't have to work in a higher position like me. However, I knew that she had experience working for Fenty Rose,but her father didn't trust her enough due to how spoiled and entitled she was.
Honestly, I didn't love her as much in the beginning because she was this spoiled and entitled brat. Their was a lot of rumors about her that she could get anything she wanted from purses,clothes and cars. So, I didn't want a girl who was so materialistic and had that type of mindset. I didn't want to become her clothing item something that she can easily obtain just because she was rich and had money. I wanted real love from the heart and it seemed like she didn't have that. She was just like other women, they only wanted me because of my higher status nothing else.
On the other hand, I've been to busy into my work and other things to realized that she has changed for the better. Not only that, but I have also kept telling myself that she hasn't changed and she is the same person. However, I must let her go because I'm in love with Diana. Diana has always been the one that has been their for me through thick and thin. We went to college together and made other friends along the way. Also, Henry and Shaun doesn't really like Jessica because she isn't smart enough. Furthermore, Diana knows a lot about handling a business compared to Jessica,so it made a lot of sense. But, I don't want to leave Jessica in the end.
My mother may not be happy about this,but she would have to get over it in the end. I never wanted to be with her from the start ,so she will have to accept it and so will many others. But it wouldn't be hard, because nobody liked Jessica in the first placed either. In the end, I'll always love her no matter what. Even though, I'm with another women besides her.
I woke up early in the morning, only to find Jessica's diamond ring laying in front of me on the coffee table. I got up from the couch and starting calling her name thinking that she came back. However, she was no longer here with me in this house. Furthermore, tears kept running down my cheeks because of how much I missed her. I went up to her room and noticed that all her belongings were gone. She was never coming back to be with me,which made me sad in the end.
All of a sudden, I got a knock on the door by my best friend Jimin and his girlfriend Kimberly. They noticed how hurt I was, but they told me they needed to talk to me. So, I had invited them in and we sat down in the living room. They both glanced at me saddened,but upset which I was expecting it.
''Jessica is no longer going to be here with us anymore.'' Kimberly said straightforward
''What do you mean by that Kimberly?'' I asked confused
''Just like I said...Suga. She has left us because of you and your stupid personality.'' she shouted upset
''Calm down, babe.'' Jimin said softly
''Bro, Jessica has now left for Japan and she is not coming back. There is nothing for her here and she is taking her mother with her. Furthermore, she has nothing left here...completely nothing left. So, she made a plan to just pick up and leave everything behind. '' Jimin said
''Its all of your fault! If you hadn't had sex with that girl,Diana then none of this would've happened. Jessica changed herself for you and you couldn't notice that. Honestly, I know why you couldn't be with her because she was spoiled and entitled. However, I was her friend...her only friend. If Jessica was as bad as you pictured her to be than I wouldn't be her friend,but I was and still is. We've been friends through thick and thin.'' Kimberly said seriously
''Suga, stop believing what others think about Jessica. They don't even know her like both of us do. She is the reason me and Kimberly are now together happy as can be. Furthermore, she is the reason I'm not with another idol just like me. She has taught us both how to love one another and now she is gone. We got our happily ever after,but she didn't. She pretty much put our needs before her own in terms of love.'' Jimin told Suga
''If you don't listen to us than it was all for nothing in the end. Also, that bitch--Diana she is no good. She'll hurt you in the end, you think you know her,but you don't. She is the one who stole everything away from Jessica and so now Jessica had to leave.'' Kimberly said leaving my house
After hearing that, I didn't know what to believe anymore. A part of me didn't want to be stubborn,but I was always in love with Diana. Even though, she was Jessica's step-sister. I held the ring that I came Jessica during our wedding and threw it in the garbage. However, it made me realize that maybe our love was never to be in the end. Moreover, Kimberly was right I wasn't in love with Jessica because of her personality. However, I knew who I wanted to be with, which was my college sweet heart Diana. Diana had something that Jessica didn't have and it was intelligence.
I've always been in love with Diana and I'm not going to let her go. Kimberly and Jimin would've to just deal with my decision to be with her. Because, I'm not letting her go just to be with Jessica. Before I knew it, Diana had stopped by my house in surprise wearing a black dress that showed off her curves and she was sexy. She walked in and pushed me down on the couch. Then, started kissing me and rubbing me with her hands. As she released herself from me, she glanced at me then gave me a smirk.
She got up, grabbed my wrist and headed to Jessica's room. Later, she threw me on the bed and undressed herself. Then, she started making out with me and I took off my clothes as well. She thrusted and thrusted as we both moaned louder and louder. I couldn't believe that she was so good at sex. Furthermore, I decided to lead and I sat her on top and inserted. By the time we were done, I didn't have anymore thoughts about Jessica. My love for Diana was real as it have always been,however it made me realize that our love was never meant to be. As, she left a picture of herself with an 'X' on it.
