Insight
1: Seokjin
June 25, 2014
The last thing I know I took my seatbelt off for a quick second to reach for my phone in my back pocket and the next thing I know for some reason I went through the windshield window…all in a blink of an eye. It hurts. It’s cold here. Is this Heaven?
April 3, 2017
My eyes slowly opened, the sun was beaming in my face, I hear birds chirping and cars passing by, huh? Why am I outside? Where am I? The grass felt cool beneath me, I slowly sat up rubbing my eyes, why am I not at the office? I look around and saw some passerby staring at me.
I got up and brushed myself off, I must have fallen asleep here, but why here, I don’t even know this place. I reached in my back pocket for my phone, it’s not there! Where the hell can it be?? Shit! This is not good, I woke up in some strange place and late for work and also have no memory of last night! I should catch a cab home, “great” I muttered to myself, where’s my wallet?! Did I get robbed???
Maybe I should walk home, but I realize I’m lost in this unfamiliar place, maybe I should ask someone where I am, I’m really going to be late for work! “Yah, Jeongguk! Jeongguk!” I hear a voice calling out from behind me, I kept walking, “Yah! Why are you ignoring me man?” The person tapped my shoulder running up from behind me, huh??? Who’s Jeongguk??
This guy must have mistaken me for someone else, “Jeongguk, you haven’t come home last night man, I was worried about you!” “..me?” “UH…Yes, you! Are you drunk or something??” What is he talking about, clearly, I’m not the person he’s looking for, “Oh yeah, here, you left your phone back at the dorm, you’re going to be late for class again man,”
Dorm?
Class?
The mysterious guy handed me a phone…which isn’t mine, or is it? “Uh..thanks?” I look through the phone and saw nothing was relevant to my life, what in the world is going on? “You okay?” The guy asked me, he was studying my face, “Uh, n-“
“Hey Hoseok!! Hey Jeongguk!! See you guys in class!” Some girl waved at us as the guy waved back, so his name is Hoseok?
I looked in the phone again and pushed the camera button putting it in portrait mode to look at myself, I can’t look different right…? I took a look and felt my heart drop, who is this?? This isn’t me??!! W-what?? What the hell is going on!? W-who is this???!
I touch my face, my hair, my hands… am I…..am I somebody else?! “You don’t look so good man,” I dropped the phone, I feel like I’m going to pass out, this is a dream, right?! A nightmare! This can’t be real, this can’t be real.
I’m going to wake up soon…right?
The last thing I know I took my seatbelt off for a quick second to reach for my phone in my back pocket and the next thing I know for some reason I went through the windshield window…all in a blink of an eye. It hurts. It’s cold here. Is this Heaven?
April 3, 2017
My eyes slowly opened, the sun was beaming in my face, I hear birds chirping and cars passing by, huh? Why am I outside? Where am I? The grass felt cool beneath me, I slowly sat up rubbing my eyes, why am I not at the office? I look around and saw some passerby staring at me.
I got up and brushed myself off, I must have fallen asleep here, but why here, I don’t even know this place. I reached in my back pocket for my phone, it’s not there! Where the hell can it be?? Shit! This is not good, I woke up in some strange place and late for work and also have no memory of last night! I should catch a cab home, “great” I muttered to myself, where’s my wallet?! Did I get robbed???
Maybe I should walk home, but I realize I’m lost in this unfamiliar place, maybe I should ask someone where I am, I’m really going to be late for work! “Yah, Jeongguk! Jeongguk!” I hear a voice calling out from behind me, I kept walking, “Yah! Why are you ignoring me man?” The person tapped my shoulder running up from behind me, huh??? Who’s Jeongguk??
This guy must have mistaken me for someone else, “Jeongguk, you haven’t come home last night man, I was worried about you!” “..me?” “UH…Yes, you! Are you drunk or something??” What is he talking about, clearly, I’m not the person he’s looking for, “Oh yeah, here, you left your phone back at the dorm, you’re going to be late for class again man,”
Dorm?
Class?
The mysterious guy handed me a phone…which isn’t mine, or is it? “Uh..thanks?” I look through the phone and saw nothing was relevant to my life, what in the world is going on? “You okay?” The guy asked me, he was studying my face, “Uh, n-“
“Hey Hoseok!! Hey Jeongguk!! See you guys in class!” Some girl waved at us as the guy waved back, so his name is Hoseok?
I looked in the phone again and pushed the camera button putting it in portrait mode to look at myself, I can’t look different right…? I took a look and felt my heart drop, who is this?? This isn’t me??!! W-what?? What the hell is going on!? W-who is this???!
I touch my face, my hair, my hands… am I…..am I somebody else?! “You don’t look so good man,” I dropped the phone, I feel like I’m going to pass out, this is a dream, right?! A nightmare! This can’t be real, this can’t be real.
I’m going to wake up soon…right?
