I don’t know why but lately for some reason I’ve just been so grouchy and moody. “Are you serious Jimin vanilla ice cream???? I SAID CHOCOLATE!” Jimin quickly ran out the room to go back to the store to get chocolate ice cream,



“Hoseok!!! The imaginary elephant… disappeared for good,” I cried my eyes out on his shoulder as we were watching Inside Out,



“MINYONG!” I yelled, she slowly turns to look at me as she was trying her best to sneak away from me, “why…why don’t you love me!?” I cried. Honestly, my hormones have been getting the best of me and I know I’m such a pain in the ass being around everyone. But it’s only for 2 more months hopefully…

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“Yuna! Yuna! Wake up jagi! It’s Christmas!!” Jungkook jumps up and down like an excited kid on the bed, I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the clock to only see it was 6:15 AM. “Jagi, c’mon lets open gifts!!” he squealed, ugh, he’s so annoying! “MERRYYY CHRISTMASSSS” Hoseok barged in our room, “Did I hear you guys are awake??” Jimin followed up behind him grinning, ugh, they’re all so loud, “Merry Christmas guys!!” Jungkook threw his hands up! “You guys, you guys!! It’s snowed last night!!!!!!!” Namjoon ran into our rooms, I forgot him and Min were sleeping over, “Yay SNOW!!” Minyong cheered,



“ugh…will you all JUST BE QUIET?!” I yelled, they all stopped and turned to me, I’m just feeling so annoyed right now, I know it’s Christmas and all but I just….don’t feel so good. I quickly got out of bed and ran into the bathroom to puke. Great, I thought this was over, “Jagi, are you alright? Do you need anything?” Jungkook murmurs next to me, “I just need you all to GET OUT!”

I went back to bed as the rest of the guys and Min went out to play in the snow. I don’t know why I feel like this, it’s just…today isn’t a great day for me.

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*JK’s POV *

“I don’t get it, it’s Christmas, why is she acting this way?” I groaned, sitting on the snowy bench outside out complex. “Those hormones man,” Namjoon says walking over to me, “She’s gotten worst,” Jimin muttered making a snowball, “I…think I know why she’s acting this way, and it’s not just the hormones,” Minyong walks over sitting next to me,

“Why?”

“Years ago, on Christmas her dad left her and her mom,” “What…really?” “Yeah, she never admits it but…I know Christmas is her least favorite holiday.” “Whoa,” Hoseok whispered, “She…never told me that,” Minyong shrugged, “I guess it’s something you don’t share often.” We all sat on the bench quiet watching the snowflakes beginning to slow down. “You know what, we’re going to make it the best Christmas for her,” I stood up, “Are you…still going to…propose as planned?” Namjoon asked…

It was 1 in the afternoon and Yuna just woken up walking out of our room. “Oh Yuna, Merry Christmas,” Jimin nervously waved at her, we were all gathered by the tree and had special lunch that we made earlier on the table, “You hungry? We were waiting for you to wake up to eat,” I smiled, “N-no, I don’t really have an appetite.” She half smiled,

“Oh, okay, well we have your gifts that haven’t been opened,” She walked over to us and sat next to me as Minyong gave her her gifts. “Merry Christmas Yuna,” She smiled, “Merry Christmas Min,” She replied back, she opened her gift and smiled wide, “A new Michael Kors bag! Thank you Min!”



“Well here’s MY gift,” Jimin pushed his gift towards here, Minyong rolled her eyes, Yuna smiled as she opened her gift, “Aw, oh my god this is so cute, matching outfits with little one! Thank you Jimin,!” Jimin smiled proudly pushing his hair back. Yuna opened and loved all her gifts from everyone, even my first gift to her which was a new laptop.

Minyong side eyed me pushing me to….ask Yuna…the big question. The ring was in my back pocket and for some reason, my hands were sweating so much. “Thank you all…really, today has been…fun,” she sighs looking down at her belly, her facial expression changed and I could see a single tear falling down her cheek, “Yuna?” Hoseok whispered looking worried,

Yuna quickly got up and ran back to our room, “Sorry today just isn’t a good day for me,” and slammed the door. Namjoon turned to look at me frowning, frowning I guess because the ring box was already in my hand.




“I guess…it isn’t the right time…” I whispered.

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