“Jungkook, I’m sorry about yesterday…” he turned to face me in bed, “I pretty much ruined our first Christmas,” I frowned, “You didn’t really ruin it Yuna,” he sighs, “Just…talk to me, what’s going on?” Pretty much after I opened gifts I went to bed and slept the whole afternoon/night away, I had a few missed calls from my mom but I didn’t really want to talk to anyone, I just wanted to be left alone.

“I don’t’ know if Min told you or not but…I’m not a big fan of Christmas,” I mumbled, “It’s…about your dad…right?” he looks at me with sincere eyes, I nodded. “He ruined my favorite Holiday, it’s…unforgivable. Y’know, it’s one thing to cheat on my mom, but…to leave us all behind on the happiest time of the year like…what possesses someone to do such a thing?! I was only 9 for God’s sake, it’s scarred me.” I paused to keep myself from crying,

“Marriage is supposed to be a sacred commitment with someone you trust with your whole heart, it could be a beautiful thing, or it could…be the end of you. I don’t, I don’t think I ever want to go through something like that,” I felt a tear leaving my eye, “No one’s ever going to love you the way you love yourself, so…why even bother marrying.”
Jungkook bit his lip nodding,

“Yeah…,” he said in a dejected tone.

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*February *

“Baby girl looks so healthy Ms. Kang,” Dr.Chin smiled at me taking the heart Doppler off my belly, “Her heart rate is normal, aren’t you excited, just a few more weeks.” “Nervous actually,” I nervously laughed. “Don’t worry, you and Jungkook have been taking the birthing and parenting classes seriously?”

“Mmhm, it helps but I feel like when she’s born I forget everything I learned.” “That’s okay, our nurses will assist you and help you take care of her here in the hospital.” “Oh thank God,” I sigh sitting up pulling my shirt down.” And just like that in 3 weeks, I will be giving birth to Jungkook’s and I’s baby, it’s unbelievable. Jungkook has been busy with promoting his album lately and I’m nervous that I’ll probably go into labor with his schedule so busy, I don’t want him to miss the birth of our daughter.

We haven’t really talked about letting the public know about our baby, I’m so scared how his fans are going to react, I mean sure they had mixed feelings after finding out Jungkook and I were dating but this, THIS, is huge, it’s already bad enough I got pregnant at the beginning of our relationship…and that we’re not married.

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I sigh in exhaustion as I finished up rearranging our daughter’s room. I’ve been “nesting” lately and if feels as I can’t feel satisfied with everything around here. I decided to take a break leaning my back against our daughter’s cute white crib, I picked up the pink stuffed elephant Jungkook bought her and smiled at it.



“This is crazy,” I whispered, “It’s surreal you’ll be here really soon,” I looked down at my large belly, this was such an emotional journey, finding out I was pregnant, surviving pregnancy symptoms, having Jungkook’s fans finding out about our relationship, hiding the pregnancy, finally getting closure on my last relationship which was a miracle, and…getting closer to Jungkook.



“Ahem,” I looked up and saw Jungkook walking in making a funny face at me, “Hey,” I smiled widely, “What are you doing home?” “I got let off early,” he smiled taking a seat on the floor next to me, “Cleaning all day again huh?” he asked looking at the stuffed elephant, “Yeah, I just want everything perfect for her when she gets here,” “It’ll be.” He reassured me smiling, I laid my head on his shoulder as we sat in silence enjoying each other’s company, “Remember last year when we first met,” he asked looking straight ahead, “Yeah, that was crazy,” “I asked you out, well, tried, and you thought I was some maniac or something,” he laughed, “Because you are,” I laughed also, “Who would of thought we would end up like this, meeting you on valentine’s day, and now in the same month on this year you’ll be having my baby.” “That’s so crazy,” I whispered looking up at him, “I’m glad this all happened,” I kissed his lips,

“We are…meant to be.”

Notes

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