Twice- a BTS reader

I went home that day frustrated... I have to find a way to go to Seoul with Taehyung.
It was my wish I made 9 years ago, back in my old childhood. I can't just let it go...
I want to help Taehyung... To become the best he can be. To become the Taehyung I know that will shine like a star on stage and be the cutest little boy behind it...
"Jieun-ah~ You're back~" Mom smiled at me, she was cooking in the kitchen. Surprisingly, in this new childhood, my mom is an amazing chef, unlike my last one.
I know this last childhood thing sounds weird. But this is what's happening. I'm now 15, a year until I return to my "actual" age.
"Mom, Can I ask you something?" I asked her.
"Yeah?" Mom replied.
"Can I go to school in Seoul?" I asked.
Mom looked a little shocked, "What for?"
"So I can... You know... Be closer to Baekhyun and.... Have better education? You know... Daegu is only a small city." I said.
"Alone?" Mom asked, still looking worried, "How are you gonna survive?"
"I.... Uh... Taehyung is going too... He's going to become a trainee." I said.
Mom laughed, "Just because he was spotted by a small company doesn't mean he's gonna become a trainee. He still has to audition. Plus I've never heard of Bighit or anything like that, he might never be able to debut. "
"He'll become one, I just know it. And he will debut for sure. " I said confidentially.
"How come your so sure?" Mom asked doubtfully.
I just know it, mom, I've been through all this.... But I can't say that...
"Because I trust him," I said.
Mom shrugged, "If you really want to go... I guess you'll have to find yourself a school. You're old enough to do it yourself."
"REALLY?!" I almost screamed, so surprised mom actually agreed.
"Give it a try." Mom said, and smiled, "But remember this... If you ever feel like giving up... There's always your home at Daegu welcoming you."
I smiled and hugged her.
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"What is it Taehyung?" It was 5 AM in the morning and I'm half awake when Taehyung gave me a call.
"Jieun-ah! Meet me at the park in 5!" Taehyung said, his voice sounding anxious. Is it something urgent??
"Why...." I asked. I could barely open my eyes.
"Just come!" Taehyung said as he hung up.
"YAH KIM TAEHYUNG!" I yelled but I realized he hung up...
"Assi...." I rolled out of bed and put on a random pair of sweatpants with a huge sweater and headed outside.
I ran towards the park... I'm actually kind of worried now... What happened? did something happen in his family?
When I got to the park I saw Taehyung sitting on the bench alone.
"Taehyung!" I waved, "What's up?"
The first moment he saw me he buried his head on my shoulders and started sobbing.
What is this?! He sounded fine on the phone...
I didn't know what to do... So I rubbed my hands on his back, "What happened, Tae?"
"I..... I didn't make it....." He said while sobbing.
"Make what?"
"The audition... I failed...." He said.
What.... This can't be!!! Taehyung debuted as a member of BTS... Can history possibly change?! Was it because of me?! But Taehyung must be devastated.... This is his biggest dream ever!! Now that is destroyed....
"Aw..... Taehyung-ah... I'm.... I'm so sorry....." I hugged him tightly.
There was a slight moment of silence.... Then he screamed.
"JUST KIDDING!!!! I MADE IT!!! I'LL BE A TRAINEE AND THEY EVEN FOUND A SCHOOL FOR ME TOO!!!"
My mind went blank for a second......
DID HE JUST LIED TO ME?!
"YAH!" I yelled, pushing him away, "I was so worried!!!!!!!"
"HAHAH~" Taehyung laughed cutely, "You're cute when you're worried. "
"Kim Taehyung.... I'm leaving." I rolled my eyes at him and started to walk away, but he grabbed me and lifted me up.
He swung me in circles, "HAHAHAH~ IM SO HAPPY."
I couldn't do anything but smile.... To be honest.... I'm happier than you Taehyung.
Taehyung and I both sat on the bench, we looked at the sun as it began to rise.
It was gorgeous... It reminded me of Taehyung.... He was like the sun, starting to rise little by little... I know that one day that he will rise to the top of the sky... But I'll always be the one watching him from the earth. Even though we might seem to be getting closer... But the actual gap between us is increasing... I... Don't want to lose him... I can't let him go alone...
"What school are you going to?" I asked him.
"Seoul's Art High School." He replied.
I nodded, should I tell him I'll be going with him?.... Or should I surprise him?
"I'll miss you." He said suddenly and stared me.
I was shocked and surprised by the tenderness in his eyes. But I broke into an evil smile.
"I won't."
"YAH!" Taehyung whined, giving me the "I'm hurt" look.
I smiled, "Because I'll be going with you."
Taehyung eyes grew wide, "FOR REAL?!!"
"Do I look like I'm kidding?" I laughed. He looked so cute.
"Uh... I don't know..." Taehyung hesitated.
"You silly." I rubbed his hair. He smiled at me cutely... I wish this moment can just keep going forever and never stops...
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Taehyung and I spent the next few days getting our enrollment for Seoul's Art High. Since I did really well in school (because I knew everything), the school accepted me immediately. And also Taehyung because... He's Taehyung.
It was Friday that we took off for our journey to Seoul. Both of my parents cried, so did Taehyung's.
"Jieun-ah... Eomma will miss you... Take care of yourself, okay? Also, help Taehyung when he's having a hard time." Mom said as she hugged me. Dad didn't say much, but I could tell he'll miss me...
I'll miss them so much... I've never been apart from my family before... This is the first time in my life...
Taehyung and I waved a goodbye to our family one more time and stepped into the train station.
"Are you scared?" I asked him.
He shook his head, "Not really... Are you?"
"No~" I smiled, "I have my Taetae with me, why would I be scared?"
He puts his arm around my shoulder, "Let's go~ Don't want to be late for the train ride."
I nodded and followed him, he has really grown... He's already a head taller than me... I feel so small beside him.
Taehyung helped me to carry my luggage on the train. The train was crowded with travelers. It had to stop a bunch of times before we arrive Seoul. I was feeling anxious and excited... Did I make the right choice?...
I think I did.... This is the only way to be with Taehyung and protect him... And I believe this is the best way.
"Jieun-ah~" Taehyung called me.
"Yeah?"
"Do you want to become a trainee?" He asked suddenly.
"I don't know... Why?" I asked.
Taehyung shrugged, "I dunno. So we can be together all the time... You know."
I smiled, "You really can't be alone at all, can you?"
"Nope~" He laughed cutely, I squeezed his cheeks, "Aigoo... Cutie~"
He laughed cutely, his mouth slightly forming a heart (CLASSIC TAE SMILE IS BACK)
We kind of grew silent since people on the bus were staring at us. Then I asked him something, "Taehyung-ah... What if your PD Bang doesn't let me stay in your dorm room with you?"
I never really looked up apartments for rent, and Taehyung and I also assumed that I will be fine living in his dorm room.
"Who said we're gonna tell him?" Taehyung gives me a playful smile.
"Ooh... Bad boy Kim Taehyung." I chuckled.
Taehyung wrapped his arms around me and leaned his head on my shoulder, "Don't worry so much wuli Jieun. Just go to sleep..."
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We arrived after a few hours, and I woke up right on time. Most people on the train have left.
Again, Taehyung dragged both of our luggage out of the train. He has really become stronger... Considering he's turning 16 this year... (it's 2011)
"Is the dorm room far?" I asked him.
Taehyung shook his head, "They said it's around 20 minutes from the train station. Let's call a taxi."
I nodded.
We found an empty taxi on the way out of the train station, this time I got to see Seoul... For real...
I've seen so many pictures of Seoul and have lived in Korea for about 9 years now... But I was stuck in Daegu for 9 years... Fun...
"Wow.... Daebak!" I said excitedly, Taehyung looked as excited as I did.
I stuffed our luggage into the car and hopped in.
"We're you heading to, kids?" The taxi driver asked.
"We're going to Big Hit Entertainment building please," Taehyung said since the trainee dorm room was basically right next to the building.
"Got you." The taxi driver and nodded and began driving.
"How many trainees are there?" I asked Taehyung.
Taehyung thought for a moment, then said, "About 9 including me I think... 2 are new like me and the rest have trained for a year or so."
"You have your own rooms right?" I asked.
Taehyung nodded, "I think so... And you wouldn't mind sharing one with me right?"
I gave him the death stare, "Yah, Kim Taehyung!"
He laughed, rubbing my hair, "Looks like you don't really have any other choice."
True... I don't... But... I WILL BE IN SAME ROOM AS KIM TAEHYNG AHHHH SOMEONE STOP ME!!!
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We got off the taxi and dragged our luggage to the building. It was an old apartment building, it looked clean and nice for trainees to live in. It's also pretty close to the school we're going to.
"Which floor?" I asked.
Taehyung looked at his tiny iPhone 4, "Um... 6th?"
"Elevators?" I asked.
"Nope..."
Shit.... Kill me... Now...
Taehyung laughed out loud and grabbed my luggage again, he was holding one in each hand.
"Wow, Kim Taehyung... Impressive." I chuckled, Taehyung giggled and showed off even more.
After the long and tiring journey to the sixth floor, Taehyung almost collapsed, so I helped him to drag the luggage on top.
Taehyung typed in the password to the dorm room, since it was code lock. The password was 1357, easy to remember.
He opened the door and called "Hello", no one answered. Guess we're the only ones here... The dorm room was very big, Taehyung said he's sharing it with a bunch of other guys, there's a small kitchen, living room, and dining table.
"My room is room C... " Taehyung searched around for his bedroom, which is soon our bedroom.
"Ah, there it is." Taehyung smiled and opened the door.
Shocked. The door had 2 bunk beds and it was actually pretty big. It room looked like if someone has been in here but still pretty nice.
"Wow..." I said, examining the room, "The company is treating you very well."
Taehyung smiled, "Of course, because I'm Kim Taehyung."
I laughed and put my stuff on the floor, "I call bottom bunk." I said quickly.
"YAH!!" Taehyung whined, "You always get the better one."
I stick my tongue out at him, "Just sleep on the other bed then."
"True, I will-
Before he could finish the door suddenly swung open. Two heads emerged.
"....." I was a little shocked... I thought no one was home and this is Taehyung's room?
"Is this room C?..." Taehyung asked quietly.
One of the "heads" walked in awkwardly, he was a guy who looked like our age. He was medium height (kinda short), his face was chubby, but he was wearing a sleeveless shirt, showing his defined and muscular arm... I looked at his face carefully and immediately recognized him...
PARK JIMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I'm about to scream.... Seriously... I need to calm... But it's Park Jimin my loveeeeeee (I love the maknae line ever since 2013 so you understand me right?)
But I had to act like I didn't know him, so I cleared my throat, "Who... are you?"
"I'm Park Jimin." He smiled, looking cute and innocent, very different from that sexy Jimin I know... (I mean he's also a mochi so...), "And you are.... Kim Taehyung? The new trainee?"
Was he looking at me?..... Do I really look like a boy?
I heard Taehyung giggling so I quickly said, "No.... He's Kim Taehyung. I'm Park Jieun." The moment I said my name I suddenly realized Jimin and my names sounded like siblings... oops...
Jimin laughed, "Looks like I found myself a sister." Then he looked behind the door, "Yah, just come out already, new friends are here."
The second "head" slowly moved from behind the door. He was slightly shorter than Jimin, his face looked babyish but cute. He smiled shyly at us and showing his cute bunny teeth.... So he must be.....
JEON JUNGKOOOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK (I'm loosing my mind again...)
"Hi..." He smiled shyly.
I smiled back, I couldn't do anything but smile... But seriously... If this is happening to any of you.... You understand what I'm going through... Right??!!
I mean... It's BTS!

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