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Twice- a BTS reader

Six Again



I woke up feeling slightly light-headed. I could vividly hear the sound of a dog barking, that was strange... My dog never barks...
I pulled open my blanket and got off the bed. The sun was shining through my window. Again... strange... I swear there was a storm last night, a huge one... How could there possibly be sun today?
I finally opened my eyes completely and realized....My blanket looked different... My bed looked different... The entire room... Looked completely different.
I felt shorter than usual, I'm the same height as the nightstand on the corner of the room...
"What the hell is happening..." I cursed to myself. But instead of English, what came out of my mouth is Korean instead...
"Holy shit!" I screamed again, I didn't know I could curse in Korean...
Then I heard someone yelled in the living room, "JIEUN!! GET UP!!!!!!!!!"
It was my mom's voice, she sounded younger than usual, but she wasn't speaking English, instead... It was Korean...
"COMING!" I screamed back in Korean, I tried to say it in English, but it didn't work....
Calm calm calm... This is probably just a dream...
I went into the bathroom and was about to brush my teeth... Until I saw my little face in the mirror...
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I looked like me... Except... The little me from 10 years ago...
I LEGIT LOOK 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My hair was in this cute medium length hairstyle, my face was chubby and I'm TINY. Then I just noticed how tiny my eyes were compared to my face... And my hands were the chubbiest thing ever. It kind of reminded me of Jimin's hands... Haha~
"Ew." I said to myself (in Korean), "I was an ugly baby."
I'm probably dreaming again. I've had so many dreams where I just go back to my childhood and... You know... See my old self again... I was a happy 6-year-old, happier than the 16-year-old me.
I pinched my own arm as hard as I could, hoping to feel nothing and maybe wake up.
But instead... I felt pain and screamed again. Great... So this is ALL real.
My door swung open and a boy who looked like he would be 10 merged in. He looked extremely familiar... But I wasn't sure who he was...
"PARK JIEUN!" He yelled, "Do you really have to scream that much in the morning?"
This voice... Could he possibly be....
"BAEKHYUN!" I heard my mom's voice coming from the living room, "Be nice to your sister!"
BYUN BAEKHYUN??!! FROM EXO??!! MY SECOND FAVORITE GROUP??! And since when did I get a brother?! I've always been an only child... (which I hate)
"Byun Baekhyun?!" I gaped at him. Completely shocked.
He looked confused, "I'm PARK Baekhyun... Remember? We're siblings, we have the same last names?" He sounded like a 10-year-old trying to talk like a teen.
"Huh?" As I recall, it's Byun Baekhyun, not Park... And Baekhyun is my... oppa? WTF?!
Baekhyun looked annoyed, "Hurry up and get ready for school. It's your first day as a first grader."
"DUDE I'M SIXTEEN!" I wanted to scream that but decided not to, it will just make everything more confusing.
Baekhyun left me alone in my room, trying to catch up on what is happening.
So I'm still Park Jieun... But the 6 years old one... I looked like how I would look when I was 6... But I speak only Korean and I have a new brother named Park Baekhyun... not Byun Baekhyun but they looked the same. I also have a dog who barks...
Okay just kill me already this is too confusing for a 6-year-old...
After brushing my teeth and washing my face I walked towards my desk for my backpack. I expected it to be a little Hello Kitty or Disney Princess backpack... But Instead, it was a black backpack with nothing on it but my name written in Korean (Surprised I can read it, can a normal 6-year-old read? Not really ... So I'm peculiar : P)
Next to my bed was my uniform. It was a blue polo shirt with a little white skirt. Cute... BUT I HATE UNIFORMS... I wore it every day in my old school, why do I still have to?! -.-
I put it on and headed outside. And there I saw my mom standing in the kitchen. She was wearing a flower apron. Her hair was long agnd wavy, which is something my actual mom in American never tried before... She looked younger and taller, considering I'm the height that I am right now...
"Morning Jieun~" She smiled at me and hugged me.
I sat down on the table, Baekhyun was already there, eating his ramen.
"Here you go." Mom handed me the ramen, "I expect that you know how to eat by yourself. " She laughed.
"Of course," I said, really want to roll my eyes. I don't find that funny but.... You do you, mom.
"And here." Mom said as she handed me a paper, "Your first day of school paper thing. Give it to your teacher when you get there, okay?"
I nodded as I looked at the paper. It was an information profile about me.
"Daegu first elementary school" Wait a minute... Daegu?! Am in Korea now?! WTF... And as I recall.... TAEHYUNG IS FROM DAEGU!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Name: Park Jieun
Born: August 19th, 1996 in Daegu, South Korea
WAIT WHAT?!!! I was born on 2000, not 1996... but I kept on reading.
Enrollment date: 2002/9/1
Class: 1-6
Teacher: Mrs. Oh Soojyeon
Ok ok.... Hold on.... So I'm from Korea and was born on 1996...If I didn't make any mistakes.... Right now it is the September of 2002?! This is bizarre. Completely crazy...
"Hurry and eat. You don't want to be late for school right?" Mom smiled at me.
"Right." I smiled... But I actually do want to be late.
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Baekhyun and walked on the path that I've never walked on before. It was a muddy road. We lived in a small apartment building, which is something most Korean people live in.
"Hurry!" Baekhyun yelled, "I don't want to be late."
I rolled my eyes and followed him. The little Baekhyun is REALLY annoying.
The school wasn't far from our house, it only took about 10 minutes of walking. The school was tiny compared to the ones in America. It looked old since.... You know... It's 2002.
Baekhyun and I walked inside the campus, we were on time, so the guards didn't lock us out.
"Go to that building, the red one. Okay? I'm in the blue building, I'll take you home later on today." Baekhyun said as he walked away.
"Jeez, I'm not 6!" I screamed to him but regretted the second I said it. Because I'm actually 6 now...
I walked inside the red building trying to find room 1-6, it took me a while since room 1-6 is all the way on the back.
I went into the classroom, a woman greeted me. She must be Mrs.Oh Soojyeon.
"Hello, can I have your enrollment paper please?" Mrs. Oh asked.
I handed her the paper quietly, waiting for her to take an action.
"Park Jieun? " She smiled at me, "Go sit on seat number 19 please."
I nodded as I realized that all the seats were numbered. I found number 19 very quickly since it was on the back.
I sat down alone waiting for class to begin. It's so boring... For a sixteen-year-old to learn in a first-grade classroom. I bet I know better than the teacher (JK).
I took out my books and left them on the desk. There are no lockers in Korea, so I'm not really used to it yet. I always just stuff everything in my locker and go to class, but now it's different.
I laid my head on my desk and began to rest. It has been a long and confusing morning. I was trying to figure out everything that had happened. I wanted to cry... What is happening... What kind of world am I in... Now I actually want to go back to my normal life as an average BTS fan...
Suddenly, a pair of small hands patted my shoulders, "Are you sad?"
That was the cutest child voice I've ever heard. It was a boy, I could tell. He sounded so familiar, his baby voice sounded so adorable while comforting. I looked up, I saw his face. I almost screamed.
I recognized him.... Of course, I did....
It was him... Really him... But the younger version of him... The 6-year-old version of him.
The boy smiled at me, "I thought you were sad. My name is Kim Taehyung."
I recognized him because his face looked the same as it did when he's 21... I mean... I also saw a million childhood pictures of him... But he looked so much cuter in person!!!!!!
Now I'm starting to get what's going on.... The wish I made last night... Of starting over again... Growing up with Taehyung... Be with him since day 1.... I get it now.... THIS IS ALL COMING TRUE.
Taehyung sat down next to me, on seat number 18, "What's your name?"
"I... I'm Park Jieun." I said while blushing... CALM DOWN JIEUN HE'S JUST A SIX-YEAR-OLD.....
BUT HE'S KIM TAEHYUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
"Let's be friends." He said while reaching out his hands.
I chuckled a little. How pure and cute, and shy at the same time. I reached out my hands and shook his tiny hands. I smiled, he did too. Neither of us let go until the bell rung and class began...
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Baekhyun, Taehyung and I walked home together that day... and every single day from that day and on.
Shocked to find that Taehyung and I lived in the same community. I can run to his house in 5 minutes. So I did that every single day after dinner.
School work came easy to me (because I knew everything) and also Taehyung because he's a smart boy. Baekhyun was popular in school, among boys and girls.
Taehyung and I grew closer and closer. He knew everything about me and I knew everything about him. He was my only friend, and I was his only friend. We also talk to other people, but when it comes to real friendship, it's just the two of us.
It was second grade that I start to realize my mind is starting to "immature". I no longer think or act like a sixteen-year-old, instead, I lived as a real 7-year-old girl and had all the fun I didn't have in my last childhood.
Taehyung and I fought sometimes, but after about 3 hours, one of us will run to the other and say "I'm sorry."
During third grade, there was a camping trip. Taehyung and I shared a tent, and we basically talked the entire night. None of us slept for a minute.
There was also 3 other kids who we became friends with during third and fourth grade. It's the Chubby Do Younghae a.k.a Dodo, tall as hell Lee Jinna, and the funniest kid in school- Jung Daebuk.
We became the big 5 in our school. We never ate lunch in the cafeteria, we all go on top of the roof and eat our lunch there. Yet we were never caught.
The 5 of us, Dodo was the oldest, then it was Jinna, Taehyung, Daebuk and me. Jinna and Dodo are cousins, but they are always fighting. Which is sometimes entertaining to watch. Daebuk is our happy virus, making us laugh 24/7. Jinna was 10 years old and 163 cm tall. And Taehyung... The best looking 10-year-old boy you can ever find.
I kept my real identity a secret... To everyone... After a while... All of it became forgotten memories...
Sometimes I really want to tell Taehyung that he will become a k-pop star... But I never know where to begin.
Baekhyun was 14 at the time, his face was changing... Puberty was hitting him. Girls wrote him love letters and asked him out. But he just laughed and say "Maybe another time."
Baekhyun was taking dance lessons and soon he got spotted by SM and left to Seoul to become a trainee.
EXO IS BEGINNING TO FORM AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
It's funny to be the person who knows everything that's gonna happen.... Since I'm basically living in history right now...
Time past by quickly... Middle school started quickly. Dodo went to another middle school, but the rest all went to the same school. We changed from the big 5 to the big 4...
Only Taehyung and I were in class 7-3, Jinna and Daebuk were in 7-5. We kind of grew distant... But we kept on eating lunch on the room top until one day we were caught by the janitor.
Middle school ended with the news of Taehyung being spotted by Bighit. I knew it~ XD
Taehyung was 15 years old at that time. He said if he passes the final audition, he can go to Korea and become a trainee. I was happy for him but also sad.... If he went to Seoul... I'll be in Daegu all alone...
After the 9 years long friendship... My life won't be the same without him. We grew used to each other.
He seemed to be reading my concern, one day he told me this.
"I'll just not go to the audition... It's not that big of a deal. I'm not that interested anyways..." He said.
I knew he was doing it for me. I knew about his huge desire for music. He learned the saxophone for 6 years but had to give up because of family problems. They have 3 children, and saxophone lessons are very expensive. He was forced to drop it.
But he was working hard on his vocals ever since.... I know that he wants to become a Kpop star which I know he will become.
"Go, Taehyung. Give it a try. Don't worry about me. Live the life you have dreamed."
Taehyung looked at me then pulled me into a tight hug... I couldn't believe how much changed in 9 years... From that tiny boy who was actually slightly shorter than me to this tall boy who gives me the feeling of security and happiness...
I was so glad I could see this change in him.... I was glad I made that silly wish 9 years ago which I thought will never come true....
Taehyung-ah.... Don't worry... I'll find a way to support you forever...

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