So Much For Being Siblings

“Not like I care.” I stated, crossing my arms. It had been stated in a playful tone as I was not able to keep myself from smiling after hearing Jimin say he didn't like Linda.

A smile crept up his face as he said, “Mhm. Sure you don't.”

I forced myself to give him a frown and pushed him off the couch. “Go away.”

He came closer,being adorable as he was. Lil’ Mochi boy.


I rolled my eyes. “Ugh. Fine. Then I'm leaving.” I said as I headed towards my bedroom.
Jimin was still calling me when I slammed my bedroom door as loudly as possible to signal that I did not want to hear him.

Sitting in front of my desk, I just sat there and looked at my messy desk. Pens and pencils all over messy and disorganized piles and piles of papers and notebooks. Another thing that was all messed up were my feelings. ‘I am an asshole’ I kept telling myself.

I was a bitch because I was jealous over a friend that likes Jimin. And now, Jimin gets close to me, trying to be considerate and nice and all I know how to do is push him away and act cold. What am I doing. What am I doing. What am I doing. This is wrong.

“I can’t freakin' DEAL with this. Why can’t I just love someone properly? Why when I like one guy, he has to be my soon-to-be step-brother. And then I like someone else, and my best friend ends up liking him? WHY? Why is life so unfair?” I complained in a low voice, only for myself to hear. But I really wanted to talk to someone about all my problems. I wanted to find someone so spill everything to. I just don’t know who.

My phone gave off a ding sound. I slowly went to see who texted me. I really wasn’t in the mood of texting anyone at the moment.

‘Rapmonie’

A small smile spread across my face as I picked up my phone and opened the message. I might actually start liking this guy. He was sweet after all. But I still felt like I was using him. After all, I still had feelings for BOTH Suga and Jimin. And then I just agreed to date him when I saw nothing in him but a classmate. I was actually starting to develop romantic feelings towards him as well, but it doesn’t make me feel any less guilty, nor does is make me feel any less than a slut, a whore.

Rapmonie: Hey sunshine. You wanna go get some ramen?

Kana: OMFG. Yes I love ramen. Do we go now?

Rapmonie: Yep.

Kana: where r we gonna meet?

Rapmonie: I'm gonna pick you up from your house.

Kana: K, sure. Where u at now?

Rapmonie: already waiting outside of your house.

Already outside my house? I shot up and put a black jacket over my simple shirt and headed downstairs. Jimin was there sitting at the table he noticed me coming down the stairs and his eyes lit up.

I ignored him and ran to the door.
“Are you seriously heading out at this hour? It's 7:52 pm. Pretty much 8:00” Jimin stated.
I rolled my eyes in annoyance. “That ain't late.”

“Mom and dad aren’t here. They left me responsible.” He stated.

I rolled my eyes AGAIN at his remark. “Doesn’t make you my boss Jimin. I’m old enough to head out if I want to. It's my choice. So shut up and mind your own business.”

I opened the door and found Rapmonster standing at the gates. As soon as I opened the door he looked up and smiled brightly. “Hey Rapmonie~~~” I squealed happily as I ran over to hug him.

He chuckled and hugged back. “Shall be go?”

I backed up a bit and answered, “Oh. Wait. I want to change out of these pants. They’re too thin. It’s kind of chilly. I’m going to change my pants. Come in.”

And so we entered my house and I told Rapmonster to wait in the living room while I went upstairs to my bedroom to change into a pair of comfortable jeans.

As I went upstairs, I heard nothing from downstairs. I must’ve been quite awkward for both Rapmonster and Jimin.

When I finished changing, I went back down and found Jimin drinking a coke. I ignored him and pulled Rapmonster’s wrist. “Let’s go before it gets really dark.” I said.

“Sure thing, babe.” Rapmonster stated oddly loudly as we exited my house for ramen.

While I was getting ready to have a great time, someone else was pissed.

Notes

It ain't that long. but I felt it was appropriate to end it there. Plus, its easier to fulfill the promised chapters this way. <3

ps. As usual, forgive any mistakes, typos, etc...