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So Much For Being Siblings

Jungkook's Past

Jungkook’s P.O.V.

I sighed as I sat back on my chair. I was trying to quickly finish my math homework. But it was really hard since I didn’t pay attention in math class and math is boring anyways. But it wasn’t only that.

‘Sadako likes Suga.’ I thought.

I closed my eyes as a tear drop formed and rolled down my cheeks. Sadako likes Suga. It hurts even more than just having her not like anyone at all. And then I remember what Kana had told me. Sadako never knew how to love anyone. She has never loved anyone before. But now she likes Suga.
I got up from my chair and headed to my balcony in attempt to clear my thoughts.

I let out a pained laugh and said, “You must really love him then. If she’s never fallen for a guy in her life before, but now she likes Suga, she must really love him huh.”

And before I knew it, tears were just streaming down my cheeks and the pain in my heart went all the way to the tip of my fingers. I’ve only felt this pain once before.
The time in middle school when I found out Kana had a boyfriend already.

*flashback*


I straightened my back as I went to find Kana. My mother’s voice kept ringing inside my head.

‘Stand up straight!’
‘Shoulder back!’
‘Heads up!’
‘Walk in a line!’
“Arms on your side!’

It was after school, and students were heading home. I was planning to do something I’ve been too scared to do for months now.
Confessing to Kana.

I loved her the day I met her. She’s bright. She’s nice. She’s smart. She’s beautiful. She’s PERFECT. I love her so much. If she likes me back and becomes my girlfriend, I’ll be so happy. It’s all I want.

Soon I found Kana outside down the school block heading towards the direction of her house. She was not alone though. She was walking with another guy. I didn’t recognize him. But he looked like someone I knew in the school.
‘Is he her friend?’ I thought.

And then I saw something that made me see red.
Kana and that guy stopped giggling and leaned towards each other and kissed. It wasn’t a simple peck either. It was a kiss. A french kiss. It was full of passion. I saw it right in the front of me.

*End of flashback*


And just like that, my heart shattered into millions and millions of pieces.
I quickly turned away and walked towards my house as fast as possible.
I was broken. Not being able to get over it. I loved Kana, even after the incident.
And then Suga cam along. He promised me the pain will be over. He promised he will pick those broken pieces up one by one, and he’ll help me find someone else, a person that’ll love me back.

But now, he’s the reason I don’t have chance with Sadako. And Sadako is the reason my heart is broken into millions of pieces again. And this time, there wasn’t anyone to help me pick those pieces up again. I’ll have to do it myself.
But for now, I'll just cry.

Notes

Yeah, here you go! Another chapter! <3

OMG, those sad kookie pics makes me sad too. TT^TT

Comments

3

tsukenomo tsukenomo
1/5/18

How amazing!!! long chapter xD

Niatfq Niatfq
11/23/17

@CHIMCHIM-XOXO4EVER
It's kinda just becuz there's a lot more action involved I guess

Achan19 Achan19
11/15/17

@A-chan19
Uhhhhh, so you like more violence. *takes note of that mentally*

@uncontrollable_tears
Thank you! ❤️