Kana’s P.O.V.

I lied on my bed and sighed. Why did I just act so mean and cold hearted to Jimin? He did nothing wrong. But I acted like he did. Being the type of person he was, he must be feeling that he did something wrong to make me mad. I wasn’t mad at him. But I didn’t know how I was feeling about him.

Just then my phone showed that I received a new message. It was from Suga. I immediately sat up from my bed and opened the text.

Suga: Kana. U mind explaining why u rejected me? I thought u said u liked me.

I bit my lower lips. I wanted to ignore this for a while. But since it was going to be brought up sooner or later, I decided to get it over with now.

‘I did. But I did it for a friend. One of my friends really liked you. I couldn’t go out with u knowing she had feelings for u too.’ I texted.

Immediately Suga replied, ‘Who is this friend?’

‘You can’t tell her I told u.’

‘Sure.’

‘Sadako. She likes u. Even now.’

Then I realized what I just did. Was that the right choice? Would Sadako want me to do that?’

‘Why does that matter? If Sadako is a really good friend, she’ll understand.’ Suga texted.

‘Sadako is a good friend. But she never understood how to love someone. I CAN’T go out with the first person she ever had feelings for. That’s just...WRONG.’ I reasoned to Suga.

After a few seconds Suga texted back, ‘Fine. But I still have a question.’

‘Yes?’

‘Do you still have feelings for me? Even a little?’

I hesitated. Did I have feelings for Suga? I would be lying to myself if I said that I didn’t. I would be lying to myself if I said that if I didn’t miss his smile, his eyes, his hair, his laugh. HIM. I would be lying to myself if I said that he no longer was able to make my heart skip a beat.

‘That doesn’t matter anymore’ I typed.

‘That’s not answering the question. I’m not even asking you to be my girlfriend right now! I’m LITERALLY just asking you if you still like me. Is there something wrong with that?’ He typed.

‘Yes. There is.’ I texted.

Suga must’ve been very offended by this. “Is there something wrong with me? Am I that horrible?’

‘No. Please don’t get the wrong idea. I’m dating Rapmonster’ I texted.

After about half a minute Suga replied. ‘Since when??’

‘None of your business.’ I texted, then shut off my phone. I couldn’t stand this anymore. I was in the process of erasing my feelings for Suga as well. If I talk to him any longer, my feelings will start growing and growing again before it even gets a chance to disappear.

‘Love is ridiculous isn't it?’

Notes

Another short chapter that probably is filled with mistakes. I'm sorry. But I rushed. I wanted to get a chapter up, even if it was short. However, I've been VERY busy. Please understand