Starting Over.

It’s been a week and I guess everything is normal now, except for I can’t get too close to any male except for my father. I sighed and locked at my alarm clock on my nightstand. 6:00 it said, I couldn’t sleep anymore so I turned on the TV and watched Moon Lovers. NO~ Baekhyun dies. I sighed heavily, he was my favorite. I switched channel and saw Remember, damn Jinwoo is so~ handsome, woah~. Many episodes later I decided to take a bath. I found some clothes I could change into after the bath. I went to the bathroom and took off the bandages, my scars were healed now. I turned on the water and waited for it to turn warm. In the meantime, I took my off my clothes and brushed my hair. I hoped in the shower and closed my eyes, I silently cried. All these things I’ve been through, why me? I didn’t ask for it. I washed my hair and body and stepped out of the shower. I changed into the new clothes and left the bathroom. I wore and oversized black t shirt and grey sweatpants. She walked into Key’s room. she opened the door and fell on his bed pretended like it wasn’t weird at all. She looked up at the ceiling and thought about how boring it was.
“is everything alright Saru?” he asked.
I sighed.
“everything is fine, it’s just so boring” I said.
I thought for a bit, then turned his attention to fully to me.
“we can take pictures; you still have those empty frames, right?” he said.
I nodded and stood up.
“I need to change first”
I was about to leave his room until he called me, I turned around waiting for him to speak.
“come over here” he said.
I nodded and went over to him. he took out his phone.
“SMILE” he said.
We both looked at the phone and smiled. I didn’t get to look at the picture, he said I should wait. I nodded and walked out of the room and into mine to change. When I went inside I nearly screamed.

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