Starting Over.

” what do you want?” I asked
Instead of answering me, he hugged me tight. A tear rolled down my eye. I wiped it away and pushed him away from me. but before I got the chance to turn around, I felt two pairs of lips touching mine. I don’t know what I’m doing but I just gave in. he put his hand around my waist and pulled me closer. I suddenly knocked out. I woke up in my bed in the middle of the night. Maybe it was just a dream. I turned around and looked to my side and Jae-sshi sleeping on a chair. Yeah, it was probably a dream. Even though I kind of wish it wasn’t. I closed my eyes again and went back to dream land.
“Saru wake up” someone said while slightly shaking me.
I opened my eyes to see Bomi smiling at me. I gave her a questioning look, she laughed a bit.
“we are going to watch a movie, hurry up” she said and left.
I got up and changed into something comfy. I wore a light blue t-shirt, black sweatpants, black cardigan and warm fuzzy socks. I put my hair in a ponytail and went downstairs. Before I left I turned around and saw that haven’t put any photos in my photo frames. I sighed and left. I saw everybody around the dining table. Bomi and Jae-sshi were there. I went down and sat beside Bomi. She gave me big smile and I returned the smile back.
“so aren’t you guys going to school?” I asked.
“nope, we want to spend time with you” Bomi said smiling like always.
I just nodded and looked down my plate. We ate black bean noodles, my favorite. I smiled and began to eat. It tasted so good. I finished my breakfast and went to the kitchen to put my plate in the sink. When I walked out of the kitchen I saw that they all went over to the sofa to watch a movie.
“are you coming” Mino said while pushing my back lightly.
I nodded and went over to sit beside Bomi.
“what movie are we watching?” Bomi asked.
As long is not a horror I’m fine with everything.
“we are watching Zootopia” Key said.
We nodded and began to talk. Finally, the movie started and we all began to hug our blankets. We laughed so much. We had a great time. The doorbell suddenly rang, so appa went to get it.
“Saru, someone is here to see you” appa said.
I nodded and went to the door. I smiled when I saw the person, it was Niel.
“come in” I said.
He walked in and I followed him to my room. We sat on my bed and began to talk. He heard what happened to me and asked if I was okay. I asked about how his career is going and he sat it was going great. I told my family members name and he just nodded.
“so who is that guy beside Key”
“his name is Jaehyung, but we call him Jae” I said smiling.
“is it someone you like?” he asked smirking.
I nodded shyly. He laughed a bit. He got a message on his phone that said he should come back because of something with his schedule had changed or something like that so he left. I followed him downstairs and said my farewell at the door.
“good luck, I hope you two will get in a relationship” he said winking at me.
I laughed and said thanks. When I closed the door and turned around I saw Jae-sshi. I thought about the dream and began to blush.
“who was that?” he asked.
“a good friend of mine” I said and left.
We walked back to the living room and saw the rest of the movie. I walked up to Bomi and sat beside her again. me and Bomi were still tired so fell asleep.
‘I was walking alone in the forest. It was scary even though it wasn’t dark outside. I saw girl, maybe the same age as me standing there alone. She walked up to me and said.
“if you love someone go and say it to them, before it’s too late. Because if you don’t you will regret forever” she said and hugged me. I smiled at her. Maybe I should, but what if he doesn’t like me back? But Bomi said that she thinks he likes me. I’m going to take the chance and confess to him’
I woke from my dream. I walked upstairs and saw Jae-sshi going out of the bathroom. I grabbed his hand and pulled him inside my room.
“can you sit down, I how something to say” I said looking down at my fuzzy socks.
He sat down and waited for me to say something.
“I-I really l-l-like you” I said not looking at his face.
“and not j-just as a f-friend” i added.
he stood up and walked closer to me. he is going to reject me right. Please say he won’t.
“I don’t like you” he said.
My world just stopped.

Notes

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