Starting Over.

It’s been two weeks and I’m finally discharged from the hospital. Appa came with some clothes that I could change into. I wore a black shirt with a skeleton hand print on it, black high waisted jeans, a big dark blue jacket since it was started to get cold and black army boots. I looked myself at the mirror.
“I thought I got my dream life now, I don’t have parents who beat me, I don’t have to sleep outside and finally I have two lovely brothers and a loving dad” I took a deep breath.
“but why am I feeling like this? Is it because of those girls? Or is it because I can’t go near Jae-sshi?” a tear rolled down my cheek.
I wiped it away and sat my hair up in a ponytail. When I turned around I saw Bomi standing in the door way. She looked sad. She walked up to me and hugged me tight. I could hear her crying.
“you know; I was really worried and don’t you worry about Serri and Hyuna” she hugged me goodbye.
But before she left she turned around a gave me smile.
“please don’t ignore Jae-sshi, I think he really likes you” she said smiling.
I nodded with a smile, she was a really great friend. I walked out of the room thinking about all these things that happened. I kept walking until my side began to hurt. I held onto it and fell down on the floor. I fell on my knees, screaming because of the pain. A doctor saw me and ran over to me.
“are you okay” the males voice asked.
Wait that voice, I have heard it before. I looked up and saw Kang-soo.
“I’m fine” I said, giving a weak smile.
I walked me back to my room. I say on the hospitals bed again.
“let me take a look” he said.
I lifted my shirt so he could see the scar, he looked confused. He looked back at me.
“since this scar isn’t fully healed it began to bleed again. And that’s why it began to hurt. Remember this scar won’t disappear but I can heal” he reassured me.
I nodded with a small smile. He smiled back and followed me out again after he put a plaster on it. When we walked out I saw appa and my brothers sitting on chairs waiting for me. I smiled at them.
“I’m done” I said smiling.
Kang-soo walked over to appa and told him about my scar. My brothers and me sat talked until my dad came again. he drove us home and I walked up to my room. I changed to pajama because it was already dark outside. I was laying in my bed and turned on a drama to watch. I watched K2. I slowly feel asleep.
“it’s okay to fail. People always said to me you learn from your mistakes but I think it’s different for me. I don’t learn from my mistakes, but I make them worse. I guess life is just like that, and I can’t do a single think about it” I girl said from far away.
Who is she? Why is she telling me this? And where am I? I looked around confused. My eyes met with the girls. She looked scared and sad. I looked closer and saw man walking towards her. I didn’t do anything about it, I just stood there looking at her. It was like I couldn’t talk, I wanted to tell her but every time I opened my mouth to say something, nothing would come out. the man came closer and began to strangle her with a belt. My voice finally came back but all I could do was scream. I tried to run but it was like my feet were glued to the ground. I looked up from the ground and saw the man coming closer. He wore a mask. I screamed as loud as I could.
I sat up on my bed quickly, breathing heavily. I was sweating. I looked to the side and saw some sitting on a chair. I looked closer and saw Jae-sshi. I looked around my room and saw my family sleeping in my room. I looked to my side and saw Bomi sleeping beside me. I already knew that Bomi would come over, so I wasn’t that shocked about her sleeping beside me. it was late at night so I tip toed out of the room and walked downstairs to drink something. I walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge. And as always I was met with a fridge filled with food and drinks. I grabbed a water bottle and was about to walk back to my room but someone stood in the way. I looked up and saw Jae-sshi looking down at me. I gulped and pushed him to side so I could come through but he held tight onto my wrist.

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