Can You Trust Me?
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BTS- HOLD ME TIGHT
~ Jackson's POV ~
I bit my lips nervously and looked at (Y/N). (Y/N) was staring at the floor.
I knew she felt very uncomfortable.
"What should I do? If I make the wrong move, I might lose (Y/N)."
Jackson: Sandra, please, let's not do this. Can't you ask-
You: I'll get her home. You guys continue the game.
Jackson: Andwae, it's not safe for girls to be out so late.
Mike: Hyung, just take her home.
I sighed, stood up, placed Sandra's arm around my neck and walked toward the door. (Y/N) looked at me with worried eyes. I winked at her to tell her everything is alright.
She mouthed to me: "I trust you, but come back soon."
I nodded and smiled at her and she smiled back.
As I headed toward my car, Sandra said something.
Sandra: I like you, Jackson.
Jackson: *rolls eyes* No you don't, you're drunk, just go to sleep.
I placed Sandra on the back seat, but she won't let go of my arm.
Jackson: Sandra, stop, I'm serious.
I gently tugged her arm but she won't budge.
Sandra: I like you, Jackson. Why can't you like me back?
Jackson: Because you never liked or loved me, stop, please.
Just then (Y/N) came out.
You: Jackson! You forgot your-
Just then, Sandra pulled me into the car and kissed me. My eyes widened. I pushed her off and got up. I turned around and saw (Y/N) standing there, frozen. She dropped my car keys.
Jackson: Babe, I can expl-
Before I could finish my sentence, she ran into the house. I wanted to chase her, but Sandra's voice stopped me.
Sandra: Babe?! (Y/N) is your girlfriend?!
She exclaimed and got up. I was shocked and furious.
Jackson: *angrily and agitated* So you weren't drunk after all
Sandra: *scoffs* Yea, so what if I wasn't?
Jackson: You just made the person who TRULY loves me heartbroken. In fact, she was crying in pain and ran away.
Sandra: *chuckles coldly* That bitch? She can't even handle a proper friendship with me and you are in a relationship with her?
I tightly grasped her wrist and lifted it up a bit. I gave her a death glare and talked in a very cold tone.
Jackson: Do not, I repeat, DO NOT ever talk bad about (Y/N) in front of me. Or else, I will make you regret that you ever existed.
Sandra clamped her mouth shut and didn't dare to utter another word.
They all know me as Jackson, the happy one. But once The Jackson gets upset, that means you have gone way too far.
Jackson: You listen. You better pray to whatever god you admire and hope that (Y/N) is going to forgive me or else you're in HUGE trouble.
I threw her wrist down, turned away, and made my way back to the house.
~ Your POV ~
I cried and ran upstairs. Everyone was too mesmerized by the game to notice me. I climbed up the stairs. I went to our room, shutting and locking the door behind me. I pounced onto our bed and cried in my pillow.
"Pabo, you are dumb enough to open your heart again. Haven't you learned your lesson? If you have, why did you open up your heart again if you knew that this is going to happen all over again?"
Dark memories came back...
Suddenly there was knocking on the door.
Jackson: Please, baby, open the door for me. I can explain.
I didn't budge I just sat there, waiting for him to leave.
Jackson: Jagiya, Jebal~
I still didn't budge.
Then, the door clicked open. Jackson came in and shut the door quietly behind him. He sat on the bed next to me.
Jackson: *places hand on your back* please babe, I can explain.
I shook his hand off and got up to leave.
Jackson then grabbed onto my wrist.
Jackson: Jagiya, Jebal, just-
Then, I couldn't hold it in anymore.
You: I TRUSTED YOU! I BELIEVED THAT OPENING MY HEART FOR THE LAST TIME FOR YOU IS THE RIGHT DECISION~
Jackson: Jagiya, please listen t-
You: YOU PROMISED THAT YOU WOULDN'T ALLOW ME TO GET HURT AGAIN! I TRUST YOU, BUT I DON'T THINK I COULD TRUST YOU ANYMORE!
I was about to yank my wrist out of his hand but then Jackson hurled me into his embrace.
Jackson: Listen, I'm sorry. I lost your trust, I broke my promise. But please, listen, it wasn't me, I swear.
I just cried in his embrace while he comforted me. I stopped and Jackson said something.
Jackson: Jagiya, Can you trust me... again?
His voice was shaking. He was crying...
Jackson: *stutters* Jebal, give me another chance...
I knew he was serious now. Jackson never cries...
I kissed his cheek.
You: I forgive you...
Jackson: *stutters* T-thank you! And I'll prove to you that it's worth giving me this second chance.
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