If Dreams Could Tell

Baekhee's POV

"Jin watch out!" I shouted my eyes going wide. I was wondering why he was trying to push me away, but I wouldn't budge so he embraced me tight.

I could feel myself fly but I felt no immense pain anywhere, except for the fact that I had landed on my side.

The truck came in contact with Jin, making him fly landing on his back and head.

My clothes were soaked in blood, while my mind was trying to calculate what just happened.

I looked at the truck in disgust. Jae Seok. They only laughed and drove away. This was very much what happened when he killed my dad.

"Gwenchana?" The couple from before went to check on us.

"Call 911..." I whispered. This can't be happening.

"CALL 911!" I yelled louder. The couples took our their phone. I looked back down at Jin, "Stay with me!" I could feel my eyes sting. "You can't do this to me!"

"Why did you do that?!" I cried, tears dripping onto his face as it trailed down mine. Jin's hand reached up to wipe my tears.

"If you would be the one in my position, you would feel pain. If I was you, I would be suffering so much. I don't want to be that way, call me selfish." He weakly said, his hands falling back down as his eyelids began dropping.

"You are selfish! I'm feeling more pain then you think right now! No. KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN!" I screamed.

The couple looked at us in pity, and put a hand on my shoulder, "He'll be alright."

The ambulance came after a few minutes of keeping him awake.

I was forcefully pulled away so the paramedics could attend him. An oxygen mask was put on his face.

I came with Jin to the ambulance.


No One's POV

Jin smiled grabbing onto your hand and squeezing it before completely closing his eyes.

"Jin, no! Open your eyes!"

The medics helped Jin hold on until they arrived. They pushed Jin into the Emergency Room.

You bit your lip hesitant to let him go. You were harshly pulled away again, and you were sure your cheeks were soaked by the time it happened.

"Jin, don't leave!" You sniffled and wiped your snot away having trouble breathing with all the crying.


Rap Mon ran into the hostpital out of breath. "Oh my god, what happened?" He looked at your helpless face.

After hearing the news, Rap Mon could only bury his face I'm his hands.

"Please, save him. Save Jin." You mumbled hiccuping, grabbing onto the doctor.

Rap Mon pulled you away, "Baekhee, stop."

A nurse ran out of the operation room. All you could hear was equipments you've never even heard of.

You and Rap Mon spent 4 hours sitting outside emotionless. The 4 hours soon turned into 5.

Thoughts were going through your head.

Why didn't you do anything? Why did you just stay there?

You broke down jnto sobs and Rap Mon patted your back. "Why whenever Jin and I go on a date, something bad happens? I would rather you be a third wheeler."

He shook his head and sighed saying nothing.

You hated Jin, most likely because he acted like Seokjin, which was the same person. You started growing on him, as you soon found out he was the same person as Seokjin.

That wasn't the reason why you started to be his girlfriend. You had already fallen for him before you knew he was Seokjin.

Now, you couldn't even think about continuing life without him. What's going to happen to your pink princess?

The doctor came out, "Kim Seokjin?"

You immediately stool up, eyes swollen from tears.

"...I could tell he was a good g-"

"Get to the point." You growled. You couldn't hold it anymore. You needed to hear the results.

"I'm...sorry. I truly am. I tried, I really did, but he only has a few days before his lungs collapse and his heart will fail." The doctor hung his head low.

Rap Mon ran a hand through his hair, "Dammit." He couldn't hold back his tears anymore.

"..What..did you just say?" You froze. You were crying all over again. " Repeat that once more!"

This time, Rap Mon didn't stop you.

You were brought into the room. Your heart broke at the many wires that were connected to him.

"Jin!" You gripped his hands and looked at the pale Kim Seokjin.

Jin made a motion with his mouth saying, 'Don't cry" but no words made it out.

You silenced him, "Don't say anything." You cried even more if that was even possible.

Jin smiled and grabbed a pencil and a piece of paper writing something. He hand it to you. You couldn't read clearly at his sloppy handwriting.


I'll always love you,
Smile for me, and I'll be happy.
Forever.
The answer has already been decided when we had those memories,
Though it will never come back to me.
I'm happy.
I'm glad I met you.
I love you, Yoon Baekhee.

-Jin


"I lo-"

Beeeeeeeep

"NO! NO! JIN! KIM SEOKJIN!" You screamed tears falling onto his face.

The oxygen mask was pulled off, along with the wires.

You held tightly onto Jin's hand, but his hand was being pulled says from yours by the nurses, "No! JIN! LET GO!"

Why is it you? Why did it have to be you?

You cried harder when Jin's hands were pulled away from yours.

The nurses pulled you out of the room and shut the door apologizing.


Jin's funeral was tragic. The others came back from either America, Busan or Japan. Jae Seok and his gang had been arrested after the police had found out what they had been doing.

Half the students from high school showed up, and everyone was crying. Including Suga, who often sobbed softly.

You took it worse out of everyone. You cried onto Jungkook's chest as he stroked your head, tears dripping down your head.

Who would be the one to cook for you guys?

Who would be the one to take care of the fights between Jimin and V?


You now sat in Jin's room, while the others were in their own.

All Jin left behind was his phone. You swiped the unlock button only to see a passcode.

You had seen him type in his password before, but you had forgotten.

After the 47 tries, a few of them disabling his phone, you finally got it.

You weren't trying to snoop around or anything.

You opened his notes to find 5 entries.

5/24/18

I don't think this Baekhee girl likes me. Save me, she's so mean T.T

You giggled at the thought of him writing to himself on his phone.

5/25/18

Baekhee was sleeping with me yesterday (not to sound like we're a couple or anything) I was snoring on purpose, it was so funny!

5/28/18

I'm feeling butterflies in my stomach when I'm with Baekhee. I get jealous when she's around someone. What is this feeling?

P.S: I just saw Suga on top of her pinning her down. I'm so jealous -_-

You remember the time when Bts was avoiding you.

6/1/18

I admit that I had fallen for Baekhee. But, she doesn't feel the same way. I guess it's just a one-sided love. I'm leaving in a few days to America. I hope she'll live happily ever after with the guy in her dreams.

6/5/18

Me and Baekhee got together! Apparently, that guys from her dreams, was me.

There was one last note.

I had a feeling maybe you, Baekhee, will read these. I met up with Jae Seok in the graduation party. He said he will pull us apart. But that will never happen. I promise to make sure it won't. If it does....it won't.

You know that I'll always love you right?

"I love you too." You sobbed tears falling. He promised he won't let that happen. It did.

You could hear cussing and a loud punch on the wall. That's a sign that nothing will ever be the same again.

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