Bang Bang Bang started playing and the crowd went wild. It was just the background music before the real deal. But I was looking around the venue in awe. There were just so many fans that I could not believe it if I didn’t see it by my own eyes. I wasn’t the only girl in love.

“…So he told me to change the song but I said he was insulting me because it was my jam and I left him in the parking lot. I still don’t know how he got home,” Skye laughed but it wasn’t a long laugh because suddenly the lights went off. A complete silence and a few screams here and there could be heard as I gasped. It was on.
My stomach flipped and I thought I was filled with rainbows and confetti because that’s how good and exciting it felt, to not to see anything and to just stare at the direction where the stage was located, waiting for a miracle.

Skye screamed out loud. And I shook my head, looking around nervously. Everyone was getting hyped up and I didn’t know what was happening. But then I realised that the big screens were showing something to us. The speakers cracked and somebody pointed the camera at the members as they were getting prepared in the backstage.
And the crowd screamed, me along with my silent squeeling noises.

Seungri was the first one to walk to the camera man and flip his bleached hair charmingly. He smirked and winked right after. Like we could not ask for more.
“Welcome to the concert, huh?!” he welcomed us and the crowd screamed. Seungri looked like he listened to us for a moment and laughed right after..
“I can hear you out there,” he said as a staff person handed him the familiar red glittery jacket and he put it on so casually. Well, he had done it about a million times already. And now he was walking along a dark hallway rapidly.
“Let’s find the others,” he told us and then the camera turned to zoom in at a billiard table. Why?
“Ji Yongie!” we could hear Seungri’s voice as the camera zoomed out and showed Ji Yong laying down on the table, holding the eight in his hand and looking at the camera so sexually it should have been illegal. Seriously.
“I’m ready. But are you ready?” he glanced at Seungri and then over the table where the camera turned to film next. It was Taeyang’s bare back we got to witness as he was just putting on a shirt.
And the crowd had a severe heart attack.
“Young Bae!” I heard Daesung screaming as Taeyang looked at the camera and got embarrassed, blushed. Daesung ran into the screen and literally hugged the camera before smirking widely.
“I love youuu!” he yelled loudly.

C'mon. Show me the man I came here to see. Show me!

“Someone’s missing,” the camera filmed Ji Yong walking towards the next room, checking all the doors but not finding the last member. He shrugged, looked at the camera before walking out of sight and suddenly there was a huge pile of metal I figured out to be somehow a chair. And the chair turned around aaaaand I lost it. I squeeled.

“T.O.P!” I screamed silently, covering my mouth.

The camera man zoomed into his face and eyes that were hidden behind thick black sunglasses.
“Hmh? Why am I wearing glasses?” he asked us, or the cameraman actually. And the cameraman made it looked like we nodded at him, moving the camera up and down. T.O.P smirked.
“Don’t be so impatient,” he laughed and stood up and suddenly everyone of them showed up and they were walking towards the light.
“Let’s go!” G-Dragon said the last word and then the screen showed them running up the stairs.

And they actually ran out to the stage, all at once. And the crowd was screaming again, and jumping and everything. I just started shaking as I was trying to squeeze my eyes and see which one of the tiny men was my Seunghyun. The brimmed hat exposed him and I was glad it did. I smiled a little, not too much to not to rip myself apart. It was actually real. He wasn’t just a dream. They weren’t just a dream. I wasn’t in love with a character, but with a real person.

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