But You Love Me

“ouch… ah ah AHHHH!”
I look at his bruised face and sigh deeply. Why did he do that for me? He’s such an idiot…
I start dabbing the wipe on his face again, getting rid of the rest of the blood.
“You really shouldn’t have done that Yoongi,” I said reaching into the first aid box for the plasters. Finding one I look back at Yoongi and start to apply it.
“If I didn’t I would have felt regret,” he says with sadness in his voice. As I finish with the plaster, he grabs my wrist softly. “are you sure you’re not hurt anywhere?”
I blink slowly at him and say, “i’m fine, you should be more concerned about yourself.”
He chuckles a little laugh causing him to winch in pain as his sore is on the corner of this mouth.
“Careful, careful, “I find my thumb on his bottom lip… and it stays there awkwardly long.
We make eye contact and I see him inch forward, closing the gap between our faces. I realise the way his eyes curve downward in the cute way they do and my heart beat rises. I can’t be doing this… but it’s so tempting. I want to… I pull away and stand up abruptly. “It’s… all done now.”
He stands up too from the couch slowly. He lets out a few sore sounds before replying, “I should thank your parents. I’ll be right back.” He limps away slowly. I look at him as he slowly moves out of the lounge. I’m worrying over his every move like an idiot again. I shake my head and come back to my senses. Why has he always been able to make me so worried and worked up about him? Even in his state of pain he’s polite enough to thank my parents.
“I should get going,” Yoongi says smiling as best as he can with hurt face. He stands at the doorway speaking to my parents and I. Somehow, I feel pain when I knows he’s in pain. I winch as I look at him.

“Okay Yoongi, remember, you’re always welcome to stay here if in need.” my mother says in a caring tone. Yoongi nods before bowing to both my parents, and giving me a smile before turning around and walking down the street. My heart sinks, I guess it’s cause i’ve been with him so long, leaving him feels odd. I turn to my parents and say, “i’ll be right back, i’ve got to make sure he gets home safely.” I turn and start running before they can protest against it. I sprint down the road seeing Yoongi’s back. “Yoongi-ah!” He turns around immediately and smiles as he sees me. I slow down as I meet up with him.
“Here to walk me home?”
“I should be studying right now, be thankful i’m here.” I nudge his shoulder in a playful manner only to remember he’s hurt still. he winches a little and my eyes widen. “I’m sorry! I forgot for a moment…”
He shakes his head and chuckles at me.
“You promise you won’t ever do anything stupid like you did today again, right?” I turn to Yoongi to see his answer.
“Stupid? Saeyong-ah, you were being hurt. Helping isn’t stupid.” He says furrowing his eyebrows a little.
Silence starts between us as I think about what my physical state would have been without Yoongi’s help. I guess he’s right but…
“But you’re hurt Yoongi…” I whisper to the ground.
“Huh?”
“Nothing…"

We walk all the way to his house, mostly in silence after the conversation that I lead to silence. When we get to his house we stop outside of it, facing each other. My heartbeat unexpectedly starts beating. “We’re here.” He says to me smiling.
I nod slowly, and sadly looking at the ground. I wish we weren’t here yet… I feel like I should...
“Look after those wounds, okay?” I say looking straight in the eyes. He nods slowly too, as I did, looking downward. Should I…?
I take the courage and call him, “Yoongi-ah.” He looks up at me with big eyes. I start blinking rapidly looking anywhere but into his eyes as they bring my heartbeat up. I shuffle my feet forward and close most of the gap between us. I quickly peck his right cheek with a kiss before hiding my blushing face by looking downward. I hear him laugh before he calls me, “Saeyong-ah.” I wait a few seonds and catiously lift my head up to look at him. His expression filled with passion, and desire, his eyes glazed slightly. I get transfixed by this and end up staring at him… until he brings me back down to Earth by placing a kiss on my lips. I stand completely still unable to decide what to do. He starts laughing at me quietly. “I’ll be going then…” I say slowly shuffling my feet away before picking up speed and running down the street. “Tell me when you get home!” I hear Yoongi shouts after me. A smile grows on my face as I run all the way home. I don’t feel tired surprisingly, my time with Yoongi makes me more energetic. I even start laughing to myself, which people passing by found weird.
I felt happiness. Pure happiness. Most importantly, we are able to meet each other halfway: we feel the same way about each other.

Notes

Here it is! Chapter 12! Hope you guys liked it and if you did, remember to show your luvv by rating me!
There is one more dilemma coming up for Saeyong so keep tuned in!
MUAH~! ^3^