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Do I Let You Go?

Broken Heart

~Jungkook~
"I guess I have to tell you, don't I?" The doctor sighs and we all just stand there, waiting for him to talk. "Have you heard of the term 'My heart is slowly breaking'?" We nod and he checks to see if Hae Ja is asleep. "She has a condition called Broken Heart. (*A/N This is a fictional idea, if it's real, \(^.^)/ I didn't know) If someone is under sever emotional stress as well as physical harm, it will feel like their heart is breaking or being crushed. That is what you just saw, but it seems to have happened before, considering that this was a very high level attack." I stare at him, not comprehending his words. "Hae Ja shi mustn't be stressed in any way, or the next attack will likely kill her." I feel my knees lock and Suga quickly pushes a chair behind me and I collapse into it, still holding onto Hae Ja's hand. Did I do this? Did she get like this when I couldn't remember her?
After a couple of days, we're allowed to take her home and her eomma is about to yell at her before we stop her, telling her about Hae Ja's condition. We take Hae Ja to her room and go back to the dorms, having a meeting to make a plan. "We can't leave her alone for a second. Kimi might get to her again." We make sure one of us is in each of her classes and make it a rule to wait outside the bathroom and make sure that Kimi doesn't go in. "Aren't we going a little too far?" J-Hope asks and Rap mons sighs. "If we don't want her to die, it's going to have to be like this. Call hyung so he can make sure that she doesn't accept any challenges." I do and he sounds glad that I can finally remember her. "She what?!" I yell into the phone when he tells me that she'd been accepting challenges every few days. "Ya brat! Don't you yell at me for something you made her do!" He snaps and hangs up. "Wae?" Jimin asks and I tell them about her accepting challenges. "Is she crazy? Oh god, I hope she didn't beat them half to death." Jin puts his head in his hands. Thinking about it, I call Hae Ja and she picks up with a tired voice. "Hm?" "Oh mian, did I wake you up?" I ask, glancing at the clock, seeing that it was past twelve. "Ani, what did you want to talk about?" She asks in a completely awake voice. "I just wanted to ask you if you've felt like your heart was being crushed." It's silent for a few seconds and she finally says "Deh, why?" "How many times since my accident?" After she tells me, I tell her to go to sleep and hang up, slowly setting my phone on my lap. "What did she say?" They lean in curious and I gulp before saying, "She's felt that fifteen times." All eyes stare at the floor, realizing how dangerous that was. "Let's go to sleep so we can wake up early and bring her to school."
After bringing Hae Ja to school, I went to go talk with Kimi, to make her leave Hae Ja alone. "Can I talk to you?" I ask her and she nods, leading me out to the courtyard. She blinks at me with what she probably thinks is innocent eyes, but to me, it's just her saying that she did plenty things wrong. "So what did you want to talk about?" "I want you to leave Hae Ja alone. I know that you've been beating her up, leave her alone." "What will you do for me?" I stare at her and she pouts. "Can I at least get a hug for this favor?" I hesitantly nod and stand stiffly as she hugs me. Looking down, I see a evil looking grin on her face and wonder why she's grinning like that.
~Hae Ja~
I'd gone to look for Kookie because he was late for class and open the door to the courtyard before freezing. He was standing in front of Kimi. He nods and she suddenly hugs him, the pain in my heart is too much to bear and I collapse on the spot. My eyes stay open long enough to see Kookie turn and anger mixed with worry appear on his face. Shoving Kimi away, I watch him run to me in slow motion. His lips are forming my name, but I can't hear his voice. I grip his hand before blacking out.

"Didn't you say that you were going to sort out your emotions and just let them go?" The person from before asks me and I open my eyes, sitting up in the white space again. "I didn't have time to let them go! It's only been four days!" I cry, remembering what the person had said about me living depending on what I did. "Then the thing that I take away won't be your life, but your voice. You'll only be able to speak if your feeling are all centered on speaking. If you can't figure out your feeling, you will never have your voice back." I call at the person but pass out.
Opening my eyes, I stare up at eomma and try to sit up. "Honey, stay lying down. We're going abroad to get this fixed. Don't worry." Hearing that, I quickly sit up and try to tell her no. The words form on my lips, but no sound comes out. Eomma leans forward in worry, "What honey?" "Eomma, eomma can't you hear me?" I say and still no sound comes out. Eomma could read my lips and takes a step back, covering her mouth with her hand. She runs out of the room and comes back with a doctor. "Ms. Hae Ja shi, please try to tell me about how you woke up." "I woke up and tried to sit up, and eomma told me about us going abroad. I tried to talk to her but I couldn't!" I say and the doctor's jaw opens a little and she writes down a few things on her clipboard. "It's true, you need to go to the US for this problem to be solved. You are forbidden to see anyone before you go, but you are allowed to write them a letter or leave them something." I stare at her like she's crazy. She's not even going to let me see my boyfriend? How the hell can someone do this?!

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