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Do I Let You Go?

I Remember

~Jungkook~
"The second year we came to this high school, we met Hae Ja at a skate park. We'd been skating when some of the older kids shoved a little girl down. Hae Ja had shoved them back and beaten the shit out of them. We ended up taking the little girl to her parents and coming back to find Hae Ja sitting on a bench. We'd asked if she was alright, but she'd waved us away. The next day, she transferred to our school and had to sit next to you. You guys became friends right away, but after school, we'd gone into a cafe that we hadn't tried yet. Apparently her older brother was running it and she came in a little while after we did, ignoring everything in the cafe except for a bulletin board that had a lot of papers on it. She tore one off and dialed a phone number, confirming something. Her brother sighed and we'd followed her out to a abandoned warehouse. We watched her get beaten and her beating them back. At the end, she won. After about three months, she became, your-" They pause and I stare at them curious. "She became your girlfriend. You gave her a silver feather necklace and you guys dated for a long time. Now, we'll tell you about her life at school that you didn't know. She was basically ignored at school until we started talking to her. While you were having fun talking with her and being her friend, she always assured you that the injuries that she got, were from fighting, but really, she got them from Kimi, who was pissed off that you guys were close. After you guys started dating, it got worse for Hae Ja, but she didn't tell you and refused to tell us even though we already knew. Your accident was caused because Hae Ja was being chased by people employed by Kimi's father, who wanted to get her out of the picture. You were running to a really injured Hae Ja, but when you got there, you were stabbed, the people not realizing who you were. Apparently you were still thinking of saving Hae Ja as you got stabbed, because when you woke up and said you didn't remember her, the doctor told her that the normal way for people to not remember something, is if they were thinking about it a lot before as the accident happens. We've been trying to help Hae Ja not feel as bad as we know she is, but every time that you say that you can't remember her, we can see light fade from her eyes, little by little. Like that one time that we found her with a metal pipe. When you guys started dating, you'd made her promise to not challenge anyone anymore. But I guess it was too much for her to handle, considering that she took three at once. I bet you can tell that Kimi is trying to replace her, but we have a question. Have you seen Hae Ja today?"
Jin asks and I slowly nod, as all of my memories of Hae Ja come back to me. "I saw her getting beat up in the abandoned classroom." They grab me and run to it, stopping in front of the blood stains. Going back into the hall, we follow the drops of dried blood on the floor and go into the infirmary. The school nurse was never here, so I guessed Hae Ja chose this place with an intention of not being found out. Jimin pulls aside the curtain surrounding a bed and I stumble back. She was lying on the now bright red infirmary bed. It looked like she'd passed out due to blood loss. "Quick, we need to get her to she hospital." Rap mons says and I quickly put her on my back and we go to the hospital nearby. After a couple hours, we're allowed to see her and we go into her room. She's sitting up, holding her stomach and she turns to look at us as we come in. "G-gwenchana?" I ask and she slowly nods. The boys leave, knowing that I had something to say and I sit down at the end of her bed. "I'm sorry," I whisper and she looks at me. "I'm sorry that I forgot you. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to protect you. I'm sorry." A single tear dripped down her cheek as she stares at me. The heart rate monitor suddenly starts beeping and doctors come running in with the boys on their heels. "What happened?" They ask me as we huddle in the corner. "I told her I was sorry that I forgot her and that I couldn't protect her. That's all!" I panic as I see the doctors grab the paddles, charging them with Joules of electricity. "Hae Ja!" I scream, realizing that her heart had stopped. "Hae Ja!" I scream and collapse to the floor, praying that she will live.
~Hae Ja~
Jungkook had apologized and the emotions that had been building up suddenly go wild. A single tear drips down my cheek and I suddenly feel like my heart's crushed again. I pass out and open my eyes to a white space. "Where am I?" I ask myself and someone says "This is where you go when your heart has too much weighing it down. If you want to live, you must think about how you will let go of this weight." I can hear Kookie screaming my name, and I desperately want to call his back. "I will take control of my emotions." I decide. "I won't shut them in any longer, I'll let them go. I'll let them go wild, instead of shutting them in and not telling anyone." "That is a good answer." The person says and I close my eyes.
~Jungkook~
Hae Ja's heartbeat is suddenly back and I'm on my feet, shoving the doctors out of the way. "Hae Ja, Hae Ja! Gwenchana?!" I lean over her and her lips barely move, trying to say something. Leaning closer, I hear her whisper "Kookie," I could feel myself crying. "Deh, it's me. It's me. I love you, I love you so, so much." "Mm, don't leave me." She whispers again and I grip her hand tightly. "I won't, I'll be right here the whole time." Her lips form a thin smile and there's a collective sigh of relief. "Why did that happen?" I ask the doctor and he sighs. "I guess I have to tell you, don't I?"

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