We leave the gala tired but happy. GD is carrying two new trophies in his hands and he's showing them off and throwing them in the air as we arrive at the parking lot. Also Taeyang has gotten a trophy to carry.
I'm the first one to sit down in the awesome sport car and I can hear Daesung shouting something to GD. Ji answers something mysterically and smirks and then Daesung laughs at him in a "I know you, hyung" style.
GD sits behind the steering wheel and gives the trophies for me to hold. I take a look at them. The first one says "Best Song of The Year" and the other one "Best Music Video". Taeyang's trophy was "Best Male Artist" for his Eyes, Nose, Lips song. I love it.
GD pushes the starter button and glances at me with an interesting expression on his handsome face. Eyeliner fits him even better than it fits me which is unfair.
"Now, let's celebrate", he smirks and we drive out off the gala venue. The fans are creaming and I look at them feeling happy. I'm still trying to understand how lucky I am to have been able to meet G-Dragon and that I've gotten to know him. He's such a 'big name'. Almost every other celebrities fancy him and take him as their idol and fangirl as they see him.
"That went fast actually", GD says. "Thanks to you!"
Aww.
"Because I got to dance with you during the performances. I had so much fun."
"Me too", I smile.
"You rocked the stage. Or should I say... You swagged the stage?" I laugh and Ji laughs at my words.
"Thanks!"
"I'm still a huge fan of yours. I love your style", I tell him. Ji looks at me amused.
"I love you...r style too", he's teasing me again and I bet he likes it. My heart is failing.
"Ooh, you little..."
"Hahahah!"

"Where do you want to go?" he asks and smiles at me "Can you drive?"
I shake my head embarrassed. I've decided to get my driving lisence after high school when I'm having a gap year.
"What?" he looks confused and turns to a smaller road. "Then... I can teach you."
"No!" I exclaim. I know that I would crash his beautiful car or drive over some living creature.
"Aaw! Come on!" GD smirks and looks at me with the puppy face. I melt. Aish, why are you adorable?! I'm going to kill us both.
I sigh and GD claps his hands together as a victory sign. He takes the trophies and throws them on the backseat. He opens the door.
"Come here."
I open the door reluctantly and walk around the car to his side. Suddenly he pulls me on his lap and hugs me tightly.
"Now. First push this one here. And then do this. And here..." he explains to me how it works but I only listen with one ear. I'm feeling dizzy.
His warm hand is holding mine and I can feel his musculous legs underneath. I can feel his chest, his whole body... I smell his scent and hair conditioner. Right here, right now, I'm happy. Happier than I have been in a long time. Happier than I've been this whole year. Happier than ever. This is the highlight of my life. Every moment I spend with G-Dragon feels like a surreal dream that I never want to wake up from. Everything about him pleases me and everything about me wants to always come back to him. My every cell.
"You got it?" he asks and I wake up. I nod haltingly and he moves me on the seat and walks around the car. I push the starter and stare at all the weird colours and buttons and signs. GD sighs loudly.
"You are hopeless", he laughs and I hit my head on the staring wheel.
"I know!" I shout.
GD gets off the car and comes to open the door for me. He takes my hand and we start walking along the dark street. It looks like we were in a slum: dirty laundry are hanging on rusty racks in the silent backyards, the cement on the streets have cracked in many pieces and the walls is made of either decayed tiles or concrete. A few old streetlamps are flashing as the only lights around. Fortunately, the sky is clear and the stars are shining. It makes the atmosphere less creepy.
We stop in front of a small rusty gate that leads to some sort of a park. I sit down with him on the stairs. Ji fits this place perfectly because of his style and looks and I could see him filming a new music video here.

GD looks suddenly depressed and he starts rubbing my hands between his.
"In the backstage", he begins, "I and Young Bae did fight."
"Wae??" I ask automatically. He looks at me instead of our hands.
"He said that I should stay away from you. That I would hurt you."
"Is that true? Am I hurting you? Do you think I could hurt you?" Aaand the cat's on the table.
I sigh and stare at his sharp eyes.
"I don't know", I answer quietly. "Could you?" I throw the ball back to him.
"I would never do that", he says right away and stares at the dirty tiles under our fancy shoes.
"So... You are not using me as a revenge?" I ask bluntly.
"Because of Kiko?" GD looks at me confused.
"How can you say something like that... I'm not that kind of person..." he mutters and looks down again. It's silent for a moment.
Then he suddenly says:
"It was first like that."
I pull my hands away from him. I'm disappointed. But Ji Yong grabs my hands and pulls them back and presses them agains his chest.
"But now I have really started to like you. I'm serious."
I don't know what to think. He told me that he had used me but now he likes me?

"When?"
"When what?" he asks.
"When did you start liking me?"
"Yesterday", he answers. "That's why I disappeared and got you that", he points at the medallion. "Yesterday morning I realized how good you were."
"Comparing to Kiko..." I pull out the Kiko card.
"Comparing to everyone. You make me feel happy", he explains and moves my fingers, touches my long nails. I get chills again and I can't stand this feeling he makes me feel.
"She makes me happy too... But then we fight and we break up. And then it starts again. It's never ending circle. I think that... I can't feel happy with her anymore. I can't let her continue what she's doing to me. Sometimes... I feel like I'm losing myself", I can feel Ji sentizising. I guess it's the first time he has talked about this. And he tells it to me...
"I can feel happy with you again. Because of you... Thank you."
I stroke the back of his hand instead and nod. "You make me happy too." I am important to him. And he is exactly who I thought he would be. No, GD wouldn't harm anyone intentionally and propably we wouldn't be here if he only wanted to irritate Kiko a little.
"So, you don't do this for Kiko anymore?" I just want to make sure.
"No", Ji answers. "I asked you to the gala because they have already seen you. People are talking about us. My fans are very intelligent, they have figured it out by now. So, there's no reason to keep it as a secret." I nod.
"And if I wanted to so so, we would be in the club right now. At the same club where Kiko and other celebrities are. Do you believe me now?" he asks and I smile at him. Ji moves his hand to my neck and kisses my forehead. Then he takes a look at his watch and stands up.
"It's late. We should go. You have the meeting with YG."
"Meeting...?"
"Audition, remember?"
I jump up and follow him to the car. Butterflies get wild in my stomach and I feel sick. How can one little audition scare me so much, even though, I have already performed one song naked in front of YG? Maybe because this can be the starting point for my career. I'm going to be a singer! For YG Entertainment! Unbelievable...

I lay on the sofa and text with Sara. I haven't made it to the bed yet. Also mom asks me if I have bought the flying ticket back to Finland already. I answer her vaguely that I don't need to do it yet.
Sara: "Actually that Kiko is not that pretty after all... At least according to the pictures."
Me: "She is really beautiful... I totally understand why GD fell for her."
Sara: "Oh.."
Me: "I could never compete with Kiko :("
Sara: "But GD likes you...?"
Me: "Well yeah.. He said that I make him happy... :)"
Sara: "AAAAW! MY FEELS! I can't stand you 2 ;) I can only imagine how sweet he must be"
Me: "Hahah! Awh ma gad! :D But yeah. Ji Yong is cute :)"
Sara: "Oh, 'Ji Yong', seriously?... Shouldn't you go to sleep if you have the auditions tomorrow? What's the time even there"
Me: "Yes... I know.... And it's 2 am ;D"
Sara: "What r u gonna sing?? :)"
Me: "Umm...."
Sara: "Oh jesus, M! XD"
Me: "Kheheheh! :'D"
Sara: "Does your mom know yet?:0"
Me: "Nope... :s"
Sara: "Ouch.. When are u going to tell her? After that?"
Me: "Yeah... But now I gotta go to sleep :)"
Sara: "Okhayy! :) pick a good song and melt YG's heart w/ it, ok? XD"
Me: "Of course! ::D"

I take off my clothes and fall on the bed. I'm not even tired anymore because I stress so much about tomorrow. My phone vibrates under the pillow and I get a text message. I thought it would be from Sara but it's from GD.

"I just want to hold you tight right now."

I smirk and turn on my back. "Come here then, baby", I tease him. He doesn't answer for a moment and I guess he has fallen asleep. I hide my phone under the pillow and roll under the blanket. I'm thinking about the song... What should I sing? What can I sing?

I feel like can I hear some noises from another room. I open my eyes. I can hear the knocking sound clearer. I utter a happy laughter and jump up energetically. I run to the door and open it. GD smiles at me weirdly in a tee and jeans. At that point I remember that I have nothing but my underwear on. I gasp and jump behind the door. GD steps in and I run to the toilet.
"J-just a second", I shout. I grab my morning gown and walk back to him. He has closed the door.
"What did the others say?" I ask and tie up the ribbons and make sure that the knot holds. GD laughs at me.
"You really think that I haven't seen a woman's body before?"
"No! I mean... I bet you have seen many bodies..." I cough. He's still laughing.
GD walks to my bedroom door and answers my question:
"They were already asleep. I was writing." He's looking around and I, myself, cross my arms on my chest.
"Oh, a new song"? I'm being curious.
"Yeh, but I can't tell you about it yet." He turns to me. "Were you sleeping?"
"No", I lie to him. He walks inside the room and sits on my bed.
"Can I sleep with you?" he asks and oh my feels, again. Is this real?
"Are you going to sneek out again before I wake up and leave me alone?"
Ji smirks and pulls his shirt off with one smooth move and drops it on the floor near the bed. I freeze like I have never freezed before. I stare at his firm body. Then I shake my head and walk to the other side of the bed. He lays on the blanket and crosses his arms behind his neck. He's waiting for me. I lift the blanket to get under it but Ji asks:
"Aren't you gonna take that hot coat off?"
Who's talking about hotness here...
"I already saw you without it", he adds. I hover. What is he...
"You have your jeans on too. So, whatever", I answer and the situation feels more than uncomfortable. At least I feel like it, I don't know about him.
"Well, that would just be too inappropriate, don't you think?"
I growl at him. You, sneaky... I let the blanket go and I grab the ribbons. GD is watching and enjoying as I take the morning gown quickly off and slide under the blanket. I'm squeezing the blanket in my hands and staring at the ceiling.
"Why are you like that?" he asks and I take a quick look at GD's bare chest but I make myself look back at the ceiling. It's disturbing.
"So nervous. It's just me", he utters a laughter. Hahhahaa! Funny. Just you? Yeah... This is a normal day for me, or night actually.
It's quiet.
"Didn't you want to hold me close?" I remind him and smile a little. GD laughs silently. He's suddenly shy too!
"I can't. You are so far away."
I sigh and move one inch closer to him. Ji laughs.
"Still, too far away."
I move another inch.
"More like this", he says and suddenly he's under the blanket and pressed against me.
I have no idea how the thing called breathing works again... His hot arm steams and feels burning next to my arm. Then I feel his hand on my hip and I startle. He takes a hold on me and turns me on my side. Arms wrap around me. Legs move under mine. Breath blows to my neck and moves my hair. He moves a little bit closer and I can feel GD's bare chest against my bare back. If he wanted to, he could easily open my bras right know. Oh, God...
"Breathe", he says quietly to my ear. I inhale loudly. Ji lays his head on the pillow. He doesn't say anything anymore. I wait quietly. I breathe and look at the view, concentrate on the beautiful skyscrapers.

After 10 minutes, I turn my head carefully to check that he really is there. I can see his shoulder. I turn my head back and smile. I can hear GD's cracking breathe and I try not to laugh. He has already fallen asleep. Poor baby... He must have been very tired after his performance. Little by little, I myself too fall asleep with his arms sqeezing around me safely...

Notes

More coming today because I won't be posting for a while. I have my exams coming and I have to prepare for Block B's Finland concert! BUT THERE'S STILL GOING TO BE PART 3, PART 4 AND PART 5! Beware of that ;)
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Teaser for chapter 8 last one, huns!