Seriously Heart?

We have been filming for four months and it is kind of killing me if you know what I mean. Chanyeol is so good at acting like he loves me. It hurts knowing that there isn't any real feelings behind it.

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Today we're filming outside on a closed off street. In the scene, Chanyeol and I were walking together.

"Oh! There's a good restaurant!" Chanyeol shouts his lines and grips my hand pulling me to the said 'good restaurant' which was just fast food.

I laugh as I am expected.

They already had cameras in there waiting so we wouldn't have to redo the scene billions of times. We went to the counter to another actress.

"Hi, how may I help you?" she asked.

"I'd like a cheeseburger, animal style and a coke." Chanyeol says, then turns to me. "what would you like, sweetart?"

"I'm not sure, what's good?"

"Make that two animal style cheeseburgers and two cokes." Chanyeol says to the cashier.

She nods, "that'll be ten dollars and ninety-five cents.

I start to pull out the wallet from the purse that is slung over my shoulder.

Chanyeol stops me, "sorry babe, I'm paying."

"But I can pay for myself, I don't want to owe you anything!" I whine, as Chanyeol pays and starts to push me towards an empty table.

"You don't have to owe me anything."

"Here, I'll pay you back right now." I pull out my wallet.

"I don't want your money." he says matter-of -factly.

"Then what do you want?"

He points to my lips and then touches his cheek.

"Fine, you don't get anything." I say, giving him a weird look.
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Chanyeol pouts, and leans closer to me. "You know you want to kiss me."

I start to cough, covering my mouth, and my face goes red. That wasn't part of the script.

"Cut!" Director Lee says.

I smack my forehead, "Start again to the part where Claire says, 'Here, I'll pay you back right now."

After another three times we finally get the scene right.

"You know you want to kiss me." Chanyeol states for the fourth time.

"Ha. Ha." I say sarcastically.

Chanyeol goes back to his normal seating position and pouts.

I copy him.

The cashier comes to give us the food. "Someone's not very happy." she mutters and walks off.

As soon as she is gone we burst out laughing.

We talk and laugh our lines until the scene is over. It is already dark outside.

"Okay, we are done for the day. You may go back to your dorms. Tomorrow is the first kiss scene so prepare yourselves." Director Lee winks.

"Oh, we will be practicing tonight." Chanyeol jokes, and I feel my face heating up. Everyone laughs and I let out a fake one.

"That was a good one, Chanyeol." I say and lightly punch his shoulder.

We walk out of the restaurant and Chanyeol says, "Do you want a ride home?"

"Sure." We walk to his car that is located a block away.

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In the car we cranked the music up and sang as loud as we could. It was a particularly high note in the song and Chanyeol’s voice waved around going way too high too way to low, making him sound like a dog calling into the night.

I laughed at him and he glared at me. But as soon as he turned his head I could see a smile spread across his face.

When we got to my house, Chanyeol got out, and walked around to my side to open the door for me. He walked me up to the door, and I was about to thank him for the ride when he put a hand around my waist with one hand and the other on my neck, he pulled me close and kissed me. Right on the lips. I was shocked and he let go. It happened so fast I didn’t know what to do.

Chanyeol started, “I’m sorry, I don’t know what I was think--” I cut him off by grabbing his face and pulling it back towards mine. I kiss him back slowly.

Chanyeol wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer.

Notes

That awkward moment when your own book or in this case, fanfiction, gives you the feels...