Seriously Heart?

We parted after a few seconds, “I like you, Claire.” Chanyeol said leaning his forehead against mine.

“I like you too, Chanyeol.”

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I laid in bed that night staring at the ceiling, a huge grin on my face.

I couldn’t stop thinking of his lips on mine. I touched my lips, imagining his lips on mine again.

‘Will we kiss again? Wait, stop thinking like that! Gosh, why am I such an idiot?’ I thought. ‘Tomorrow. We are going to kiss tomorrow!’ I was suddenly so much more grateful that he kissed tonight so our first kiss wouldn’t be a fake one. It was my first kiss, and it was a good one.

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After I finally fell asleep I slept great, the best I have ever slept.

When I saw Chanyeol my heart pounded, hurting my rib cage. I smiled while taking deep breaths, making sure I got enough oxygen in my brain.

He smiled at me. His perfect smile. ‘How does he have such perfect teeth?’ I questioned myself. I suddenly closed my mouth, not wanting to show off my slightly crooked teeth. I had had braces while in middle school, but like the idiot I am I didn't bother to put on my retainer very often.

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We worked on scenes and took a break at lunch. Chanyeol and I sat on a park bench and munched on our sandwiches.

“How is this going to work, Claire?” Chanyeol sighed.

“Hm?” I asked with a full mouth.

“I mean I want you to be my girlfriend but…” he trailed off.

“SM.” I swallowed.

“The fans.”

I nodded in agreement. “Can’t we just pretend we are good friends outside of the SM building, and be more inside it?” I ask hopefully. Though, I know this probably wouldn't work out the way I wanted it too.

In that moment, all of the idols who have been ripped from the one they ones they loved flashed through my mind. 'Why couldn't people just leave our personal lives alone?' I always felt that way, even before I moved here. It always broke my heart to see fans treat their idols terribly just because they love someone.

“It’s not that easy.” Chanyeol says, pulling me from my thoughts.

“I know.” I say defeated.

“Let’s talk to our managers sometime soon. As for now, let’s focus on this work.”

I nod.

“Claire?”

“Yeah?”

“Promise me one thing.” he says turning my face so I looked at his beautiful eyes.

“Sure, what is it?”

“Don’t let me fall more in love with you.”

“No promises.” I laugh, and he puts his arm around my shoulder. “But really, I won’t if you won’t.”

Notes

Short chapter. I will try to post tomorrow as well but, we'll see.
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