New self

I see him and try to avoid him.
He grabs my hand and gazes nto my eyes but only for a second before he looks the ground.
BI- Well done
He said that shyly that was just soooo cute.
Me- Thank you sunbae.

I ran tu change in what I would wear for a solo stage.


I went backstage to wait for my turne and BI was still there. stand next to him. My heart is beating fast. It's hard to keep calm.
Then I looked a little over and saw his face red.

Big Bang came then back stage. ( Yes actually it's YG' family concert ) The back stage got corwded and I had to move closer to Hanbin.
My arm was against his when I felt his hand moving.
I look at him but he's avoiding my gaze then I felt his hand taking mine.

Is he holding my hand right now ?! OMG my heart is beating really fast... I look in front of me and see GD a little further.

He's looking at my hand, I mean mine and BI's.

???- Hanbin's turn
He let go delicatly and left.

My god GD is really looking at me as if he would kill me. He approaches me... If I could I would hide but I can't. I can't run away either, my dress is too tight and... What am I thinking here, I didn't do anything here.
He's already next to me.

GD- * whispers angrily* Are you crazy ?! You just debuted and you're already holding hands wth some rookie ?!
Me- Yeah I am but only because before my debut I had YOU showering in my dorm
GD- TCCCHHHH.. Are you crazy ?
Me- I already told you !

???- Leylo Standby

Me- Sorry but I have to go take my mic BYE

Ok now I am angry !!

While waitng to get on stage, Hanbing goes down and touches my hand

Ok now I am not angry anymore...

I got on stage and started singin that love song I trained so long. A love song about a lost love...

Notes

So that's it :) not great but I am sick so please understand :) Comment please :D