Lol - Lessons of Love {Break}

“Tell me. What happened really? You seem worried all the time.“ Lay asked after we finished the last lesson. “I already mentioned in class.” I just said, ready to go. But I couldn’t. I felt Lays hand which softly grabbed mine. “You told you cheated on ‘Chanyeol’ but why I can’t believe you?” I sighed. “Okay. I will tell you the whole story. But only if you promise me that you won’t tell anyone!” He nodded and I still felt his hand on mine. “I promise.”
Lay and I went home together. Hand in hand. Like a couple. My classmates looked worried. But I didn’t even care about them as long as my guardian Lay was beside me. As we both arrived home I told him the whole story. Everything. I told him about Suho and me. Also that I used Chanyeol as my fake-boyfriend and that I cheated on Suho.
“You and Mr. Kim?” He asked because he still could not believe me. I nodded while whipping my tears away. “Wow. That is wow.” He looked me straight in the eyes. “Do you love him?” “Yes. I love him and I-” “I only asked if you love him.” “Yes.” I saw how he smiled. “What about Chanyeol?” “There are feelings but-” Lay looked me deep in the eyes again. “No.” I said. “I only love Suho.” He held me. Gentle and I leant my head against his shoulder. I thought my tears would run out easily. But I didn’t cry.
“You know what I mentioned?” I shook my head and I was sure he felt. “I saw the truth. As you told me I felt that everything you said was true.”
Lay stayed til it became late. It was 6 PM as he left. “You should talk to him. Try it out. It will only work if both of you are ready to talk with each other.” I nodded and kissed his cheek. He blushed but said nothing.
This night was the first night I didn’t cry myself to sleep. I felt way more better than before and only because of Lay and his kind words. As I woke up the next morning I felt happy and I was filled with power and energy. Maybe the dream I dreamt was also giving me hope I dreamt of Suho and me. It was a wonderful dream. Not a bad one I had the last few days.
“What do you want? School hasn’t begun yet!” One of the female teachers said harsh as I tried to find Joonmyun. “I need to talk with a teacher of mine.” “Name?” “Mr. Kim. The trainee-teacher.” “Your name and class?” I wanted to answer as Suho suddenly appeared. “It’s okay. I know her.” He said and grabbed my hand.
As we went inside the room he locked the door behind him. “You wanted to talk with me?” I nodded. My heart was beating fast. I had to catch all my thoughts and all the things I figured out. But now I had no idea what to say. It was a quite different situation than I expected.” “Huh? I thought you wanted to know something. If this isn’t what you-” “Why?” He looked worried. “Why you just stood there? In front of the class while my classmates were talking about me. Any other teacher would have helped me out of this situation. You enjoyed it? Am I right?”
I started crying without even noticing. But he said nothing. “Yes I cheated on you and one thing is for sure. I regret this stupid kiss of Chanyeol on me. But what should I do. Chanyeol was the only one who knew about the fact I was in a relationship with you. A trainee-teacher.” I stroke through my hair. “Well I thought you would cheat on me. I know this isn’t an excuse but-” I wanted to continue but in this moment I felt his lips on mine. His aftershave was the only thing I could smell. His lips the only thing I could taste.
“I was angry. I was jealous. But I’m sorry that I behave like an idiot. Because I still love you and I still want you. Only you. No matter what will happen.” He mumured. My face blushed. He kissed my jawline and I lost all my thoughts. We had to stop this situation we were in as we heard the sound of the school bell. “Can we meet us today?” I asked. “My brother isn’t at home.” He just smiled and nodded while opening the door.
“Have you talked with him?” Lay asked me. I smiled and I was sure he knew what sign it was.

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