Lol - Lessons of Love {Break}

I cried, I felt terrible and not only that I felt like that I also looked like that. My eyes were swollen and red. Also my face looked pale and without MakeUp I looked like a Zombie or better a Vampire. But what to do? I had to go to school. The only thing I could do was trying to make me look better with MakeUp on. It worked. I wasn’t really proud about the result but at least I looked healthier. Taeyong wasn’t home. He decided to stay with Hyuna for a few days. Somehow I felt even more terrible. Because of the fact he stayed at Hyuna because of me. I was a bad person...
“Good morning Youna!“ Lay smiled as he saw me and my mood slowly was getting better until he asked: „How are you?“ I tried to fake a smile as I said: „I’m fine. What about you?“ He just nodded and smiled at me. But I noticed his worried glance. „Oh my. I can’t believe that the half of the year is already over.“ I said because I wanted, no I needed to talk about something except my feelings. Or else I’d started crying again. „Yes. It’s amazing how time can fly by just by being with friends. But you know what that means. I will have to go back to China in a few weeks.“ I looked at him. How could I forget the fact he was a exchange-student from China? „You are going to leave us so soon?“ He nodded. „I will miss you. All of you.“ I started tearing up. Lay noticed. „You don’t need to cry.“ I felt how he wrapped his arms around me and I lent my head against his shoulder. In this moment I felt safe and I felt like I could forget everything that happened.
„Is something wrong?“ Sehun asked as he saw Lay and me. I shook my head. „No nothing. It’s just that he will leave us soon.“ „Oh right.“ Was the only thing he said to me and then he started talking with Lay. I just nodded here and there if they asked me something while I slowly drifted away into my thoughts again.
The schoolbell rang and we had to go inside. I tried to avoid thinking that the first lesson this day will be music class with Suho. As soon as I thought about I couldn’t help myself and started tearing up again. „Lay oppa?“ He looked me straight in the eyes while both of us went straight to the classroom. „Can we sit together today?“ Lay smiled and said: „Sure.“ Finally we arrived. My heart was beating fast as Lay opened the door. "Good morning Mr. Kim." Was the only thing I could hear this moment. I hold my breath and get inside. Suho looked me in the eyes. His glance filled with sadness and anger. "G-good morning." I stuttered.
As I sat down next to Lay I felt worried glances. The glances of my classmates. Chanyeol who was staring at me and also Suho. I felt terrible. Murmuring inside the class. I could only hear a few sentences. "This bitch..." "Are they still together?" "I knew it wouldn't go on so long." "She betrayed him..." My eyes started to tear up again. No one helped me. No one except Lay. "Can you please be quiet? It's her business not yours. Shut up!" He said harsh. They really stopped and I tried to smile. *Thank you* I whispered. *No problem*
The lesson started and everything went normal so far. But then. I don't know what it was. But I felt the murmuring started again. Suho stopped talking about the stuff. He stared at me. I stood up. My classmates stopped talking again but I only looked into Suhos eyes. "Yes I betrayed him. Yes I cheated on him. But don't you think everybody deserves a secound chance? Stop calling me bitch or how you like to call me. It was a kiss. A simple kiss!" My tears were running out and I left the classroom.
I didn't notice someone followed me. I only noticed as someone grabbed my hand. As I turned around I noticed it was Lay. It was again Lay who tried to cheer me up. "Don't care about those stupid girls. Let us go back." I shook my head. "No I-I can't. I just want to go home. I feel terrible." Lay looked me straight in the eyes, slowly stroking through my hair. "I am your friend and I will protect you. You don't need to care about those stupid girls. I am here and I will protect you as long as I can." I smiled. It was the first time I really smiled. "I guess you are my guardian from now on." He started laughing and so did I. Together we get back to class. But this time I felt stronger and I didn't care about Suho and also I didn't care about my classmates. I felt strong because of Lay. Because he was a friend I could trust.

Notes

Hello =)
I felt like it was finally time for Lay to appear again.
So here he is. =D Acting as a wonderful true friend. ♥
Even tho the new rating is 9.4 I guess you like it. ;)
So please stay with me. I feel like some new chapters will come out soon.