[recap] Class ended, I went to the principle office to inform him about my treatment at the hospital. I opened the door and saw Namjoon talking with the principle. he signal Namjoon to leave as I walk over to him. After telling him, i went back out. I close the door. Namjoon was leaning against the wall waiting for me. I ignore him and kept on walking. I feel a grip around my wrist. Namjoon drag me somewhere. I silently follow behind him. I smile as I look at his hand holding mine.

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I was drag to the roof top. No one was there but us two. Why did he drag me up here? Did he hear me talk to the principle? Anni, anni...it can't be no one knows. We both stood there awkwardly, his back facing me. Namjjon rubs the back of his neck. I stand there looking at his back, waiting for him to speak up as to why he brought me here. We stood for a good minute before he finally faces me. Namjjon tuck his hand inside his pockets and lean towards me.

"Are you feeling better now?" He ask

"Wae? I feel just fine. Why do you care?"

"J-just b-because..."He looks away

"Jinja? just because, nothing else you want to tell me."

"See you tomorrow." He leaves

But I won't see you tomorrow. I stood there like an idiot and watch him leave. The image of his back is stuck in my mind. That image that I always saw before I started changing to a different person. I use to get bully so much. An image that I was label with...'UGLY DUCKLING' Just because I wasn't as pretty as everyone else, they view me differently. To be honest the image that I have now, the attention, I don't like it all. I hate big crowds and attraction. I hate getting stare at. People use to pay no attention to me at all. No one knows the real me, who I really want to be and what is wrong with me. Maybe being gone for a whole month isn't so bad. I could do some self reflection and maybe actually enjoy myself. Stay away from everyone.

I sat on the bench on the roof top for hours waiting for the sun to set. Because of all the thigs that I have been caught up with lately I have been feeling so tired. shades of Pink, Orange, Yellow, and blue reflect across the sky. The breeze slightly blow across my face, the petals of the flowers falling from the tree. Everything seem so perfect right now. I close my eyes and let every once of sun light bounce of my skin. My phone suddenly ringed inturruping me.

"Yobosaeyo"

"where are you?"

"Ah, I'm still at school. Wae?"

"Where at school?"

"Oppa I'm at the roof top."

"Don't go anywhere, I'm coming right now."

"Arasseo"

I waited for Minno oppa to come, it was getting dark. Is he going to keep me waiting? I started to sulk until the door suddenly swinged open. I look and it was Mino trying to catch his breath. What did her do, run here? I cross my arm and pouted me lips. He grins at me and walked over. He wraps his arm around my shoulders, still catching his breath. I gave him my death glare. Again I am being drag away somehwere. These guys have problems dragging people around especially me. What can I do?

We reach a cafe and order our drinks. We sat beside a window and waited. Our drinks finally came. We chatted for a bit and left the place. Mino and I walk side by side at the park. He recieved a call and left in a hurry leaving me alone. I am left with the image of Mino's back, again an image of their back. I was walking home when someone taps my shoudler. I turned around and saw a grinning little kid name Mark. My smile stretch across my face. He was passing by and offer to walk me home. We stop at a street stand selling bracelet.

"Would you like to buy a bracelet for your girlfriend?" Ajumma

"Oh, I'm not his-" I cut off

"Nae! my girlfriend would like this. How much is it?" Mark replied

"Two won."

"Here you go. Thank you."

We continue walking. Mark hands me the bracelet. He didn't have to buy me it. He probably doesn't even know that I'll be gone for a month. It was silent, we both are now at my front porch. I bid him goddbye and went inside my house. I watch from my window as he Mark left. The image of their his back lingers in my mind. In the end they always leave me. This reminds me so much of ----???-----. She too, left me. She left me with a deep scar and an image of her back walking away from me. Why did she betrayed me. I thought we were friend but in the end I'm an just a niave kis that believes and trust anyone who is kind to me. Still ----???----- , she didn't have to leave me hanging for everyone to step on. Mark is gone and is now replaced with tears running down my face. Without knowng I had fallen asleep curled in a fetal position, crying my eyes out. Why me?

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