[recap] I look at V, he smiles at me. Something about his smile is just so cute. I smile back. V walked me home. I said good-bye and went up to my room. I closed my door shut. The only thing I could think of was their names.....Namjoon and V. I top and lay down on my bed. Ugh, what do I do? Do they even feel the same way about me. I placed my hand over my pounding heart

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I'll be in the hospital for a while...For at least one month. It's going to be so boring. I don't even have any friends. What am i doing with my life? I hate getting treatments, it hurts....a lot.
Today is my last day at school until I could return again. I lazily got up from my bed, I went down to the living room. Should I ask Minji to visit me some time?

"Mr.Park? can you send me to school today? I don't feel like walking." I said

"Nae, agasshi."

I already texted Taehyun not to wait for me today. I ate my breakfast, put on my shoe and head out. I got outside. Mr.Park opened the door for me, I got inside. This is the first in a long time since I rode to school, that was in junior high. I plug in my earphone and listened to Ha:felt - TRUTH. We got to the school parking lot. Mr.Park opened the door for me. I got out and bow to him. Everyone eyes wondered to me. This is probably their first time seeing me come out of a car. I chuckle to myself. Life is full of unexpecting things. I saw Taehyung, I waved at him. I got in class, I didn't talk to anyone not even Minji or the guys. Although Mino was only a few seats away he texted me.

*Gwenchana? you are really quiet today...you don't seem like yourself?*
*Anni, I just didn't get enough sleep.*

I caught Mino looking at me, I just smile back to reassure him that I am alright. I felt something thrown at me. I pick up the piece of paper, It was a drawing of a boy with a flower. I looked around the class for the person, Mark waved at me. Again, I only smiled back. I laid my head down waiting for class to start. Why does today feel so long? We still have 15 minutes before class actually start. I could sense that someone is starring at me and it is burning a hole at the back of my head. I looked back and it was Namjoon. I feel like I haven't seen him in ages...I miss him. I decide to go up to the rooftop to get some fresh air.

I stood up and left the class. From the corner of my eyes I could see Mark and Taehyun was going to follow me but Mino stopped them. On my way to the rooftop I walked pass V, He didn't even look at me. I silently pout to myself. Of course why would he look at me, Its not like he likes me. he was only beinig nice.

I sat on the bench, looking out to the school field. I hug my knees together, i let out a long sigh. It is so peaceful up here. I hear the door open, i look to see who it was. It was Minji, walking over to me.

"Oh, Minji-ah, What are you doing up here?" I ask

"I was wondering if you are feeling okay?" she ask

"Of course, you know me....Even before I changed I would come out to the rooftop."

"yea...if you need anything just text me, okay?"

"hmm..." i respond

Minji left me alone and head back to class. I hear the door open again. I just assume it was Minji but when I ask her a question there was no repsonse.

"Minji-ah? why didn't you answer me?" Still I didn't look up

"You still think I'm her?"

I immediately know who the person was from the voice. I roll my eyes, why now? i want to be alone. I don't even bother to respond or look back. He scoff at my action and sat down next to me....too close. I scoot down the bench but he came even closer. I was now at the edge at the bench. he turn to me. our face to inches away, I quickly back off, trying to balance myself from falling. Again he shorten the distance bewteen us. My heart is pouding, my palm sweaty, i could feel his breath against my skin. I breath in his scent. He doesn't look away nor do I.

"N-Namjoon yo-you a-are too-"

His lips crashed into mine even before I could finish my sentence. Although this isn't the first time we kissed, I am still shock. Yes, Life is full of unexpected things. It still feels like the first time. He parted away from me and gave me a cheeky smile, eyes cresent.

"if you don't feel well you could ask me to buy you medicine...I'm going back to class."

He left a soft peck on my forehead and went back to class. I was now in daze...how could he be so hot and sexy but cute at the same time. That devil is playing with me. with only 5 minutes left I decide to go back to class. When I got inside, i made eye contact with Namjoon. I could feel my cheeks burning. Am I blushing? otokae? I got to my seat and the bell ring.

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It was lunch time, Minji and I hanged out alone together. i told her that i won't come to school for a while. She understood everything but still whine about it. I coudn't courage up to tell her about my condition. I told her that My family is going on a vacation out of the country.

"So...the wedding you are going with my cousin is set. His brother's wedding is set in two month. Remember you can't back out of it." Minji said sternly

"Arraseo...But I don't even know how he looks like. Do you have a picture of him with you?"

"Nae, here...what do you think."

"he is cute..."

Minji told me that is going to practice dancing and left. I decide to go to the garden, I haven't gone there in a while. I walk around looking at the flowers. everything feels like a dream. I smile as I walk around the garden. I hear foot steps behind me but when I look back there was no one.

I notice a hat poking out, It looks just like the one Mino was wearing. also, I could see three pairs of foot. Who else would it be. I'm sure it is Mino, Mark, and Taehyun who are hiding. I just pretend that they are not there and continue on my walk. I hear a click, suddenly a flash. Why the heck are they taking picture for? I shook my head. I want to yell at them but today is my last day so I want to enjoy everything here. I slightly laugh because I could hear them argue.

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Class ended, I went to the principle office to inform him about my treatment at the hospital. I opened the door and saw Namjoon talking with the principle. he signal Namjoon to leave as I walk over to him. After telling him, i went back out. I close the door. Namjoon was leaning against the wall waiting for me. I ignore him and kept on walking. I feel a grip around my wrist. Namjoon drag me somewhere. I silently follow behind him. I smile as I look at his hand holding mine.

Notes

Long time no see. Yes I know, I haven't update this story for a month now.