EXO Planet

Jongin doesn’t know why Kyungsoo is doing this. Kyungsoo always tells him that he wants to see Jongin smile, but what is Kyungsoo doing to Jongin now he’s making Jongin sad, Jongin doesn’t know what Kyungsoo’s problem is that he wants to end this note note thing and Jongin is not satisfied with it.
Kyungsoo is in the baking room now and when Jongin started reading the note in his Geometry notebook, Kyungsoo locked himself in and told Suho that he’ll just bake some breads and cakes there all by himself.
Kyungsoo told him in school earlier that Jongin can only read the note in his Geometry notebook and he wanted Jongin to take his last challenge in the café and restaurant because the things needed is there. Jongin cannot understand why is Kyungsoo ending this thing.
“G for Goodbye
Jongin, yes. G for Goodbye because it’s really a goodbye for this note thing today. Thank you for reading these notes even though my handwriting sucks. Thank you for protecting me even for only three days, because Jongin I can’t stand to not to talk to you. I’m sorry but I really miss you. Yes you are there, but I can’t hear you. Or I am just deaf. And I just did this because I only gave you a chance to find your peaceful life again because… check your uniform’s pocket. XOXO~” Jongin pouts because the peace he’s longing for is just given to him for just three days. Urgh, this sucks, why does he have to talk to me when these notes are enough.
Thus, he checks his uniform’s pocket and finds a note inside. He thinks of how Kyungsoo put this note in his uniform before reading it. “U for Understand
Jongin, I did this note thing because I understand that you find my voice irritating. (writing this hurts) but I know my singing voice is beautiful, right? -- Jongin rolls his eyes because it is so Kyungsoo. In every bad thing Kyungsoo wrote about himself, there is a compliment or comment given. -- I understand that I make your world spin, turn upside down, left and right, and such… but please check your history notebook. XOXO~”
Jongin wrinkles his eyes at each and every request of this Kyungsoo in these notes, they always have requests here and Jongin is annoyed, why does Kyungsoo have to make these stupid ideas when he can tell these straight to Jongin and get to the point so this will end peacefully and Jongin won’t waste his time in this senseless ideas. He’s still a child. He always wants to play.
Jongin rolls his eyes when he finds the note in his History notebook. He reads, “H for Hope
But Jongin I hope that I made you smile with these notes even though I didn’t get to see those-- and Jongin nods absentmindedly but truthfully -- I hope that I made you feel loved or cared when you hear my soft voice calling for you.
I hope that I you’ve made friends because of my mouth, but please tell me, are we friends? -- Jongin would say no, but there’s a hidden meaningful smile behind his frown -- And I hope that you will not lose the friends you’ve made but it’s okay Jongin because I’m telling you, you will never lose me even I’m far away from you. -- reading this sentence, Jongin suddenly feels uneasy. Is Kyungsoo bidding goodbye? But Kyungsoo won’t go, right?
Gipeojin haru teum sai neoneun joyonghi dagawa
Eodumeul geodeonaego naui jameul kkaewo
Geurigon meoreojyeo (yeollin changmun neomeoro)
| In the gap between a deepening day, you come slowly
The darkness skims by and wakes me up
And across the open window receding away |
Jongin knows that Kyungsoo will tell that to him even though Kyungsoo thinks that Jongin won’t mind, right? he looks around for Kyungsoo if he went out of the baking room, but that Kyungsoo is not around -- and I hope that you appreciate my presence because Jongin…
find the letter I from the pedophile. XOXO~”
Jongin instantly scans around for Baekhyun, and when he finds him, Jongin runs to Baekhyun who is placing an order in a customer’s table. He first greets the customer then looks at Baekhyun without saying a word. Baekhyun knows the look in Jongin’s eyes so he sighs and gives up. “It’s inside my bag.” Baekhyun pats Jongin’s shoulder.
Jongin goes in the changing room of the employees and searches inside Baekhyun’s bag. And there he finds the note I in it. He opens it and reads, “I for Infatuation
Yes Jongin, I was infatuated with you when I first saw you Inside this café and restaurant.
I haven’t felt that before because it’s so fast, it’s only been a day and boom, I don’t know why I have to see you smile. That is why I for Instant.
That’s why I instantly and always give you my smile, the heart-shaped one. Because I am hoping that you’d smile at me too. But fuck you Jongin, even if I do that, I’d never get to see your full smile. Is it because of my I for Idiotic smile
Do you remember Jongin when you first went in this place, you saw me, right? And I am plastered with my idiotic smile. Jongin, tell me, is that smile too ugly that you decided not to smile at me because I have that smile? Are you disgusted by it? If you are, I’m sorry Jongin, but it is part of me that you cannot take away from me. Hahaha, it’s not that I’m mad. But let’s continue this, In the List of orders in the kitchen, it is only hanging there… ^^ XOXO~”
Jongin doesn’t know why he’s still doing this thing, he doesn’t know why he always agree to each and every game of Kyungsoo. He walks to the kitchen respectively and slowly looks at the List of orders there, when he finds it, he first asks the worker there if he can take it. Then Suho appears and tells him that it is really for Jongin. So Jongin sheepishly steps out of the kitchen and reads the note outside the room, “L for Letting go -- seeing these words, Jongin cannot help himself to think that Kyungsoo is really going away.
Tto gireul ilheottna, neon, neon, neon
Bamgonggiga ajik chagawo, ireona
So baby hold on, neol honja dugiga
Nan geokjeongi dwae georil dugo neoui dwireul ttraga
| Have you, you, you lost your way again
The night air is still cold, get up
So baby hold on, I’m worried of leaving you alone
I leave the road and follow behind you |
He blinks at what the hell Kyungsoo is going to say as he reads, “Baekhyun and the others told me once that I should let you go because they can see that you don’t like even just for a bit. I know that you don’t like me but L for Like
I like you that time. And I told myself and to them that I won’t let go of you until you’d come to like me too. I know Jongin, you like me too, right? urgh, don’t deny it anymore because it is On top of Chanyeol’s head… ;P XOXO~” but reading this note, Jongin seems to know that Kyungsoo is challenging him, with these stupid letters and such, Jongin thinks it’s a puzzle game that Jongin must solve. Jongin just doesn’t know what will be the reward or prize when he finishes this, but it excites him more.
Jongin stands in front of the counter where Chanyeol is working with a cap, for the first time. And Jongin doesn’t know that Kyungsoo is so special that he’s made these stupid things done in this café and restaurant and during his work. Chanyeol smiles at Jongin and bows. Jongin knows it so he removes Chanyeol’s cap and the note O falls down the floor. Chanyeol picks it up and to Jongin’s surprise because of Chanyeol’s stupidity. Chanyeol places it on top of his head before letting Jongin take it. He smiles afterwards and winks at Jongin.
Jongin goes to a corner and reads the letter, “O for Obvious
I know that you like me Jongin because it’s so obvious. Ahaha.-- And Jongin raises his eyebrow to the note because he knows in himself that he doesn’t like Kyungsoo, but let’s see how Kyungsoo came up with that idea -- Because first, you keep on visiting and visiting this café and restaurant to see me -- reading this, Jongin wants to puke on Kyungsoo because Kyungsoo is so so full of himself! Oh my god! -- O for Oh my god
Because I once see you smile (even though it’s just small but it’s still a smile) and fuck Jongin, I even heard you laughed when I was thrown easily by the blanket you tossed to me on the bed. -- And Jongin laughs as he recalls how light Kyungsoo was and how epic his body flew when he was tossed on his bed with the blankets and pillows -- O for On the bed
Do you remember Jongin what happened to us on my bed? You should have kissed me that time!! I knew it Jongin, you wanted to kiss me when I was singing My Lady to you. Oh my god Jongin, you like me!! -- Jongin’s eyes circle on what he reads, oh my god, he recalls that time ad suddenly, his surroundings become hot when… did he really try to kiss Kyungsoo? -- But you didn’t kiss me that time because I farted and you laughed so loud as if you are not yet farting in your 17 years of existence in this world. -- Jongin laughs at how Kyungsoo was embarrassed that time, Jongin was just lucky that that fart was not smelly or else, he’ll be doomed because Jongin will really tease Kyungsoo if that happens. Then he ends the note -- Okay, let’s continue the game. Find the next note pasted under the plate of the Vanilla cake on the vacant table beside the sign ‘Please attend to your Valuables before going out the place. Thank you.’”
Jongin smiles at the ideas of Kyungsoo as he walks to the table beside the sign. He sits on the chair and reads the note, “This Vanilla cake is for you Jongin, so please eat it if you want, I even bought it for you because I like Vanilla cake, but I also get to like Cheese Cake but sorry Jongin, I haven’t tried Cappuccino, I hope it’s fine with you. But please, continue reading this because V for Venus.
I haven’t tried cappuccino because I like Venus, and it’s the drink I always get whenever Suho hyung is letting us have our free orders. Oho, we’re lucky… V for Venus, right? Well, I hope you know who Venus is in Roman mythology. -- Jongin nods to answer Kyungsoo’s question in the note -- Well, if you don’t, Venus is the goddess of Love and Beauty.
When I met you, you are like Venus, but in a manly way, because you are so fucking handsome and oh my god, you look so sexy without trying even trying to be one. Iiiihhh, you’re so handsome handsome handsome that I think I met love when I get to know the brave you. And when you hold me like you mean it for the first, oh my god V for Volt
I felt that thousands of volts ran to my spine because I’m fucking into you. It was like V for Volcano
I exploded Jongin like a volcano. My feelings for you are so Everywhere but Chen. XOXO~” And Jongin wants to punch Kyungsoo now because he is making Jongin wait and look for that fucking notes. Why doesn’t Kyungsoo just be born to be a straightforward? Because Jongin is fucking tired now, and how is Jongin supposed to look for it?! Everywhere but Chen? Are you fucking kidding Jongin, huh Kyungsoo?!
Neon ssodajineun dalbiche syawo
Geu hwangholhan pyojeongeun bon jeogi eopseo
Geurimcheoreom meomchun nega boyeo, geu siseonkkeuten
| You shower in the pouring moonlight
I haven’t seen that entrancing expression before
I look at you who has stopped like a picture and at the end of that gaze |
Jongin runs his hands to his hair and goes to the counter where Chen is. He lifts Chen’s collar which scares Chen, “Where is the fucking note?” Jongin doesn’t know why he’s frustrated. Is Kyungsoo playing with him? With his feelings? Why doesn’t Kyungsoo just tell him all about this? Jongin doesn’t know now what to think. If this is only a piece of shit or what.
Chen pats Jongin’s hands and tells him to relax, “You went to the right person Jongin. Kyungsoo is too dumb to write that clue. Aish. Here, I’m making this easy for you two.” Chen easily gives Jongin the note and Jongin takes it with an apologetic face, he shouldn’t lift Chen’s collar just because he’s frustrated to Kyungsoo. He should be lifting Kyungsoo’s collar instead of Chen’s. Yes, Jongin will do that later.
He reads, “E for Eternity
My feelings for you is for eternity Jongin. Well, I’m not telling that I will love you forever. It’s just I think I won’t be able to forget you because I only do this to you okay? Remember that because you only do this to me. You make me crazy. But like what I said, I’m not telling that I’ll love you forever because I’m still 18 years old and I’m too young to forbid myself to love another man when we’re apart, when you’re gone, or when I’m gone.
E for Everything gets in slow motion
I know that I’ve told this to you before but let me tell you again. I can observe your every movement: how your lips mumble curses to me, how your lips are so plump and how I forbid myself from kissing it everytime I give you my hearteu kisses, how your handsome face turn into a frown when I’m being loud, how you bravely protected me from that fucker and from the bad guys just yesterday, how you open your arms and close it into an O whenever you hug me, how my body fits in your arms perfectly, how, how you made me fall… everything gets in slow motion, now Jongin tell me, what is love? Because I myself can’t E for Explain.
I myself can’t explain what I feel because I don’t fucking know what is love. If you have time, would you please tell me what it is? Because I think you know it because you taught me how to love you. Please teach it to me to so I would know how to make you love me too.”
Jongin cannot believe what he’s reading now. Is this part of the game? Well, Kyungsoo, it’s not
funny
. Because it gives Jongin a weird feeling. Jongin doesn’t want to continue reading anymore, afraid of what will be in the end of this game. But Jongin’s not sure what his decision really is… “E for Embarrass I don’t know what I’m saying but I fucking feel embarrass right now. I don’t know what to say when you’re done reading these notes. I don’t know how red my body is when I go out of the baking. If you don’t know what I’m doing now in the baking room. maybe I am feeling embarrass right now because, am I fucking confessing to you? Look in the bathroom. The Yellow duck on the sink. XOXO~” Jongin doesn’t know now… if he will continue this game. He fucking feels different, he doesn’t know if he’ll make Kyungsoo happy… or will Jongin make him cry?
He hesitantly walks to the bathroom of the employees and finds the Yellow duck on the sink instantly. He breathes heavily as he opens the note. “Y for You
You made me pout.
You made me smile.
You made me insane; do these things. Do the things I did for the first time for you.
You made me like you.
You made me open my arms to hug you.
You made me feel victorious when I know I’m making you feel better.
You made everything gets in slow motion.
You made me yearn for your smile.
You made me open my heart to you.
You made me understand that I am being protected because you’re always there for me even though you’re so annoyed to me.
And please check note on the counter. XOXO~”
Jongin doesn’t want to do this. He doesn’t want to learn more of Kyungsoo’s feelings. He doesn’t want this but he has to do this. He goes back to the main room and goes to the counter where Tao is placing the note Kyungsoo is talking about. Tao looks at Jongin and smiles sheepishly, “Oh my god, I got caught. I’m sorry, but here you go.” Tao lets Jongin take the note and leaves him there. Jongin nods before reading it.
“O for Oh my god again
Oh my god Jongin, this is the last two notes for you. I hope you know what’s behind this thing. And I’m so nervous now that you’ve gone this far. But I know that you want this to end, right? -- Jongin shakes his head. He fucking doesn’t want to know what the real thing behind this, but he continues -- But there’s no need to worry you fucker. Because of O for O hug.
:3 ohohoho, Jongin. That evening, when you protected me, you give me an O hug, a circled hug. OMO OMO. Your body was hot that time but I didn’t mind it because you fucking hugged me two times that day that I slept feeling that your arms were wrapped around my body giving me an O hug. -- Jongin blinks at this one, he finds himself fluttering when he recalls what happened to him that night. he was fucking disturbed and he felt that same way Kyungsoo felt, he has slept with Kyungsoo’s hearteu kisses tingling in his body like there’s no tomorrow. And urgh, why is Jongin feeling this way? He just continues -- O for Soo’s O
I agreed that I would be Jongin’s X, your kiss. And you agreed that you would be Soo’s O, my hug. That only means that you are mine now too. But, I won’t assume that you are mine because you haven’t assured me if you’re really mine but I’m yours Jongin. I’m O for Only
I’m Only yours Jongin, and I hope you’ll only be mine. XOXO~ for the last note Jongin. Under your chair. It’s Under your chair. The note U.
Okay, find the next one Under your table here in this place. XOXO~”
And Jongin instantly walks to his table and puts the notes in his pocket and makes sure that it won’t be crumpled. Jongin looks under his table and thinks that Kyungsoo is making this easy for him, but it is not. He reads the note which is under the table, “U for Urgh
I don’t know what to say in this note U… Urgh, Uhm… U smile, I smile… Ugh, fuck. Let’s get over with this. It’s true, when you will smile, I will smile wider. And U for U (You)
Whenever you are around, I’m happy. Because I can see that you are safe. Even though you’re all frown whenever you’re with me, at least I’m sure that you’re safe because I can still see you beside me. And because you are all frown whenever you’re with me, I’m trying my best to change that. I want you to smile whenever you’re with me.
U for Unfair
I always smile whenever I’m with you, but you never smile whenever you’re with me. But I don’t find it unfair because I know you’ll smile at me too someday. I know that this will happen someday, and I hope sooner and not later.
I will always smile at you U for until
Until you learn to smile at me too.
Until you learn to laugh with me too.
Until you see me everywhere too.
Until everything gets in slow motion whenever you’re with me too.
Until you knew what’s behind this message. But I am giving you the clue, I hope you can solve this and I hope you don’t put the other notes in the trash or else, everything will be ruined.
Please check the note which you find on the yellow duck in the bathroom earlier -- Jongin fumbles through his pocket and puts all of the notes on his table. When he finds the note which Kyungsoo is talking about, he opens it and continue reading the note U -- Please take note of the first letters after the words ‘you made me’ and ‘you made me feel.’ --
Jongin gulps as he does what Kyungsoo is telling him to do. He places his palm on his mouth when he sees it. He closes his eyes because it is his fault… it’s his fault that Kyungsoo is feeling this way. It’s his fault…
Daheul suga eopneun angil sudo eopneun got
Sumyeonwie bichin geon geu sarami aniya
Irwojil su eopneun seulpeun neoui story
Gakkawojilsurok deo apajil teni
| A place where I can’t touch you and can’t even hold you
What’s shining under the surface is not that person
Your sad story that can’t come true
The closer you go, the more you’ll get hurt |
He continues reading, -- Now, if you’re too dumb to not see it. Let’s make this one easy. Please place the notes you found in front of you in order. (on which one you found first to the next one to the next one to the next one until the last okay?-- Jongin does what Kyungsoo tells. And when he’s placed it in order, he continues reading -- Now, think of where you found all these notes in order. Use the marker in your bag to mark each note with the first letter of the place or thing where you find that certain note and all is yours now, good luck!
XOXO
Jongin’s x
Now, read the notes in your Geometry and History notebook and your uniform and continue the line before the ellipses (…)
This is the last confession I will make, so please… get this one, Soo’s O.”
Jongin reads the notes Kyungsoo is asking him to read after he marks each and every note with its first letter just like what Kyungsoo wants. He reads it altogether, “G for Goodbye
Jongin, yes. G for Goodbye because it’s really a goodbye for this note thing today. Thank you for reading these notes even though my handwriting sucks. Thank you for protecting me even for only three days, because Jongin I can’t stand to not to talk to you. I’m sorry but I really miss you. Yes you are there, but I can’t hear you. Or I am just deaf. And I just did this because I only gave you a chance to find your peaceful life again because U for Understand
Jongin, I did this note thing because I understand that you find my voice irritating. (writing this hurts me) but I know my singing voice is beautiful, right?
I understand that I make your world spin, turn upside down, left and right, and such… but please H for Hope
But Jongin I hope that I made you smile with these notes even though I didn’t get to see those.
I hope that I made you feel loved or cared when you hear my soft voice calling for you.
I hope that I you’ve made friends because of my mouth, but please tell me, are we friends?
And I hope that you will not lose the friends you’ve made but it’s okay Jongin because I’m telling you, you will never lose me even I’m far away from you.
And I hope that you appreciate my presence because Jongin…”
Jongin looks at the notes that are given by Kyungsoo. His heart beats faster and faster that it hurts. And he knows that Kyungsoo will get hurt too…
Geu sarangmaneun stop, stop, stop, stop
Geu sarangmaneun stop, stop, stop, stop
Ireohge naega neol aetage bulleo
Dagagajima baby, geu nalgaega jeojeuni
| Just that love stop, stop, stop, stop
Just that love stop, stop, stop, stop
Like this, I’m anxiously calling you
Don’t go baby, those wings will get wet |
He reads the marking on the note…
Inside Baekhyun’s bag
List of orders in the kitchen
On top of Chanyeol’s head
Vanilla cake on the table
Everywhere but Chen
Yellow duck in the bathroom
On the counter
Under the table…

Notes

Waaah, I should really apologize because I haven't updated like.. for a month? waaah! I'm really really sorry Chingus. It's just I had practices during Saturday AND Sunday for dance this past three weeks. Please understand but I'M SO SORRY!! Really, I''ll try to make this fiction better for you huwag!
Fuck it. This is a 4k+ word chapter and this is not exactly what I intended to. But since we’re getting to the real story, let’s wait until I update the next chapters okay?
I gave myself a deadline for Jongin’s life, right? Okay, 4 or less chapters to go and we’ll know what’s going on in Jongin’s life. Let’s read it together!! I hope I can update sooner! Thank you for reading this chapter! And sorry for the errors, again.
Bye!! I hope you like this one!!
--- silver