EXO Planet

Jongin doesn’t know why he did that. He really doesn’t know why he let Kyungsoo know about that smile and now, he is doomed. Kyungsoo is smiling at him non-stop like he like a crazy man who has a crush on him. Jongin curses himself for this. Then he throws his head back in frustration and hisses at Kyungsoo, “Don’t smile at me like that! You ruined my English test!” yes, he still blames Kyungsoo for being failed in his English test yesterday and he doesn’t know why he is with Kyungsoo right now, going to the café and restaurant.
Jongin fastens his pace in walking so that Kyungsoo won’t be able to run after him because he still has his foot injured. Jongin finds himself winning. And he knows that when the time comes, Kyungsoo will stop acting that way because he barely can survive a day without saying a word to Jongin.
Jongin walks in the café and restaurant with everyone looking at him because he didn’t visit the place yesterday and he just walked out of the place just two days ago with no cappuccino on his hands. Jongin nods to everyone and goes to the counter to know what’s going on in this place now that Kyungsoo’s back yesterday.
Baekhyun, his adviser, who just comes from the room for the employees, greets him, “Oh Jongin-ssi, how’s your day? It’s seems like you didn’t receive a love letter from your secret admirer huh.” Baekhyun teases as he sets his feet on the counter to get Jongin’s order.
Chanyeol overhears the two and asks Jongin, “OMO! Who’s your secret admirer Jongin? How about Kyungsoo?!” Chanyeol seems he’s cheering for Kyungsoo and Jongin can’t help but to roll his eyes on the two. Then the door’s bell rings which indicates that he is here.
Jongin instantly goes to his table which is far away from the counter as Kyungsoo walks in the place. Well, Jongin is a little relieved because he cannot scold Jongin for Jongin shouldn’t hear even a squeal in his voice, right? How unlucky Kyungsoo.
Kyungsoo scans his surroundings to look for Jongin and he eventually waves his hand to Jongin. Jongin rolls his eyes and Kyungsoo goes to the room to change into his working clothes.
Chen and Baekhyun looks at Kyungsoo who doesn’t even say a word but just wave his hand and smile to greet them. The customers are also curious at why is Kyungsoo not talking and not shouting Jongin’s name. Because usually, when Jongin is here, Kyungsoo will throw himself to Jongin and Jongin will just move to the side that causes Kyungsoo’s fall everytime he attempts to. But Kyungsoo doesn’t even shout Jongin’s name, or even say hi to him. OMO, what’s wrong with them?
And as soon as Kyungsoo walks in the counter, he is being dragged by Baekhyun to interrogate him about what the hell is going on with him and Jongin. Baekhyun asks it and Kyungsoo looks at Jongin first who is looking at them. Kyungsoo then whispers, “Because he shouldn’t hear my voice, even just a squeal. Don’t worry, it’s our deal.” Kyungsoo smiles at them and they all give him a look that doesn’t approve to what the hell Kyungsoo is doing because they are sure that it won’t last a week.
Jongin looks at the group of people swarming around the counter and pouts. Yeah right, he’s not yet part of the place, right? Does he have to be a worker here before being one of them? But Jongin won’t do it, because he’s afraid that the sharks might harm this place and Jongin doesn’t want the smiles in this place be ruined by his fault.
Jongin looks at Kyungsoo and it seems like Kyungsoo is telling them something. It just that Jongin doesn’t know it so he becomes curious. But he doesn’t want to be like he acts like he’s one of them because basically, he is not and will never be. But Jongin finds himself a little sad about it.
Then he feels his phone vibrates in his pocket which makes him jump a little in surprise. He sits properly and reads the sender, “Jongin’s X… check your chemistry notebook. <3: ” Jongin pouts because he still has to search for the note. He’s too lazy to move for now that Kyungsoo is still speaking to everyone. But his phone vibrates and it is from the same sender, “Fucking check your chemistry notebook!!” it says and eventually, Jongin searches for the note in his chemistry notebook. He reads silently,
“C for Curiosity,
I know Jongin, that Baekhyun will interrogate me for what the hell are we having this time. So I write this note for you to be relieved. I know you are curious of what are we talking about. Don’t worry, I’m just telling them about our agreement and I will make sure that there will be nothing more, ‘kay? I’m only telling them the truth, don’t worry. I will always tell the truth to you. I will never ever lie to you Jongin.
C for Care
I know that this is short but let me take care of you. Lift your head. ^^ -- and Jongin lifts his head up to see Kyungsoo smiling at him with a Cardboard hanging by a thread around his neck. Jongin smirks a little as he reads silently, “What’s your order sir? XOXO~”
Jongin rolls his eyes and writes on his Chemistry notebook. He looks at the Counter first to look for something to eat and drink, and when he finds it, he silently but happily writes those down the notebook.
Kyungsoo waits for Jongin to finish writing his order. Jongin shows his order by his notebook covering his nose and mouth but Kyungsoo can see Jongin’s eyes which observe him. Kyungsoo smiles and flushes red as soon as he reads Jongin’s order, “Cheese Cake and Cappuccino.”
Kyungsoo giggles and shows his heart-shaped smile for he feels so happy, he nods and writes on the cardboard, “Come right away sir. XOXO~” Kyungsoo then goes to the Counter and sees them grinning and rolling their eyes to what the hell just happened.
Kyungsoo gives Baekhyun Jongin’s order and Baekhyun repeats, “Cheese Cake, Cheese Cake, Cheese Cake, Cheesy Cake, Cheesy Cake, Cheesy, Cheesy, Cheesy.” and he shows a face to Kyungsoo which widens Kyungsoo’s smile more. Kyungsoo looks at Chen and laughs with the elated feelings he has. Then he suddenly Covers his mouth not wanting Jongin to hear his laugh.
Jongin knows that Kyungsoo is smilng, he always smiles and it’s very familiar to Jongin, Then Jongin continues to read the note. “But don’t worry Jongin, this is not the only note for the day. Because you know that I won’t end this with just these super short words. But just Continue reading the note on one of your notebooks (Yes, Jongin, you are the one who should look for it on one of your notebooks and books.) It’s is just one note Jongin but it will sure Catch you. C for Candle and C for Cold water of winter.
That’s all for now Jongin, just make sure that you’re done with your ASSignments before you search for that note.
XOXO
Soo’s O
Did you see my second Confession for the second day? I hope you do. You can look for it. Give me a Circled hug if you do. ;P <3: ”
Jongin raises an eyebrow because he will surely not going to be caught by Kyungsoo this time. He won’t hug him this time. Jongin then looks in front of him and the Cheese Cake and Cappuccino Carried by Chen. Chen smiles as he puts Jongin’s Cheesy orders on his table. Jongin just lets Chen and watches the thinner one hits Kyungsoo on the head because he is still in his dreamland. And Jongin is not sure why he knows that.
And Jongin doesn’t know why he does almost all of his ASSignments while eating his Cheese Cake and drinking his Cappuccino in his table. Kyungsoo just watches Jongin and tells himself, He sure wants to read the note that I gave him. And Kyungsoo wants to laugh his ass off when Jongin finds out what’s in the note.
Jongin and Kyungsoo are walking home without Baekhyun and Chanyeol because Baekhyun is taking Chanyeol home. So they take of by twos because it’s too dangerous to walk home alone, it’s fucking past 9 in the evening and Jongin is thankful that he did his ASSignment in the café and restaurant earlier.
Jongin is walking Kyungsoo to the bus stop tonight. To the bus stop only because he still doesn’t know how to go home from the Byuns house, and isn’t he supposed to be laughing at himself? Kyungsoo then looks at Jongin and around them and finds it relatively quiet and creepy. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo and he sees in Kyungsoo’s eyes reflected by the moonlight that he’s a little scared. And with no noise, Jongin protects Kyungsoo.
Jongin looks around them and his eyes circle at the ones guys who are running after them now. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo whose foot is still a little injured and is so scared because he knows that he won’t be able to protect himself especially in his condition now. Jongin whispers to Kyungsoo, “Get on my back.”
Kyungsoo can’t help but to tell Jongin, “But Jongin I am f--“ “Just get on my back you little piece of shit!” Jongin curses which makes Kyungsoo jump on his back in hurry. Jongin winces at the sudden action but eventually carries Kyungsoo on his back.
He runs street by street until he loses the sharks. He falls on his knees and Kyungsoo keeps on apologizing. Jongin says nothing and looks around for some hiding place, and when he finds it, he drags Kyungsoo there and holds the older closely and tightly so the sharks won’t be able to find them there.
He waits for some time and when he feels that the sharks are going their way. Jongin hugs Kyungsoo and they both hold their breaths and pray that they won’t find them there. Jongin wants to apologize to Kyungsoo seeing that the smaller one is really scared of what is happening right now.
Then someone shouts from behind, “Don’t fucking bother them!” and all they hear are the grunts and curses of the sharks to whomever this man is. They wait for some time for the noise to ease and when Jongin feels that the sharks are not there anymore, he sneaks his head to know what is going on.
But his eyes become wider because they just get caught because of his carelessness. Careless, careless. Shoot anonymous, anonymous. Heartless, mindless. No one, who care about me? Jongin prays for their safety when the person goes to them and greets him.
“Kyungsoo hyung!!” the guy says and Jongin lifts his head and the guy is now hugged by Kyungsoo. He tugs Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo is befuddled at what Jongin says. Jongin hugs Kyungsoo and protects him from the shark.
“Stay away from us!!” Jongin shouts and Kyungsoo and the guy are in confusion. Kyungsoo taps Jongin’s chest and breaks apart from Jongin.
The guy shakes his head and hands to tell to Jongin that he is not an enemy. “I am a friend of Kyungsoo hyung! Don’t worry, I’m not one of those guys, I just look like one and I understand that.” the guy says which relieves Jongin a little because he cannot see in the guy the sincerity of the words he is saying now. And because he is one of Kyungsoo’s friends and he even calls Kyungsoo hyung, Jongin nods.
“It’s really dangerous to walk in the streets in times like these, when no one is around. You’re just lucky that I saw you being chased by the sharks.” The guy says and Jongin wrinkles his eyes on the person whose eyes and lips are like those of the
cats
. How did he know that we’re being chased by the sharks? The guy gulps and Jongin sees it. This guy really knows something. Then the guy looks at Kyungsoo who is not saying a word. “Woah Kyungsoo hyung. Why are you not talking? Scared much?” and the guy ruffles Kyungsoo’s hair which is soon shoved by Jongin who is glaring daggers at him. He sheepishly smiles at Jongin and swears that he won’t touch Kyungsoo a bit when he’s around.
But the guy looks at Kyungsoo who seems not to know what to do. Kyungsoo can feel his heart beats faster than usual. He doesn’t know how to tell Jongin the truth. Kyungsoo bites his lips and wipes the sweat on his forehead.
Jongin walks Kyungsoo to the bus stop and asks the guy to watch over him. The guy smiles and nods excitedly and bids goodbye to Jongin. Kyungsoo smiles and waves goodbye to Jongin like the usual.
Jongin takes the bus to his house and thinks of the sharks that nearly harmed Kyungsoo, fuck it! Jongin bites his lips in annoyance. He should be more careful especially when Kyungsoo is around. Now that they know Kyungsoo’s figure, he should protect Kyungsoo more, because he knows that they will target Kyungsoo to catch him. And Jongin blames his mother for all his fucking luck.
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And now that Jongin is in his big house, he instantly goes to his room and fumbles through his things in his bag and looks for the note Kyungsoo is talking about. Jongin looks in his notebooks one by one until he finds it in his TLE notebook. Jongin finds many notes in his TLE notebook.
He reads, “Hey Jongin, don’t hate me for this…
T for Tricked
I tricked you Jongin. Hahaha, I’m laughing my ass off at you now that you’re reading this. This is fucking nothing Jongin. There’s no reason for this. Thank you. “
If only Jongin knows, if only Jongin know, he should’ve killed Kyungsoo earlier. He curses Kyungsoo for he has to arrange his things in his bag again. But Jongin doesn’t know why Kyungsoo put many blank notes in his notebook, did Kyungsoo just want to put trash in Jongin’s notebook. Trash which is folded nicely in his notebook.
Jongin raises an eyebrow to the numbers in every blank note. It is numbered 1 to 3… Jongin then reads the previous note of Kyungsoo. “C for Candle, and C for Cold water of winter.” Jongin blinks at those C’s.
Jongin is not dumb. He smiles when he sees the fucking secret through these blank (?) notes. Jongin smirks at how clever he is. He goes to the bathroom and put water on a basin and he puts the note number 1 on the Cold water of winter.
Jongin reads even if it’s a little blurred, “Wow!! /clap clap clap/ Oh my god Jongin, you found the secret in this candle and water thing. OMO OMO. Congratulations!” and that it the only thing that is written in note number 1.
So Jongin wants to know more, he places the second note on the Cold water and reads the second note, “T for Thump
Now Jongin, when you received my first note, did you listen to the thumps of my heart whenever you’re close? I hope you did so that you would know how I am into you.” and that’s all for the second note. Jongin blinks at how short these messages are, not that he’s disappointed but he feels he wants more.
He places the last note on the water and reads, “T for Third Confession
Now, did you know Jongin that this is my third confession now huh? Did you fucking know? Me, I don’t know. I don’t know why I’m doing this but I miss my voice whenever I’m with you. Do you understand that Jongin? Fucker Jongin, please check your T shirt inside your bag.” Jongin can’t figure out why Kyungsoo is doing this. Jongin feels like Kyungsoo is frustrated, and why is that? He reads the third note again and again and feels that his heart is beating fast.
Then Jongin walks to his room again and slowly checks his T-shirt inside his bag. Does he miss Kyungsoo’s voice blending with his curses? Jongin pouts and reads the fourth note, “T for Talk
Fucker Jongin, please please talk to me even though I’m not allowed to talk whenever I’m with you. I’m the only one who’s banned from not talking, and you are not. So please fucker Jongin, talk to me, curse me like you always do when you can still hear my voice before. Jongin, please talk, I miss your voice. Do you miss mine? Urgh, I sound like I’m desperate to hear your voice, but I really am. So please, fucker Jongin talk when you’re with me. If not… check your phone please.”
Jongin wants to say sorry to Kyungsoo because he checks his phone. He reads the Text message sent by Jongin’s X. “Aww, I know you’re going to check your phone because you’ll just look stupid when you’re the only who’s talking, right? Yeah, I’m just desperate and sorry for that. Just forget that thing and checks this other message.”
And Jongin doesn’t know why his phone vibrates again and he receives another text message from the same sender, “T for Thank you
Thank you Jongin for the thing you did to me earlier, you protected me from those bad guys even though I talked. I’m sorry Jongin for I talked earlier. But I was just too scared that time, I know you understand. -- and yes, Jongin understands and it is fine with him because he might not seem to it, he misses Kyungsoo’s voice, so much. But these little notes are just fluttering him even if he doesn’t know why. But he’s also thankful because his life becomes peaceful when Kyungsoo starts this agreement. And he seems to enjoy this because he’s not cursing so much anymore. -- T for Take Care
Jongin, please be careful when you are going home, ‘kay? I’ll always pray for your safety, because if you’re safe, I am safe too. -- in these times, Kyungsoo can still make him smile even though he’s not around. Aish no, Kyungsoo makes Jongin smile whenever he’s not around and Jongin finds it weird. But maybe it’s Kyungsoo’s way. -- T for Tao
Oh by the way, his name is Tao, the one who saved us from the bad guys. Don’t worry I gave thanks to him for you. J
Good night! Sleep Tight! Sweet dreams Soo’s O!!
XOXO
Jongin’s X <3: ”
Jongin looks at the message. He looks at the message, he only looks at it, he doesn’t even read it… he doesn’t know why he feels something different. He’s risking Kyungsoo’s life. Jongin doesn’t know. But how about this feelings? Will Jongin let this pass just like what he did years ago?
Jongin picks up his wallet which is on the ground, it maybe fell on the ground when he searched for the notes Kyungsoo gave him. He looks at the picture on it, and mumbles a name… He bites his lips because he still fucking misses him. Why, for all these years… I can’t understand now because of… D.O… O-O…O-Oh Sehun… Jongin doesn’t know this fucking feelings anymore.

Okay, I’ll cut to this one bitches. Urgh. Now now now… let’s welcome Oh Sehun in this fucking fiction! And it’s obvious who Sehun is in Jongin’s life. And tell me who is Sehun to Jongin ‘kay? Tell me about your feels too.
Now that Tao is back! Yaay! Let’s celebrate! TaoHun in this fic. Ohohoh. :3 I ship them.
And no, this is not full fluff, but do you like it? I hope you do.
And yes, sharks sharks sharks, let’s say this time that they’re o-oh.. no, haha. I won’t spoil you this time. I spoiled you too much with this fluff. Ehehe. Let’s just learn that together okay?
Thank you for reading this 3k+ word chapter! And sorry for the errors in this fic. And oh oh oh! The candle and water thing is true!! I’m telling you! Because I asked my sister if it is really effective and she even showed me that.
She wrote two letters XO on the paper using a candle in our house. Then she placed it on the water and it showed the letters. OMO, well, it’s not that clear and it’s super blurred but I can still read it. And it’s still effective, so let’s just say that in Kyungsoo’s note, they appear clearly. Hahaha, :3
Byers now! Thank you!
--- silver
Jongin doesn’t know why he did that. He really doesn’t know why he let Kyungsoo know about that smile and now, he is doomed. Kyungsoo is smiling at him non-stop like he like a crazy man who has a crush on him. Jongin curses himself for this. Then he throws his head back in frustration and hisses at Kyungsoo, “Don’t smile at me like that! You ruined my English test!” yes, he still blames Kyungsoo for being failed in his English test yesterday and he doesn’t know why he is with Kyungsoo right now, going to the café and restaurant.
Jongin fastens his pace in walking so that Kyungsoo won’t be able to run after him because he still has his foot injured. Jongin finds himself winning. And he knows that when the time comes, Kyungsoo will stop acting that way because he barely can survive a day without saying a word to Jongin.
Jongin walks in the café and restaurant with everyone looking at him because he didn’t visit the place yesterday and he just walked out of the place just two days ago with no cappuccino on his hands. Jongin nods to everyone and goes to the counter to know what’s going on in this place now that Kyungsoo’s back yesterday.
Baekhyun, his adviser, who just comes from the room for the employees, greets him, “Oh Jongin-ssi, how’s your day? It’s seems like you didn’t receive a love letter from your secret admirer huh.” Baekhyun teases as he sets his feet on the counter to get Jongin’s order.
Chanyeol overhears the two and asks Jongin, “OMO! Who’s your secret admirer Jongin? How about Kyungsoo?!” Chanyeol seems he’s cheering for Kyungsoo and Jongin can’t help but to roll his eyes on the two. Then the door’s bell rings which indicates that he is here.
Jongin instantly goes to his table which is far away from the counter as Kyungsoo walks in the place. Well, Jongin is a little relieved because he cannot scold Jongin for Jongin shouldn’t hear even a squeal in his voice, right? How unlucky Kyungsoo.
Kyungsoo scans his surroundings to look for Jongin and he eventually waves his hand to Jongin. Jongin rolls his eyes and Kyungsoo goes to the room to change into his working clothes.
Chen and Baekhyun looks at Kyungsoo who doesn’t even say a word but just wave his hand and smile to greet them. The customers are also curious at why is Kyungsoo not talking and not shouting Jongin’s name. Because usually, when Jongin is here, Kyungsoo will throw himself to Jongin and Jongin will just move to the side that causes Kyungsoo’s fall everytime he attempts to. But Kyungsoo doesn’t even shout Jongin’s name, or even say hi to him. OMO, what’s wrong with them?
And as soon as Kyungsoo walks in the counter, he is being dragged by Baekhyun to interrogate him about what the hell is going on with him and Jongin. Baekhyun asks it and Kyungsoo looks at Jongin first who is looking at them. Kyungsoo then whispers, “Because he shouldn’t hear my voice, even just a squeal. Don’t worry, it’s our deal.” Kyungsoo smiles at them and they all give him a look that doesn’t approve to what the hell Kyungsoo is doing because they are sure that it won’t last a week.
Jongin looks at the group of people swarming around the counter and pouts. Yeah right, he’s not yet part of the place, right? Does he have to be a worker here before being one of them? But Jongin won’t do it, because he’s afraid that the sharks might harm this place and Jongin doesn’t want the smiles in this place be ruined by his fault.
Jongin looks at Kyungsoo and it seems like Kyungsoo is telling them something. It just that Jongin doesn’t know it so he becomes curious. But he doesn’t want to be like he acts like he’s one of them because basically, he is not and will never be. But Jongin finds himself a little sad about it.
Then he feels his phone vibrates in his pocket which makes him jump a little in surprise. He sits properly and reads the sender, “Jongin’s X… check your chemistry notebook. <3: ” Jongin pouts because he still has to search for the note. He’s too lazy to move for now that Kyungsoo is still speaking to everyone. But his phone vibrates and it is from the same sender, “Fucking check your chemistry notebook!!” it says and eventually, Jongin searches for the note in his chemistry notebook. He reads silently,
“C for Curiosity,
I know Jongin, that Baekhyun will interrogate me for what the hell are we having this time. So I write this note for you to be relieved. I know you are curious of what are we talking about. Don’t worry, I’m just telling them about our agreement and I will make sure that there will be nothing more, ‘kay? I’m only telling them the truth, don’t worry. I will always tell the truth to you. I will never ever lie to you Jongin.
C for Care
I know that this is short but let me take care of you. Lift your head. ^^ -- and Jongin lifts his head up to see Kyungsoo smiling at him with a Cardboard hanging by a thread around his neck. Jongin smirks a little as he reads silently, “What’s your order sir? XOXO~”
Jongin rolls his eyes and writes on his Chemistry notebook. He looks at the Counter first to look for something to eat and drink, and when he finds it, he silently but happily writes those down the notebook.
Kyungsoo waits for Jongin to finish writing his order. Jongin shows his order by his notebook covering his nose and mouth but Kyungsoo can see Jongin’s eyes which observe him. Kyungsoo smiles and flushes red as soon as he reads Jongin’s order, “Cheese Cake and Cappuccino.”
Kyungsoo giggles and shows his heart-shaped smile for he feels so happy, he nods and writes on the cardboard, “Come right away sir. XOXO~” Kyungsoo then goes to the Counter and sees them grinning and rolling their eyes to what the hell just happened.
Kyungsoo gives Baekhyun Jongin’s order and Baekhyun repeats, “Cheese Cake, Cheese Cake, Cheese Cake, Cheesy Cake, Cheesy Cake, Cheesy, Cheesy, Cheesy.” and he shows a face to Kyungsoo which widens Kyungsoo’s smile more. Kyungsoo looks at Chen and laughs with the elated feelings he has. Then he suddenly Covers his mouth not wanting Jongin to hear his laugh.
Jongin knows that Kyungsoo is smilng, he always smiles and it’s very familiar to Jongin, Then Jongin continues to read the note. “But don’t worry Jongin, this is not the only note for the day. Because you know that I won’t end this with just these super short words. But just Continue reading the note on one of your notebooks (Yes, Jongin, you are the one who should look for it on one of your notebooks and books.) It’s is just one note Jongin but it will sure Catch you. C for Candle and C for Cold water of winter.
That’s all for now Jongin, just make sure that you’re done with your ASSignments before you search for that note.
XOXO
Soo’s O
Did you see my second Confession for the second day? I hope you do. You can look for it. Give me a Circled hug if you do. ;P <3: ”
Jongin raises an eyebrow because he will surely not going to be caught by Kyungsoo this time. He won’t hug him this time. Jongin then looks in front of him and the Cheese Cake and Cappuccino Carried by Chen. Chen smiles as he puts Jongin’s Cheesy orders on his table. Jongin just lets Chen and watches the thinner one hits Kyungsoo on the head because he is still in his dreamland. And Jongin is not sure why he knows that.
And Jongin doesn’t know why he does almost all of his ASSignments while eating his Cheese Cake and drinking his Cappuccino in his table. Kyungsoo just watches Jongin and tells himself, He sure wants to read the note that I gave him. And Kyungsoo wants to laugh his ass off when Jongin finds out what’s in the note.
Jongin and Kyungsoo are walking home without Baekhyun and Chanyeol because Baekhyun is taking Chanyeol home. So they take of by twos because it’s too dangerous to walk home alone, it’s fucking past 9 in the evening and Jongin is thankful that he did his ASSignment in the café and restaurant earlier.
Jongin is walking Kyungsoo to the bus stop tonight. To the bus stop only because he still doesn’t know how to go home from the Byuns house, and isn’t he supposed to be laughing at himself? Kyungsoo then looks at Jongin and around them and finds it relatively quiet and creepy. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo and he sees in Kyungsoo’s eyes reflected by the moonlight that he’s a little scared. And with no noise, Jongin protects Kyungsoo.
Jongin looks around them and his eyes circle at the ones guys who are running after them now. Jongin looks at Kyungsoo whose foot is still a little injured and is so scared because he knows that he won’t be able to protect himself especially in his condition now. Jongin whispers to Kyungsoo, “Get on my back.”
Kyungsoo can’t help but to tell Jongin, “But Jongin I am f--“ “Just get on my back you little piece of shit!” Jongin curses which makes Kyungsoo jump on his back in hurry. Jongin winces at the sudden action but eventually carries Kyungsoo on his back.
He runs street by street until he loses the sharks. He falls on his knees and Kyungsoo keeps on apologizing. Jongin says nothing and looks around for some hiding place, and when he finds it, he drags Kyungsoo there and holds the older closely and tightly so the sharks won’t be able to find them there.
He waits for some time and when he feels that the sharks are going their way. Jongin hugs Kyungsoo and they both hold their breaths and pray that they won’t find them there. Jongin wants to apologize to Kyungsoo seeing that the smaller one is really scared of what is happening right now.
Then someone shouts from behind, “Don’t fucking bother them!” and all they hear are the grunts and curses of the sharks to whomever this man is. They wait for some time for the noise to ease and when Jongin feels that the sharks are not there anymore, he sneaks his head to know what is going on.
But his eyes become wider because they just get caught because of his carelessness. Careless, careless. Shoot anonymous, anonymous. Heartless, mindless. No one, who care about me? Jongin prays for their safety when the person goes to them and greets him.
“Kyungsoo hyung!!” the guy says and Jongin lifts his head and the guy is now hugged by Kyungsoo. He tugs Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo is befuddled at what Jongin says. Jongin hugs Kyungsoo and protects him from the shark.
“Stay away from us!!” Jongin shouts and Kyungsoo and the guy are in confusion. Kyungsoo taps Jongin’s chest and breaks apart from Jongin.
The guy shakes his head and hands to tell to Jongin that he is not an enemy. “I am a friend of Kyungsoo hyung! Don’t worry, I’m not one of those guys, I just look like one and I understand that.” the guy says which relieves Jongin a little because he cannot see in the guy the sincerity of the words he is saying now. And because he is one of Kyungsoo’s friends and he even calls Kyungsoo hyung, Jongin nods.
“It’s really dangerous to walk in the streets in times like these, when no one is around. You’re just lucky that I saw you being chased by the sharks.” The guy says and Jongin wrinkles his eyes on the person whose eyes and lips are like those of the cats. How did he know that we’re being chased by the sharks?
The guy gulps and Jongin sees it. This guy really knows something. Then the guy looks at Kyungsoo who is not saying a word. “Woah Kyungsoo hyung. Why are you not talking? Scared much?” and the guy ruffles Kyungsoo’s hair which is soon shoved by Jongin who is glaring daggers at him. He sheepishly smiles at Jongin and swears that he won’t touch Kyungsoo a bit when he’s around.
But the guy looks at Kyungsoo who seems not to know what to do. Kyungsoo can feel his heart beats faster than usual. He doesn’t know how to tell Jongin the truth. Kyungsoo bites his lips and wipes the sweat on his forehead.
Jongin walks Kyungsoo to the bus stop and asks the guy to watch over him. The guy smiles and nods excitedly and bids goodbye to Jongin. Kyungsoo smiles and waves goodbye to Jongin like the usual.
Jongin takes the bus to his house and thinks of the sharks that nearly harmed Kyungsoo, fuck it! Jongin bites his lips in annoyance. He should be more careful especially when Kyungsoo is around. Now that they know Kyungsoo’s figure, he should protect Kyungsoo more, because he knows that they will target Kyungsoo to catch him. And Jongin blames his mother for all his fucking luck.
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And now that Jongin is in his big house, he instantly goes to his room and fumbles through his things in his bag and looks for the note Kyungsoo is talking about. Jongin looks in his notebooks one by one until he finds it in his TLE notebook. Jongin finds many notes in his TLE notebook.
He reads, “Hey Jongin, don’t hate me for this…
T for Tricked
I tricked you Jongin. Hahaha, I’m laughing my ass off at you now that you’re reading this. This is fucking nothing Jongin. There’s no reason for this. Thank you. “
If only Jongin knows, if only Jongin know, he should’ve killed Kyungsoo earlier. He curses Kyungsoo for he has to arrange his things in his bag again. But Jongin doesn’t know why Kyungsoo put many blank notes in his notebook, did Kyungsoo just want to put trash in Jongin’s notebook. Trash which is folded nicely in his notebook.
Jongin raises an eyebrow to the numbers in every blank note. It is numbered 1 to 3… Jongin then reads the previous note of Kyungsoo. “C for Candle, and C for Cold water of winter.” Jongin blinks at those C’s.
Jongin is not dumb. He smiles when he sees the fucking secret through these blank (?) notes. Jongin smirks at how clever he is. He goes to the bathroom and put water on a basin and he puts the note number 1 on the Cold water of winter.
Jongin reads even if it’s a little blurred, “Wow!! /clap clap clap/ Oh my god Jongin, you found the secret in this candle and water thing. OMO OMO. Congratulations!” and that it the only thing that is written in note number 1.
So Jongin wants to know more, he places the second note on the Cold water and reads the second note, “T for Thump
Now Jongin, when you received my first note, did you listen to the thumps of my heart whenever you’re close? I hope you did so that you would know how I am into you.” and that’s all for the second note. Jongin blinks at how short these messages are, not that he’s disappointed but he feels he wants more.
He places the last note on the water and reads, “T for Third Confession
Now, did you know Jongin that this is my third confession now huh? Did you fucking know? Me, I don’t know. I don’t know why I’m doing this but I miss my voice whenever I’m with you. Do you understand that Jongin? Fucker Jongin, please check your T shirt inside your bag.” Jongin can’t figure out why Kyungsoo is doing this. Jongin feels like Kyungsoo is frustrated, and why is that? He reads the third note again and again and feels that his heart is beating fast.
Then Jongin walks to his room again and slowly checks his T-shirt inside his bag. Does he miss Kyungsoo’s voice blending with his curses? Jongin pouts and reads the fourth note, “T for Talk
Fucker Jongin, please please talk to me even though I’m not allowed to talk whenever I’m with you. I’m the only one who’s banned from not talking, and you are not. So please fucker Jongin, talk to me, curse me like you always do when you can still hear my voice before. Jongin, please talk, I miss your voice. Do you miss mine? Urgh, I sound like I’m desperate to hear your voice, but I really am. So please, fucker Jongin talk when you’re with me. If not… check your phone please.”
Jongin wants to say sorry to Kyungsoo because he checks his phone. He reads the Text message sent by Jongin’s X. “Aww, I know you’re going to check your phone because you’ll just look stupid when you’re the only who’s talking, right? Yeah, I’m just desperate and sorry for that. Just forget that thing and checks this other message.”
And Jongin doesn’t know why his phone vibrates again and he receives another text message from the same sender, “T for Thank you
Thank you Jongin for the thing you did to me earlier, you protected me from those bad guys even though I talked. I’m sorry Jongin for I talked earlier. But I was just too scared that time, I know you understand. -- and yes, Jongin understands and it is fine with him because he might not seem to it, he misses Kyungsoo’s voice, so much. But these little notes are just fluttering him even if he doesn’t know why. But he’s also thankful because his life becomes peaceful when Kyungsoo starts this agreement. And he seems to enjoy this because he’s not cursing so much anymore. -- T for Take Care
Jongin, please be careful when you are going home, ‘kay? I’ll always pray for your safety, because if you’re safe, I am safe too. -- in these times, Kyungsoo can still make him smile even though he’s not around. Aish no, Kyungsoo makes Jongin smile whenever he’s not around and Jongin finds it weird. But maybe it’s Kyungsoo’s way. -- T for Tao
Oh by the way, his name is Tao, the one who saved us from the bad guys. Don’t worry I gave thanks to him for you. J
Good night! Sleep Tight! Sweet dreams Soo’s O!!
XOXO
Jongin’s X <3: ”
Jongin looks at the message. He looks at the message, he only looks at it, he doesn’t even read it… he doesn’t know why he feels something different. He’s risking Kyungsoo’s life. Jongin doesn’t know. But how about this feelings? Will Jongin let this pass just like what he did years ago?
Jongin picks up his wallet which is on the ground, it maybe fell on the ground when he searched for the notes Kyungsoo gave him. He looks at the picture on it, and mumbles a name… He bites his lips because he still fucking misses him. Why, for all these years… I can’t understand now because of… D.O… O-O…O-Oh Sehun… Jongin doesn’t know this fucking feelings anymore.