I've got you.

“JiEun, you don’t fully remember everything, do you?” Mark asks me as we walk back towards school. I shake my head.

“If you knew, you wouldn’t be with me right now, sad to say, but it’s true. You’d hate me for everything, that’s the reason we broke up, but I can’t live without you, I barely made it those four months you were in England, I don’t think I could have handled it anymore without seeing you so as soon as JiHo said you were coming back, I couldn’t help myself, I had to get you back.”

Mark hadn’t stopped talking, but I wasn’t interrupting was I, so I couldn’t blame him, I guess he didn’t want there to be an awkward silence between us. I kissed his cheek to stop him from saying too much.

“What was that for?” He asks knowing full well I wasn’t going to answer. He shrugs and we continue to walk. “Ah, JiEun, we are having a small party, just got7 and you, your brother and his friends are welcome too but only if they behave themselves.

I make an okay gesture with my hand and we enter the school, I’m greeted by the rest of the group and JB is the first to ask “So it’s completely official, you’re both wearing your rings again.” I nod, Mark nods and holds out his hand to show them and he smiles.

We all head to our last lesson of the day Literature, it was the only thing I was naturally good at, I had been top of the class for three years running and that was only because that is when I joined this school. BamBam was sat next to me and the others were scattered in pairs around the room. JB and Mark and the very front right by the door, Yugyeom on his own two rows behind, Junior and Jackson in the second row by Yugyeom and Youngjae was at the front of mine and BamBams row, us at the back.

BamBam passed me notes asking if I was attending the party. I told him I was.

The next note read ‘Why don’t you smile or talk to the others, why just me, why not Mark?”

I replied “I have no idea why, I can’t control it, at all. I want to talk to all of them but I can’t.” I hand it him and he replies, “Maybe we should have some alone time and we can talk about this rather than pass notes”

“That would make it easier, how about me and you go to my house and get ready for this party and we can talk about it then.” I hand it to him. He puts his thumb up and smiles I smile back and whisper cute. “What did I tell you JiEun” He says, “You absolutely can’t call me that anymore.”

I nod and mouth Mr.Sexy his smile becomes wider and we are soon set off onto out work. I help BamBam out, considering he helps me out a lot too. It’s good because our teacher leaves 30 minutes early on a Friday, so we decide to ditch lesson too and head home to get ready.

“Oh I had a conversation with JiEun over text, I’ll be going to hers I want to make sure JiHo gets the invite and his friends do, then I’ll accompany them to the studio. Is that okay with you Mark?”

Mark looked at me, he didn’t know what to say but I nodded. “Well, if it’s okay with JiEun then I guess so.” Jackson was still starring his fist clenched hard, I could clearly see that so I give him a hug first, his grip lessened on his fist and returned my hug. I proceeded to hug the rest of them, mark being last. I kissed his cheek and me and BamBam headed towards my house.

“So JiEun, why can’t you talk to the others,” BamBam asked.

“I really don’t know, I don’t even talk to my family at all, I only ever smile when I’m around you or my brother, and I only talk around you.”

“It has to be a subconscious thing you are doing.” He replied.

“I know. All I can think about is why I don’t want to hurt people, so I tend to stay far away from people I hurt.”

“Could it be something I said to you before, the reason you are talking to me now?”

“I don’t know, it could be why? What did you say?”

We had already arrived at my house and JiHo and his friends had all agreed to come to the party with us.

“Before you were going to finish with Mark, you came to me and asked for advice on how not to hurt someone with words. I gave you advice on how to break up with him and then I told you that you would never hurt me.” BamBam said.

“That must be the reason I can talk to you then, it is all subconscious, by the way how come me and Mark broke up?”

“Well, urm are you sure you want to hear?” I nod “Well, the was a rumour going around school that you had another boy in your bed, well it wasn’t a rumour you did, and Mark found out and tried to get revenge by letting you witness him kissing another girl. But the rumour about you and the other boy was, you were asking him to take you home after a meal with us at the restaurant and he took you home. You had fallen ill pretty fast and he stayed the night but your brother had a friend over, who used to be in love with you and he walked in and saw you lying with Jackson’s arms around you – he said you were cold-.”

I interrupt him. “I was cold and he didn’t know what else to do, so I asked him to sleep in there with me. My brothers friend Jung Daehyun saw and he and Jackson got into a fight, Jackson was protecting me. After the fight, when we went back to school on the Monday DaeHyun and spread the rumour that we not only slept together but had sex. Mark heard and found my old friend Ji MiYeon and kissed her in front of my house. That’s when we broke up.”

“Yeah, that’s what I heard, although I heard Mark did more awful things too, but I’d rather you hear them off Mark, he is a brother to me, and I care for him, I don’t know if everything I heard is true or not so I let you two figure this one out. Anyway, we better get ready,”

“I’ll get some clothes off my brother for you I’m sure you look good in anything anyway BamBam.” I say and walk out. I write out on a piece of paper if BamBam could borrow some stuff for tonight and JiHo called BamBam in.

“Take whatever you want BamBam, I don’t mind.”

I took some things out of my wardrobe and threw them on, I then did my hair again as it had got messy due to the wind and humidity. I re applied some makeup and headed downstairs where they were waiting. Ukwon, JIhoon, BBomb, Taeil, Kyung and JaeHyo had arrived and were in the living room with my brother and BamBam. I walked in. I hadn’t seen my brothers friends in ages and they were pretty glad to see me.

“Wow, you look beautiful” JiHoon said

“Agreed, very pretty” JaeHyo replied. I bowed and we all started walking down the road towards the studio which was only three roads away, exactly in between my house, the school and BamBams house. – BamBam had told me this during our Literature class earlier.

Notes

I'm sorry there is no action or romance just yet, and I'm sorry it's short I just really needed to update (although I don't really know where this is going just yet.

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