I've got you.

I hugged YoungJae, Junior and Yugyeom. “You guys are Got7, you are the ones who sing ‘forever young’ that’s why I feel so connected to it, isn’t it” I text them.

YugYeom jumped up and down like a small kid “Noona, I can’t believe you remember us, this is great.”

“Mmm, yeah this is just the start Yug, Did Mark really suffer because of me?” I write back, I still didn’t talk, I could upset them, I feel like I would so I keep quiet for now.

“Yeah, but not because of you, he really likes you noona, he always has, you are his muse, that’s why he and BamBam took up composition lessons, and wrote songs about you. JB helped a little because he is the most experienced and Mark only suffered with his minor head injury. There isn’t anything you could have done noona, we’re all fine.”

Just then I got a text, “JiEun, where are you? – Mark.

I text him back along with the others to meet us at the café that Mark and I had last visited when we broke up, I could remember everything about Mark, but not a lot about my relationship with BamBam. I hurried Junior and YoungJae into the café and YugYeom was going to wait outside for his hyungs, I bought us all bubble tea and some snacks and we sat down in the café.

They were talking as YugYeom approached followed by the four others.

“JiEun, you remember. This is great, we can finally be normal again,” JB said and sat down next to me. I nod to assure him he was correct.

“Still not talking?” Jackson asked and sat down next to me. I sighed and faced the table I wanted to tell them how sorry I was for everything, especially Mark. He had been relatively quiet and attentively watching me all the time. I wasn’t going to upset him anymore than I had before. It was hurting me a little to watch them all suffer because of me. I offered to buy them some drinks and they hesitated saying that they were the men and I shouldn’t buy for them but I insisted.

I returned with more drinks and snacks and we hung out just listening and them talking it’s nice and I’m comfortable being there.

When it is time to leave I excuse myself from the table and head toward the bathroom to sort my face out and wash my hands. I was suddenly pulled in a different direction behind a wall.

“JiEun.” He whispered.

It was Mark, and he was scary looking, he had a glint in his eye that I couldn’t take my eyes off.

“JiEun, why did we break up?” He paused I was getting nervous, but I really could see how attractive he was when he was showing this side of him. “Prehaps, I still like you.” He said straight forwardly ad leaning towards me. “Hwang JiEun, do you still like me?” What was this, I felt my face going red, as it embarrassment, or was it anger I couldn’t tell, but I was attracted to him, it’s hard not to be attracted to him. He leans in closer and he kisses my lips gently and I hesitate completely but I kiss him softly back.

He looks shocked, and so when he points to himself and me, I nod. He seems to get the idea and when he nods “Let’s go find the others.” We walk out to be questioned.

“Did you too get back together?” YoungJae asked I look to Mark, and he looks back to me.
He holds out his hand and I take it. I don’t know why but theres something weird going on, it feels right to be with Mark, but then it feels so wrong. I’ll go with it for now.

When I hold Marks hand I hear jeers from all of the group but two. Jackson stays completely quiet and BamBam doesn’t say anything either. I find it strange but I am accompanied home by the guys and when they leave I sigh from relief that was the most stressful walk home ever.

I walk upstairs to find my brother JiHo, running a bath.

“Lilley, I ran a bath, I was going to take it, but you have it instead, I’ll take a shower in the morning. Get an early night too, I’m not waking you up every morning. I smile and I realise
JiHo is the only reason I ever smile. I walk up to him and wrap my arms around him and bear
hug him. He turns around and faces me and hugs me back. “I’m grateful I have you as a sister, JiEun, really grateful.”

He leaves and I get into the bath, after I get into nightwear and fall asleep, not even thinking about Mark, or Got7 or anything, just that I was lucky to be alive and lucky I can continue to live this way.

I wake up early the next morning and get dressed and wake JiHo up and make him some breakfast before I get going to school. I walk out the door only to be greeted by Got7 cheerfully, even BamBam and Jackson seem to be a lot more cheerful I walk to school with them and it’s much nicer to walk with them, unlike yesterday when it was completely awkward. I walk into class and all eyes are on us, or rather me.

“Annyeong, I want to introduce the 8th member of got7, which is now turning into got8,” Mark jokes, the teacher isn’t in yet, he grabs my hand and pulls me forward. I bow but everyone already knows who I am. “This is JiEun, and she is mine” he pulls me close again and kisses my lips in front of everyone but I don’t return the kiss. I turn red with embarrassment and run to my desk. We all sit in our seats and BamBam slides over a note to me.

“I’m sorry you are stuck with me here, you’d rather it be Mark. I’m sorry. X”

I write back, “Don’t be silly Bambi, I prefer you to sit with me,” I kiss the note leaving a heart shaped lipstick print on and I look at BamBams face.

“Cute.” BamBam over hears.

“I am not cute. You cannot call me cute anymore. To you I am Mr.Sexy.” He jokingly whispers in my ear.

“Okay, Mr.Sexy, whatever you say.” I whisper back.

I see him smile and he moves his desk closer to me so I can help with his Math.

All throughout the lesson all I get were questions, about the Math, about Homework and about Mark. He had told BamBam and YugYeom to watch it, because if they touched his girlfriend there would be some problems.

At lunch, Mark wanted to go to the treehouse so I agreed and went with him.

“I’m not sure if you remember,” he paused “but these were are rings last time we went out, I bought them for our 100 day couple anniversary, please accept it back.”

I smiled and held out my hand, he held it, and put the ring back on for me.

Notes

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