I've got you.

We enter the party, the rest of Got7 were already there and awaiting for us, I walk in with BamBam holding on to his arm. They are playing club music and we go and mingle, it’s clear to see Got7 are perfectly fine mingling with my brother and his friends. From what I can remember I have always got on with my brothers friends, I’ve never really had friends of my own, so I always made do with JaeHyo and JiHoon especially. JiHoon was the exact same age as me, born on the same day so we used to have celebrations together, not necessarily parties, just hanging out, everyone else usually came we used to enjoy it a lot I hoped we could do it again.
JiHo was two years older than us and Taeil was even older Ukwon, BBomb, Kyung JaeHyo were in the middle somewhere. To be honest I had always had a crush on JaeHyo and JiHoon I don’t what it was about them.

I left BamBam and joined my new-old boyfriend Mark who was sitting casually drinking some cola at the back my brother and his friends raided the food til it was almost gone but I sat with Mark for a good five minutes before he spoke a word with me.

“You look beautiful tonight Ji, you really do.” He says.

I blush and nod, hoping he would understand I meant thank you.

“I suppose you want to know the whole story, BamBam told me you knew the main reason, about me kissing MiYeon and that, thing with Jackson. I did worse things to Ji, I did, I didn’t mean them, it just sort of happened. I was so inlove with you to even think I thought you and Jack-“

I kiss his cheek to shut him up for a minute, I was so used to being silent all the time all his talking was giving me a headache. I laughed at the joke I made in my head silently.

“Jiji, let me explain, I’ll understand if you don’t want to be with me after that, but just let me get it off my conscience please?” I nod and he continues. “You know about MiYeon, but not about the others, after the story about you and Jackson, I went on a rampage. I hurt you and myself in more ways than I could think of. I kissed SooYoung, Yuri, LiNa, JiAe, AeRi and WonSook.” I nod in understanding he continues “if you want we don’t have to make it official but you can do some thinking before we get back together completely that’s if you even want to.”

I nod, I hand him my ring, and text him. “I’ll think about it, if we really do trust each other to be together in the end. I can’t promise I’ll come back to you, but until then we must learn to trust each other again.”

I walked over to BamBam who was being silly with my brother and his friends. And I pulled him away to a place where I thought was secluded.

“Bambam, what should I do?” I say “Me and Mark aren’t going to work out, he told me everything. About Jackson and about everything he has done, he said we should break up and not make anything official yet, he told me to come back to him if I thought we could work it out.”

“Really?” Bambam says I nod and smile “Aren’t you upset.”

“No should I be?” I ask confused.

“Well you just broke up with your boyfriend.” He replies

“Don’t be silly, I’ve only been with him what two, three days? I can’t be completely upset, because I didn’t truly love him to begin with and I don’t remember him before, like I remember
Jackson or you or JB.”

“You remember me?” JB appears from the other side of the booth surprising us both.

“Ah, JB hyung, what are you doing.” BamBam asks.

“I wasn’t eavesdropping honestly, you just happened to sit right where I was napping or trying too, if anything you whispered into my ear.”

“Sorry Jaebum oppa,” I say and realise I can speak to him. I cover my hands over my mouth. “Wow my mind is really scary.”

JB laughs and BamBam laughs. “Don’t worry, you have a pretty voice, I’m not going to force you to speak in front of people, we will let it come naturally.” JB says.

Just then Jinyoung, YugYeom and YoungJae got on the stage and asked the other members to come up with them to perform a few songs they had written. BamBam and JB pulled me out of the chair and dragged me towards the stage, I was then joined by my brother and all of his friends who had started dancing already, crazy people. Got7 began to sing.

‘Nan neaga joha neaga joha nam joha, nan neaga joha neaga joha nam joha..” I definitely remembered this song. JaeHyo pulled my hand and started dancing with me but it wasn’t his usual dance he was going for the old style dad dancing, which was embarrassing enough. Kyung joined in doing his silly head and shoulder wobble dance, it was hilarious and before I knew it the whole of Got7 had joined in with these idiots. They began to perform their next song “Girls, girls, girls,” They performed ‘Like Oh’ ‘U got me’ ‘A’ ‘Forever young’ and ‘Good tonight’

They were all songs I had heard before and I enjoyed listening to them live for the first time.

After that performance I realised I hadn’t really thanked them, so I text them all “Thank you for this.” Then I went to find Jackson, who wasn’t normally on his own but he was tonight.

I found him backstage on his phone and I didn’t want to upset him so I stayed out of sight until he was off. I heard him say good bye and then I casually walked with my head down towards him pretending not to see him.

“ya, JiEunah, what are you doing backstage, are you okay?” He asked, typical Jackson always looking out for me. Before I walked into him he held my shoulders at arms length and I looked up.

“Ah, Jwehsonghamnida.” I say out loud and realises I had needed to say this all this time.

“Ji-JiEun, did you just talk then.” He asked.

“I guess I did.” I reply, I remember Jackson always enjoyed talking to quick witted people.

“Wow, sit, sit sit we need to talk some more, but not too much so you never talk again.” He said and I followed his orders and sat down next to him.

“There is something I really need to say to you especially.” I say. Jackson nods for me to go on. “I am so grateful to you Jackson, you’ve always been there for me, from day one and you’ve stood up for me when I needed someone. I want to say thank you and I’m sorry for everything I’ve put you through.” I finish.

Jackson just tuts “JiEun, you might not remember, but I’ve always told you I’m going to be here for you no matter what, I’m going to stand right by your side forever. You aren’t getting rid of me that easy.”

I smile and slightly laugh (when I say this I mean I let out a bit of air from my mouth while smiling) “Pabo,” I say.

“What did you call me. Pabo?”

“Yeah, I called you that because I don’t want to get rid of you.”

“Ah, but I am a ‘pabo’ I caused you and Mark to break up.” Jackson replied.

“Don’t worry, we aren’t going to make anything official for a while we are on a break.” Jackson smiles at my words.

“Does that mean I can kiss you?” He asks.

“Are you asking for permission, or just asking if you could?” I reply.

“Both,” he pauses “I guess.” I push his head away

“Pabo.”

The party was coming to an end, Yugyeom and YoungJae waved everyone off and they were going to clear it this time. We decided from now on, every birthday we would have a party here and make it unique to all the others before it.

I said goodbye to Jackson BamBam and JB and got into my brothers car. JiHo was letting BamBam keep the clothes. We dropped the guys off Kyung and JaeHyo and began heading home.

“Oppa,” I say. JiHo almost swerves and hits the breaks.

“JiEun.”

“Can we ask them all to come round for the night tomorrow, it’s getting lonely being just us too.”

“Urm sure. Why not.”

“Oh, and thank you for never giving up on me oppa, saranghae.”

“I love you too JiEun.” He says and we casually drive off back home. I can see him smiling next to me, he was literally the best brother anyone could ever ask for and I wanted to be the best sister.

Notes

imagine having zico from block b as a brother, how cool would family gatherings be, haha

anyway, i have a feeling where this fanfiction is going, but please let me know who you want her to be with, because Mark has caused her a lot of pain, and i am pretty sure it is only going to get worse with him (although he still has feelings for her - which is pretty obvious)

Who do you want JiEun to be with??