~I Can't Love Him~

***Next Day***

~Your POV~
You slowly open your eyes to the smell of food. You stood up slowly and still smelt the delicious food. However then you remembered that your appa was mental so he couldn't make delicious food.

You quickly ran down the stairs to see what your appa was doing to find your appa in the living room.

'Who the fuck did appa let in the house?'

You slowly took small quiet steps to the kitchen to see a tall slender figure in front of the stove. His hair was up and he had broad shoulders.

'Xiumin?'

He turned around like you just called him, and it was Xiumin. Your eyes widen, you just said his name in your head and he is standing right there in front of you with a bright smile and a apron on.

"What...what are you doing here?" You asked while you step aside from hiding behind the wall.

"What does it look like. I'm cooking, duh." Xiumin chuckled and continued to cook. A bright smile plastered your face. Xiumin's cooking was the best, but just not as good as Kyungsoo's.

You quickly ran up to him and gave him a back hug. He jumped a little.

"What are you doing?" Xiumin said still focused on cooking.

"What does it look like. I'm giving you hug for cooking." You said cheerfully.

"Psh, when it comes to food. You finally give me a hug." Both you and Xiumin chuckle.

"Well, be right back. I need to change. Better save me some." You quickly ran up the stairs and straight to our room. You went to take a quick shower and put on some casual clothes. Something simple. Because since you still haven't bought your uniform, you've been just wearing regular clothes.

You took forever since you couldn't find the right combination. You quickly laid out 6 outfits on your bed.

"Should I wear casual or edgy. Or Theater geek or boho." You said to yourself. You could care less about classy. It was just school. You just threw all your clothes back into your closet and look for a new outfit.

Finally after 2 hours you found one, a simple one.

"Well, I'm done. Simple and still look good." You chuckled and quickly grabbed your keys and phone. You ran downstairs to see that Xiumin and your appa was just finishing their breakfast.

"Ya! Bobo, what took you so long? The food was sooo good." Your appa smiled ear to ear.

"Mianhae, I didn't know what to wear." You smiled and Xiumin placed a plate in front of you. Right when he did, you could taste the food already. You quickly dig in. After one bite (every time) you would moan from the deliciousness.

"Ya, it sounds like your doing it with my food." Xiumin chuckled while continuing you eating like a pig.

"It's...it's just soo good. Xiumin omma can you stay forever. And just cook for me everyday." You said after taking another big bite of the food.

"Ya, omma? You wanna die." Xiumin chuckled.

"Baozi oppa, you should cook more. Why don't you become a chef instead?" You said after wiping your lips with a napkin.

"Because being a singer is funnier. Even though it's going to be tough at times, or all the times. I still love to sing." Xiumin got up and grabbed his plate and your appa's plate.

"Ah. I think singer sucks kind a." You felt Xiumin glaring. "I mean, the part where you have to leave your family and friends behind. Like you leaving me behind." You pouted cutely with your face still stuffed.

"You should really learn how to swallow first then talk." Xiumin walked back towards you. You just nod your head and finish the last scoop.

"Finished!" You yelled out with food in your mouth. Because you just love teasing Xiumin. After you both washed the dishes, you put your keys and phone into your bag.

"Annyeong appa. Don't go anywhere. Araseyo?" You looked at him to see him nod his head. Because he was too focused on the movie 'A Moment to Remember.'

You walked out first making Xiumin close the door.

"Ya! gachigaja!" You heard Xiumin scream out, however you pretended like you didn't. "Ya, did you not hear me. You better come back!" You chuckled, however kept walking away.

"Ok, you asked for it. Jagiya! Wait for me. Jagiya!!! Yeobo!!!" You started walking faster. You hated being embarrassed. And it was already starting. People were staring at the both of you. "Jagiya!!!" Xiumin yelled one more time.

"Ya! Babo! Can you stop that already!?" You screamed out in anger. Xiumin laughs then runs to you.

"Araseyo, jagiya." Xiumin laughed again when you pushed him away.

"We're not even dating and you dare call me that." You glared at him.

"Mian, that was just too funny. Ugh, I just love teasing you." Xiumin pinches your cheeks. You quickly slap his hand away.

"Ani, I don't like you." You narrowed your eyes at him.

"Araseyo, araseyo. Mianhae Bora." Xiumin patted your head lightly. You just chuckle a little and keep walking side by side. You guys both laughed all the way there, teasing each other.

***At School***

You walked in by yourself, since Exo was waiting for Xiumin. After you both entered the front, Xiumin was kidnapped away from you. However you were glad (kind a) since those girls wouldn't see.

You quickly walked to your locker, because you felt like you were going to be late.

"Well, well, well. Isn't it that little bitch who thought she was dating Xiumin oppa." A high voice said behind you. You just roll your eyes and slam the locker. You turn around annoyed to see the same girls who beat you up yesterday.

"Well, well, well. Isn't that little bitch that fucking needs to shut the fuck up." You said with anger. This time, your going all out. No matter how many there were, you weren't going to back down.

"MWUH RAH GOO!!!!" The yelled enough to get her saliva on your face. You just wipe it off with a disgusted face.

"Ya, you need to learn how to keep your own spit in your mouth and to brush your teeth more." You said while flicking off the saliva on your face. She just scoffs.

"Ya, do you wanna die!?" You yelled out the last word as loud as she can. I knew that we were making a scene.

"Try it. You even touch me and see what happens." You threaten her. She then was about to slap you until you caught it. Your grip on her wrist tighten making her whine in pain.

"Fucking let go of me you fucking bitch!" She yelled out.

"Then don't fucking be in my face anymore." You quickly pushed her away with your force making her fall to the floor.

"Yesterday, I was just acting. Now I will surely kill you if you even take one more step closer to me." You scoffed and walked away leaving the girl on the floor screaming and yelling. She was basically throwing a tantrum.

Finally when you went into the classroom. You quickly sat down and lay down your head on your arm. Then you heard your phone playing 'Biting My Lower Lip.' by esna.

( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkaGfgIn7tk )

You quickly take out your phone and look a the caller ID. You roll your eyes and pick up while laying your head back down.

"Ya, you take forever to answer your damn phone." Kai whined.

"So, it's my phone." You said with a attitude.

"You want me to come in your room right now and bother you then." You can hear Kai chuckle a bit.

"What no, why would I ever want you to bother me. You stalker, or molester." You rolled your eyes. Then suddenly someone was tickling. And you were super ticklish. You turn to see Kai evilly smiling and tickling you.

(Imagine this cutie going to your classroom just to bother you.)

Your stomach started hurting from laughing too much.

"Ok...ok Kai...st...stop...my...my...sto...stomach...hurts." You couldn't stop laughing. Then you were about to fall off your chair until Kai caught you and quickly pulled you up to make your face as close to his. You eyes widen and you quickly push him away.

"I told you, I'll come and bother you." Kai smirked and stood up.

"Ya, I'll get my revenge. Just watch and it's going to be ten times more funnier. At least for me." You smirked back. Kai just glares at you and runs out the door. You chuckle and look forward to see people in the classroom staring at you.

"What are you guys looking at?" You just looked at them confused. You slowly turn you head behind you and see no one. So then you faced forward again to be greeted by Jr.'s face. You jump back in your seat while catching your breathe.

"Did I scare ya?" Jr. chuckled and came to sit next to you.

"No shit. I almost had a heart attack." You said while sitting straight again.

"Oh, mian." He chuckled again.

"Where's...where's BamBam?" You looked around the room then to Jr.

"So, your waiting for BamBam?" Jr. raised an eyebrow with a teasing smile.

"Aniya! I'm just asking because it's just you today." You narrowed your eyes at him.

"Araeyo, araseyo. He's practicing right now. He wants to get better at the flip with Mark and Jackson." Jr. said while swaying side to side humming something.

"AH, who's Mark?" You tilt your head a bit in confusion.

"Oh, he's our 7 member. Well, he's the oldest in our group. However JB is the leader." Jr. says with a bright smile.

"Mm. I notice that a lot. Many groups are like that. Like for Exo, Xiumin is the oldest but Suho is the leader. Well actually both Suho and Kris are the leaders." You said while pouting a bit because you were bored.

"Ah, I see. Isn't Suho hyung the leader for Exo-K and Kris hyung is the leader for Exo-M?" Jr. looked at you cutely with a question mark.

"Mm. However it's like saying omma is Suho and appa is Kris." You chuckled.

"Ya, that kind a does sound like that." Jr. laughed loudly catching people's attention. You quickly cover his mouth and bow you head a little.

"Ya, you laugh too loud." You chuckled and moved your hand away.

"Mianhae." Jr. says towards the people in the classroom.

Finally class started and BamBam was finally back. Well, he was late but the teacher didn't care. Because this school is like a musical school. Like music is coming from every hallway. You do what you normally do in class. Pass notes with BamBam and bother Jr. Even though he acts like he's mad when he's not.

After your first classes end, you went to changed into something more comfortable for dancing.
And this is what you brought.

You even brought a hat, just for fun. Because you loved dancing, so mostly half of your clothes were like dancing clothes. Or just some comfortable clothes.

You walked to the dance practice room and saw no one. So the coast was clear. You normally hated people watching you dance.

You quickly set down your bag and turn on music. Loud music. You didn't care if it was echoing off the walls and were filling the hallways.

You quickly started dancing, and just saying. You were a really good dancer. Ever dance move you made, it matched perfectly with the beat.

Finally when you were done, someone started clapping loudly. You quickly turned to be welcomed with Sehun and Lay.

"Oh, what are you guys doing here?" You asked while catching your breathe.

"What do you mean what we're doing here. We're here to practice also." Sehun chuckled and walked closer to you.

"You dance really good noona." Lay said while smiling brightly. His cute accent. He always looked so tired even though he's not.

"Should we practice together then?" You said with a small smile. They both nod quickly and come by your side. Sehun on your right and Lay on your left.

All three of you kept dancing and dancing that you guys lost time. You guys were so focused that behind all three of you it was already loaded with people. Because you guys had class.

Finally you guys stopped and was standing there catching your guys breathe.

"Man, I'm so tired now." Lay said while leaning against Sehun.

"Yeah, me too." You said while swallowing your saliva. All three of you guys fell to the floor, until Sehun gasped loudly.

"Ya, what's wrong with you?" Lay said while laying on the floor. Sehun quickly gets up and bow. You slowly turn your head to making your eyes wide. You also quickly get up and bow down.

"What's wrong with you two?" Lay whined.

"Get up, the teacher is looking at us." I whispered yelled. Lay quickly gets up and bow down.

"You guys did a good job. Taking away some of our class time." Mr. Kang (our dance teacher) said with a smile. "Your dances matched very well with the beat. I'm proud to have you guys as my students." He chuckled.

We all just bow and quickly run over to the corner. You sat at the corner, corner squished by exo.

"Ok, class let's start. Get in pairs!" Mr. Kang yelled.

"Ne!" Everyone yelled back. Good thing the practice room was big. Actually it was huge.

Everyone stood up, leaving you the last one to stand up. You was about to stand up until you saw a hand reach down right in your face. You looked up to see Luhan smiling brightly. You just smiled back and grabbed his hand. He quickly pulled you up with a lot of force, making you crash into his embrace.

You could hear girls whispering and you can feel the glares that they give you. You just get out and fix your clothes.

"So...wanna be partners?" Luhan looked at you cutely.

'Awe, he is just too cute!'

You squealed in the inside. You let out a smile and nod. His smiles becomes bigger.

"So, what should we do?" You looked threw the songs with Luhan. You started feeling like someone was watching you. So you would look around now and then.

"Is something wrong?" Luhan also looks around and then looks back at you.

"I feel like someone is staring at me." You just look back at the phone. Finally both of you found the right song and started making up moves. Sometimes you guys would laugh because of the mistakes you both make.

After a good 2 1/2 hours you guys finished the dance moves to the song.

"Is everyone done now? Yes!? Ok, let's show it off now!" Mr. Kang yelled out all happy.

"Ready?" Luhan looked at you with his sparkling eyes.

"Mm." You smile while nodding your head cutely. He just chuckles. Finally after a lot of people went it was your's and Luhan's turn.

"Let's go." Luhan stood up and put his hand for you so he can help you up. You grabbed it and jumped right off the floor.

"Hwaiting!" You and Luhan said to each other. You both chuckled and Luhan signaled the guy to play our song. The song started out slow, which means that we started out slow also.

The song went fast to slow to fast again. Both of you guys never made a mistake. So the dance was perfect. Finally it ended with you in Luhan's embrace. His arm around your waist, while his other hand was just hanging by his side. Your left hand on his shoulder and your right in his waist.

Everyone cheered and shouted in amazement.

"That was really good. I loved it." Mr. Kang said while patting both of our shoulders.

After class ended, you changed back into your normal clothes after washing away the smell. You walked around the campus. Actually you was just walking around staring at your phone to look for a place to eat.

Until you bummed into someone. You (like always) fall onto the floor. You quickly look up to see who it was this time. It was a cute handsome guy with red hair, but with a cold expression staring down at you.

"Ya, are you fucking blind?" He scoffs and just looked away like he was disgusted with what he saw. You abundantly stood up.

"Probably your blind yourself." You glared at him. He stopped and turned around to face you.

"Mwuh rah goo?" He said as he took closer steps.

"I said that your fucking blind yourself. And plus if you ever call yourself a gentlemen. Your surely wrong or just probably stupid thinking that you are a gentlemen." You scowled and walked away. However he grabbed your wrist tightly.

"I'm not the one blind. Of course I can tell a girl like you. Need fucking glasses. And did I ever say I was a gentlemen. No, so you better keep that pretty little mouth of yours closed." He threw your hand and walked away.

"Mwuh rah goo!!!???" You yelled out glaring at him. "That little-" You were cut off by someone.

"Oh, Bora. Want to have lunch with us again?" D.O came by your side. You were still mad at what the fucking red head said. "Bora?" He waved his hand in front of your face.

"Mwuh!?" You yelled out making D.O jump in your sudden yelling.

"I just said if you wanted to have lunch with us?" D.O said while patting his chest a bit.

"I guess." You angrily stomped away. "That fucking red head. How could even tell if I have glasses or not." You mumbled angrily while walking where Exo was.

"Ya, gwaenchana?" Baekhyun looked at you confused.

"She probably argued with someone in the hallways. I was trying to talk to her and she totally went crazy on me." D.O said while sitting down.

"What happened?" Xiumin caught your attention because he threw something at you.

"Ya!" You stood up and looked at them shocked. "What do you want?" You sat back down.

"I asked what happened." Xiumin sat next to you.

"This fucking red head!" You said with a lot of anger in your voice.

"Ok, calm down Bora. Before your going to kill who ever your talking about." Kris looked at you.

"Araseyo." You took a deep breathe. And it worked. You relaxed after just taking a deep breathe.

"Ok now?" Suho looked at you waiting for your answer.

"Mm." You nodded your head. They all just chuckle.

"Let's dig in!" Kai yelled. It was chicken, that's why he was so happy. We all ate happily, laughing, and playing around.

After lunch ended and your last classes ended. You slowly dragged yourself back home.

"Tired?" You heard a voice behind you. You turned around to see the red head again.

"Psh, acting like you care." You scoffed.

"Mian, I was just having a bad day." He started walking faster so he can walk by your side.

"Doesn't everyone have a bad day at school?" You rolled your eyes.

"Actually, you don't." You stopped and looked at him.

"What...what do you mean?" You started feeling a bit scared.

"My members told me about you a lot. They always kept saying because we both hate skinship and hate making a scene." You chuckled.

"Who are you members?" You asked curious.

"BamBam, Yugyeom, Jr., JB, Youngjae, and Jackson." He said with a small smile. Even though he had a small smile, you felt your heart warming up a bit. You just look away from him.

'Why am I feeling so weird all of sudden?'

"Oh, I see. Your the hyung of the group huh? Well since your the oldest." You said while still walking.

"Mm. The oldest." He said back with his deep voice. For some reason you felt like melting hearing his voice.

'WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME!!!! i DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS MOTHER FUCKER AND MY HEART IS FREAKING THE SHIT OUT FOR HIM!!!!"

"So..what's your name? Actually wait I think I know." You heard his chuckle.

"Go ahead. Guess." He looked at you. You can also feel his stare.

"Um...Mark! Huh?" You looked at him curious if you were right or wrong. He lets out a chuckle. "I'm right huh?" You said out all happy.

"Your correct!" You smiled. You both made eye contact and your heart suddenly started beating like crazy. You looked away clearing your throat.

"Well, this is my stop." You smiled and looked at him. He scanned the house with a pout.

'His pout is so cute. Wait what am I saying? Get together babo Bora.'

"Araseyo. It was nice knowing you a bit Bora." He said with a cold expression.

"How do you know my name?" You looked at him confused.

"Because of my members. Duh." He smirked and walked away.

"Psh, trying to act cool. However he still a jerk. Saying that it was ncie knowing me with a freaking col expression." You scoffed and walked inside. "Appa! I'm home!~" You sang out loudly. Because you appa likes it when you sing out that your home.

"Bobo! I'm upstairs!" Your appa yelled back.

"Araseyo!" You quickly walked into the kitchen to grab a water bottle. Then you went upstairs after a gulp of the cold water. "Appa what are you doing?" You peeked your head in his room. He was just playing around with his toys.

"Oh, Bobo. Come play with me." Your appa smiled brightly.

"Araseyo. But after I change." You smiled back and went to your room. You quickly changed into your pajamas and walked back into your appa's room.

"Bobo, what do you want to be?" He picked up his toys and put it right in your face.

"This one." You randomly grabbed one. Then you just holding it, watching your appa play by himself. At some points he would play with you, however then go back to playing by himself.

"Appa, I'm tired. I'm going to sleep." You set down the toy and walk back. When you walked back to your room, your eyes widen. You froze at that spot.

Notes

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