~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
You slowly opened your eyes because someone was shaking you, but lightly. You saw Xiumin smiling down at you.

'Ugh, he's handsome and adorable smile.'

You bit my lower lip and slowly sat up with the help of Xiumin.

"You know that you should have woken up a long time ago. We both missed 2 or 3 of our classes." Xiumin chuckled. Your eyes quickly widen.

"Mwuh rah goo!? Why didn't you wake me up Baozi oppa!!!" You stood up and narrowed you eyes at him.

"Because I didn't want to. Also my other classes were boring." Xiumin pouted (cutely). You chuckled and then cleared your throat just thinking that you should have been mad at him. "Bora~ I didn't want to go to my classes though. Can you please not be mad at me? Jehbahl~" Xiumin pouted while tugging on your arm cutely.

'He looks so cute whenever he pouts. I can never win against his aeygo.'

"But...but I missed my classes." You also pout. Xiumin then sits straight and looks deep into your eyes. He leaned closer and closer. "Mw...mwuh?" You were stuttering out your words because you started feeling nervous. Then he stopped and smiled appeared.

"But then you were with me. Your classes were probably boring also, right?" Xiumin raised an eyebrow with a smirk. You just push him away from you.

"Ya! Boazi oppa! I needed to go to those classes though!" You glared at him. Making him raise up his hands like he surrenders. You just slightly smile while glaring at him. Then he pulls you into his embrace. Making your eyes widen quickly.

"Mwoyaa!" You said while struggling.

"Ani." Xiumin lets go of you and keeps his smile on. "Should we leave then?" Xiumin raises an eyebrow.

"Araseyo." You narrow your eyes at him then chuckle. When both of you were heading to the door, Xiumin wrapped his arm around your shoulders. However you didn't care. When you guys reached the door, Xiumin pinched your cheeks then left. You just chuckled and watch him leave. You then left but (of course) went the opposite way of Xiumin. You couldn't stop smiling at Xiumin's cuteness. You were still even wearing his jacket that he put on you earlier after the incident.

You quickly walked over to your locker crossing your arms. You opened your locker, before it closes right when you opened it. Because of the loud slam of the locker you looked to see who slammed your locker. You see a group of girls (there were 5 of them.) You just roll your eyes.

"Ya, isn't that Xiumin oppa's jacket?" The girl in the middle that looked like the leader of the small group asked you with a attitude. Your eyes kind a widen of just now noticing that you were still wearing Xiumin's jacket. However you just pretended like you knew that you were still wearing it.

"Ani. It's my boazi oppa's jacket." You raised an eyebrow. They just look at you confused.

"Ya, that surely is Xiumin oppa's jacket. Don't be making up stupid excuses." A girl standing on the right said with a louder voice. You just scoff while rolling your eyes. Then another girl grabbed the jacket.

"Ya, take it off right now!" She yelled. You quickly just throw her hand off of the jacket.

"Don't touch my jacket!" You yelled out. They all just scoff and start to pulling the jacket. After a while you all started fighting. Pulling hair, screaming, punching, and kicking. However you were loosing because it was fucking 5 to 1. That's not cool.

Until someone stopped all of them. By that time, you were laying on the floor, squeezed into a ball. While hugging Xiumin's jacket tightly. Now you have more bruises on your face, it was also bloody. On the corner of your lips, it was bleeding. You also got a scratch on your forehead and on your right upper part cheek. You had bruises on your legs, your arms (mostly your right arm), your stomach, and your back.

Your tears were wanting to stream down your face, however you held it back. You quickly bit your lower lip, still trying to hold onto your tears. Then you felt someone's delicate hands on your arm.

"Gwaenchana?" You heard a deep, however soft voice. You couldn't figure out who's voice it was. So then you slowly looked up while your hair was still covering your face. He was handsome, and looked very kind and nice. He then helped you up. He quickly moved your hair out of your face. "We should probably go to the nurse's office." He slightly smiled while looking at you worried.

"Gwaenchana." You said while trying to stand up, however you couldn't because of how strong their kicks were. You groaned while trying to get up. He notice that you were wanting to stand up so he quickly and gently grabbed you by your arms. He helped you stand up.

"But...but you need to put medicine on your bruises and cuts." He looked at you even more worried.

'Who is he? And why does he care about me so much?'

"Gwaenchana. I'll just put medicine on at home. I guess I'll just be leaving to go back home." You said while trying to walk. However when you took a step you almost fell back onto the floor. Good thing that guy caught you before you fell. He helped you all the way to a bench. He sat you down and stood up.

"Stay here. I'll go get medicine for you. Better stay." He smiled and dashed off quickly. After 2 minutes he came back with heavy breathes.

"Were you running the whole time? You-" You were cut off by him sitting in front of you on the ground.

"Gwaenchana. I just thought that you would try to walk away with your bruised legs." He said while catching his breathe. You just smile a little thinking of how nice he is. He kind a remind you of Xiumin. Because when you accidentally tripped and scrapped your knee. Xiumin would run and get medicine. Then run back. That was before you guys dated.

The guy gently applied the medicine. It sting a lot, so then you quickly grabbed his shoulder and held it tightly. You groaned in the pain. Then he quickly blew on it, so it started to not hurt a lot anymore.

"Mianhae for not warning you about earlier." He said while sitting next to you on the bench.

"About what?" You furrowed your eyebrows thinking what he was sorry about.

"About not telling you that it would sting." He chuckled and moved your face towards his way.

"Ok, it's going to sting a bit. So just hang in there and we'll be done in no second." He smiled.

'His smile is so handsome. And his eyes. He looks so damn handsome right now.'

You nod your head and he gently grabs your chin. Making you stick out your chin a bit more. You watched him as he grabs the q-tip with the medicine on it and gently patting the corner of your lip. You of course would twitch a bit. Then he quickly blew on it and put a small bandage on your face.

You just blush for him blowing your lips. Which was kind a weird. He then turned your face so that your right side of your face was facing him. He quickly puts on the medicine on your cheek and you bit your lower lip quickly from the sting that you felt. He then puts a bandage on your upper right cheek.

He quickly does your forehead, because he thought that he was taking a lot of your time. After putting the bandage on it, he looked at you with a very bright smile.

"Your new here, aren't you?" He furrowed his eyebrows.

"Mm. Ji ireum - em Yoon Bora imnida." I slightly smiled because my cheek still hurt a bit. He just chuckles.

"I'm Youngjae." He said with another of his bright handsome smile. You just blush a bit and nod your head.

"Gamsahabnida for helping me earlier about those girls and for helping me put on medicine." You embarrassingly smiled. He then chuckles again.

"You don't have to formal with me. Can't we be friends?" He made a pouting face. You just chuckle and nod your head.

"Araseyo. Chingu?" You said while smiling brightly.

"So, why were they bullying you? I know I shouldn't ask that but I just felt like I wanted to know. And it's ok if you don't want to tell me." He smiled whiling looking away from you.

"I'll answer. Since you helped me." You said while letting out a small sigh threw your nose.

"Jeongmallo?" He looked at surprise. You nod your head.

"They were bullying me because I was wearing someone very popular in this school's jacket." I said while hanging my head.

"And who is that popular guy?" He said while pushing you playfully.

"It's Xiumin. Because of an incident earlier, he gave me his jacket because my clothes were ruined." I said while looking at the floor.

"Ah, so you and Xiumin are dating?" You looked at you with curious eyes.

"Aniya! We aren't dating. Xiumin is just a very close friend that I know and don't take it the wrong way. We knew each other since high school." I said while looking at him with a embarrassed smile.

"Ah, mian. But that's good. To have a close friend that can help you." Youngjae said with a sad voice. You looked at him a bit worried.

'Wonder why he became sad all of sudden?'

"Gwaenchana?" You put your hand on his shoulder making him look at you slowly. You can see sadness in his eyes.

"It's just that I really want someone who I can be close with. Who I can tell them my problems and get help. Just that I have no one. I don't even tell my members." Youngjae said while hanging his head once again.

'Members? He's in a group?'

"Your in a group?" You asked in curiosity.

"Mm. I'm in Got7. We really aren't that famous yet. However I hope we get famous really fast." He said with a slight smile.

"Ah, so your in the same group as Yugyeom, BamBam, and Jr." You see him look at you shocked.

"How do you know them?" He looked at you very curious.

"Because I met BamBam and Jr. on my first day here. Because they were in my first class. And then I met Yugyeom today on my off hour." You said with a eye smile.

"Ah, you haven't met Jackson, JB, or Mark huh?" You started thinking really hard. Those two first names, you heard them before. Then you quickly remembered.

"Oh, I met Jackson and JB in the early morning when I was walking here. Because BamBam almost ran me over with the skateboard and after that I met them." You said with a small chuckle.

"Oh, yeah. The only member who knows how is Mark. You haven't met him yet. He's really nice and caring." Youngjae smiles while standing up. "So...are you going to go to your next classes?"

"Ani. Probably because I look like this. I think I'll just go home. And you don't have to worry. My house is close from here." You also stood up. After Yongjae putting medicine on your bruises, it didn't hurt that much anymore. He just nods and walks in first since he was late.

You quickly walk out of the school and start heading home. Then you remembered that you were suppose to go to work today at the cafe. But you didn't want to go looking like you were beat up on your way to work.

"I think I'll call in. Or I can tell Xiumin." You quickly grabbed up your phone and start texting Xiumin.

~Baozi oppa, can you tell the manager that I'm not feeling well. I just don't want to go today. - Bora~

You quickly send the text and see that you were already in front of your house. You slowly opened the door and peek your head inside.

"Probably appa is sleeping." You slightly smiled and walked inside. You quickly and queitly closed the door. When you did,the only thing you heard was the click that the door made when it was fully closed. And then your phone started vibrating loudly. You knew that your appa would wake up to any thing. He was a light sleeper. You quickly unlock it to see that Xiumin texted you back.

~Araseyo. But do you really don't want too. It's going to be boring without you at work then. - Baozi oppa~

You just chuckle at his whining response.

"Psh, you always whine about everything." You chuckled quietly. You turned around to almost have a heart attack. "Appa, what are you doing here? I thought you were asleep." You said while standing up straight since you leaned onto the door when you almost had to heart attack.

"Because I heard the door click. So that meant that someone's in the house. I thought it was a robber until I saw you hiding like a robber." Your appa narrowed his eyes at you.

"Aniya appa. I was just coming back home. However I knew that you were sleeping so then I was trying to close the door quietly but then it clicked." You said with a bitter smile.

"Araseyo. Are you going to sleep then?" He stood up straight acting like he's mature even though he's not mature anymore.

"Mm. You can go watch your tv shows." You dragged yourself upstairs. Your legs started hurting again after standing at the door talking to appa. Finally when you reached your room, you can hear appa's tv shows that he just put on.

"Andwae! He's right behind you! He's going to take your toy!!!!" You chuckled at appa yelling at the tv thinking that they can hear you.

"I think I'm going to just relax myself." You took a quick shower and put medicine on your bruises and cuts again. After bandaging them you crawled onto your bed and your eyes slowly closed Even though your appa was being super noisy downstairs you just knock out. And it was a good thing that you were a deep sleeper. You probably got that from your omma.

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