~I Can't Love Him~

~Author's POV~

"Unnie Ileona!!!" Dasom came running into your room shouting.

"Ugh." You groaned and turned to sleep on your side, facing the wall.

"Unnie!!!~" Dasom whined while yanking your blanket.

"Mwuh?" You said in your morning voice.

"You've got a package." Dasom beamed happily sitting on the edge of your bed while playing around with the package. You slowly sat up while rubbing your eyes. "Here." Dasom passed the package to you.

You let out a yawn before actually looking at the package.

"Can you give me something to cut this open?" You asked still half asleep. Dasom just chuckles and quickly runs out of room and then back with a pair of scissors. You quickly grabbed it and cut open the box.

Opening the box, many things came in view.
*A jar of stars*

*A jar of two paper cranes*

*A owl necklace*

*A infinity bracelet*

*A cute teddy bear (you have the boy teddy bear)*

*A hat for the winter*

*Another necklace with a flower inside*

*A ring*

*(I don't know what this is called, lolz)*

*A snow globe*

*A dream catcher*

And etc. You kept looking the box pulling out random cute things. Which just made you smile naturally. You pulled out a small bouquet of red roses and quickly spotted a fake rose in the middle.

You furrowed your eyebrows and read the small note that was attached.

~I'll love you until the last rose dies.~

Your smile became wider. You kept looking through the box until you found a red envelope. You took it out and quickly turned it around to take out the letter.

~Dear My beloved Yoon Bora,~

- Hey, it's me your secret admirer that is falling deeper and deeper in love with you every single day. Don't know how, but you really have a huge impact on me. Without you, I think I would become a wreck. So please, if we meet again. Please don't push me away (again.) I really can't stand being without you anymore. I went insane when you left. I felt as if my heart has been pulled out and stepped on. Or it was stabbed a million times. But anyways I hope you like the small gifts I gave you. Yeah, I suck at doing those couple thingy. So I had a tough time thinking of what to get my favorite idol. Finally I came up with all of these. Oh, and I hope that quote of wrote with the roses made you smile. Just kidding, I already knew you were smiling after reading that. (Your really cute when you blush, Bora.) Some of these gifts were for your birthday which I didn't get to give you. *pout* *pout* So you better like them, took me a while, like I said earlier. Um... Bora, I want to be your man (again). I want to be the reason behind your smiles and laughs. I want to be there for you when you need someone. I want to be the one to lend you a shoulder. The one to wipe away all the tears that you shed. I want to be the one kissing your lips. Hugging you tightly in my embrace. Getting to be the first to say 'Good Morning' to you. And to say "Goodnight'. I want to be him. I want to hear your voice, feel your touches, snuggle together. Laugh together. I want to do everything together again. Watch movies, go shopping, joke around, and more. I want to make new memories with you. Start fresh, but as your boyfriend. I want to stand by your side through everything, all the hardships and stress. Everything. If you give me a chance and you want to meet. There's a lock in the box. Find it and come to Namsan Tower, Saturday at 10. Sharp! Or not. But I beg you to come, because I really want to see you.

~From: Your handsome Secret Admirer~

You heart fluttered reading everything that he said. You also wanted to meet him. But the only ting that was bothering you, was how he said that he didn't want you to push him away again.

You were confused on why you would push him away when you didn't know who it was.

*Who could you be? Minseok? Or... Mark!?*

"I-It could be him." You muttered with wide eyes.

*Minseok's in China right now, since he's in Exo-M. I-It can't possibly be him. Unless he came back already. But Mark? D-Doesn't Mark hate me? H-He wouldn't send this right?*

"Unnie!" Dasom yelled snapping you out of your thoughts.

"Huh? Something wrong?" You asked dumbfounded.

"You keep on ignoring me! And your phone is ringing! Maybe it's your secret admirer again." Dasom yelled then cooed and left. You just chuckled and grabbed your phone. Quickly answering it.

"Gosh! What took you so long!?" He whined which made you smile.

"I was in the bathroom so chill mister." You said with a monotone.

"Oh, mian. It's not like I knew alright? But anyways, did you get the gifts?" He beamed happily. You just giggle.

"Yeah I did. Thanks." You sang while looking through the box for the lock.

"Oh, so do you wanna meet? If yes, please bring the lock love!~" He sang. Earning another giggle from you.

"Um...maybe, maybe not." You joked making a frown appear on Mark's face. "Just kidding kid! Sure, I'm really curious who could be my secret admirer." Mark blushed hearing you say that he's your secret admirer.

"Araseyo. Just remember to ask your manager. Don't wanting you to get in trouble love." Mark spoke with a serious yet cheerful tone.

"Love? When did you start calling me that? We're not even dating yet." You stated.

"Eh!~ You know you like it. And just wait. I promise you that you will give me a chance!" Mark said with confident.

"Confident much?" You chuckled.

"Mhm." He hummed his response. "Still haven't got any idea of who I am, huh?" Mark asked with a raised brow.

"Yup. However I'll be meeting you just two days later." You said excitedly.

"You better come then." Mark happily stated. He couldn't even stop smiling so much. His smile reached up ear to ear. Grinning like a idiot.

"Don't worry. I will. Um... I'll talk to you later. Need to go talk to my manager." You sheepishly smiled while turning your attention back to the box to continue looking for the lock.

"Alrighty. Bring the lock when you come. Just a little note." Mark beamed. Earning a giggled from you.

"Alright, alright. I got everything. Don't worry. Meet you Saturday." You shyly spoke. Your heart beat started pacing faster just thinking about meeting him.

"Araseyo. Meet you Saturday." Mark responded with a huge grin.

***

You quickly jumped out of bed and ran out of your room. Turning heads, looking for the manager. Until you spotted Dasom sitting on the couch watching TV.

"Dasom-ah, where's manager oppa?" You asked while walking towards her.

"He took Hyorin unnie and Soyou unnie somewhere." Dasom shrugged. You just nodded your head. "Why you ask?" Dasom then turned her attention to you.

"Huh? Nothing. I just have to ask him something." You said while playing with your fingers.

"Somethings up." Dasom spoke while coming closer to you.

"It's nothing. I'm serious." You quickly walked away into the small kitchen in your dorm.

"Ya!~ Tell me!~" Dasom whined on the couch. You just chuckled and ignored her.

***

You were laying on your bed while playing around with the lock you finally found.

*Such a cute lock.*

You said in your head while smiling at the lock the whole time like a idiot.

"What's so special about the lock that my Bora is smiling so much?" Hyorin's voice interrupted your thoughts.

"Huh? Nothing. Just that it's cute." You said sweetly staring at the lock until you remembered. Quickly you shot up scaring Hyorin.

"Gosh! Bora, what's wrong?" Hyorin asked confused.

"Where's manager oppa?" You quickly asked. Hyorin just points towards the door. You then quickly ran out of the room and spotted the manager in the kitchen. "Oppa!~" You beamed quickly walking over to him.

"Hey, Bobo. Were you sleeping the whole time?" He asked jokingly acting like he was disappointed.

"Ani. I was playing around with my gifts. But anyways, what are we going to do this Saturday?" You asked while watching the manager cook something.

"This Saturday? Waeyo?" He asked looked at you with knitted eyebrows.

"Just wondering." You tried acting like you weren't too excited for Saturday.

"Well, we're going to a fan sign event in Incheon. Then go on Weekly Idol. To another fan signing event in Jeju. And then after all of that, it's ShimShimtapa Radio." Your manager simply said.

However you were trying to put everything together.

"Manager oppa?" You softly spoke making the manager turn his attention to you.

"Hmm?" He asked while blinking at you.

"When will we come home then? At what time?" You asked more questions making the manager more confused on what your trying to do.

"Waeyo? Are you wanting to do something?" Manager asked suspiciously. You just bit your lower lip nervously.

"W-Well, I was wondering if I could go to Namson Tower Saturday." You whispered. Your manager just furrows his eyebrow.

"Waeyo? Meeting someone?" He then asked with a raised eyebrow. You gulped down your remaining saliva. You slowly nodded.

"Chingu." You quickly said. Causing the manager to just slowly nod his head.

"What time?" He then turn his attention back to the food.

"10." You simply said. The manager stopped what he was doing and tried putting everything together.

"I don't think we're going to come back home at 10. Probably going to be past time. Like near midnight." He stated while looking at you. You just frowned.

*Then that means I can't meet him.*

You pouted a bit while thinking of something else to do.

"Unless you don't want to go to ShimShimTaPa?" Your manager asked while finishing up the food. A smile plastered upon your lips.

"Jinja? Can I not? Because this friend of mine is very important." You quickly spoke. Earning a nod.

"Araseyo, then we'll take the others to the radio station and then I'll take you to where ever you were wanting to go." Your manager planned. You smiled brightly and quickly hugged your manager.

"Gomawo manager oppa!!!!" You beamed while hugging him tightly. Earning a chuckle from him.

"Alright, alright. Now go get the others and and eat." Your manager said with a bright smile. YOu quickly nodded and skipped to get the others.

***

*I'm can't wait to meet you. For some reason my heart always beats so fast just thinking of you.*

*I'm finally going to see you again. Ugh, I can't wait. Please make the two days come faster.~*

Notes

Hoped you guys liked this chapter!!!!! Please comment!!!!!!!!!

(A/N: You guys!!!!! This is Mark's brother!! His name is Joey Tuan!!!)