~I Can't Love Him~

~Marks POV~

***Back at the Dorms***

"Now, spill it guys." I said while staring at them intensely making them feel uneasy.

"B-But we promised we won't tell." Jackson said in a soft voice. I just heave a sigh.

"Please." I actually pleaded. I really wanted to know what was the cause of Bora leaving. She still kept the couples bracelet, so of course she still loves me. "Come on guys. Please." I said once again. However they just look at me with a sad expression.

Again I sighed and just stood up. Ready to just leave the place.

"Never mind." I went out the dorm without another word. I left to the dance room, to practice.

***

~Junior's POV~
"Why can't you guys just spill it? It's not like we're going to tell Bora that you guys said it." Yuyeom said disappointed.

"You guys know that Mark was a wreck after breaking up with Bora." JB said while shaking his head with a 'tsk.' I heave a sigh.

"I-I'll go." I stood up ready to go after Mark.

"B-But Junior. We promised." Jackson also stood up.

"Dude, Mark still loves Bora. Why don't we just tell him? So then we can just tell him the reason why Bora didn't want to tell him." I said reasoning out everything. Jackson then sighed and nodded his head. "I'll go tell Mark." I said while walking out the door.

***

"Hyung?" I spoke quietly while knocking on the door. I peeked my head in and saw Mark leaning against the wall with his face stuff in his hands. "Hyung, gwaenchana?" I asked as I went and sat next to him.

"Hm?" He hummed.

"If I tell you. Can you promise me not to tell Bora that I was the one who told you. I really promised her and she really trust me. However because I'm closer to you, I'm going to tell you." I stared at the floor as I spoke.

"You don't have to if you don't want to anymore. I know, Bora really doesn't like it when she makes a promise with someone and that someone breaks it. So it's alright. Don't spill it." Mark softly said.

"Ani, I must. So you don't think of Bora wrong. Yes, she still loves you. But the reason she left was hurtful. She really needed you that time, however the only thing she had was your bracelet." I slowly looked up at him.

"Fine, go ahead." He spoke again softly.
~End of Junior's POV~

***

My heart ached hearing everything. I thought she left because she really didn't want to be with me.

*Why couldn't you just tell me? Didn't you say that you trusted me.*

I heaved out a sigh. Taking deep breathes.

"Here." Junior handed me a sticky note.

"What is it?" I asked as I took the sticky note.

"Bora's number. When she was still talking, I jacked her phone. She didn't seem to care." Junior smiled innocently. I just chuckle.

"Alright. Thanks Junior." I side hugged Junior before he left.

***

I sat there staring at the sticky note with Bora's number.

*Should I call her? Text her?*

I heaved out another sigh. Until an idea popped up in my head. A smile soon crept upon my face.


***Next Day***


~Author's POV~
That day on wards, Mark started texting you. However he never told you who he was. He became a secret. Your secret admirer.

~To: Beautiful Yoon Bora~
~From: Secret Admirer~

- Annyeong Bora. I missed you today. What you doing right now?

Mark sent it with a wide smile, quickly hiding his phone away from his manager.

"What are you doing? Go practice!" He commanded. Mark just innocently smile and quickly went to go practice after hiding his phone in his things.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

You took out your phone and checked who texted you. A smile spread across your face. You and your 'secret admirer' have been talking for a while. He would always say sweet, cheesy, and cute things while talking to you.

~To: Secret Admirer~
~From: Yoon Bora~

- Missed me? Waeyo? I'm not doing anything. All, I'm doing is just sitting here looking over stuff.

"Unnie! You ready!?" Dasom shouted as she stared at the latter sitting on the floor.

"Yeah!" You shouted, quickly shooting up to get ready to practice.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

Mark quickly ran over to his phone after hearing it beep. Another smile spread upon his face.

~To: Beautiful Yoon Bora~
~From: Secret Admirer~

- Eh~ Because I really, really like you. I miss you. Just how those people say, when you love someone. You start to miss them like crazy. I think that's happening to me. I'm falling deeper and deeper in love with you every single day. Saranghae Yoon Bora!!!~ Anyways, what are you looking at? What stuff?

Mark quickly sent it and went straight back to practice before his manager came back.

"Ya! Why do you keep on running to your phone!?" JB whisper yelled at me.

"Because he's texting his girl." Junior cooed, however then quickly went serious since his part was on.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

You took out your phone after hearing the beep sound again. A small smile plastered your face. You the quickly replied.

~To: Secret Admirer~
~From: Yoon Bora~

- Are you sure you even know who I am? Like, why do you even like me when you don't know me. How are you even falling deeper for me when you never see me? I'm so confused. Like seriously, why can't you just show yourself. I'm really curious who you are. Really curious!!!

You quickly sent it after hearing Hyorin shouting that you guys were restarting again.

"Why are you smiling so much? Your boyfriend texting you?" Soyou teased as you got into your position.

"Ani, no one special." You giggled.

"Tch, liar.~" Dasom sang right before the music came on.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

Mark quickly rolled over the floor and grabbed his phone hearing that sound that he nows love just knowing that, that special someone text back.

"Aish, this kid." Youngjae laughed. Again, Mark smiled like a little kid again.

"Seriously, I think I miss this old hyung of ours." BamBam smiled brightly.

"Waeyo?" Yugyeom asked puzzled.

"Because we can talk advantage of him." BamBam evilly laughed quietly. Making the others laugh.

~To: Beautiful, Yoon Bora~
~From: Secret Admirer~

- Of course I know who you are. I like you because I know you. Actually, I love you. I've seen you everywhere, like seriously. Jealous. Just kidding. Just wait a bit longer. You'll finally know who I am. And when you do, will you not push me away. Because I need you in my life. I can't live without you. And please, don't think wrong of me. I'm not a creeper, or stalker, or a saseng fan. I'm someone who you know. Just think. I love making you become more curious by the way. Kekekeke~ Please wait a little longer, Ms. Bora!!!

Mark quickly sent with a shy smile.

*Just a little longer, my love. And I'll finally confess. Confess everything.*

"Mark!" Jackson shouted making Mark snap out of his thoughts.

"Huh? Did you say something?" Mark asked confused. They all just shake their heads with 'tsk'. "Did I do something wrong?" Mark questioned staring at them innocently.

"If your not going to eat, then can I eat your food?" BamBam asked cheerfully.

"Um, no. I'm going to eat babo. It's mine." Mark quickly snatched his food away from them and started eating it while staring at his phone with your picture on it.
(The picture on his phone.)


***

*Beep* *Beep* * Beep*

After plotting yourself onto the floor, you reached over and grabbed your phone. Smiling all over again. You felt reading what he said. Quickly you text him back.

~To: Secret Admirer~
~From: Yoon Bora~

- Mwuh? What if I can't wait any longer? What if I want to meet right now? And since your not a stalker, or creeper, or a saseng fan. And your someone that I'm suppose to know. Describe yourself to me. So then I can visualize you, and try to solve you myself. Also, how would you know if I push you away or not? Maybe I don't want to push you away. And if you know I'm a idol, how would you even meet me? My schedule is always packed. Better tell me who you are! Mr. Mysterious Guy.

You sent the text with a small giggle. Earning weird looks from the others.

"Weirdo." Soyou chuckled.

"Who is she texting?" Hyorin questioned while still staring at you.

"Maybe her boyfriend. If she has one." Dasom shrugged while eating.

"Boyfriend? But who would she date? She's always with us." Hyorin stated while looking at the others. They both just shrug.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

Mark quickly grabbed his phone again, as if it was race to see which one was the fastest. His smile growing and growing reading all the words that you text to him.

"Mr. Mysterious Guy?" Mark muttered with a chuckle.

"I think our hyung has become crazy." BamBam said while leaning up against Junior.

"Ani!~ He's just in love." Junior simply said while playing on his phone.

"What!? With who?" Yugyeom asked shocked.

"You've got to be kidding me." Junior groaned.

"What's wrong with you?" JB asked confused by Junior's sudden action. Junior just shakes his head. While Jackson small laughed.

"It's okay Junior. I know how you feel." Jackson laughed while the others were puzzled.

"Is Mark talking to someone else?" Youngjae questioned. Earning shrugs from BamBam, JB, and Yugyeom.

~To: Beautiful Yoon Bora~
~From: Secret Admirer~

- Shireoyo! You must wait! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And don't worry beautiful. We will surely meet one day. I'm someone you were closed with. I'm someone who always made you smile, laugh. Who was always there for you. Think, think, think! Kekekeke That will be all. I can't say no more araseyo? Wait a little longer!!! Ms. Beautiful!!!!

Mark again quickly sent it with a shy smile.

"Ya! Hyung, gwaenchana?" BamBam crawled over to Mark and put his hand on his forehead.

"Of course he's not okay. He's love sick." Junior chuckled. However Mark kept silent still with a smile. Smiling brightly showing his pearly whites.

"Ok then." BamBam moved away from Mark, feeling uncomfortable.

"It's just because you've never been in love." Junior said while shaking his head. BamBam just sends a glare at Junior, which he totally ignored.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

You quickly unlocked your phone to check the text that you just received. You knitted your eyebrows together.

*Someone who I was close with? Someone who made me smile and laugh? Someone who was always there for me? Nugu? Aish, I said describe how you look like!!!*

You pouted and quickly started texting back right away.

~To: Secret Admirer~
~From: Yoon Bora the Idol~

- Ya!~ I said describe how you look like! Not to say who you were to me. It makes it even more confusing because I have a lot of people whom was there for me. Whom always made me smile and laugh! Describe yours looks to me. Are you handsome, cute, pretty, anything. Tell me, tell me, tell me!!! I will not wait any longer!!! Mr. Stubborn Person!!!

You sent it and again tried to think of someone who he just said.

*Could it possibly be Boazi oppa? Eh~ He wouldn't be acting like this.*

"Who could you be?" You mumbled while biting your lower lip curiously.

"Wait, your texting someone you don't know!?" Soyou freaked out. You just blinked at her. And then following slowly nods. Her jaw dropped.

"Unnie, your texting a total stranger then." Dasom reasoned.

"But he said he knows me. Like very well. He even explained everything he knew about me. And he seems to know me very well. Strange right? He's my secret admirer and I really want to know who he is. He makes me more and more curious of who he is just thinking about him." You puffed out your cheeks while laying down.

"So, he's someone who knows you super well?" Hyorin asked with a arched eyebrow.

"Mhm." You nodded with a hum.

"Alright then." Hyorin shrugged. "Hope he's not lying. But what if he's a stalker or creeper!?" Hyorin asked shocked and concerned.

"But he's not." You said in a soft voice.

"Alright then." Hyorin looked away, still worried.

***

*Beep* *Beep* * Beep*

Mark rushed to unlock his phone and check his phone.

"Seriously hyung!" Yugyeom whined.

"Ok, you really need to stop texting her now. What if she's busy?" Jackson said with a raised eyebrow. However Mark didn't respond, he just read and texted back.

~To: My Favorite Idol, Yoon Bora~
~From: Secret Admirer~

- What's the fun of that if I describe how I look? And since I'm a guy, I'm super duper handsome. A hottie! (Lol) Please, sweetie. Your more stubborn then me. Your such a cutie when your mad and frustrated. Just relax, when the time comes. You'll finally know who I am. Just to say, I'm dying to see you too beautiful. I miss so you so god damn much!!! Bobo!~ Saranghae!

Mark quickly sent it, with a embarrass smile.

*I want to see you as much as you want to see me too. I miss you a lot Bora. I really do. Your seriously making go head over heels for you again. Tch, the way you always make me feel all happy and more.*

"Hyung, who is it that your always smiling texting back?" Youngjae asked very curious now.

"No one." Mark simply said with a emotionless face. However then when he turned away, a smile spread right across his face.

"Don't lie! I know your smiling right now!" Youngjae shouted, while whining.

"Yeah hyung. I want to know too." BamBam whined while doing his aegyo.

"Maybe later." Mark smiled at them. Just wishing that the day they meet will come faster.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

You quickly jumped over to grab your phone. Unlocking it and reading the message.

"Unnie!~" Dasom whined as you jumped over her before.

"Mianhae, saranghae." You said without caring. Only caring to read the message.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk. Who could Bora's secret admirer be to make her like this?" Soyou said while shaking her head slowly.

"I wish I knew too." Hyorin pouted.

~To: Mr. Stubborn (Secret) Guy~
~From: Yoon Bora~

- Super duper handsome? A hottie? That's it? Your not going to tell me anything else? *pout* *pout* Come on, tell me. How would you know if I'm more stubborn then you? Stop I'm not cute when I'm mad or frustrated! *glares* If you miss me, then tell me who you are. Also I don't want to see you.

You sent the message while heaving a sigh.

"I just want to know who you are!" You shouted at your phone.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk. Just wait, gosh. Maybe you guy will meet!" Dasom rolled her eyes. You just puffed out your cheeks and crossed your arms like alittle kid.

"But he's not helping. I asked him to describe himself and all he says is that he knows me. That he's someone special to me." You lay back down onto the ground.

"Maybe he is special if he knows so much about you." Hyorin simply said. You just shrug.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

Mark was rolling all over the floor being bored, waiting for your response. After hearing the beeping sound he quickly shot up and grabbed his phone.

"I think our hyung went crazy. Too crazy in love." BamBam whispered to the others. Earning shrugs.

A smiled crossed Mark face as he finished reading.

~To: My Beautiful (Stubborn) Idol~
~From: Your Stubborn (Secret) Guy~

- Hehe, I could imagine you pouting right now. Your so cute whenever you pouted. Because I know you so I should know how your more stubborn then me. Like whenever you want ice cream and never tell me. You would act all stubborn and me not getting one that not your favorite which you said you got tired of that flavor. *Wiggles eyebrow* That hurts you know. To not miss me when I'm going crazy over you. Come on, I know you want to see me too. Since your so curious of how I look like. *smirk*

Mark sent it with a smirk, imagining how you look like right now. He then chuckled to himself.

"Totally crazy." JB simply said while laying down on the floor. The other just shrug except for Jackson and Junior.

***

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

Your eyes widen when reading what he just text.

*W-What is he talking about? D-Does he really know me?*

You bit your lips nervously.

~To: Mr. Stubborn Guy~
~From: Not A Stubborn Person!~

- Ya! That's not true. I do not whine about that. I get what I get and I don't throw a fit. Don't be wiggling your eyebrows at me. Fine I admit. I do want to see you, but that's not because I miss you or anything weird like that. Got it? I have to leave. I need to go to this thingy.

You quickly sent it and got ready for a show that you were going to go on.

*How does he even know about my picky-ness? Maybe he does know me a lot.*

Notes

Hope you guys liked this chapter!? Sorry, I was a bit tired today so if it's boring. Super sorry!!! Will update more interesting chapters!!!!! Please comment what you guys think!!!!!

(A/N: I don't know why, but I just like this picture.)