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~I Can't Love Him~

Chapter Thirty-Four - Tears and Nightmares

~Bomi's POV~

~Dream~
Slowly, I opened my eyes and nothing just darkness that was surrounding me. I slowly sit up rubbing my eyes.

"A-Appa? B-Bobo?" I say in my tiny voice as I stand up looking all around me. "Appa!" I start walking. "Bobo unnie!" I just kept walking and walking. Tears started to swell up in my eyes. I started feeling more and more scared.

"Appa!!!!! Unnie!!! Awdeeyo!!!!!" I yelled in my small voice.

(A/N: Awdeeyo = Where are you?)

"A-" I was about to yell again, however then I spotted two figures in front of me. Thinking it was appa and Bora unnie I ran towards them.

"Appa! Unnie!" I yelled happily, however then it faded away when they turned around. It wasn't appa nor unnie. It was just two strangers. My eyes widen.

"Oh, what do we have here?" A man smiled at me.

"Such a cute little girl." Another said. I gulped down my remaining saliva.

"Come here, we won't hurt you." The first man spoke, reaching out his hand. I just kept taking small steps backwards.

'A-Appa? B-Bora unnie?'

"Ya, your scaring her." The second man said.

"Aw! Come on little girl. We ain't going to hurt you. We'll help you find appa and unnie." He smiled. Right when he said that, I stopped taking steps backwards. Which seemed to make then smirked.

"Come on. Don't you want to find appa and unnie? Gaja?" The second man said with a smile. For some reason I felt as if that smile had something behind it. I just slowly nodded my head.

"Good girl. Now come on." The first guy who spoke reached out his hand more.

"Hey! What are you two doing!?" A man yelled from behind me. I turned around to see, when I was turning back. They already grabbed me and started running away carrying me.

"A-Andwae!!! A-Appa!!!! U-Unnie!!!!! Help!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed in my tiny voice. "APPA!!!!!!!!!! BORA UNNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! JEHBAHL!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
~End of Dream~

"Jehbahl!!!!!!! Help!!!!!!! Appa!!!!!!! Unnie!!!!!!!!!" I screamed kicking my blankets off of me.

"Honey! Bomi! Ileona!" They kept shaking me crazily, screaming out my name. "Bomi!!!!!" Right then I shot open my eyes and sit up quickly hugging omma tightly.

"Omma!" I cried in her embrace.

"Gwaenchanayo. It was just a dream honey. Just a dream." Omma said rocking me and hugging me tightly. "Sh, it's alright now."

"Omma.~" I kept on crying.

"She had the nightmare again, didn't she?" Appa's voice lingered in my room.

"Mm. Why does she keep on getting these horrifying dreams." Omma said stroking my hair.

"I don't know. But I have a feeling that maybe her unnie is close. Just that her childhood memories are coming back." Appa said while sitting on the edge of my bed.

I always been having these nightmares. I felt as if unnie was close however then yet so far. One step closer to her and she's even farther.

"O-Omma, a-appa?" I said while getting out of my omma's embrace.

"Yes honey?" Omma said looking at me straight in the eyes.

"I-I want to find my unnie. I-I want my unnie. Omma, appa." I said with tears between.

"I know honey. We're doing everything just to find her. We don't even know if she's still in Korea." Appa said while patting my head lightly. "Rest, huh? You have school tomorrow." Appa warmly smiled at me. I just nod my head.

"C-Can you guys stay until I fall back asleep?" I said while wiping my tears.

"Araseyo. Rest now darling." Omma pecked my forehead. I just lay back down and slowly closing my eyes. Still scared of falling back asleep.
~End of Bomi's POV~

~Your POV~

~Dream~
Again, you were at the playground where you first lost Bomi. Still walking around the playground trying to find just clues or at least one clue about Bomi's sudden disappearing.

"Aish, I'm such a bad unnie." You hanged your head a bit still looking for clues. "I better be going before appa come home." You then left dragging your feet back home from another unsuccessful day.

'Bomi, where could you have gone? What if someone already picked up whatever clue was left from you?'

You kept walking until you heard voices ahead of you. Slowly, you lifted up your head and notice two guys and a little girl in front of them. Your eyes widen.

'B-Bomi? I-Is that you?'

You then started walking closer to them, quiet as you can you fasten your pace.

"Come on. Don't you want to find your appa and unnie? Gaja?" The man on the left side said with a smile. Slowly the little girl nod her head.

"
Good girl. Now come on." The man on the right said while waving his hand in front of her.

"Hey! What are you two doing!?" A voice yelled from behind me. I freaked out and jumped behind the bushes.

"A-Andwae!!!!!!! A-Appa!!!!! U-Unnie!!!!!!!!!! Help!!!!!!!!" Your eyes widen.

"B-Bomi!?" You quickly jumped out behind the bushes. "Bomi!!!"

"APPA!!!!!!!!!!!!! BORA UNNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JEHBAHL!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Bomi screamed in her little voice. You kept running towards them, as fast as you can.

'Bomi! Jehbahl! D-Don't take her away!'

You kept on running until it was too late. They were too far away. You kept on running until you tripped and scraped your knee hard.

"Ya! Gwaenchanayo? Mechaso! You shouldn't have been running after them." The man who yelled from before said looking at you worried. You didn't even care to look at who it was. Tears just kept streaming down from your eyes. Your vision being all blurry.

"Bomi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" You screamed.
~End of Dream~

"Bomi!!!!!!!!!! Andwae!!!!!!!!!!" You screamed, tears streaming down your face. "Bomi!!!!!!"

"Bora!!! Ileona!!!!!!! Bora jehbahl!!!!!!!! Ileona!!!!!!!!" Mark yelled shaking you like crazy. "Bora!!!!!!!!"

Right then you shot open your eyes. Tears still flowing from your eyes.

"Mark." You cried. Quickly you sat up and went straight into Mark's embrace.

"Sh~ Gwaenchanayo. I'm here. I-It's just a dream Bora. Don't cry anymore." Mark said hugging you tight and rocking you side to side.

"I-It was-" You were cut off in the middle of talking.

"I know. It's the same nightmare isn't it?" Mark said stroking your hair. You just nod your head with tears. "Hey, hey look at me." Mark cupped your face with his big warm hands. "It was just a dream. Don't worry, we'll find your little sister soon. I promise, I'll help you find her. All of that was just a dream." Mark wiped away your tears.

"I-I know. B-But I-I keep on having the same nightmare. I feel like it's a sign of telling me that Bomi's close. However I'm also scared." You said between your tears.

"I know, but don't be. I'll be by your side no matter what happens. Alright? We'll find your sister together. Huh?" Mark said pulling you back into his embrace.

"Mm." You hummed.

"Come on, let's rest. We still have school tomorrow." Mark smiled sweetly at you. You just nod your head with a little sniff.

"M-Mark, c-can you sleep here tonight? Again." You said in a soft voice, however Mark still heard it.

"Araseyo. Now sleep my beautiful angel." Mark then pecked your forehead and went to shut off the lights.

***Next Day***

You open your eyes slowly, squinting at first because of the bright light that is always showering your room. After your eyes finally adjusted to the light, you stretched out your body and bit. To then feel someone moving beside you.

You looked over to see the handsome boyfriend, Mark, still sleeping. You just smile and turn to be laying on your side. You cupped Mark's face, hoping he woke up just from your touch which he did.

"Hmm?" Mark hummed still with his eyes closed.

"Ileona~" You sang softly. Mark didn't even budge. "Mark, ileona. We still have school, you know?" You sat up, stretching your arms.

"Shireoyo.~" Mark then hugged your slim waist.

"Ya, you even told me last night to sleep because we had school. Now your not wanting to wake up? Ya! Balliwa!" You were shaking Mark.

"Shireoyo~" Mark whined. You just pouted and threw his arm off of you. You then walked over tot he bathroom.

"You better hurry and wake up or I'm leaving you." You warned before closing the door.

"Araseyo! But you better wait for me!!!" Mark beamed and ran to his room to get changed.

***3 Hours Later***

You just couldn't stop thinking about our dream or nightmare from last night.

"Still thinking about it?" Mark said intertwining his hand with yours.

"Huh?" You snapped out of your thoughts and turned to him.

"I said, you still thinking about your dream from last night?" Mark slightly chuckled. You just bitterly smile.

"Yeah. I-I just can't get it out of my head. I was such a useless person back then." You hanged your head. Making Mark stop and step in front of you. He cupped your face, forcing you to look at him.

"Look, in the past you were useless because you were young. Now your young women who now knows what to do." Mark gave you a warm smile. You just smile and nod your head. "Gaja, before we're late for school." Mark then again held your hand.

***At School***

While walking in the hallways, there were gasps and whispers. Yup, finally you and Mark decided to just show everyone that you guys are a thing now. Someone girls totally glaring at you and some girls envying you.

Some guys were even jealous of Mark to have you as a girlfriend.

"Annyeong.~" Mark cooed before pecking your cheeks.

"Annyeong." You wave at him before entering your classroom. "Hey guys." You said while walking towards your seat.

"Annyeong noona!~" BamBam beamed. However then Jr. didn't say anything.

"What up with him?" You said while sitting down.

"Ugh, he's just worked up on Bomi noona." BamBam said while rolling his eyes.

"What do you mean? Something happen to Bomi?" You asked worried.

"Ani, just that she's been acting weird lately. Like she hasn't been herself. She's now all depressed and she doesn't like to talk a lot anymore. She even ignored Jr. hyung today." BamBam whispered the last part. You just nod your head.

"Jinja? Well, why don't I give it a try and talk to her?" You lightly smiled, which made Jr. jump making you and BamBam freak out.

"Aish, ya! Hyung! Mechaso! Trying to give me a heart attack." BamBam glared at Jr.

"Mianhae, but Bora. C-Can you try talking to Bomi? I-I'm really worried about her. It's her first time ever ignoring me." Jr. hanged his head.

"Sure, I will. So just relax." You chuckled. Jr. then let out a small smile.

***Lunch***

You've been walking around the whole entire school just searching for Bomi. She was no where to be find. You were starting to worry about her. You then decided to try going out of the school and looking for her at places where you and her normally went too.

You were crossing the street until you then spotted Bomi sitting in the cafe near the window. Quickly, you ran inside the cafe.

"Bomi! Where have you been? I've been looking for you." You raised your voice, causing people to look at you. You then bitterly smile and bow at them apologizing. "Bomi, gwaenchanayo?" You asked as you sat down in front of her.

"Unnie." Bomi said in a soft voice, however you still heard her.

"What is it? Is something wrong?" You asked really worried and concerned.

"Unnie, I want my unnie." Bomi then burst out into tears. Which made you freeze.

'U-Unnie? B-Bomi had a unnie?'

"B-Bomi? Y-You had a unnie?" You asked still shocked. Bomi never mentioned that she even had siblings. She just nods her head still crying. Quickly, you grabbed a napkin and gave it to Bomi.

After sometime, when Bomi finally stopped crying. She finally spoke.

"I have a older sister, however then lost her. W-Well, actually I-I was kidnapped when I was younger or something like that happened." Bomi said while sniffing. You just nod your head.

"H-How come you never told me about that?" You asked still shocked that she had a older sister.

"W-Well, because I didn't want to talk about her. I-It hurts too much to talk about her. I-I really miss her. I-I really want her right now. M-My parents are trying to help me find her right now. H-However we still can find her." Bomi said between her sniffles.

"I-I see." You said while looking outside, until then you spotted that mysterious guy again. Your eyes widen. "B-Bomi, I'll be right back. S-Stay here alright?" You said still not taking your eyes off of the guy.

"A-Araseyo." Bomi said before blowing her nose. You quickly ran outside of the cafe. Until then you were waiting for the walk sign to show up so then you can cross. The guys was still standing there, staring right at you.

"Bora!" You heard someone call you however, you didn't look. Finally, when the walk sign was on, you ran to the other side. To notice the guy running away.

"J-Jamkkanmanyo!!!" You yelled after the guy.

~Mark's POV~
Got7 and I were just walking down the street to get lunch from the cafe we normally go to. While walking, my eyes then caught Bora standing at the streets.

"Bora!" I called her, however she didn't look over. So then I followed her gaze to the man who was always showing up mysteriously in front of Bora. I then look back at Bora, to see her running towards the guy.

So then I decided to follow. Quickly I ran after Bora.

"Hey! Where are you going hyung!?" Yugyeom yelled. Until then I think they followed me unless they didn't. I didn't care, all I cared about was Bora. I kept chasing after her.
~End of Mark's POV~

I kept chasing after him. Until then I lost him. I was stuck in a ally. A ally I have never been in. I looked all around me.

"Why did you follow me?" I quickly turned around to see the guy standing right there in front of me.

"I-I..." I was totally out of breathe. "W-Who are you? W-Why do you keep on popping up in front of me?" I asked. I didn't even felt scared, I felt as if I should know him.

"You don't need to know who I am." He said while still staying still. Which you were still trying to catch your breathe.

"I do need to know. Every time I outside of school or on my way back home. Your always there." You said finally catching your breathe.

"Don't worry. I'm no one important." He then turned around.

"But-" You were cut off from Mark yelling.

"Bora!!!" Mark yelled as loud as he can. You turned around, however then quickly turned back to find the guy gone, again. "Bora, oh god. What happened? Are you hurt?" Mark grabbed your arm and exam your body for any injuries.

"A-Ani, gwaenchanayo." You then looked where once the guy was standing. "L-Let's go back." You said looking at Mark.

"Alright." Mark then held your hand. Both of you were walking back, even though the guy was gone from your sight. He was still there. Hiding behind the wall, watching you.

'Enjoy your little moment right now, Bora. Soon, your life will be destroyed, like mine.'

Notes

WooHoo!!!!!! I updated guys!!!!!! Sorry for the late updates, I had like finals and other stuff. So I had to study hard. Right now since it's summer!!!!!!!!! (Yay!!!!!!!) I probably can update more. Just probably not fast right now because I'm also moving. So I also need to pack and stuff. OMG!!!!! Really want to watch Exo's first solo concert so bad!!!!!! Oh and p.s. you guys should watch Got7 on a variety show called 'Weekly Idol'. It's really funny. Watch and enjoy.

(A/N: Here's Mark for you guys!!!! Kya!!!!!! Gwiyeopda!!!!!)

Comments

Wah. I'm new in kpop fanfic and this is the third story I've read. This is too good. I wish there was sequel. I really loved this story.

Wang'zouu Wang'zouu
1/8/17

I LOVE THIS STORY

catdog21 catdog21
11/17/16

Omg this was amazing, the emotions being displayed really came out. Well doneeeeee♡♡

Kkstlh Kkstlh
10/29/16

OMG this story is so good >.< Unnie you did a great job! Thank you for writing this story, Saranghae :)

BTS Kookie BTS Kookie
5/29/16

Ahh unnie, you have natural talents in writing! Omg this was so good I cried tears of joy at the end! Please continue writing more stories! Impatiently waiting ^-^! Hwaiting!

TuanTuan TuanTuan
2/28/16