~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
Later did you know, your were shaking and sweat was dripping down your forehead. Your body heating up, making you sweat like crazy. Hugging onto your blanket tight.

"S-Stop lying. X-Xiumin, g-guys?" You stuttered still not believing what they were telling you.

Tears started trickling down from your eyes.

"A-Andwae!" You burst out in tears looking around you in fright.

~Mark's POV~
I barely could even sleep, even though I know that it's probably 12 or 1 in the morning already. I kept tossing and turning still thinking about that kiss I had with Bora. Probably I'm just too happy to sleep.

'Ugh! Mark sleep!!!!'

I tried closing my eyes and taking slow deep breathes to try to make myself go to sleep. However then I opened my eyes to hear a familiar voice.

"S-Stop lying. X-Xiumin, g-guys?"

'Bora?'

I sat up, still staying quiet so I can put the puzzle together to see if it was Bora. However it was silent.

"Okay then. I probably hearing things." I was about to lay back down until...

"A-Andwae!" Right then I shot out of my bed and ran to Bora's room. Good thing it was only in front of mine.

I opened her door to see her shaking and sweating. I ran over to her.

"B-Bora. Bora. Bora! Bora!" I started shaking her, until she threw my hands away.
~End of Mark's POV~

You saw Daniel grab your arms, quickly you threw his hands off of you.

"D-Don't touch me!" You took steps backwards.

"Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Bora just be happy that I at least still love you." Daniel smirked.

"G-Get away from me!" You shouted out in fear.

~Mark's POV~
"D-Don't touch me!" Bora shouted out at me, which shocked me a bit. Her nightmare, she's too deep asleep.

"Bora! Bora! Ileona! Balli! Ileona!" I started shaking her again, this time harder and more crazier. "Bora!!!"

Just then she shot up and hugged me tight. Quickly I wrapped my arms around her to reassure her that she;s safe in my arms.
~End of Mark's POV~

"Bora! Bora! Ileona! Balli! Ileona!" Your eyes widen hearing that familiar voice.

"M-Mark?" You spoke softly still trying to hear that voice.

"Bora!!!" Hearing him shout out, everything vanished.

Quickly you shot up and hugged Mark tight. Tears still streaming down your face. You could feel Mark stroking your hair, rocking you side to side.

"It's going to be alright Bora. It was just a dream." Mark reassured you. Slowly you opened your eyes to see that it was a dream. You slowly pulled away, however your arms still around his neck.

"M-Mark. D-Do you love me?" You asked staring straight into his eyes. Mark just furrowed his eyebrows.

"Of course I do. Why wouldn't I? If I didn't love you then I would have been here right now. Hugging you this tight and telling you that I'm here. Just to protect you." Mark caressed your right cheek.

"B-Because e-everyone hates me. E-Everything was fake. A-Appa never loved me, E-Exo never loved me, G-Got7 never loved me, a-and you." You said with still tears streaming down your face.

"No one hates you Bora. No one. Your appa loves you dearly, of course Exo loves you. Got7 of course loves you too. And I love you. I told you before no matter what obstacles we are going to have to pass. I will always love you." Mark pulled you back into his embrace. "It was just a dream Bora. Don't worry babe."

Mark kept rocking you side to side, until all your tears vanished.

"Hey, Mark." You spoke out softly however Mark could still hear you.

"Hmm." Was his respond.

"C-Can you sleep with me?" You spoke very quietly, because you were really embarrassed to even ask. Your cheeks began to burn up, hearing his chuckle.

"Yeah, anything for you baby girl." Mark stopped hugging you. He quickly went to close the door, then he came back and laid down beside you. He draped his arm around your waist, pulling you closer to him. Mark pulled the blanket over the both of you. "Good night, and sweet dreams." Mark pecked your forehead before hugging you tightly.

"Mm." You hummed.

***Next Day***

You kept tossing and turning from the bright light the was showering your room. Finally you stopped, slowly opening your eyes. Squinting at first, trying to adjust to the brightness. When your eyes fully opened you looked around to see the clock showing that it's 7.

You just groan and throw the blanket over your head, however it didn't reach. You tried pulling it, but you were already tired since it was still the morning. Until it hit you when you felt something or someone hugging you tighter.

You turned around, your eyes widening. Seeing Mark's sleeping face right in front of you. Mostly when it's only inches away from your face. Mark then slowly started moving.

You were still staring at him still taken back a bit. Mark's eyes opened up to see you staring at him like he was a stranger.

"Well, good morning to you too beautiful." Mark rubbed his eyes, and you had to admit that he looked cute just rubbing his eyes.

"H-How come your sleeping here?" You asked forgetting about what happened last night.

"You don't remember?" Mark raised an eyebrow.

"Nope." You said shaking your head. Until then a smirk came across Mark's face. He then leaned closer and closer to you until you sunk into your pillow. You gulped down your remaining saliva.

"Well~ You know~ We-" Mark put a strand of hair behind your ear, before his finger trailed down your jaw line to lifting up your chin. Feeling his breathe just on your trembling lips. His eye sparkling down at you. Soon you finally notice Mark hovering over you.

"M-Mark?" Your eyes widen when Mark leaned closer down.

"Did that." Mark stopped whispered upon your lips. Your eyes widening right away, after hearing those last two words that came out of Mark's mouth.

"D-Do you mean that?" Your eyes still wide, your lips still trembling. Mark just smirks again.

'Is that a yes?'

Mark then just leaned closer down.

"Should we do it again?" Mark leaned closer and closer. Quickly you shut your eyes, tight. You grabbed onto the blankets. However Mark just started laughing. You just furrowed your eyebrows still with your eyes closed. "Your so cute." Mark laid back down laughing loudly.

Your eyes just shot opened. A rough sigh escaped your mouth.

"Y-Ya! You dare tease me!!!" You grabbed your pillow while sitting up and start hitting Mark with it. Mark was just laughing using his forearms blocking your hits.

"A-araseyo. Araseyo." Mark grabbed the pillow and you just turn away from him pouting angrily with your arms crossed in front of your chest. Mark then snaked his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder.

"Get off of me." You kept moving, trying to not let Mark rest his chin on your shoulder.

"Al-alright. Alright babe. I was just playing with you. The truth is that you had a nightmare last night and I can to wake you up. After waking you up and comforting you. You wanted me to sleep with you." Mark said while back hugging you tightly.

'I had a nightmare? How come I don't remember.'

You just bit your lower lip, thinking it was probably true since you were burning up. You couldn't sleep well because it was too hot.

"Do you not believe me?" Mark asked while making you lay completely on his chest with him staring down at you with a angelic smile.

"I do." You mumbled still pouting.

"Mwuh?" Mark just rest his head on yours.

"I do." You muttered.

"Babe speak louder I can't hear you." Even though Mark heard you, he still wanted to hear your voice perfectly and clearly.

"I said I do." You finally said it out loud.

"Alright, didn't need to be too loud." Mark chuckled before kissing your temple.

"But still, you were teasing me." You pouted again.

"It's just because my cute babe is just too cute." Mark chuckled when you hit his chest playfully. "Hey at least I'm telling the truth." You just bit your lower lip, trying to hide your smile.

You looked up at Mark, to see him just smiling down at you happily. You leaned up and pecked his lips before quickly moving back to your original spot with burning cheeks. Mark just smiled and hugged onto you tightly.

"How about today we don't go to school? Huh? I want to stay with you like this." Mark leaned his head onto yours.

"I do, but then it's school. And we need to go." You were playing around with Mark's hand.

"Shireoyo!~" Mark whined cutely.

"Aish, ya! Even when your old you still act like a little kid. Balli! Let's get ready for school." You pulled away from Mark, however Mark pulled you back. "Mark." You laughed when he was just snuggling you.

"Shireoyo~" Mark whined again, but this time using his aegyo voice. You just burst out laughing.

"Awe, gwiyeopda. Balli Mark. I need to get ready." You tried pulling his arms off of you however you were too weak.

"Shireoyo~" Mark snuggled into your neck. Feeling his breathe on your neck, tickled you a bit.

"Mark, stop that. It tickles." You giggled.

"Jeongmallo?" Mark again started blowing softly onto your neck. Which really tickled.

"S-Stop. M-Mark." You said between your laughs. Mark kept going because he loved hearing your laughs and he also loved knowing that he was the reason behind your adorable laugh. "M-Mark!" Finally you got away from him.

"Oh, you dare get away from me?" Mark raised an eyebrow narrowing his eyes at you. You just chuckle.

"Ne, I do dare because I need to get rea-" You didn't finish your sentence because you were running around your room trying to get away from Mark who was just chasing you.

"Ya! You dare run away from me?" Mark shouted out when you ran out your room into his, since his door was wide opened. Mark quickly came in and locked his door. "Now you can't run." Mark smirked.

"Ya, don't lock the door babo." You were behind the couch.

"Then come here." Mark raised an eyebrow. However you disobey him.

"Shireoyo!" You shouted at him with a chuckle.

"Ya! How dare you raise your voice at me young lady. Now I'm really going to catch you." Mark started running around the room chasing after you.

"Andwae! Ya, get away you weirdo!" You yelled.

You kept running until Mark grabbed your arm and pulled you, making you slip on the blanket that Mark accidentally threw on the floor last night. Both of you fell onto his bed, with you on the bottom. And Mark hovering over you.

Your eyes were closed, with your arms around Mark's waist. Mark was just smiling.

"Caught you." Mark whispered into your ears, sending chills down your spine. Your eyes shot open when you saw his face only inches away from your face.

"A-aish, ya. Get off of me." You tried pushing him however he didn't budge. "M-Mark." You whined cutely.

"Nope not until I get what I want." Mark smirked with a arched eyebrow.

"W-What do you want?" Your eyes widen a bit. Mark just chuckle and leaned down.Feeling his hot breathe against your lips again, made your heart race crazily. You swallowed your saliva. Slowly you closed your eyes when Mark was only millimeters away from you.

Until you felt fireworks exploding everywhere. Feeling Mark's soft and warm lips upon yours always felt so magical. You kissed him back, your lips moving in sync with his.

Soon Mark pulled away, leaving both of you and him breathless. Mark leaned his forehead onto yours.

"Well, guess we're staying home today. School already started." Mark smirked. Your eyes widen. Quickly you rolled Mark off of you and looked at his clock. Your eyes widen again. It was already 10.

"Mark!~" You whined while pouting. Mark just pecks your pouting lips and smiles.

"Wae? Maybe we can call in so we won't get in trouble and then work on your homework. Huh?" Mark looked at you narrowing his eyes, with his left arm wrapped around your waist.

"Alright then." You playfully glared at him. Mark just chuckles and pecks your cheeks.

"Go wash up. Unless you want to keep your hair like that. However it's cute." Mark chuckled before standing up.

"M-mwuh?" Your cheeks heat up again and your eyes widen. Quickly you ran back into your room, slamming your door closed. "Aish forgot about my stupid morning hair. So embarrassing."

***Few Minutes Later***

Both of you and Mark were downstairs at the coffee table in the living room, with textbooks and papers scattered around the floor. Laughing, however then serious at times.

"Hey, Mark?" You spoke breaking the silence with your eyes glued to the assignment paper.

"Hmm." Mark hummed.

"Can you help me on this question?" You leaned your head on his shoulder. Mark then takes his eyes off of his paper and looks at yours.

"Oh, that's easy." Mark smiled.

"Aish, ya. Stop rubbing it in. Just help me understand it." You pouted cutely.

"Araseyo~" Mark pinched your cheek before explaining. After explaining everything you finally understood everything even though it took a while to understand since Mark wasn't good at explaining things.

"Ah!~ Finally done!!!" You flung your head back to rest on the couch. Mark just laughed and started putting his things away. "Want something to eat?" You rested your chin on Mark's shoulder looking at him cutely.

"Sure." Mark just chuckles. Mark stood up and helped you stand up.

***In The Kitchen***

You were making kimbap while Mark was just stirring the kimchi stew that you also were making.

"Wow never knew that my adorable Bora knew how to cook to good, but then sucks at school." Mark joked.

"Ya!~ That's not nice." You pouted while cutting the kimbap. Mark just walked over to you and back hugged you which shocked you a bit.

"I was just teasing babe. Mianhae." Mark kissed the back of your head.

"Tch. Such a tease." You chuckled. "Ah!~" You picked up a piece of kimbap and held it in front of Mark's mouth. Mark obeyed you and ate the kimbap happily. You both kept messing around a bit until the door bell ruined it.

"Oh, someone's here." Mark peeked over at the door.

"Do you think your parent's are back already?" You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Ani, they usually use up a whole week." Mark just shrug his shoulders and walk towards the door while you checked the kimchi stew.

"Ah!~ It smells so good." You took a quick sip. Sticking out your tongue because it was too hot. "Ah!!! Hot! Hot! Hot!" You fanned your tongue.

"Um, Bora. There's someone who wants to meet you." Mark stood there at the counter staring at you.

"Nugu?" You furrowed your eyebrows. Mark just points towards his door. You just walk out of the kitchen, to make your eyes widen. "S-Sehun-ah?"

"Annyeong noona." Sehun waved happily at you.

"So, what are you doing here again?" You guys were finally eating with Sehun.

"Well, I came for my bubble tea. Remember in order to not tell the others about you living in Mark hyung's house. I get bubble tea." Sehun smirked.

"Ah, majayo." You nod your head slightly.

(A/N: Majayo = That's right)

"Wait, how do you know that Bora lives here?" Mark asked still dumbfounded about everything.

"Oh, I bummed into her when she was coming out of your front porch. That's when I spot her and found out right away that she lives here." Sehun smiled happily while stuffing his face with kimbap.

"Oh~ Wait how do you know that this is my house again?" Mark asked before stuffing his mouth with some kimchi.

"Because we used to walk together, however then I became very busy." Sehun raised an eyebrow.

"Oh yeah~ Totally forgot." Mark just smiled.

"So, noona. Where'e my bubble tea?" Sehun narrowed his eyes at you.

"Can't I just give you the money?" You whined.

"Nope." Sehun evilly smiled.

"Ugh fine. Want some to Mark?" You looked over at Mark.

"Um...sure I guess." Mark just smiles showing his pearly whites.

***At The Cafe***

"So what do you want pop star?" You asked Sehun as he was wearing a huge red scarf with sunglasses and a hat to top it off.

"Ya! I would like chocolate bubble tea." Sehun said through his scarf. You just wanted to burst out laughing because you can tell Sehun was dying under all that heat. His sweat trickling down his forehead.

"What about you miss?" The cashier asked you.

"Oh I would like strawberry bubble tea." You smiled happily.

"And you?" The cashier was blushing a bit asking Mark.

"Ah, a americano please." Mark smiled with made the cashier blush deep.

"Araseyo. Please take a seat and we'll call you up when we got your drinks." She flashed a smile. Sehun just nudges you. You turned to him.

"You alright?" Sehun whispered.

"Yup, wae?" You furrowed your eyebrows. Even though that girl likes Mark, Mark was yours and you were Mark's. So you couldn't care less if a girl was dying over Mark. Because Mark only loves you.

"Because you didn't look ok back there? Don't tell me you like hyung?" Sehun whispered his last sentence to you which made your eyes widen.

"Ya! *cough* I don't." You looked away biting your lower lip.

"Come on, your secret safe with me~" Sehun cooed.

"Aish, ya if noona says it's nothing then it's nothing." You glared at Sehun which makes his raise both of his hands up showing the he surrenders.

"Gosh. Feisty." Sehun pouted. You just chuckle. Until then you remembered about Mark. You turned to see Mark just sitting there beside you staring at his phone. You just grab onto his hand under the table.

Which made him look up at you.

"Mwuh?" Mark asked confused.

"Is something wrong?" You furrowed your eyebrows. Mark just shakes his head.

"Ani." Mark then turned his attention back to his phone. Which you just took your hand back.

'Alright then. Just totally ignore me.'

You puffed out your cheeks waiting for your drink to come. When Mark notice that you took your hand back, Mark just pouted a bit. He still wanted to hold onto your hand. He was going to reach out your hand however you just grabbed out your phone.

'Is she mad at me?'

Your phone vibrated signaling that someone text you. When you looked a small smile crept on your face.

~To: Yoon Bora~
~From: The Very Bored Umin Oppa~

-Bora!!!~ I'm so damn bored!!! Just staying at the dorm is boring. I wanted to go practice but then I'm too lazy right now. Where are you? Bogoshipo!!! Oh anyways I forgot asking you where you live. I was going to ask you when you were over at our dorm however then I forgot. So where are you staying? Is the place your staying at safe? Is everything going smooth? Oh we should hang out again whenever I have time love! Neomu bogoshipo! And maybe next time I'll treat you to bubble tea. Just don't tell Sehun or else he's going to kill me. But then he has Luhan. But anyways better text back Bora!!! Or else I'll find you myself! Saranghae!!!

You just chuckle at the text.

"Aish, babo." You chuckled.

"Mwuh?" Sehun looked at you, even Mark looked at you.

"Xiumin's being stupid as always. That lazy butt. SO anyways how's practice going?" You looked up at Sehun.

"That hyung is learning from Kris hyung. But anyways practice is going good." Sehun smiled brightly.

"But Xiumin's the oldest babo. But then if you think about it, yeah I get it. Kris is always so lazy during practice." You chuckled. Mark felt kinda sad that you were mostly paying attention to Sehun. So then he was just sulking.

"Here's your drinks." The waiter came and gave you guys your drinks.

"Ne, gamsahabnida." You bowed your head a bit.

"Gamsahabnida!~" Sehun smiled happily for getting his bubble tea.

"Gamsahabnida." Mark smiled and bowed his head a little.

"Your all welcome!" The waiter smiled and walked away.

"Shall we go?" You asked looking at Sehun then at Mark.

"Yeah, I gotta go back." Sehun pouted.

"Araseyo, annyeong dongsaeng." You smiled and waved at Sehun as he walked his own way. While you walked side by side with Mark.

During the walk it was silent. No one spoke. Usually the both of you would speak happily together. However Mark wasn't in the mood to talk. Whenever you talked, Mark would just stay quiet.

Finally when you reached the house, Mark walked in first.

'Ok, something is really up with him.'

"Mark, we need to talk. Is something bothering you?" You stopped Mark, however Mark just pushed your hand away and continue to walk.

"I'm tired." Was all he said. Your heart ached hearing his cold voice. He never even glanced at you. Mostly he never even said those two words. "Sweet dreams."

You just dragged yourself upstairs after turning off all the lights. You walked over to your room. You glanced back at Mark's door one last time. Feeling lost and hurt why Mark was being so cold towards you.

You entered your room and changed into some comfortable clothes. Pajama shorts with a over sized T-shirt. You quickly slipped under your soft blanket. Still not feeling right, still feeling hurt and lost.

You just let out a sigh and lay there flat on your back.

'What did I do wrong? Why was he so mean to me? Saying that. He was never like that.'

A small tear stream down the side of your face.

Notes

Jealousy!? Lol, Mark get's jealous, probably really. Actually super jealous. Of course who wouldn't. Lol. But anyways, I'm super sorry for not updating yesterday. I had to go over to my cousin's house because they were doing this one thing. It's a tradition thing. But anyways I hope to read your comments!!! Double update coming!!!!

(A/N: Because of my late update here is our adorable Markie!!!)