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~I Can't Love Him~

Chapter Twenty-Nine - Home Alone

~Your POV~
When you and Mark entered the front yard, everything was so quiet. And no light was on. Usually they would be on, since Mrs. and Mr. Tuan would be home.

You just look at Mark as he looked at you puzzled.

"Do you think they went somewhere?" You asked Mark, hugging his arm. He just shrugs and pulls out his house key. After unlocking the door and opening it. The cool breeze blew out and hit you. Making you remember that one moment. That moment when your appa left you and you walked in.

~Flashback~

You took one step into the house and got chills right away. The cold wind blew threw your hair. You let out a sigh and took another step inside. You slowly looked around at the emptiness.

~End of Flashback~

You hugged onto Mark's arm tighter. Mark notice your sudden action and put his hand on yours, reassuring you that everything will be alright.

After walking fully into the house, Mark turned on the lights and went into the kitchen followed by you. You went and leaned against the kitchen counter.

Mark found a small note stick on the fridge. He quickly grabbed it and read it. You walked over to him and snaked your arms around his waist, resting your chin on his shoulder.

"What did it say?" You asked while tilting your head away from Mark's head to get a better view of his side view. Mark just turned his head and looked at you.

"It says that my parent's are out of town for a business trip and that they won't be back until everything is finished. Which means that they get to choose when to come back when they want." Mark said while putting the note back on the fridge.

"Ah~ Do they do this a lot. Like leave you alone?" You asked Mark as you let go and walked out of the kitchen.

"Ani. Not as much." Mark followed.

"Mm." You just hummed and slump down on the couch as Mark sat next to you. It was all quiet, no sound to be heard.

"So~ What it's just going to be you and me?" You asked as you leaned over and rest your head on Mark's shoulder.

"Yup. Well, at least it's better then being alone." Mark smiled at you while he rearrange his sitting. Moving his arm around your shoulders, moving closer to you. Making you mostly laying on his chest. It felt comfortable.

"So~ Should we watch some TV?" Mark asked as he tried to reach over and grab the remote.

"Um..probably not. Well, you can. I need to do my homework." You said as you got up and went over to your bag.

"Jeongmallo? You have homework?" Mark raised an eyebrow.

"Duh. Homework? Haven't you heard of it?" You walked back and sat down on the floor, pulling the coffee table closer to you.

"Nope." Mark just laid down and turn on the TV. Mark actually did have homework, however he was always a good student and gets things done. When he needs to do homework, he does it before class begins. That's how he always have a good grade.

That's why Mark didn't want to do his homework. He thought he could just cuddle up with you and watch a movie or just some random variety show.

You also wanted to do that, however you were always not doing your work. Because you were always distracted by the Got7 members and Bomi. So if you didn't do your homework now, you would get detention and clean the classroom.

'Ugh! Will always hate homework!!!!'

You just sat there staring at your homework.

"You know what. I'm going to take a shower and change into something more comfortable." You stood up and walked upstairs. Mark just staring at you weird.

"Was she just talking to herself? Tch, that silly girl." Mark just kept on watching a variety show called 'Beatles Code'. What shocked him the most was that he was watching the show that featured Exo.

After a while, Mark slowly drove off to dreamland. You finally came back down wearing pajama shorts, with a white T that hanged loosely on you. When you walked towards the coffee table, you saw Mark already knock out.

"Tch. If he was tired he could have went to sleep upstairs." You just sat down on the floor, your back facing the sleeping Mark. Quickly you started on your homework. Groaning at times, when you couldn't figure out the answer.

After finishing half of your homework, you simply felt like giving up already. Wanting to just go sleep. Then you remembered Mark sleeping behind you. Slowly, you turned around and Mark was still asleep.

You moved yourself closer to him. Viewing his handsome sleeping face.

"How can you not have homework?" You mumbled angrily. Then you leaned and rest your arms on the edge of the couch, resting your chin on your hands. You then couldn't take your eyes off of Mark. His looks would never get bored looking at.

You slowly reach up your hand and move his hair a bit out of his face. Tracing it down his forehead to his nose. However then you went back and placed your hand on his cheek.

"I envy you. To live in such perfect family. Unlike me, I lost everyone. Now-" You caressed Mark's cheek slowly and softly, "I only have you." You felt a tear stream down your face. Remembering how happy you were when you were actually together with your family.

Even though not having your mother, you were still happy with your little sister and your appa. Until your life went upside down. Everything went wrong in your whole life. Loosing all the people you love one by one. More tears came down.

"Please don't leave me too." You said in a very soft voice, staring at Mark. Until then your eyes widen. Mark actually already woke up when you touch his face. He was actually a light sleeper, sometimes.

Your first touch, woke him up. However because he was still tired, he kept his eyes closed. He heard everything you said. His hand grabbed onto yours that was caressing his cheek. Slowly he opened his eyes and turned to look at you.

"Babe, I would never leave you." Mark then leaned forward and kissed your forehead. After he broke away, he sat up and bend down to be closer to you. He cupped your face into his big warm hands. Softly, he wiped away your tears. "Please don't cry anymore." Mark whispered.

You then just sat up onto your knees and hugged Mark, tight. Mark hugged you back, stroking your hair.

"You don't have just me, you know? You also have Bomi, the guys, and my parents. You still have many people." Mark kissed your temple. You just hug him tight, tears slowly stopping.

Mark then cupped your face again, looking at you for an answer since you didn't answer him.

"Mm." You let out a small yet weak smile. Mark just smiles and leans his forehead onto yours.

"Finish your homework?" Mark raised an eyebrow. You just pout and shake your head. "How about you finish tomorrow." Mark then started caressing your cheeks.

"Ani. I can't. We still have school tomorrow too." You pouted.

"Well, I'll help you. Come on, it's already 10. You need your beauty sleep angel." Mark winked as he lightly pecked your nose.

"But-" You were cut off.

"No buts." Mark narrowed his eyes towards you. "Gaja!" Mark stood up and also pulled you up.

"Shireoyo!" You sat down onto the couch crossing your arms in front of your chest.

"Balli!" Mark whined, stomping his feet like a little kid acting cute.

"Shireoyo." You laughed. Mark leaned down trapping you. Both of his hands on the back rest with you in between. Mark quickly leaned closer. "M-mwuh?" You stared at him with wide eyes.

Mark just smirks and leans closer and closer.

"M-Mark...w-what are yo-you doing?" You started to sink into the couch.

"Gaja." Mark just smiles brightly. You knew right then he was just teasing you.

"Ya!" You pouted and lightly hit his chest.

"Ah, ah po.~" Mark whine as he lifted one of his hands to put it on his chest. You just laugh and narrow your eyes at him.

"Merong~" You stick out your tongue at him.

"Ya, how dare you do that to your oppa." Mark playfully glared.

"Merong~ Merong~ Merong~ I can do whatever I want! Merong~" You kept sticking out your tongue.

"Ya!" Mark pinched your cheek.

"Ah!!!! Ya! Ah po!" You whined while rubbing your cheek. Mark just laughs and shakes his head at you. He then leaned closer and kissed your cheek where he pinched it.

"Better?" Mark whispered in a low voice.

"Mm." You quickly nod your head, your cheeks burning up. Mark then slowly moved and now his face was only inches away. He slowly start leaning closer to you. While you were leaning back.

Mark quickly put his hands back on the back rest, supporting himself. He kept leaning closer, as you lean more backwards. Your heart beat increasing faster and faster. Finally you were at the end. You couldn't move anymore, you just kept eye contact with Mark the whole time.

Mark slowly tilted his head a bit to the side, trying to get more access. Your eyes slowly fluttered closed. As you felt Mark's soft lips upon yours. Your heart exploded, it felt like there were fireworks exploding everywhere.

You slowly started moving your lips at the same pace as his. Slowly the kiss turned passionate. Your lips moving in sync with Mark's. Your arms found it's way to wrap around Mark's neck. While Mark's arm moved down to wrap around your waist.

Slowly, Mark pulled you up hugging you. You quickly pulled Mark closer to you, breaking the small gap. You were standing on the couch with Mark standing onto the floor.

After a while, Mark broke the kiss. Both of you panting. You leaned your forehead onto Mark's, still trying to catch your breathe. Finally after catching your breathes, you opened your mouth to speak.

"I-I think we should go to sleep. It's about 12 and we would only have 6-7 hours to sleep." You smiled down at Mark.

"Mm." Mark hummed and lifted you up and set you down onto the floor. Both of you walked upstairs holding hands. You quickly turned off the lights and went to your room.

"Night Mark." You kissed him on the cheek before entering your room.

"Sweet dreams angel." Mark smiled warmly at you.

After you were in bed, you fell asleep right away. Probably because of having that little passionate kiss with Mark. Everything was already like a dream.

You slowly opened your eyes from the blinding bright sun. You blinked your eyes for a while, adjusting to the bright light.

Finally when you adjusted to the light, you sat up where you were laying down. Looking side to side, all around you. Trying to look for someone close.

Until you spotted someone's back. Quickly you sat up and reached out for that person.

"N-nuguseyo?" You said stopping the person. The person turned around and your eyes widen. "A-appa?" You took a step closer, however your appa took a step backwards.

"Don't come near me." Your appa stated. "I hate you. You made me loose my wife and my precious baby girl." Your appa snapped.

"A-appa. I-I'm your daughter also. N-not just Bomi." You were taken back from your appa's sudden words.

"No you were just a curse. Because of you I lost everyone. Everyone that I loved so much." Your appa glared at you. A tear escaped your eye.

"Appa." You said softly. "Jehbahl appa, I-I'm not a curse." More tears stream down your face.

"You were the worst thing that ever happen to me." Your appa glared at you once more and then turn around to leave.

"A-appa." More tears escaped your eyes. You watched as your appa's figure slowly disappeared. Everything then begin to darken. Fog started spreading. "A-appa." You spoke once more.

"Awe, look who's all alone. My precious little Bora." You turned around with wide eyes.

"D-Daniel?" You watched as he smirked and walked closer to you. "S-stop! G-get away from me!!!" You yelled!!!

"Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Poor Bora. I was always right no one loved you." Daniel smirked.

"D-don't say that." You kept taking steps back.

"Tsk. Even Exo doesn't like you, mostly Xiumin." After Daniel said that all of Exo came out behind him.

"G-guys? X-Xiumin?" Your eyes widen.

"You were always so stupid. We were just using you." Xiumin smirked, his words broke your heart.

"X-Xiumin." You muttered out with more tears pouring down.

"Can't believe that you fell for it." Sehun laughed, followed along with the other members.

"S-Sehun." You couldn't believe. Sehun was your favorite maknae that loved you a lot, however ditched you.

"You know what else is funny?" Daniel smirked, while narrowing your eyes at him.

"M-mwuh?" You asked with tears still streaming down your face.

"Your little boyfriend, what's was his name again?" Daniel joked while tapping his chin with his index finger.

"I think it was Mark." Got7 walked out behind Daniel. Your eyes widen.

"M-mwuh rah goo?" You froze. Mark then walked out.

"M-Mark. T-Tell them that you do love me. That you would always be there for me." You pleaded. Mark just chuckled shaking his head. He then smirked, right when he did Gyuri came out behind him.

And right there they kissed right in front of you which broke your heart into pieces.

"M-Mark? H-How could you? D-Didn't you say that you loved me?" You burst into tears.

"That was all lies and you were so stupid to fall for it. Tch, babo." Mark smirked. Everything was wrong. Everything. You remembered how everything was ruined however then perfect later on. Because of Mark.

Mark was your everything after he confessed that he loved you, but now that was just a dream. Everything was just a dream, that you have been sleeping the whole time. And now you have woken up.

Mark never loved you, everything was all fake.

Notes

Ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! What's going to happen next!? Please comment what you guys think, hoping to read your comments!!!

(A/N: Cute!!!)

Comments

Wah. I'm new in kpop fanfic and this is the third story I've read. This is too good. I wish there was sequel. I really loved this story.

Wang'zouu Wang'zouu
1/8/17

I LOVE THIS STORY

catdog21 catdog21
11/17/16

Omg this was amazing, the emotions being displayed really came out. Well doneeeeee♡♡

Kkstlh Kkstlh
10/29/16

OMG this story is so good >.< Unnie you did a great job! Thank you for writing this story, Saranghae :)

BTS Kookie BTS Kookie
5/29/16

Ahh unnie, you have natural talents in writing! Omg this was so good I cried tears of joy at the end! Please continue writing more stories! Impatiently waiting ^-^! Hwaiting!

TuanTuan TuanTuan
2/28/16