~I Can't Love Him~

~Your POV~
"So you finally want to tell me what happened?" His voice kind a trailed off when he saw how you were just sitting there on the bench looking lifeless. "Bora~ Bora. Yoon Bora!" He finally shouted making you flinch and finally pay attention to him.

"Ah!~ Ya! Nollatjana!" You said while patting your chest, calming your heart beat.

"I freaking called you a hundred times and you didn't answer." He pouted, leaning back against the cold bench back rest while crossing his arms in front of his chest.

"Mianhae." You muttered.

"Mwuh?" He just leaned closer to hear you.

"Mianhae." You muttered again however a bit louder.

"Mwuh rah goo?" He was now just playing with you. You just scrunch your nose and glare at him. "Wae? I was asking what you said." He smirked.

"Aish. What a nice friend you are." You looked back forward staring into mid-air.

"Araseyo." He chuckled. "Now tell me why you were crying so much, that your legs gave in." He raised an eyebrow.

"I think I made the stupidest decision ever oppa." You then turned back into the place where you were wanting to cry again. He just looks at you sad and scoots over closer to you.

"Wae? What was your stupidest decision? Because the Bora I know doesn't make stupid decisions." He said while wrapping his arm around your shoulders.

You just slowly look at him, feeling like your tears were threatening to fall again. You sniffed and looked down. He just shakes his head lightly and pulls you into a hug.

"Hey. Shouldn't you be smiling? You have no idea how your parents are feeling like right now, seeing you in tears like this. Come on. No more tears Bobo." You slowly looked up at him, hearing his encouraging voice.

"Araseyo. And you can't call me that. Only appa can." You said while playfully glaring at him.

"Araseyo. Now tell me what happened. Who made my little Bora burst into tears?" He looked at you serious. You just looked at the grass, visualizing everything you saw back at school. You let a soft sigh escape your mouth.

"Xiumin-ah. Do you think I have bad trusting issues?" You slowly looked at Xiumin who was just sitting there looking at you confused.

"Ani. Wae? I know that you have the best trusting issues." Xiumin gave you a heart warming smile. You just weakly smile back.

"Be...because I chose to open my heart again." You gaze went straight to the ground while those words escape your mouth.

Xiumin's heart ached. Hearing that you opened your heart again, to someone else. Even though he still had little feelings for you. He pretended like it was never there. Because he knew you already past your feelings.

"Um...well what happened? Give me more details." Xiumin said while dipping his head down to see your face.

"Well, there's this guy that I'm currently dating right now. And we just started I think one day ago. Unless it was yesterday. However today at school before school ended. He told me to wait for him outside in the front. So then we can walk together. But then he was taking forever. So I went back inside looking for him. After checking a room that we never really use. I found him...him" Tears started to stream down you face.

Xiumin quickly pulled you into his embrace. It always hurt him seeing you hurt. No matter if your not his, he would still care.

"Kissing another girl?" Xiumin finished off your sentence. You just nodded in his chest, burying your face more into his chest. Xiumin just gently pats your back. Letting you know that who ever that guy is, made the stupidest mistake ever.

"Well, how about you stay over at our dorm tonight. Maybe we can have a movie night to cheer you up. Huh? What do you say? And hey the guys miss you a lot too." Xiumin said cupping your face, wiping away your tears gently. You just nod your head, without hesitation.

Right now you needed something to clear your mind off of Mark and that heart breaking scene.

***Exo's Dorm***

Just walking towards their dorm. You can already hear how loud they were. It's like they were having their own little party in there right now.

As you came closer, there was more yelling.

Suho yelling at Baekhyun and Chanyeol for being so loud (maybe their having one of their baekyeol arguments, more like moment). Kris yelling at Tao to stop bothering him so much. Kai and Sehun screaming (or cheering) along with their oldest hyung that is in the dorm at the time, Luhan (probably watching a soccer game or~ just playing games). Kyungsoo (or D.O) and Chen laughing and talking about something you couldn't quite get (probably their cooking right now, unless their ordering). Lay...Lay probably there just watching everyone and is about to knock out any time now. He always seems so tired and depressed.

Xiumin unlocks the door, which makes you snap out of your thoughts trying to put the pieces of what the Exo beasts were doing in the dorm.

He then opens the door, earning shouts of welcome from the other members. He just smiles and waves.

Xiumin goes in and opens the door wider for you to enter. At first you hesitated because it was your first time hanging out with them in their dorm. Xiumin notices that you were hesitating so then he just pulls you in.

"Hey guys!!! Our thirteenth member is here!!!" Xiumin shouted. Whenever you hang out with Exo, you automatically become a member. So you were known as the 13th one. (Weird)

"Bora!!!~" Everyone cheered dropping everything they were doing and giving all there attention to you.

"Uh...annyeong." You bitterly smiled at them. It felt kind a weird for you to be at Exo's dorm, for the first time. Usually you would hang out with them at school or just at random places around in Seoul.

"Noona!~" Sehun ran up to you and pulled you into a bone crushing hug.

"Ya...Ya! I...nee...need to...to live." You breathe out. Sehun then lets go and gives you a sheepish smile.

"Mianhae noona. It's been so long. Bogoshipo!!!" Sehun whined cutely. You just smile and ruffle his hair.

"Awe, gwiyeopda! Nado." You said while taking your hand back. Seeing Sehun playfully glaring at you for messing up his hair. "Wae? It's not like you were trying to impress someone." You raised an eyebrow staring suspiciously at Sehun.

"Noona!" Sehun whined, Xiumin just laughing along with you. You felt better already. Being with Exo was like magic. They always somehow made you feel better right when just seeing them.

"Bora!~ Tell Suho omma to stop lecturing us!!!" Baekhyun whined while rolling on the floor. You just chuckled, shaking your head.

"What did you guys do this time?" You said while walking over to the couch. Luhan just moves the the side a bit, letting you sit down. You just sit down while narrowing your eyes at them.

"I don't know.~" Chanyeol whined also.

"Mwuh?" You just laugh watching the dumb baekyeol couple pouting cutely on the floor.

"How do you not know!? You guys are like screaming your heads off right now. Trying to talk over everyone when you don't need so. Because you both are sitting right next to each other!!!" Suho stated angrily.

"Araseyo!!!" The baekyeol couple yelled at the same time.

"That's all I asked for!" Suho yelled back before entering their tiny kitchen.

"Hey~ Bora. Want something to eat or drink? We're about to order dinner." Chen cooed at you.

"Anything's fine." You said while laughing at his weirdness.

"Feeling better already?" Xiumin came and sat next to you. You just nod your head happily. Sehun then came and jumped in between you and Xiumin. Squeezing himself to fit on the couch.

"Ya! Sehun! Do you really need to do that!?" Xiumin yelled while pushing Sehun to you.

"Xiu~min! Stop pushing him to me!" You yelled while pushing Sehun back to Xiumin.

"Hey! Hey! Hey! I'm fragile you know!" Sehun shouted making both Xiumin and you crack up.

"Yeah and we love you too." Xiumin stated while giving one last push.

"So what are you two dorks watching?" You said to Luhan and Kai as you threw one arm around Luhan's neck.

"Just soccer." Luhan said really focused in the game.

"Can't we watch a movie?" You asked cutely. However Luhan just ignored you. When it comes to soccer, he's in his own little world. "Luhan!~" You whined because he ignored you. Yet he did the same, ignore you.

So then you just push Luhan a bit forward and reach over to Kai.

"Can't we watch something else? Like a movie?" You told Kai. He just shrugs his shoulder.

"Ask hyung. If I change that channel, after your gone. I'd be dead." Kai said while glaring at Luhan. "Tried it but failed. Anyways Luhan has the remote also."

You just pout and sit up straight staring at the TV, which was now playing an advertisement.

"Hey oppa. Can I see the remote?" You said to Luhan as now he finally was listening.

"Wae?" Luhan looked at you suspiciously.

"Because I can't hear." You lied.

"Araseyo." Luhan passed the remote to you. Right when the remote was in your hands. You quickly stood up and ran away changing the channel.

"Yoon Bora! What the hell are you doing!?" Luhan yelled.

"Watching a movie!" You yelled back with a evil laugh. You quickly went into the kitchen.

"Give me back the remote! Your going to make me miss the game!" Luhan whined following you into the kitchen.

You quickly went behind Chen and made Chen your shield.

"Bora!" Luhan yelled again.

"Shireoyo!" You said still using Chen.

"Hey! Hey! Hey! I'm not a shield!" Chen said while moving away. So then you grabbed the next person, Kyungsoo.

"Kyungsoo-ah help me!" You plead while hiding behind Kyungsoo.

"Hey I'm not a shield either." Kyungsoo said while staying in the same stop doing something whatever he was doing.

"Bora, give me the remote! The game is going to come back on!" Luhan said trying to grab you.

"Shireoyo! You gave me the remote anyways!" You retorted back.

"Ugh! Just hurry up already!" Luhan finally caught your arm. You freaked out and pushed Kyungsoo towards Luhan. Making Luhan stumble back with Kyungsoo.

You quickly ran back into the living room and ran to the couch.

"Umin oppa!!" You yelled out for Xiumin. He's the oldest so they should listen to him.

"Bora!!!" Luhan came running in the living room. You were sitting behind Xiumin. "Bora! Remote!" Luhan commanded.

"Shireoyo!" You stated back while hugging the remote and holding onto Xiumin's shirt.

"Bora!" Luhan came and was now trying to steal the remote back.

"Hey. Hey. Hey! Alright! That's enough you two!" Xiumin stood up glaring at the two of you. Luhan then stopped and sat down. "Remote. Now." Xiumin took out his hand.

You just look at Luhan as he did the same. You both hang your heads and slowly you reached up the remote. However then you quickly pushed his hand away and got up trying to run. But you were too slow. Xiumin caught you. You were now in his embrace, your back against his chest.

"I said give me the remote." Xiumin commanded.

"Shireoyo!" You whined. "Luhan, aren't you going to help!" You yelled struggling.

"Sure~" Luhan stood up and quickly snatched away the remote out of your hands.

"Luhan!!!" You yelled.

"Merong." Luhan sat down and went back to his channel to watch the soccer game. "Awe, it already finished. All thanks to you Bora." Luhan pouted. Xiumin then let go of you.

"Merong." You stick you your tongue at Luhan before sitting down.

"Aish, you should respect me. I'm your oppa!" Luhan glared at you playfully.

"Ne!~" You said while smiling.

"Gosh you two." Xiumin muttered annoyed. He then sat down next to you.

"Well, movie time!!!" Kai yelled happily. Everyone then quickly gathered around the TV. Sehun sitting in front of you(and I mean right in front of you, leaning against your legs). Chanyeol sitting in front of Luhan with Baekhyun. Kai sitting next to Luhan. Xiumin sitting next to you. With Kyungsoo sitting next to Xiumin on a wooden chair. Suho sitting in front of Xiumin with Chen. Kris sitting next to Kai, on a wooden chair. Tao sitting in front of Kris. Then Lay, was already knocked out. So he was in his room sleeping peacefully.

"So what are we going to watch?" Sehun said when he was trying to get comfortable on the floor.

"Um...how about 'Miracle in Cell No. 7'" Kyungsoo suggested.

(A/N: Heard this movie was really sad. You guys should watch it. And plus it even made Exo oppas cry. They watched this on Exo Showtime. Now I'm going to watch it and cry my eyes out. Lol.)

"Oh, I heard about that movie. It's so sad." You said while frowning.

"Well, let's see who's going to tear up first." Chen grinned.

"Or course it's going to be Bora. Girls are normally emotional." Kai stated.

"Hey! Some girls aren't that emotional." You glared at Kai. He just shrugs his shoulder.

"I think the first it either D.O or Tao. Nah, probably Tao." Sehun chuckled, seeing Exo-M's maknae glaring at him.

"Whatever. I'm not that emotional." Tao retorted quickly.

"Alright guys. Let's just watch. Before all of you guys have to go sleep for your other schedules leaving me watching this depressing movie by myself." You said while moving a bit to get more comfortable.

"Told you girls are emotional." Kai smirked.

"Aish." You playfully hit his arm.

"Merong.~" Was all Kai did.

During the movie, you broke out in tears. But not heavy tears, just small tears. Same as Xiumin, Suho, D.O, Kris, Tao, and Luhan. Chen knocked out, however woke up and was watching half asleep. SO he barely paid attention. Sehun was just watching, no tears but he was sad. Same with Kai.

After a while, you were going to check the time. So you pulled out your phone to make your eyes become all wide.

150 miss call, 95 text messages from that one person whom broke your heart, Mark. You gulped and quickly checked his messages. First to last. Reading his explanation that everything was a misunderstanding. To where he told you what Gyuri did and he didn't react to it. To where he started freaking the shit out when you didn't return back home.

Biting your lower lips, you checked your miss calls. 150 was from Mark, 25 from Mrs. Tuan, and 16 from Mr. Tuan.

'Guess their probably going to call the police on a missing person.'

"What's wrong?" Xiumin looked at you worried from seeing your expression.

"Um...my appa's best friend that I'm now living with is worried about me. For not going home. I bet their like calling the police to inform them thinking I probably got kidnapped." You said biting your lower.

"Gwaenchana. Tomorrow I'll go with you and explain everything to them." Xiumin said linking arms with you. Your eyes widen from his proposal.

"Ani. Gwaenchana. I just texted them. So everything would be alright. My appa's best friend is a kind a chill dude. So he wouldn't yell or do anything stupid." You bitterly smiled.

"You sure?" Xiumin raised an eyebrow. You just nod your head viciously like a kid. He just chuckles and nods once.

***12am***

The movie finally ended and before the movie ended some of the guys already left to sleep. You just knocked out on Xiumin's shoulder. Sometimes you would move and sleep on Luhan's however then back to Xiumin's.

After everyone went to sleep. Xiumin quickly grabbed a pillow and blanket. Because sleeping on Luhan's bed, he probably be kicked off and be sleeping on the floor.

Xiumin quickly laid the pillow down and then laid you down. Your head laying peacefully on the pillow. He quickly tucked you in.

He went down on one knee, stroking your cheek softly and lightly. Not wanting to wake you up.

"I guess, I really need to move on now. You already found someone. Now it's my turn. Saranghaja Bora." Xiumin lightly kissed your forehead.

He then went to his room to sleep.

Notes

I am so so so so sorry for the late update. It's because I've been working on my project citizen and it was just me. Like I mean it, my other group members did nothing. One disappeared somewhere and the other kept ditching. When she was in class, all she did was sit there and doing nothing. Just staring into mid-air. Is the air so damn good looking or what that she wasn't paying attention to the work. But anyways I hoped you liked this chapter. Very sorry if you guys don't, so I'll try harder.

(A/N: Because of my late ass post. Here is our adorable Mark.)